The man raised himself half erect in bed, and stretched his arms out towards her.
"Not even to thee is granted everlasting peace. Thou dost suffer; thou, the best, the most pious!"
And the dead bent her head in confirmation of his words, and laid her hand on her breast.
"And can I procure you peace in the grave?"
"Yes!" it sounded in his ear.
"And how?"
"Give me a hair, but a single hair of the head of that sinner, whose fire will never be quenched; that sinner whom G.o.d will cast down into h.e.l.l, to everlasting torment."
"Yes; so easily thou canst be liberated, thou pure, thou pious one!"
said he.
"Then follow me," said the dead; "it is so granted us. Thou canst be by my side, wheresoever thy thoughts will. Invisible to mankind, we stand in their most secret places; but thou must point with a sure hand to the one destined to eternal punishment, and ere the c.o.c.k crow he must be found."
And swift, as if borne on the wings of thought, they were in the great city, and the names of the dying sinners shone from the walls of the houses in letters of fire: "Arrogance, Avarice, Drunkenness, Voluptuousness;" in short, sin"s whole seven-coloured arch.
"Yes, in there, as I thought it, as I knew it," said the clergyman, "are housed those condemned to eternal fire."
And they stood before the splendidly-illumined portico, where the broad stairs were covered with carpets and flowers, and the music of the dance sounded through the festal saloons. The porter stood there in silk and velvet, with a large silver-headed stick.
"_Our_ ball can match with the King"s," said he, and turned towards the crowd in the street--his magnificent thoughts were visible in his whole person. "Poor devils! who stare in at the portico, you are altogether ragam.u.f.fins, compared to me!"
"Arrogance," said the dead; "dost thou see him?"
"Him!" repeated the clergyman; "he is a simpleton--a fool only, and will not be condemned to eternal fire and torment."
"A fool only," sounded through the whole house of Arrogance.
And they flew into the four bare walls of Avarice, where skinny, meagre, shivering with cold, hungry and thirsty, the old man clung fast with all his thoughts to his gold. They saw how he, as in a fever, sprang from his wretched pallet, and took a loose stone out of the wall. There lay gold coins in a stocking-foot; he fumbled at his ragged tunic, in which gold coins were sewed fast, and his moist fingers trembled.
"He is ill: it is insanity; encircled by fear and evil dreams."
And they flew away in haste, and stood by the criminals" wooden couch, where they slept side by side in long rows. One of them started up from his sleep like a wild animal, and uttered a hideous scream: he struck his companion with his sharp elbow, and the latter turned sleepily round.
"Hold your tongue, you beast, and sleep! this is your way every night!
Every night!" he repeated; "yes, you come every night, howling and choking me! I have done one thing or another in a pa.s.sion; I was born with a pa.s.sionate temper, and it has brought me in here a second time; but if I have done wrong, so have I also got my punishment. But one thing I have not confessed. When I last went out from here, and pa.s.sed by my master"s farm, one thing and another boiled up in me, and I directly stroked a lucifer against the wall: it came a little too near the thatch, and everything was burnt--hot-headedness came over it, just as it comes over me, I helped to save the cattle and furniture.
Nothing living was burnt, except a flock of pigeons: they flew into the flames, and the yard dog. I had not thought of the dog. I could hear it howl, and that howl I always hear yet, when I would sleep; and if I do get to sleep, the dog comes also--so large and hairy! He lies down on me, howls, and strangles me! Do but hear what I am telling you. Snore--yes, that you can--snore the whole night through, and I not even a quarter of an hour!"
And the blood shone from the eyes of the fiery one; he fell on his companion, and struck him in the face with his clenched fist.
"Angry Mads has become mad again!" resounded on all sides, and the other rascals seized hold of him, wrestled with him, and bent him double, so that his head was forced between his legs, where they bound it fast, so that the blood was nearly springing out of his eyes, and all the pores.
"You will kill him!" said the clergyman,--"poor unfortunate!" and as he stretched his hands out over him, who had already suffered too severely, in order to prevent further mischief, the scene changed.
They flew through rich halls, and through poor chambers; voluptuousness and envy, all mortal sins strode past them. A recording angel read their sin and their defence; this was a.s.suredly little for G.o.d, for G.o.d reads the heart; He knows perfectly the evil that comes within it and from without, He, grace, all-loving kindness. The hand of the clergyman trembled: he did not venture to stretch it out, to pluck a hair from the sinner"s head. And the tears streamed down from his eyes, like the waters of _grace_ and love, which quenched the eternal fire of h.e.l.l.
The c.o.c.k then crowed.
"Merciful G.o.d! Thou wilt grant her that peace in the grave which I have not been able to redeem."
"That I now have!" said the dead; "it was thy hard words, thy dark, human belief of G.o.d and his creatures, which drove me to thee! Learn to know mankind; even in the bad there is a part of G.o.d--a part that will conquer and quench the fire of h.e.l.l."
And a kiss was pressed on the clergyman"s lips:--it shone around him.
G.o.d"s clear, bright sun shone into the chamber, where his wife, living, mild, and affectionate, awoke him from a dream, sent from G.o.d!
UPSALA.
It is commonly said, that Memory is a young girl with light blue eyes.
Most poets say so; but we cannot always agree with most poets. To us memory comes in quite different forms, all according to that land, or that town to which she belongs. Italy sends her as a charming Mignon, with black eyes and a melancholy smile, singing Bellini"s soft, touching songs. From Scotland Memory"s sprite appears as a powerful lad with bare knees; the plaid hangs over his shoulder, the thistle-flower is fixed on his cap; Burns"s songs then fill the air like the heath-lark"s song, and Scotland"s wild thistle flowers beautifully fragrant as the fresh rose. But now for Memory"s sprite from Sweden, from Upsala. He comes thence in the form of a student--at least, he wears the Upsala student"s white cap with the black rim. To us it points out its home, as the Phrygian cap denotes Ganymede.
It was in the year 1843, that the Danish students travelled to Upsala.
Young hearts met together; eyes sparkled: they laughed, they sang.
Young hearts are the future--the conquering future--in the beautiful, true and good; it is so good that brothers should know and love each other. Friendship"s meeting is still annually remembered in the palace-yard of Upsala, before the monument of Gustavus Vasa--by the hurra! for Denmark, in warm-hearted compliment to me.
Two summers afterwards, the visit was returned. The Swedish students came to Copenhagen, and that they might there be known amongst the mult.i.tude, the Upsala students wore a white cap with a black rim: this cap is accordingly a memorial,--the sign of friendship"s bridge over that river of blood which once flowed between kindred nations. When one meets in heart and spirit, a blissful seed is then sown. Memory"s sprite, come to us! we know thee by the cap from Upsala: be thou our guide, and from our more southern home, after years and days, we will make the voyage over again, quicker than if we flew in Doctor Faustus"
magic cloak. We are in Stockholm: we stand on the Ridderholm where the steamers lie alongside the bulwarks: one of them sends forth clouds of thick smoke from its chimney; the deck is crowded with pa.s.sengers, and the white cap with the black rim is not wanting.
We are off to Upsala; the paddles strike the waters of the Malar, and we shoot away from the picturesque city of Stockholm. The whole voyage, direct to Upsala, is a kaleidescope on a large scale. It is true, there is nothing of the magical in the scenery, but landscape gives place to landscape, and clouds and sunshine refresh their variegated beauty. The Malar lake curves, is compressed, and widens again: it is as if one pa.s.sed from lake to lake through narrow ca.n.a.ls and broad rivers. Sometimes it appears as if the lake ended in small rivulets between dark pines and rocks, when suddenly another large lake, surrounded by corn fields and meadows, opens itself to view: the light-green linden trees, which have just unfolded their leaves, shine forth before the dark grey rocks. Again a new lake opens before us, with islets, trees and red painted houses, and during the whole voyage there is a lively arrival and departure of pa.s.sengers, in flat bottomed boats, which are nearly upset in the billowy wake of the vessel.
It appears most dangerous opposite to Sigtuna, Sweden"s old royal city: the lake is broad here; the waves rise as if they were the waters of the ocean; the boats rock--it is fearful to look at! But here there must be a calm; and Sigtuna, that little interesting town where the old towers stand in ruins, like outposts along the rocks, reflects itself in the water.
We fly past! and now we are in Tyris rivulet! Part of a meadow is flooded; a herd of horses become shy from the snorting of the steamer"s engine; they dash through the water in the meadow, and it spurts up all over them. It glitters there between the trees on the declivity: the Upsala students lie encamped there, and exercise themselves in the use of arms.
The rivulet forms a bay, and the high plain extends itself. We see old Upsala"s hills; we see Upsala"s city with its church, which, like Notre Dame, raises its stony arms towards heaven. The university rises to the view, in appearance half palace and half barracks, and there aloft, on the greensward-clothed bank, stands the old red-painted huge palace with its towers.
We stop at the bulwark near the arched bridge, and so go on sh.o.r.e.
Whither wilt thou conduct us first, thou our guide with the white-and-black student"s cap? Shall we go up to the palace, or to Linnaeus"s garden! or shall we go to the church-yard where the nettles grow over Geier"s and Tornro"s graves? No, but to the young and the living Upsala"s life--the students. Thou tellest us about them; we hear the heart"s pulsations, and our hearts beat in sympathy!
In the first year of the war between Denmark and the insurgents, many a brave Upsala student left his quiet, comfortable home, and entered the ranks with his Danish brothers. The Upsala students gave up their most joyous festival--the May-day festival--and the money they at other times used to contribute annually towards the celebration thereof, they sent to the Danes, after the sum had been increased by concerts which were given in Stockholm and Vesteraas. That circ.u.mstance will not be forgotten in Denmark.
Upsala student, thou art dear to us by thy disposition! thou art dear to us from thy lively jests! We will mention a trait thereof. In Upsala, it had become the fashion to be Hegelianers--that is to say, always to interweave Hegel"s philosophical terms in conversation. In order to put down this practice, a few clever fellows took upon themselves the task of hammering some of the most difficult technical words into the memory of a humorous and commonly drunken country innkeeper, at whose house many a _s.e.xa_ was often held; and the man spoke Hegelianic in his mellow hours, and the effect was so absurd, that the employment of philosophical sc.r.a.ps in his speech was ridiculed, understood, and the nuisance abandoned.
Beautiful songs resound as we approach: we hear Swedish, Norwegian and Danish. The melody"s varied beacon makes known to us where Upsala"s students are a.s.sembled. The song proceeds from the a.s.sembly-room--from the tavern saloon, and like serenades in the silent evening, when a young friend departs, or a dear guest is honoured. Glorious melodies!
ye enthral, so that we forget that the sun goes down, and the moon rises.
"Herre min Gud hvad din Mnen lyser Se, hvilken Glands ut ofver Land och Stad!"
is now sung, and we see:
"Hogt opp i Slottet hvarenda ruta Blixtrar some vore den en adelsten."[O]