Hurt at treatment which I felt I did not deserve, I tried to a.n.a.lyse the cause as I walked up and down the deck, and at last I decided that his pride was again alarmed. On the one hand he was returning to his own country, to meet with his aristocratical connections, and on the other he was reminded of my mother, and his _mesalliance_ with her--if such a term can be used to a woman who had sacrificed herself to one above her in rank. At all events, I was the result of that connection, and I presumed that he was ashamed of it, and consequently kept me at a distance, and checked his feelings towards me. Perhaps he thought that my mother might be induced to disclose to me that which I had under his own hand-writing, and wore next my heart; or he might consider I was no longer a boy, but a tall young man, and one who might be induced to claim his protection. Such were my reflections, and my resolutions were taken accordingly--I wanted no Bob Cross to counsel me now.
When the captain left the ship, I made no request, as did the other midshipmen, for leave to see my friends; nor even when he returned on board, which he did several times after the ship had gone into harbour, and was stripping, preparatory to being docked. One thing, however, gave me great satisfaction, which was, that when the despatch which we brought home was published, I found my name honourably mentioned in conjunction with other officers, and but three midshipmen were named.
When the Calliope went into dock the report of the dockyard was very unfavourable. She required a thorough repair which would take some months. She was therefore ordered to be paid off. In the mean time the captain had gone to London. During his sojourn at Portsmouth I had never spoken to him, except on duty, and he had left me without a word of explanation as to his intentions towards me. As soon, however, as the order came down for paying off the ship, I received a letter from him, very cold and stiff, stating that I might, if I pleased, join any other ship, and he would recommend me to the captain; or I might remain on the books of the guard-ship, and wait until he commissioned another vessel, when he would be happy to take me with him.
My reply was immediate. I thanked him for his kindness, and hoped I might remain on board the guard-ship until he took the command of another vessel, as I did not wish to sail with any other captain. I had been brought forward by him in the service, and preferred waiting for months rather than lose his kind protection.
The only reply to my letter was an order from the Admiralty, for me to be discharged into the guard-ship when the Calliope was paid off.
I hardly need say that I had written and received letters from my mother, who was delighted at my name being mentioned in the despatches; but I will defer family news till the proper opportunity, as I must first tell all that occurred in the Calliope before she was paid off.
The reader will recollect that the son of the Dutch captain, whose name was Vangilt, had been permitted to come home in the ship, instead of being sent to prison. He and I were very intimate and when I discovered that he was the cousin of Minnie Vanderwelt, I became more partial to him. He was very melancholy during the pa.s.sage home; how, indeed, could he be otherwise, with the prospect of being a prisoner during the remainder of the war? and he often expressed his feelings on the subject.
"Could you not escape?" said I, one evening.
"I fear not," replied he. "If once out of prison, I have no doubt but that I could get a conveyance over the Channel by means of the smugglers; indeed, I have connections in England who would a.s.sist me."
When Captain Delmar went away to town, he had quite forgotten the poor fellow, and Mr Weymss, who was the commanding officer, did not make any special report of him as he thought he might defer it till the last moment, as every day out of prison would be so much gained by young Vangilt, who was a general favourite.
In this instance, my regard for the young man made me quite forget my duty as an officer, and the Articles of War. I knew that I was about to do wrong; but I considered that, with so many thousand prisoners which we had in England, one more or less could be of no consequence, and I set to work to see if I could not effect his escape.
After much cogitation, I found I could do nothing without Bob Cross and I consulted with him. Bob shook his head, and said it was, he believed, hanging matter; but, after all, it was a pity that such a nice lad should be peeping between iron bars. "Besides," continued he, "he lost his father in the action, and he ought not to lose his liberty also.
Well, Mr Keene, show me how I can help you."
"Why, Bob there"s a very pretty little girl, who very often comes alongside with the old woman, and you go down into the boat and talk with her."
"Yes, sir," replied Bob, "that"s the little girl I told you of, that used to repeat her fables on my knee. The fact is, I hope to splice her some of these days. It"s her mother who is with her, and she will not let her come on board to mix with the other women, because she is good and modest; too good for me, I"m afraid, in one sense of the word."
"How do you mean Bob?"
"Why, sir, when I first knew her, she and her mother were living upon what they could earn, for the father was killed in action many years ago, and I used to help them as far as I could; but now I find that, although they are not changed, things are, most confoundedly. Her uncle lost his wife; he is considered a rich man, and being stone blind, and having no one to take care of him after his wife"s death, he sent for this girl and her mother to keep his house and he is very fond of the girl, and declares that he will leave her all his money, and that she shall marry well. Now, sir, if she was to marry me, a petty officer only, it would not be considered that she married well; so you see, sir, there"s a hitch."
"Who and what was he?"
"He was a smuggler, sir, and a very successful one; he has six or seven houses, all his own property besides the one he lives in himself. He lives about a quarter of a mile out of Gosport. I know all about him, although I have never seen him. Soon after he left off smuggling, he lost his eyesight, and, somehow or another, he considered it was a judgment upon him--at least his wife, who had joined the Ranters, persuaded him so--and so he took a religious turn, and now he does nothing but pray, and call himself a poor blind sinner."
"Well, Bob, but I do not see why you should give up the girl."
"No, sir; nor will she or her mother give me up. I could marry her to-morrow without his consent, but I do not like to do her that injury."
"He is stone-blind, you say?"
"Yes, sir."
"We"ll talk your affair over another time. What I want at present is, to help this poor young Vangilt to escape. He says, that if once clear, the smugglers would put him on the other side of the water. Now, it appears to me that it would be very easy for him to get out of the ship unperceived, if he were dressed in woman"s clothes, so many women are going and coming all day long."
"Very true, sir, especially on pay-day, when n.o.body keeps any look-out at all. I see now, you want some of Mary"s clothes for him; they would fit very well."
"Exactly; and I think that, as her uncle had been a smuggler, we might go and consult him as to his escape over the water. Vangilt will pay 100 pounds with pleasure--he told me so. That will be an introduction for you as well as for me to the old fellow."
"I think we had better let the old fellow suppose it"s a woman--don"t you, sir? But what shall we call ourselves?"
"Why, I will be a sort of agent for ships, an you shall be a captain."
"A captain! Mr Keene."
"Yes; a captain, who has had a ship, and expects another. Why, you were a captain of the fore-top before you were rated c.o.xswain."
"Well, sir, I must consult Mary and her mother, and then I"ll let you know: they will come this afternoon. Perhaps in helping Mr Vangilt, I may help myself."
That night Bob Cross told me that Mary and her mother were quite willing to a.s.sist, and that they thought it would be a very good introduction to old Waghorn: that we must expect some religious scruples at first, but we must persevere, and they had no doubt that the old man would contrive to get the young man over to Cherbourg, or some other place on the other side; that we had better call on him in the evening, and they would be out of the way.
As soon as the work was over for the day, Bob Cross and I obtained leave, and set off for Mr Waghorn"s house. We were met by Mary and her mother, who pointed it out to us, and then continued their walk. We went to the door, and found the old man smoking his pipe.
"Who"s there?" cried he, as we lifted the latch of the gate.
"Friends, sir," replied Cross; "two persons who come to talk on business."
"Business! I"ve no business--I"ve done with business long ago: I think of nothing but my perishing soul--poor blind worm that I am."
He was a very fine-looking old man, although weather-beaten, and his silver locks hung down on his collar; his beard was not shaved, but clipped with scissors: his want of sight gave him a mournful look.
"Nevertheless, sir, I must introduce myself and my friend, the captain,"
replied I, "for we want your a.s.sistance."
"My a.s.sistance! poor blind beetle--how can I a.s.sist you?"
"The fact is, sir, that a young woman is very anxious to return to her friends, on the other side of the water; and knowing that you have acquaintance with those who run to and fro, we thought you might help the poor young woman to a pa.s.sage."
"That"s to say, you"ve heard that I was a smuggler. People do say so; but, gentlemen, I now pay customs and excise--my tea has paid duty, and so has my tobacco; so does everything--the king has his own. The Bible says, "Render under Caesar the things which are Caesar"s." Gentlemen, I stand by the Bible. I am a poor, sinful old wretch--G.o.d forgive me."
"We ask nothing against the Bible, Mr Waghorn; it"s our duty to a.s.sist those who are in distress; it"s only a poor young woman."
"A poor young woman. If she"s poor, people don"t do such work for nothing; besides, it"s wrong, gentlemen--I"ve given up all that,--I"ve a precious soul to look after, and I can"t divert my attention from it. I wish you good-bye, gentlemen."
At this moment Mary and her mother returned, and we rose up. "Mrs James, is that you and Mary? Here"s a captain and his friend come to me; but it"s a fool"s errand, and so I"ve told them."
I then stated to Mrs James what we had come for, and begged that she would persuade Mr Waghorn.
"Well, Mr Waghorn, why won"t you?--it"s a good action, and will have its reward in heaven."
"Yes; but she"s a poor young woman, and can"t pay her pa.s.sage, so it"s no use."
"On the contrary," replied I, "the captain here will become security, that 100 pounds shall be paid down as soon as she arrives in any part of France or Holland."
"Will he? But who"s the captain?"
"I haven"t a ship just now, but I expect one soon," replied Bob; "the money shall be paid at once, if you will only receive the young woman until she can be sent off."