This course of life could not fail to produce suitable consequences to his health, his reputation, and his business. His customers began to find now that the man whose word had never been doubted, and whose punctuality was proverbial, became so careless and negligent in attending to his orders, that it was quite useless to rely upon his promises, and, as a very natural consequence, they began to drop off one after another, until he found to his cost that a great number of his best and most respectable supporters ceased to employ him.
When his workmen, too, saw that he had got into tippling and irregular habits, and that his eye was not, as in the days of his industry, over them, they naturally became careless and negligent, as did the apprentices also. Nor was this all; the very individuals who had been formerly remarkable for steadiness, industry, and sobriety--for Art would then keep no other--were now, many of them, corrupted by his own example, and addicted to idleness and drink. This placed him in a very difficult position; for how, we ask, could he remonstrate with them so long as he himself transgressed more flagrantly than they did? For this reason he was often forced to connive at outbreaks of drunkenness and gross cases of neglect, which no sober man would suffer in those whom he employed.
"Take care of your business, and your business will take care of you,"
is a good and a wholesome proverb, that cannot bo too strongly impressed on the minds of the working cla.s.ses. Art began to feel surprised that his business was declining, but as yet his good sense was strong enough to point out to him the cause of it. His mind now became disturbed, for while he felt conscious that his own neglect and habits of dissipation occasioned it, he also felt that he was but a child in the strong grasp of his own propensities. This was anything but a consoling reflection, and so long as it lasted he was gloomy, morbid, and peevish; his excellent wife was the first to remark this, and, indeed, was the first that had occasion to remark it, for even in this stage of his life, the man who had never spoken to her, or turned his eye upon her, but with tenderness and affection, now began, especially when influenced by drink, to give manifestations of temper that grieved her to the heart.
Abroad, however, he was the same good-humored fellow as ever, with a few rare exceptions--when he got quarrelsome and fought with his companions.
His workmen all were perfectly aware of his accessibility to flattery, and some of them were not slow to avail themselves of it: these were the idle and unscrupulous, who, as they resembled himself, left nothing unsaid or undone to maintain his good opinion, and they succeeded. His business now declined so much, that he was obliged to dismiss some of them, and, as if he had been fated to ruin, the honest and independent, who scorned to flatter his weaknesses, were the very persons put out of his employment, because their conduct was a silent censure upon his habits, and the men he retained were those whom he himself had made drunken and profligate by his example; so true is it that a drunkard is his own enemy in a thousand ways.
Here, then, is our old friend Art falling fast away from the proverbial integrity of his family--his circ.u.mstances are rapidly declining--his business running to a point--his reputation sullied, and his temper becoming sharp and vehement; these are strong indications of mismanagement, neglect, and folly, or, in one word, of a propensity to drink.
About a year and a half has now elapsed, and Art, in spite of several most determined resolutions to reform, is getting still worse in every respect. It is not to be supposed, however, that during this period he has not had visitations of strong feeling--of repentance--remorse--or that love of drink had so easy a victory over him as one would imagine.
No such thing. These internal struggles sometimes affected him even unto agony, and he has frequently wept bitter tears on finding himself the victim of this terrible habit. He had not, however, the courage to look into his own condition with a firm eye, or to examine the state of either his heart or his circ.u.mstances with the resolution of a man who knows that he must suffer pain by the inspection. Art could not bear the pain of such an examination, and, in order to avoid feeling it, he had recourse to the oblivion of drink; not reflecting that the adoption of every such remedy for care resembles the wisdom of the man, who, when raging under the tortures of thirst, attempted to allay them by drinking sea-water. Drink relieved him for a moment, but he soon found that in his case the remedy was only another name for the disease.
It is not necessary to a.s.sure our readers that during Art"s unhappy progress. .h.i.therto, his admirable brother Frank felt wrung to the heart by his conduct. All that good advice, urged with good feeling and good sense, could do, was tried on him, but to no purpose; he ultimately lost his temper on being reasoned with, and flew into a pa.s.sion with Frank, whom he abused for interfering, as he called it, in business which did not belong to him. Notwithstanding this bl.u.s.ter, however, there was no man whom he feared so much; in fact, he dreaded his very appearance, and would go any distance out of his way rather than come in contact with him. He felt Frank"s moral ascendency too keenly, and was too bitterly sensible of the neglect with which he had treated his affectionate and friendly admonitions, to meet him with composure. Indeed, we must say, that, independently of his brother Frank, he was not left to his own impulses, without many a friendly and sincere advice. The man had been so highly respected--his name was so stainless--his conduct so good, so blameless; he stood forth such an admirable pattern of industry, punctuality, and sobriety, that his departure from all these virtues occasioned general regret and sorrow. Every friend hoped that he would pay attention to his advice, and every friend tried it, but, unfortunately, every friend failed. Art, now beyond the reach of reproof, acted as every man like him acts; he avoided those who, because they felt an interest in his welfare, took the friendly liberty of attempting to rescue him, and consequently a.s.sociated only with those who drank with him, flattered him, skulked upon him, and laughed at him.
One friend, however, he had, who, above all others, first in place and in importance, we cannot overlook--that friend was his admirable and affectionate wife. Oh, in what language can we adequately describe her natural and simple eloquence, her sweetness of disposition, her tenderness, her delicacy of reproof, and her earnest struggles to win back her husband from the habits which were destroying him! And in the beginning she was often successful for a time, and many a tear of transient repentance has she occasioned him to shed, when she succeeded in touching his heart, and stirring his affection for her and for their children.
In circ.u.mstances similar to Art"s, however, we first feel our own errors, we then feel grateful to those who have the honesty to reprove us for them: by and by, on finding that we are advancing on the wrong path, we begin to disrelish the advice, as being only an unnecessary infliction of pain; having got so far as to disrelish the advice, we soon begin to disrelish the adviser; and ultimately, we become so thoroughly wedded to our own selfish vices, as to hate every one who would take us out of their trammels.
When Art found that the world, as he said, was going against him, instead of rallying, as he might, and ought to have done, he began to abuse the world, and attribute to it all the misfortunes which he himself, and not the world, had occasioned him. The world, in fact, is nothing to any man but the reflex of himself; if you treat yourself well, and put yourself out of the power of the world, the world will treat you well, and respect you; but if you neglect yourself, do not at all be surprised that the world and your friends will neglect you also.
So far the world acts with great justice and propriety, and takes its cue from your own conduct; you cannot, therefore, blame the world without first blaming yourself.
Two years had now elapsed, and Art"s business was nearly gone; he had been obliged to discharge the drunken fellows we spoke of, but not until they had a.s.sisted in a great measure to complete his ruin. Two years of dissipation, neglect of business, and drunkenness, were quite sufficient to make Art feel that it is a much easier thing to fall into poverty and contempt, than to work a poor man"s way, from early struggle and the tug of life, to ease and independence.
His establishment was now all but closed; the two apprentices had scarcely anything to do, and, indeed, generally amused themselves in the workshop by playing Spoil Five--a fact which was discovered by Art himself, who came on them unexpectedly one day when tipsy; but, as he happened to be in an extremely good humor, he sat down and took a hand along with them. This was a new element of enjoyment to him, and instead of reproving them for their dishonest conduct, he suffered himself to be drawn into the habit of gambling, and so strongly did this grow upon him, that from henceforth he refused to partic.i.p.ate in any drinking bout unless the parties were to play for the liquor. For this he had now neither temper nor coolness; while drinking upon the ordinary plan with his companions, he almost uniformly paid the reckoning from sheer vanity; or, in other words, because they managed him; but now that it depended upon what he considered to be skill, nothing ever put him so completely out of temper as to be put in for it. This low gambling became a pa.s.sion with him; but it was a pa.s.sion that proved to be the fruitful cause of fights and quarrels without end. Being seldom either cool or sober, he was a mere dupe in the hands of his companions; but whether by fair play or foul, the moment he perceived that the game had gone against him, that moment he generally charged his opponents with dishonesty and fraud, and then commenced a fight. Many a time has he gone home, beaten and bruised, and black, and cut, and every way disfigured in these vile and blackguard contests; but so inveterately had this pa.s.sion for card-playing--that is, gambling for liquor--worked itself upon him, that he could not suffer a single day to pa.s.s without indulging in it. Defeat of any kind was a thing he could never think of; but for a Maguire--one of the great Fermanagh Maguires--to be beaten at a rascally game of Spoil Five, was not to be endured; the matter was impossible, unless by foul play, and as there was only one method of treating those who could stoop to the practice of foul play, why he seldom lost any time in adopting it. This was to apply the fist, and as he had generally three or four against him, and as, in most instances, he was in a state of intoxication, it usually happened that he received most punishment.
Up to this moment we have not presented Art to our readers in any other light than that of an ordinary drunkard, seen tipsy and staggering in the streets, or singing as he frequently was, or fighting, or playing cards in the public-houses. Heretofore he was not before the world, and in everybody"s eye; but he had now become so common a sight in the town of Ballykeerin, that his drunkenness was no longer a matter of surprise to its inhabitants. At the present stage of his life he could not bear to see his brother Frank; and his own Margaret, although unchanged and.
loving as ever, was no longer to him the Margaret that she had been.
He felt how much he had despised her advice, neglected her comfort, and forgotten the duties which both G.o.d and nature had imposed upon him, with respect to her and their children. These feelings coming upon him during short intervals of reflection, almost drove him mad, and he has often come home to her and them in a frightful and terrible consciousness that he had committed some great crime, and that she and their children were involved in its consequences.
"Margaret," he would say, "Margaret, what is it I"ve done aginst you and the childre? I have done some great crime aginst you all, for surely if I didn"t, you wouldn"t look as you do--Margaret, asth.o.r.e, where is the color that was in your cheeks? and my own Art here--that always pacifies me when n.o.body else can--even Art doesn"t look what he used to be."
"Well, sure he will, Art, dear," she would reply; "now will you let me help you to bed? it"s late; it"s near three o"clock; Oh Art, dear, if you were----"
"I won"t go to bed--I"ll stop here where I am, wid my head on the table, till mornin". Now do you know--come here, Margaret--let me hear you--do you know, and are you sensible of the man you"re married to?"
"To be sure I am."
"No, I tell you; I say you are not. There is but one person in the house that knows that."
"You"re right, Art darlin"--you"re right. Come here, Atty; go to your father; you know what to say, avick."
"Well, Art," he would continue, "do you know who your father is?"
"Ay do I; he"s one of the great Fermanagh Maguires--the greatest family in the kingdom. Isn"t that it?"
"That"s it, Atty darlin"--come an" kiss me for that; yes, I"m one of the great Fermanagh Maguires. Isn"t that a glorious thin", Atty?"
"Now, Art, darlin", will you let me help you to bed--think of the hour it is."
"I won"t go, I tell you. I"ll sit here wid my head on the table all night. Come here, Atty. Atty, it"s wondherful how I love you--above all creatures livin" do I love you. Sure I never refuse to do any thing for you, Atty; do I now?"
"Well, then, will you come to bed for me?"
"To be sure I will, at wanst;" and the unhappy man instantly rose and staggered into his bedroom, aided and supported by his wife and child; for the latter lent whatever little a.s.sistance he could give to his drunken father, whom he tenderly loved.
His shop, however, is now closed, the apprentices are gone, and the last miserable source of their support no longer exists. Poverty now sets in, and want and dest.i.tution. He parts with his tools; but not for the purpose of meeting the demands of his wife and children at home; no; but for drink--drink--drink--drink. He is now in such a state that he cannot, dares not, reflect, and consequently, drink is more necessary to him than ever. His mind, however, is likely soon to be free from the pain of thinking; for it is becoming gradually debauched and brutified--is sinking, in fact, to the lowest and most pitiable state of degradation. It was then, indeed, that he felt how the world deals with a man who leaves himself depending on it.
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His friends had now all abandoned him; decent people avoided him--he had fallen long ago below pity, and was now an object of contempt.
His family at home were dest.i.tute; every day brought hunger--positive, absolute want of food wherewith to support nature. His clothes were reduced to tatters; so were those of his wife and children. His frame, once so strong and athletic, was now wasted away to half its wonted size; his hands were thin, tremulous, and flesh-less; his face pale and emaciated; and his eye dead and stupid. He was now nearly alone in the world. Low and profligate as were his drunken companions, yet even they shunned him; and so contemptuously did they treat him, now that he was no longer able to pay his way, or enable the scoundrels to swill at his expense, that whenever he happened to enter Barney Scaddhan"s tap, while they were in it, they immediately expelled him without ceremony, or Barney did it for them. He now hated home; there was nothing there for him, but cold, naked, shivering dest.i.tution. The furniture had gone by degrees for liquor; tables, chairs, kitchen utensils, bed and bedding, with the exception of a miserable blanket for Margaret and the child, had all been disposed of for about one-tenth part of their value.
Alas, what a change is this from comfort, industry, independence, and respectability, to famine, wretchedness, and the utmost degradation!
Even Margaret, whose n.o.ble heart beat so often in sympathy with the distresses of the poor, has scarcely any one now who will feel sympathy with her own. Not that she was utterly abandoned by all. Many a time have the neighbors, in a stealthy way, brought a little relief in the shape of food, to her and her children. Sorry are we to say, however, that there were in the town of Ballykeerin, persons whom she had herself formerly relieved, and with whom the world went well since, who now shut their eyes against her misery, and refused to a.s.sist her. Her lot, indeed, was now a bitter one, and required all her patience, all her fort.i.tude to enable her to bear up under it. Her husband was sunk down to a pitiable pitch, his mind consisting, as it were, only of two elements, stupidity and ill-temper. Up until the disposal of all the furniture, he had never raised his hand to her, or gone beyond verbal abuse; now, however, his temper became violent and brutal. All sense of shame--every pretext for decency--all notions of self-respect, were gone, and nothing was left to sustain or check him. He could not look in upon himself and find one spark of decent pride, or a single principle left that contained the germ of his redemption. He now gave himself over as utterly lost, and consequently felt no scruple to stoop to any act, no matter how mean or contemptible. In the midst of all this degradation, however, there was one recollection which he never gave up; but alas, to what different and shameless purposes did he now prost.i.tute it! That which had been in his better days a principle of just pride, a spur to industry, an impulse to honor, and a safeguard to integrity, had now become the catchword of a mendicant--the cant or slang, as it were, of an impostor. He was not ashamed to beg in its name--to ask for whiskey in its name--and to sink, in its name, to the most sordid supplications.
"Will you stand the price of a gla.s.s? I"m Art Maguire; one of the great Maguires of Fermanagh! Think of the blood of the Maguires, and stand a gla.s.s. Barney Scaddhan won"t trust me now; although many a pound and penny of good money I left him."
"Ay," the person accosted would reply, "an" so sign"s on you; you would be a different man to-day, had you visited Barney Scaddhan"s seldomer, or kept out of it altogether."
"It"s not a sarmon I want; will you stand the price of a gla.s.s?"
"Not a drop."
"Go to blazes, then, if you won"t. I"m a betther man than ever you wor, an" have betther blood in my veins. The great Fermanagh Maguires forever!"
But, hold--we must do the unfortunate man justice. Amidst all this degradation, and crime, and wretchedness, there yet shone undimmed one solitary virtue. This was an abstract but powerful affection for his children, especially for his eldest son; now a fine boy about eight or nine. In his worst and most outrageous moods--when all other influence failed--when the voice of his own Margaret, whom he once loved--oh how well! fell heedless upon his ears--when neither Frank, nor friend, nor neighbor could manage nor soothe him--let but the finger of his boy touch him, or a tone of his voice fall upon his ear, and he placed himself in his hands, and did whatever the child wished him.
One evening about this time, Margaret was sitting upon a small ha.s.sock of straw, that had been made for little Art, when he began to walk.
It was winter, and there was no fire; a neighbor, however, had out of charity lent her a few dipped rushes, that they might not be in utter darkness. One of these was stuck against the wall, for they had no candlestick; and oh, what a pitiable and melancholy spectacle did its dim and feeble light present! There she sat, the young, virtuous, charitable, and lovely Margaret of the early portion of our narrative, surrounded by her almost naked children--herself with such thin and scanty covering as would wring any heart but to know it. Where now was her beauty? Where her mirth, cheerfulness, and all her lightness of heart? Where? Let her ask that husband who once loved her so well, but who loved his own vile excesses and headlong propensities better. There, however, she sat, with a tattered cap on, through the rents of which her raven hair, once so beautiful and glossy, came out in matted elf-locks, and hung down about her thin and wasted neck. Her face was pale and ghastly as death; her eyes were without fire--full of languor--full of sorrow; and alas, beneath one of them, was too visible, by its discoloration, the foul mark of her husband"s brutality. To this had their love, their tenderness, their affection come; and by what? Alas!
by the curse of liquor--the demon of drunkenness--and want of manly resolution. She sat, as we have said, upon the little ha.s.sock, while shivering on her bosom was a sickly-looking child, about a year old, to whom she was vainly endeavoring to communicate some of her own natural warmth. The others, three in number, were grouped together for the same reason; for poor little Atty--who, though so very young, was his mother"s only support, and hope, and consolation--sat with an arm about each, in order, as well as he could, to keep off the cold--the night being stormy and bitter. Margaret sat rocking herself to and fro, as those do who indulge in sorrow, and crooning for her infant the sweet old air of "_Tha ma cullha"s na dhuska me_," or "I am asleep and don"t waken me!"--a tender but melancholy air, which had something peculiarly touching in it on the occasion in question.
"Ah," she said, "I am asleep and don"t waken me; if it wasn"t for your sakes, darlins, it"s I that long to be in that sleep that we will never waken from; but sure, lost in misery as we are, what could yez do without me still?"
"What do you mane, mammy?" said Atty; "sure doesn"t everybody that goes to sleep waken out of it?"
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"No, darlin"; there"s a sleep that n.o.body wakens from."
"Dat quare sleep, mammy," said a little one. "Oh, but me"s could, mammy; will we eva have blankets?"
The question, though simple, opened up the cheerless, the terrible future to her view. She closed her eyes, put her hands on them, as if she strove to shut it out, and shivered as much at the apprehension of what was before her, as with the chilly blasts that swept through the windowless house.
"I hope so, dear," she replied; "for G.o.d is good."