They roared with laughter. "He doesn"t see it now! Why, Lord, that"s the biggest farmer"s lout!"
Pelle had not yet lost his head, for he had heavier ammunition, and now he was about to play a trump. "And there at the farm there was a man called Erik, who was so strong that he could thrash three men, but the bailiff was stronger still; and he gave Erik such a blow that he lost his senses."
"Oh, indeed! How did he manage that? Can you hit a farmer chap so that he loses his senses? Who was it hit you like that?" The questions rained upon him.
Pelle pushed the boy who had asked the last question, and fixed his eyes upon his. But the rascal let fly at him again. "Take care of your best clothes," he said, laughing. "Don"t crumple your cuffs!"
Pelle had put on a clean blue shirt, of which the neckband and wristbands had to serve as collar and cuffs. He knew well enough that he was clean and neat, and now they were being smart at his expense on that very account.
"And what sort of a pair of Elbe barges has he got on? Good Lord! Why, they"d fill half the harbor!" This was in reference to Kongstrup"s shoes. Pelle had debated with himself as to whether he should wear them on a week-day. "When did you celebrate hiring-day?" asked a third. This was in reference to his fat red cheeks.
Now he was ready to jump out of his skin, and cast his eyes around to see if there was nothing with which he could lay about him, for this would infallibly end in an attack upon the whole party. Pelle already had them all against him.
But just then a long, thin lad came forward. "Have you a pretty sister?"
he asked.
"I have no sisters at all," answered Pelle shortly.
"That"s a shame. Well, can you play hide-and-seek?"
Of course Pelle could!
"Well, then, play!" The thin boy pushed Pelle"s cap over his eyes, and turned him with his face against the plank fence. "Count to a hundred--and no cheating, I tell you!"
No, Pelle would not cheat--he would neither look nor count short--so much depended on this beginning. But he solemnly promised himself to use his legs to some purpose; they should all be caught, one after another!
He finished his counting and took his cap from his eyes. No one was to be seen. "Say "peep"!" he cried; but no one answered. For half an hour Pelle searched among timbers and warehouses, and at last he slipped away home and to bed. But he dreamed, that night, that he caught them all, and they elected him as their leader for all future time.
The town did not meet him with open arms, into which he could fall, with his childlike confidence, and be carried up the ladder. Here, apparently, one did not talk about the heroic deeds which elsewhere gave a man foothold; here such things merely aroused scornful laughter. He tried it again and again, always with something new, but the answer was always the same--"Farmer!" His whole little person was overflowing with good-will, and he became deplorably dejected.
Pelle soon perceived that his whole store of ammunition was crumbling between his hands, and any respect he had won at home, on the farm or in the village, by his courage and good nature, went for nothing here. Here other qualities counted; there was a different jargon, the clothes were different, and people went about things in a different way. Everything he had valued was turned to ridicule, even down to his pretty cap with its ear-flaps and its ribbon adorned with representations of harvest implements. He had come to town so calmly confident in himself--to make the painful discovery that he was a laughable object! Every time he tried to make one of a party, he was pushed to one side; he had no right to speak to others; he must take the hindmost rank!
Nothing remained to him but to sound the retreat all along the line until he had reached the lowest place of all. And hard as this was for a smart youngster who was burning to set his mark on everything, Pelle did it, and confidently prepared to scramble up again. However sore his defeat, he always retained an obstinate feeling of his own worth, which no one could take away from him. He was persuaded that the trouble lay not with himself but with all sorts of things about him, and he set himself restlessly to find out the new values and to conduct a war of elimination against himself. After every defeat he took himself unweariedly to task, and the next evening he would go forth once more, enriched by so many experiences, and would suffer defeat at a new point.
He wanted to conquer--but what must he not sacrifice first? He knew of nothing more splendid than to march resoundingly through the streets, his legs thrust into La.s.se"s old boots--this was the essence of manliness. But he was man enough to abstain from so doing--for here such conduct would be regarded as boorish. It was harder for him to suppress his past; it was so inseparable from Father La.s.se that he was obsessed by a sense of unfaithfulness. But there was no alternative; if he wanted to get on he must adapt himself in everything, in prejudices and opinions alike. But he promised himself to flout the lot of them so soon as he felt sufficiently high-spirited.
What distressed him most was the fact that his handicraft was so little regarded. However accomplished he might become, the cobbler was, and remained, a poor creature with a pitchy snout and a big behind! Personal performance counted for nothing; it was obvious that he must as soon as possible escape into some other walk of life.
But at least he was in the town, and as one of its inhabitants--there was no getting over that. And the town seemed still as great and as splendid, although it had lost the look of enchantment it once had, when La.s.se and he had pa.s.sed through it on their way to the country. Most of the people wore their Sunday clothes, and many sat still and earned lots of money, but no one knew how. All roads came hither, and the town swallowed everything: pigs and corn and men--everything sooner or later found its harbor here! The Sow lived here with Rud, who was now apprenticed to a painter, and the twins were here! And one day Pelle saw a tall boy leaning against a door and bellowing at the top of his voice, his arms over his face, while a couple of smaller boys were thrashing him; it was Howling Peter, who was cook"s boy on a vessel. Everything flowed into the town!
But Father La.s.se--he was not here!
IV
There was something about the town that made it hard to go to bed and hard to get up. In the town there was no sunrise shining over the earth and waking everybody. The open face of morning could not be seen indoors. And the dying day poured no evening weariness into one"s limbs, driving them to repose; life seemed here to flow in the reverse direction, for here people grew lively at night!
About half-past six in the morning the master, who slept downstairs, would strike the ceiling with his stick. Pelle, whose business it was to reply, would mechanically sit up and strike the side of the bedstead with his clenched fist. Then, still sleeping, he would fall back again. After a while the process was repeated. But then the master grew impatient. "Devil take it! aren"t you going to get up to-day?" he would bellow. "Is this to end in my bringing you your coffee in bed?" Drunken with sleep, Pelle would tumble out of bed. "Get up, get up!" he would cry, shaking the others. Jens got nimbly on his feet; he always awoke with a cry of terror, guarding his head; but Emil and Peter, who were in the hobbledehoy stage, were terribly difficult to wake.
Pelle would hasten downstairs, and begin to set everything in order, filling the soaking-tub and laying a sand-heap by the window-bench for the master to spit into. He bothered no further about the others; he was in a morning temper himself. On the days when he had to settle right away into the cobbler"s hunch, without first running a few early errands or doing a few odd tasks, it took hours to thaw him.
He used to look round to see whether on the preceding evening he had made a chalk-mark in any conspicuous place; for then there must be something that he had to remember. Memory was not his strong point, hence this ingenious device. Then it was only a matter of not forgetting what the mark stood for; if he forgot, he was no better off than before.
When the workshop was tidy, he would hurry downstairs and run out for Madame, to fetch morning rolls "for themselves." He himself was given a wheaten biscuit with his coffee, which he drank out in the kitchen, while the old woman went grumbling to and fro. She was dry as a mummy and moved about bent double, and when she was not using her hands she carried one forearm pressed against her midriff. She was discontented with everything, and was always talking of the grave. "My two eldest are overseas, in America and Australia; I shall never see them again. And here at home two menfolk go strutting about doing nothing and expecting to be waited on. Andres, poor fellow, isn"t strong, and Jeppe"s no use any longer; he can"t even keep himself warm in bed nowadays. But they know how to ask for things, that they do, and they let me go running all over the place without any help; I have to do everything myself. I shall truly thank G.o.d when at last I lie in my grave. What are you standing there for with your mouth and your eyes wide open? Get away with you!"
Thereupon Pelle would finish his coffee--it was sweetened with brown sugar--out of doors, by the workshop window.
In the mornings, before the master appeared, there was no great eagerness to work; they were all sleepy still, looking forward to a long, dreary day. The journeyman did not encourage them to work; he had a difficulty in finding enough for himself. So they sat there wool-gathering, striking a few blows with the hammer now and then for appearance"s sake, and one or another would fall asleep again over the table. They all started when three blows were struck on the wall as a signal for Pelle.
"What are you doing? It seems to me you are very idle in there!" the master would say, staring suspiciously at Pelle. But Pelle had remarked what work each was supposed to have in hand, and would run over it all.
"What day"s this--Thursday? d.a.m.nation take it! Tell that Jens he"s to put aside Manna"s uppers and begin on the pilot"s boots this moment--they were promised for last Monday." The master would struggle miserably to get his breath: "Ah, I"ve had a bad night, Pelle, a horrible night; I was so hot, with such a ringing in my ears. New blood is so devilishly unruly; it"s all the time boiling in my head like soda-water. But it"s a good thing I"m making it, G.o.d knows; I used to be so soon done up. Do you believe in h.e.l.l? Heaven, now, that"s sheer nonsense; what happiness can we expect elsewhere if we can"t be properly happy here? But do you believe in h.e.l.l? I dreamed I"d spat up the last bit of my lungs and that I went to h.e.l.l. "What the devil d"you want here, Andres?" they asked me; "your heart is still whole!" And they wouldn"t have me. But what does that signify? I can"t breathe with my heart, so I"m dying. And what becomes of me then? Will you tell me that?
"There"s something that bids a man enter again into his mother"s womb; now if only a man could do that, and come into the world again with two sound legs, you"d see me disappear oversea double-quick, whoop! I wouldn"t stay messing about here any longer.... Well, have you seen your navel yet to-day? Yes, you ragam.u.f.fin, you laugh; but I"m in earnest.
It would pay you well if you always began the day by contemplating your navel."
The master was half serious, half jesting. "Well, now, you can fetch me my port wine; it"s on the shelf, behind the box with the laces in it.
I"m deadly cold."
Pelle came back and announced that the bottle was empty. The master looked at him mildly.
"Then run along and get me another. I"ve no money--you must say--well, think it out for yourself; you"ve got a head." The master looked at him with an expression which went to Pelle"s heart, so that he often felt like bursting into tears. Hitherto Pelle"s life had been spent on the straight highway; he did not understand this combination of wit and misery, roguishness and deadly affliction. But he felt something of the presence of the good G.o.d, and trembled inwardly; he would have died for the young master.
When the weather was wet it was difficult for the sick man to get about; the cold pulled him down. If he came into the workshop, freshly washed and with his hair still wet, he would go over to the cold stove, and stand there, stamping his feet. His cheeks had quite fallen in. "I"ve so little blood for the moment," he said at such times, "but the new blood is on the way; it sings in my ears every night." Then he would be silent a while. "There, by my soul, we"ve got a piece of lung again," he said, and showed Pelle, who stood at the stove brushing shoes, a gelatinous lump. "But they grow again afterward!"
"The master will soon be in his thirtieth year," said the journeyman; "then the dangerous time is over."
"Yes, deuce take it--if only I can hang together so long--only another six months," said the master eagerly, and he looked at Pelle, as though Pelle had it in his power to help him; "only another six months! Then the whole body renews itself--new lungs--everything new. But new legs, G.o.d knows, I shall never get."
A peculiar, secret understanding grew up between Pelle and the master; it did not manifest itself in words, but in glances, in tones of the voice, and in the whole conduct of each. When Pelle stood behind him, it was as though even the master"s leather jacket emitted a feeling of warmth, and Pelle followed him with his eyes whenever and wherever he could, and the master"s behavior to Pelle was different from his behavior to the others.
When, on his return from running errands in the town, he came to the corner, he was delighted to see the young master standing in the doorway, tightly grasping his stick, with his lame leg in an easy position. He stood there, sweeping his eyes from side to side, gazing longingly into the distance. This was his place when he was not indoors, sitting over some book of adventure. But Pelle liked him to stand there, and as he slipped past he would hang his head shyly, for it often happened that the master would clutch his shoulder, so hard that it hurt, and shake him to and fro, and would say affectionately: "Oh, you limb of Satan!" This was the only endearment that life had vouchsafed Pelle, and he sunned himself in it.
Pelle could not understand the master, nor did he understand his sighs and groans. The master never went out, save as an exception, when he was feeling well; then he would hobble across to the beerhouse and make up a party, but as a rule his travels ended at the house door. There he would stand, looking about him a little, and then he would hobble indoors again, with that infectious good humor which transformed the dark workshop into a grove full of the twittering of birds. He had never been abroad, and he felt no craving to go; but in spite of this his mind and his speech roamed over the whole wide world, so that Pelle at times felt like falling sick from sheer longing. He demanded nothing more than health of the future, and adventures hovered all about him; one received the impression that happiness itself had fluttered to earth and settled upon him. Pelle idolized him, but did not understand him. The master, who at one moment would make sport of his lame leg and the next moment forget that he had one, or jest about his poverty as though he were flinging good gold pieces about him--this was a man Pelle could not fathom. He was no wiser when he secretly looked into the books which Master Andres read so breathlessly; he would have been content with a much more modest adventure than a journey to the North Pole or the center of the earth, if only he himself could have been of the party.
He had no opportunity to sit still and indulge in fancies. Every moment it was, "Pelle, run and do something or other!" Everything was purchased in small quant.i.ties, although it was obtained on credit. "Then it doesn"t run up so," Jeppe used to say; it was all the same to Master Andres. The foreman"s young woman came running in; she absolutely must have her young lady"s shoes; they were promised for Monday. The master had quite forgotten them. "They are in hand now," he said, undaunted.
"To the devil with you, Jens!" And Jens had hastily thrust a pair of lasts into the shoes, while Master Andres went outside with the girl, and joked with her on the landing, in order to smooth her down. "Just a few nails, so that they"ll hang together," said the master to Jens.
And then, "Pelle, out you go, as quick as your legs will carry you! Say we"ll send for them early to-morrow morning and finish them properly!
But run as though the devil were at your heels!"
Pelle ran, and when he returned, just as he was slipping into his leather ap.r.o.n, he had to go out again. "Pelle, run out and borrow a few bra.s.s nails--then we needn"t buy any to-day. Go to Klausen--no, go to Blom, rather; you"ve been to Klausen already this morning."
"Blom"s are angry about the screw-block!" said Pelle.
"Death and all the devils! We must see about putting it in repair and returning it; remember that, and take it with you to the smith"s. Well, what in the world shall we do?" The young master stared helplessly from one to another.
"Shoemaker Marker," suggested little Nikas.
"We don"t borrow from Marker," and the master wrinkled his forehead.
"Marker"s a louse!" Marker had succeeded in stealing one of the oldest customers of the workshop.