"No, then you"d just swallow down the cold--the air is like ice. Just keep still, and soon mother will be here, and she"ll bring something!"
"She never gets anything," said the child. "When she gets there it"s always all over."
"That"s not true," said Madam Johnsen severely. "There"s food enough in the soup kitchens for all; it"s just a matter of understanding how to go about it. The poor must get shame out of their heads. She"ll bring something to-day!"
The child stood up and breathed a hole in the ice on the window-pane.
"Look now, whether it isn"t going to snow a little so that the poor man can get yet another day"s employment," said the old woman.
No, the wind was still blowing from the north, although it commonly shuffled along the ca.n.a.l; but now, week after week, it blew from the Nicolai tower, and played the flute on the hollow bones of poverty. The ca.n.a.ls were covered with ice, and the ground looked horribly hard. The naked frost chased the people across it like withered leaves. With a thin rustling sound they were swept across the bridges and disappeared.
A great yellow van came driving by. The huge gates of the prison opened slowly and swallowed it. It was the van containing the meat for the prisoners. The child followed it with a desolate expression.
"Mother isn"t coming," she said. "I am so hungry."
"She will soon come--you just wait! And don"t stand in the light there; come here in the corner! The light strikes the cold right through one."
"But I feel colder in the dark."
"That"s just because you don"t understand. I only long now for the pitch darkness."
"I long for the sun!" retorted the child defiantly.
There was a creaking of timber out in the yard. The child ran out and opened the door leading to the gallery. It was only the people opposite, who were tearing a step away.
But then came mother, with a tin pail in her hand, and a bundle under her arm; and there was something in the pail--it looked heavy.
Tra-la-la! And the bundle, the bundle! What was in that? "Mother, mother!" she cried shrilly, leaning far over the rickety rail.
Hanne came swiftly up the stairs, with open mouth and red cheeks; and a face peeped out of every little nest.
"Now Widow Hanne has taken the plunge," they said. They knew what a point of honor it had been with her to look after her mother and her child unaided. She was a good girl.
And Widow Hanne nodded to them all, as much as to say, "Now it"s done, thank G.o.d!"
She stood leaning over the table, and lifted the cover off the pail.
"Look!" she said, as she stirred the soup with a ladle: "there"s pearl barley and pot-herbs. If only we had something we could warm it up with!"
"We can tear away a bit of the woodwork like other people," said the mother.
"Yes," replied Hanne breathlessly, "yes, why not? If one can beg one can do that!"
She ran out onto the gallery and tore away a few bits of trellis, so that the sound re-echoed through the court. People watched her out of all the dark windows. Widow Hanne had knocked off the head of her pride!
Then they sat down to their soup, the old woman and the child. "Eat!"
said Hanne, standing over them and looking on with glowing eyes. Her cheeks were burning. "You look like a flower in the cold!" said her mother. "But eat, yourself, or you"ll starve to death."
No, Hanne would not eat. "I feel so light," she said, "I don"t need any food." She stood there fingering her bundle; all her features were quivering, and her mouth was like that of a person sick of a fever.
"What have you there?" asked Madam Johnsen.
"Clothes for you and little Marie. You were so cold. I got them downstairs from the old clothes woman--they were so cheap."
"Do you say you bought them?"
"Yes--I got them on credit."
"Well, well, if you haven"t given too much for them! But it will do one good to have something warm on one"s back!"
Hanne undid the bundle, while the others looked on in suspense. A light summer dress made its appearance, pleated and low-necked, blue as little Marie"s eyes, and a pair of thin kid shoes. The child and the old woman gazed wonderingly at the dress. "How fine!" they said. They had forgotten everything, and were all admiration. But Hanne stood staring with horror, and suddenly burst into sobs.
"Come, come, Hanne!" said her mother, clapping her on the back. "You have bought a dress for yourself--that"s not so dreadful! Youth will have its rights."
"No, mother, no, I didn"t buy it at all! I knew you both needed something to keep you warm, so I went into a fine house and asked if they hadn"t any cast-off things, and there was a young lady--she gave me this--and she was so kind. No, I didn"t know at all what was in the bundle--I really didn"t know, dear mother!"
"Well, well, they are fine enough!" said the old woman, spreading the dress out in front of her. "They are fine things!" But Hanne put the things together and threw them into the corner by the stove.
"You are ill!" said her mother, gazing at her searchingly; "your eyes are blazing like fire."
The darkness descended, and they went to bed. People burned no useless lights in those days, and it was certainly best to be in bed. They had laid the feather-bed over themselves cross-wise, when it comfortably covered all three; their daytime clothes they laid over their feet.
Little Marie lay in the middle. No harm could come to her there. They talked at random about indifferent matters. Hanne"s voice sounded loud and cheerful in the darkness as though it came from a radiant countryside.
"You are so restless," said the mother. "Won"t you try to sleep a little? I can feel the burning in you from here!"
"I feel so light," replied Hanne; "I can"t lie still." But she did lie still, gazing into s.p.a.ce and humming inaudibly to herself, while the fever raged in her veins.
After a time the old woman awoke; she was cold. Hanne was standing in the middle of the room, with open mouth; and was engaged in putting on her fine linen underclothing by the light of a candle-end.
Her breath came in short gasps and hung white on the air.
"Are you standing there naked in the cold?" said Madam Johnsen reproachfully. "You ought to take a little care of yourself."
"Why, mother, I"m so warm! Why, it"s summer now!"
"What are you doing, child?"
"I am only making myself a little bit smart, mother dear!"
"Yes, yes--dance, my baby. You"ve still got the best of your youth before you, poor child! Why didn"t you get a husband where you got the child from?"
Hanne only hummed a tune to herself, and proceeded to don the bright blue summer costume. It was a little full across the chest, but the decolletage sat snugly over her uncovered bosom. A faint cloud of vapor surrounded her person like a summer haze.
Her mother had to hook up the dress at the back. "If only we don"t wake Marie!" she whispered, entirely absorbed by the dress. "And the fine lace on the chemise--you can always let that peep out of the dress a little--it looks so pretty like that. Now you really look like a summer girl!"
"I"ll just run down and show it to Madam Olsen," said Hanne, pressing her hand to her glowing cheeks.
"Yes, do--poor folks" joys must have their due," replied the old woman, turning over to the wall.
Hanne ran down the steps and across the yard and out into the street.