Chapter 21
Picked Up In Winter <21>
…… I didn’t understand .
I thought as I glanced at him from the corner of my eyes while watching the television . As he turned to look at the television, Jun Hyung’s indifferent expression returned . Below him, Min Hyung, who finally got hold of Patrasche, kept on teasing her while the rest of the family were sitting around watching television or reading books .
Lost in thoughts, I again glanced at him .
A sharp nose and jawline . A face seemingly void of emotions . At first glance, he looked very brusque and cold . Moreover, he was a man of few words and when you get to know his somewhat dogmatic actions and the way he talks, that feeling gets worse .
But what’s interesting was that his smiling face breaks them all in an instant . When he smiles, that gruff and cold first impression gets instantly overturned . His smiling face was like that of a naïve child . Anyone who sees that smiling face gets frozen solid, so much that you’ll clearly think ‘Ah’, his smiling face completely changes his previous impression .
Because of my flaws, personally, I don’t really like dating people but…… If someone asked me ‘What type of person do you like?’, I would like to reply with ‘A person whose smile leaves a good impression and also possesses a friendly voice . ’ That fellow was the one who had all of those .
And because the gap between the usual and that was even greater, I might have fallen in love with him .
…… What were you thinking about now… . I didn’t need this futile thought . Why did I fall for this guy… Could a.n.a.lyse reasons, but now it doesn’t mean anything .
While I was lost in thoughts, Jun Hyung slowly turned his eyes to me . And met my eyes which were looking at him since before . He stared at me with composed eyes . There was a slight disturbance in my heart .
…… Just now, did he realize I had been looking at him?
“…… . ”
Du-guen! Du-geun!
My heart began to pound rapidly again . His gaze became even deeper . Having him staring at me intensely, I tried to remember the past days . This guy…… What did he do when he was staring at me like this?
“Let’s go to the room now, Happy . ”
“…… . ”
He abruptly said while looking at me . Contrary to the me who was very nervous, his voice was calm . Go to the room? Was it already time to sleep? Looking at the clock, it showed only 9 PM . I felt a bit uncomfortable this time . Whenever the two of us are left alone, because there is no dialogue, I tend to stay in the living room until it’s time to sleep .
…… Why?
Why would he want to go to the room? I thought looking at him sideways . The reason why he wanted to go into the room, if it was the same as what I was thinking about…… if that was the case, what to do then? While I was hesitating between replying or not, upon hearing Jun Hyung’s voice, the whole family turned to us .
“Already going to sleep?”
At Seon Hyung-nuna’s question, Jun Hyung slowly nodded and got up from the sofa . At that moment, it felt as if my heart nosedived . Curiosity and fear pressed me down .
“Happy…?”
He called me . Before I knew it, he stood in front of me and looked at me .
“Uhm……”
I willed to calm my quivering gaze and slowly lifted my head . When his eyes met mine, at that moment, I once again felt my heart fall down with my feelings .
…… How come he hadn’t realized yet?
The way he looked at me, that piercing stare, the reason why it seemed so deep…… When he looked at me like that I couldn’t help but wonder why did I feel such restlessness……
What those eyes possessed was desire .
Come to think of it, it was like that from the beginning . When our lips met for the very first time under the guise of ‘Reward’, even when I kissed him, he was always looking at me with those eyes .
……… But why?
Towards me who is nothing but a pet, why do you look at me with such eyes?
Why is that……?
─Click
I slowly got up and followed him . After entering the room he closed the door, which resonated quite loudly . While I stood in a daze, he walked over without hesitation and climbed the bed as usual .
I was a little disappointed .
…… Was I mistaken? Did his eyes not contain desire? Looking at him, it seemed like he really did come early to sleep, then, was I deluding myself? Feeling pathetic I could only stand still for a while . As a matter of fact, as soon as he entered the room, he had climbed over the bed and lied down . Locking the door, he didn’t even glance my way . It seemed to be truly skillfully thought out .
…… It’s a good thing that I only thought that within . I was terribly embarra.s.sed at my delusion, but since I was the only one who knew about it anyway, so I’d just bury it . With a sigh of relief, I slowly walked towards the bed and grabbed the ladder . The moment I lifted my leg to climb up the bed, suddenly while lying still on the bed with his eyes closed he opened his mouth .
“Come here, Happy . ”
“…!”
I was startled . It was a really low pitched voice . His voice quietly split from his mouth as he slowly sat up, and stared at me who was standing in front of his bed .
…… Go, he’ll just ask you to sleep with him . It’s not like it only happened once or twice, anyway .
Trying to calm myself down that way, I approached him as if possessed while he watched me . One step, two steps, three steps… I carefully climbed into his bed and was laying next to him when he suddenly moved . And slammed both of his hands on the sides of my head with a soft thud, startling me . Before I knew it I found him looking down on me with his body above me .
“…??”
I nearly fainted, but I tried hard to push him away . I was overwhelmed with anxiety and confusion . No one would be able to keep their composure in this situation . He opened his mouth to explain .
“I gave Patrasche her reward……”
“……?”
“I should also give Happy his… reward . ”
“…… . ”
…… Again… reward . This jerk’s d.a.m.n reward .
The moment I heard it, I felt very offended . I was angry with him who demanded lovers’ behaviour whenever the reward was mentioned . Maybe this guy was really weird hence he really didn’t know the concept of giving a reward . But I still hated it . Maybe…… this was hopeless, just hearing the word made me frustrated . Being the only one whose heart was pounding, I felt like an idiot . And, though it’s impossible, I felt like he was teasing me . But since the olden times, don’t you give a reward when something pleases you? Then this guy, whenever he got excited, he kissed me- and then named it as ‘giving reward’? — kwchak, I heard the sound of my pride getting squashed somewhere .
“……nothing . ”
“?”
“I’ve not done anything deserving of a reward…… . ”
At the feeble words I spat out, Jun Hyung looked at me with a slightly startled look . I felt a sigh escaping my mouth as I turned my head sideways . I could see his strong arms right next to me .
“With respect to the treatment of Patrasche . ”
“…… . ”
He answered as if I was the only person who came to mind .
“…… . ”
“…… . ”
For a moment, there was a heavy silence .
Even his comforting stare felt as hot as fire . I endured his gaze and while staring at his arms I recalled his gaze before . Then my heart started to beat like crazy again . Say it…… Say it…… Just spit it out!
Ask .
You’re curious .
Ask quickly .
It seemed like someone was commanding me in my head . I bit my lips and asked with a suppressed voice .
“Min Hyung……”
“Min Hyung……”
“…?”
“Then I also…from… Min Hyung……”
“…… . ”
“Receive…… reward…… . ”
“…… . ”
The atmosphere became still again . I think he’s somewhat angry . There was a somewhat frosty silence…… I slowly looked up, and he was looking at me with narrowed eyes .
His dark pupils were right in front of me .
“From Min Hyung…?”
“…!”
“You want to get it from Min Hyung……?”
The moment he spoke, I was startled and trembled a bit . He whispered right next to my ear! Unfamiliar with the warm breath of another person coming next to my ears, I shuddered unconsciously . I loosened my hand that was holding the bedsheet and tried to push away his shoulder . However, as if that action made him angrier, he whispered beside my ear .
“But you said you like me more than Min Hyung . ”
“…!!”
“Liar . ”
“…!!!”
…… d.a.m.n it . Such childish complaints, don’t say it near my ear!!!!
I wanted to scream that as I writhed my body . I was turning insane . Talking about such childish subject, his husky voice filled with desire, turned my mind into a mess .
Let go…! Please . What are you doing now, please let me go…… .
I struggled desperately to escape . And as if my fierce defiance was too strong for him, so to comfort me, Jun Hyung started to press down my lower body with his own .
“……!!”
… Ju…… Jun Hyung……?
I was completely frozen with shock . Well, even if I hadn’t, I’d be unable to move .
“…… . ”
I looked at him with my eyes wide open . He had a blank face . For an instant, it looked like he was angry .
What exactly was…… this position……? What do you want to do now…… .
“Happy…… . ”
When he saw my pupils trembling with anxiety, he called me with a hoa.r.s.e voice and tilted my face a bit . I closed my eyes in a spite of myself . His hot lips touched my forehead . That instant, I felt like I was on fire, my whole body recoiled again and my eyes opened . And met with his eyes . He stared at me deeply in silence .
“Why……”
Suddenly, a sad voice escaped from my lips . That question that had been repeated for a long time in solitude . Upon hearing my voice, his eyes contained a strange glint . I didn’t have the courage to face his eyes so I closed mine once again .
“Why… To Patrasche…… you did not give her a reward personally……?
“…… . ”
“…… . ”
…… Why do you kiss me?
That was what I really wanted to ask…… But a different question came out of my mouth .
You…… Why were you kissing me……? Aren’t I your pet? To you, I am, only just a little more special than a pet…… .
“That’s……”
“…… . ”
“Reward… Only for…… Happy . ”
“……?”
Only for Happy……?
At Jun Hyung’s answer, I slowly opened my eyes . He had given yet another vague reply that was hard to interpret . It’s a reward only to Happy . Did that mean me? Or the existence with the name Happy? When you had that dog named Happy, did you also give him a deep kiss as a reward?
…… sigh .
I don’t know where this outrageous thought came from . This guy was really a little kid at that time .
“…… . ”
“…… . ”
There was another brief silence, it was Jun Hyung who opened his mouth first .
“You……”
“…… . ”
“Because it was me who picked you up……”
“…… . ”
“You can’t accept any reward from other guys…… . ”
“……?”
As if to warn, Jun Hyung glared at me and growled . That remark threw me further into confusion .
What did that mean…? What do you mean by that?
Not giving any time to organize my thoughts, he inched his face closer to mine . This time our lips touched slowly . I could feel his hot breath through our overlapping lips . I grabbed his shoulders tightly with my trembling hands . At that moment, Jun Hyung’s body faintly shuddered and the kiss turned intense .
“Eub… haaaa……”
I couldn’t breathe…… .
I thought absentmindedly in a chaotic state of mind . He was kissing me so fiercely that even he had no time to breathe .
No, not anymore…… Stop now already, please…… .
The moment I thought that I had reached my limit, his lips slowly parted from mine . Hahaa, he breathed heavily . I also tried frantically to inhale the air . After that kiss, he once again buried his face in my neck . This time, because I was wearing only thin indoor clothes, it felt as if his soft lips were blanketing my defenceless skin . His breath brushed and spread at that area on my neck .
“Happy……”
“…!!”
And when he called me, I was startled . And the little movements of his lips while he said the word ‘Happy’, I felt the vibrations of his word very vividly on my neck . My whole body stiffened as I put strength into my hands grabbing his shoulders . Then, Jun Hyung also seemed to stiffen from surprise, and suddenly bit my neck .
WhWhat……??!!
“Ahh…!!”
At that moment, I let out a startled scream involuntarily .
He started to suck my neck more forcefully .
At that moment, I let out a startled scream involuntarily .
He started to suck my neck more forcefully .
What were you doing, you’re the owner, not the dog…! Neither are you a Dracula!!! Why did you bite into someone else’s neck and attack in a frenzy!! Let me go, please…! I can’t anymore!!
“Ju-Jun……!!”
When I tried to call out his name, he put up his hand and blocked my mouth . My eyes widened in astonishment once again .
What are you planning on doing…… Now, you to me, what are you trying to do……
I was filled with anxiety and struggled to escape from his hands . Suddenly, I thought I looked exactly like a woman that was on the verge of being a.s.saulted . Jun Hyung suddenly stopped sucking my neck and Haahaed as he breathed roughly . Then a hoa.r.s.e voice, with hidden subtle emotions, came from his mouth .
“Be quiet, Happy……”
“……”
“Since there are other people outside……”
“……”
“You can’t be loud . … . ”
“……”
At that moment, I remembered his family which I forgot about . Right, right now, his family was all sitting around in the living room watching TV…!
This was outrageous .
I was so shocked that I let out a silent scream .
As I calmed down, he slowly went near my neck and buried his lips there again . It seemed like he would continue doing what he has been before . I was being unreasonable, his movements were by no means hard to resist . When I had calmed down, Jun Hyung poured fierce kisses on my neck and slid his other hand which wasn’t blocking my mouth in my T-shirt .
“……!!”
Don’t be loud?! But, the door wasn’t locked…!
Without knowing my worries, his hand that entered the T-shirt started to slowly stroke my side . I was surprised as if I was on fire . His skilful movements sent goose b.u.mps up from the tips of my toes . I tried to raise my body several times without realizing, my lower body was trapped tightly between his legs, only my waist slightly moved up .
“…!…!!!”
The moan reached my throat and almost came out . I desperately tried to bite my lips and hold back the sound . His hand, that had been stroking my side, was now stroking my chest . His lips that were sucking my neck now began to gradually move down .
“Ha… hiss…!”
“Shh . Be quiet, Happy…… It’s okay . ”
“…… u…… uhh……”
“Yes, good boy…… . ”
He was talking as if he was soothing a child, who’s treating who as a kid now! Even though I thought so…… just, I couldn’t move a bit, my head went blank . Only the fact that ‘His family is outside, so you can’t be loud . ’ came across my blank mind clearly as if it had been engraved in it .
And when his hand finally touched the zipper on my pants, I’ve come to the point where I couldn’t stand it anymore . At the important part that swelled, his hand touched there . Surprised at the unexpected sensation, I writhed my waist violently and struggled .
“Wait, no…… do… not……!”
…… And then……
Forgetting that his family was outside, I screamed loudly .
“…… What was that sound…?”
From the living room came a questioning voice . And when the footsteps grew nearer and nearer, I wanted to just evaporate like this .
Picked Up In Winter 21 I didn t understand . I thought as I glanced at him from the corner of my eyes while watching the television . As he turned to look at the television, Jun Hyung s indifferent expression returned . Below him, Min Hyung, who finally got hold of Patrasche, kept on teasing her while the rest of the family were sitting around watching television or reading books . Lost in thoughts, I again glanced at him . A sharp nose and jawline . A face seemingly void of emotions . At first glance, he looked very brusque and cold . Moreover, he was a man of few words and when you get to know his somewhat dogmatic actions and the way he talks, that feeling gets worse . But what s interesting was that his smiling face breaks them all in an instant . When he smiles, that gruff and cold first impression gets instantly overturned . His smiling face was like that of a na ve child . Anyone who sees that smiling face gets frozen solid, so much that you ll clearly think Ah , his smiling face completely changes his previous impression . Because of my flaws, personally, I don t really like dating people but If someone asked me What type of person do you like , I would like to reply with A person whose smile leaves a good impression and also possesses a friendly voice . That fellow was the one who had all of those . And because the gap between the usual and that was even greater, I might have fallen in love with him . What were you thinking about now . I didn t need this futile thought . Why did I fall for this guy Could a.n.a.lyse reasons, but now it doesn t mean anything . While I was lost in thoughts, Jun Hyung slowly turned his eyes to me . And met my eyes which were looking at him since before . He stared at me with composed eyes . There was a slight disturbance in my heart . Just now, did he realize I had been looking at him . Du guen Du geun My heart began to pound rapidly again . His gaze became even deeper . Having him staring at me intensely, I tried to remember the past days . This guy What did he do when he was staring at me like this Let s go to the room now, Happy . . He abruptly said while looking at me . Contrary to the me who was very nervous, his voice was calm . Go to the room Was it already time to sleep Looking at the clock, it showed only 9 PM . I felt a bit uncomfortable this time . Whenever the two of us are left alone, because there is no dialogue, I tend to stay in the living room until it s time to sleep . Why Why would he want to go to the room I thought looking at him sideways . The reason why he wanted to go into the room, if it was the same as what I was thinking about if that was the case, what to do then While I was hesitating between replying or not, upon hearing Jun Hyung s voice, the whole family turned to us . Already going to sleep At Seon Hyung nuna s question, Jun Hyung slowly nodded and got up from the sofa . At that moment, it felt as if my heart nosedived . Curiosity and fear pressed me down . Happy He called me . Before I knew it, he stood in front of me and looked at me . Uhm I willed to calm my quivering gaze and slowly lifted my head . When his eyes met mine, at that moment, I once again felt my heart fall down with my feelings . How come he hadn t realized yet The way he looked at me, that piercing stare, the reason why it seemed so deep When he looked at me like that I couldn t help but wonder why did I feel such restlessness What those eyes possessed was desire . Come to think of it, it was like that from the beginning . When our lips met for the very first time under the guise of Reward , even when I kissed him, he was always looking at me with those eyes . But why Towards me who is nothing but a pet, why do you look at me with such eyes Why is that Click I slowly got up and followed him . After entering the room he closed the door, which resonated quite loudly . While I stood in a daze, he walked over without hesitation and climbed the bed as usual . I was a little disappointed . Was I mistaken Did his eyes not contain desire Looking at him, it seemed like he really did come early to sleep, then, was I deluding myself Feeling pathetic I could only stand still for a while . As a matter of fact, as soon as he entered the room, he had climbed over the bed and lied down . Locking the door, he didn t even glance my way . It seemed to be truly skillfully thought out . It s a good thing that I only thought that within . I was terribly embarra.s.sed at my delusion, but since I was the only one who knew about it anyway, so I d just bury it . With a sigh of relief, I slowly walked towards the bed and grabbed the ladder . The moment I lifted my leg to climb up the bed, suddenly while lying still on the bed with his eyes closed he opened his mouth . Come here, Happy . I was startled . It was a really low pitched voice . His voice quietly split from his mouth as he slowly sat up, and stared at me who was standing in front of his bed . Go, he ll just ask you to sleep with him . It s not like it only happened once or twice, anyway . Trying to calm myself down that way, I approached him as if possessed while he watched me . One step, two steps, three steps I carefully climbed into his bed and was laying next to him when he suddenly moved . And slammed both of his hands on the sides of my head with a soft thud, startling me . Before I knew it I found him looking down on me with his body above me . I nearly fainted, but I tried hard to push him away . I was overwhelmed with anxiety and confusion . No one would be able to keep their composure in this situation . He opened his mouth to explain . I gave Patrasche her reward I should also give Happy his reward . . Again reward . This jerk s d.a.m.n reward . The moment I heard it, I felt very offended . I was angry with him who demanded lovers behaviour whenever the reward was mentioned . Maybe this guy was really weird hence he really didn t know the concept of giving a reward . But I still hated it . Maybe this was hopeless, just hearing the word reward made me frustrated . Being the only one whose heart was pounding, I felt like an idiot . And, though it s impossible, I felt like he was teasing me . But since the olden times, don t you give a reward when something pleases you Then this guy, whenever he got excited, he kissed me and then named it as giving reward kwa chak, I heard the sound of my pride getting squashed somewhere . nothing . I ve not done anything deserving of a reward . At the feeble words I spat out, Jun Hyung looked at me with a slightly startled look . I felt a sigh escaping my mouth as I turned my head sideways . I could see his strong arms right next to me . With respect to the treatment of Patrasche . . He answered as if I was the only person who came to mind . . . For a moment, there was a heavy silence . Even his comforting stare felt as hot as fire . I endured his gaze and while staring at his arms I recalled his gaze before . Then my heart started to beat like crazy again . Say it Say it Just spit it out Ask . You re curious . Ask quickly . It seemed like someone was commanding me in my head . I bit my lips and asked with a suppressed voice . Min Hyung Then I also from Min Hyung . Receive reward . . The atmosphere became still again . I think he s somewhat angry . There was a somewhat frosty silence I slowly looked up, and he was looking at me with narrowed eyes . His dark pupils were right in front of me . From Min Hyung You want to get it from Min Hyung The moment he spoke, I was startled and trembled a bit . He whispered right next to my ear Unfamiliar with the warm breath of another person coming next to my ears, I shuddered unconsciously . I loosened my hand that was holding the bedsheet and tried to push away his shoulder . However, as if that action made him angrier, he whispered beside my ear . But you said you like me more than Min Hyung . Liar . d.a.m.n it . Such childish complaints, don t say it near my ear I wanted to scream that as I writhed my body . I was turning insane . Talking about such childish subject, his husky voice filled with desire, turned my mind into a mess . Let go Please . What are you doing now, please let me go . I struggled desperately to escape . And as if my fierce defiance was too strong for him, so to comfort me, Jun Hyung started to press down my lower body with his own . Ju Jun Hyung I was completely frozen with shock . Well, even if I hadn t, I d be unable to move . . I looked at him with my eyes wide open . He had a blank face . For an instant, it looked like he was angry . What exactly was this position What do you want to do now . Happy . When he saw my pupils trembling with anxiety, he called me with a hoa.r.s.e voice and tilted my face a bit . I closed my eyes in a spite of myself . His hot lips touched my forehead . That instant, I felt like I was on fire, my whole body recoiled again and my eyes opened . And met with his eyes . He stared at me deeply in silence . Why Suddenly, a sad voice escaped from my lips . That question that had been repeated for a long time in solitude . Upon hearing my voice, his eyes contained a strange glint . I didn t have the courage to face his eyes so I closed mine once again . Why To Patrasche you did not give her a reward personally . Why do you kiss me That was what I really wanted to ask But a different question came out of my mouth . You Why were you kissing me Aren t I your pet To you, I am, only just a little more special than a pet . That s . Reward Only for Happy . Only for Happy At Jun Hyung s answer, I slowly opened my eyes . He had given yet another vague reply that was hard to interpret . It s a reward only to Happy . Did that mean me Or the existence with the name Happy When you had that dog named Happy, did you also give him a deep kiss as a reward sigh . I don t know where this outrageous thought came from . This guy was really a little kid at that time . . . There was another brief silence, it was Jun Hyung who opened his mouth first . You . Because it was me who picked you up . You can t accept any reward from other guys . As if to warn, Jun Hyung glared at me and growled . That remark threw me further into confusion . What did that mean What do you mean by that Not giving any time to organize my thoughts, he inched his face closer to mine . This time our lips touched slowly . I could feel his hot breath through our overlapping lips . I grabbed his shoulders tightly with my trembling hands . At that moment, Jun Hyung s body faintly shuddered and the kiss turned intense . Eub haaaa I couldn t breathe . I thought absentmindedly in a chaotic state of mind . He was kissing me so fiercely that even he had no time to breathe . No, not anymore Stop now already, please . The moment I thought that I had reached my limit, his lips slowly parted from mine . Haa haa, he breathed heavily . I also tried frantically to inhale the air . After that kiss, he once again buried his face in my neck . This time, because I was wearing only thin indoor clothes, it felt as if his soft lips were blanketing my defenceless skin . His breath brushed and spread at that area on my neck . Happy And when he called me, I was startled . And the little movements of his lips while he said the word Happy , I felt the vibrations of his word very vividly on my neck . My whole body stiffened as I put strength into my hands grabbing his shoulders . Then, Jun Hyung also seemed to stiffen from surprise, and suddenly bit my neck . Wha What Ahh At that moment, I let out a startled scream involuntarily . He started to suck my neck more forcefully . What were you doing, you re the owner, not the dog Neither are you a Dracula Why did you bite into someone else s neck and attack in a frenzy Let me go, please I can t anymore Ju Jun When I tried to call out his name, he put up his hand and blocked my mouth . My eyes widened in astonishment once again . What are you planning on doing Now, you to me, what are you trying to do I was filled with anxiety and struggled to escape from his hands . Suddenly, I thought I looked exactly like a woman that was on the verge of being a.s.saulted . Jun Hyung suddenly stopped sucking my neck and Haahaa ed as he breathed roughly . Then a hoa.r.s.e voice, with hidden subtle emotions, came from his mouth . Be quiet, Happy Since there are other people outside You can t be loud . . At that moment, I remembered his family which I forgot about . Right, right now, his family was all sitting around in the living room watching TV This was outrageous . I was so shocked that I let out a silent scream . As I calmed down, he slowly went near my neck and buried his lips there again . It seemed like he would continue doing what he has been before . I was being unreasonable, his movements were by no means hard to resist . When I had calmed down, Jun Hyung poured fierce kisses on my neck and slid his other hand which wasn t blocking my mouth in my T shirt . Don t be loud But, the door wasn t locked Without knowing my worries, his hand that entered the T shirt started to slowly stroke my side . I was surprised as if I was on fire . His skilful movements sent goose b.u.mps up from the tips of my toes . I tried to raise my body several times without realizing, my lower body was trapped tightly between his legs, only my waist slightly moved up . The moan reached my throat and almost came out . I desperately tried to bite my lips and hold back the sound . His hand, that had been stroking my side, was now stroking my chest . His lips that were sucking my neck now began to gradually move down . Ha hiss Shh . Be quiet, Happy It s okay . u uhh Yes, good boy . He was talking as if he was soothing a child, who s treating who as a kid now Even though I thought so just, I couldn t move a bit, my head went blank . Only the fact that His family is outside, so you can t be loud . came across my blank mind clearly as if it had been engraved in it . And when his hand finally touched the zipper on my pants, I ve come to the point where I couldn t stand it anymore . At the important part that swelled, his hand touched there . Surprised at the unexpected sensation, I writhed my waist violently and struggled . Wait, no do not And then Forgetting that his family was outside, I screamed loudly . What was that sound From the living room came a questioning voice . And when the footsteps grew nearer and nearer, I wanted to just evaporate like this .