Of course, there"s lots of things will damage you worse than b.u.t.ting a stout gentleman; at the same time I went at him quick, and stopped quicker. This world was all a dizzy show, till the crowd came up, Jim, on his Pedro, leading. They were all there: all the revolutionists, all the women with babies, and all the dogs, down to the last pup. I couldn"t have had a bigger audience if I"d done something to be proud of.
Some of "em held on to the fat gentleman, who was yearning to draw my heart"s blood with the green umbrella. Some of "em stood and admired Archie, who was smacking his lips over some gra.s.s that grew on the side, and looked about as vicious as Mary and her little lamb; some of "em come to help me--all conversed freely.
"Now, darn your b.u.t.tons!" says Jim, "you might have been killed! Hadn"t been for Senor Martinez there, you would "a" been. Didn"t I tell you not to try it again--didn"t I?"
It was quite true he had told me that very thing. At the same time, one of the least consoling things in this world, when a man"s made a fool of himself, is to have somebody come up and tell him he prophesied it.
You"d like to think it just happened that way. It breaks your heart to feel it"s like twice two.
I sat up and looked at Jim. "You told me all that," says I, "but what"s the matter with letting virtue be its own reward?"
Jim laughed and said he guessed I was not quite done yet. Then he introduced me to Mr. Martinez as the grateful result of a well-lined stomach applied at the proper time.
Martinez sheathed the green umbrella and extended the hand of friendship, like the Spanish gentleman he was.
"Ah me!" says he, "but you ride with furiosity! And," he adds thoughtfully, "your head is of a firmness." He waved his hand so the diamonds glittered like a shower. "A treefle--a leetle, leetle treeful,"
by which he meant trifle. "Now," says he, as if we"d finished some important business, "shall we resuscitate?"
Jim said we would, so the whole crowd moved to where Santiago Christobal Colon O"Sullivan gave you things that lightened the shadows for the time being, and proceeded to resuscitate.
Inside, Mr. Martinez the Stout told the whole story between drinks. He was the horse, or me, or himself, or the consequences, as occasion required. I"d have gone through more than that to see Mr. Martinez gallop the length of the saloon, making it clear to us how Archie acted.
And when he was me, darned if he didn"t manage to look like me, and when he was Archie he seemed to thin out and grow bony hip-joints immediately; Archie"d nickered at sight of him. How in blazes a three-hundred-pound Spanish gentleman contrived to resemble a thin, red-headed six-foot-two New England kid and a bow-necked, cat-hammed mustang is an art beyond me. He did it; let it go at that.
Outside, the men went over it all. The women dropped their babies in the street, so they could have their hands free to talk. I think even the dogs took a shy at the story. Never were folks so interested. And, strange to Yankee eyes, not a soul laughed.
I learned then the reason why the Spanish-American incorporated the revolution in his const.i.tution. It"s because of the scarcity of theaters. If there was a theater for every ten inhabitants, and plays written where everybody was a king, peace would settle on Spanish America like a green sc.u.m on a frog-pond.
Howsomever, I ain"t going to jeer at those people. I got to like "em, and, as far as that goes, we have little fool ways of our own that we notice when we get far enough away from home to see straight.
I didn"t ride Archie out of Aspinwall. I went to a hotel, slept strictly on one side, and sc.r.a.pped it out with the little natives of the Isthmus until morning.
Curious, how things go. After this first experience I shouldn"t have said that riding a horse would grow on me until being without one made me feel as if I"d lost the use of my legs. Water is all right. I like boats--I like about everything--but still, I think the Almighty never did better by man than when he put him on a horse. A good horse, open country--miles of it, without a stick or hole--a warm sun and a cool wind--can you beat it? I can"t.
IX
ENTER BROTHER BELKNAP
I can slide over my first month"s work quick. At least half of us have been boys once, and a good share of that half have run into the stiff proposition when they were boys. I carried on my back most of the trouble in that part of the country--they were a careless people. Jim give me my head and let me b.u.mp it into mistakes. "Find out" was his motto. "Don"t ask the boss," and I found out, perspiring freely the while. I had to hire men and fire "em, wrastle with the Spanish language, keep books, keep my temper, learn what a day"s work meant, learn to handle a team, get the boys to pull together, and last, but not least, try to get the best of that cussed horse, Archie.
I can"t tell which was the worst. I know this, though: while my sympathies are with the hired man, yet that season of getting along with him taught me that the boss"s job isn"t one long, sugar-coated dream, neither. If the hired man knew more, he"d have less wrongs, and also, if he knew more, he wouldn"t be a hired man. What that proves, I pa.s.s.
Keeping books wore down my proud spirit, too. I do hate a puttering job.
It was all there, anyhow. Jim pulled at his mustache and wrinkled his manly brow when he first snagged on my bookkeeping. "What the devil is this item?" he"d say. ""_Francis Lopez borrowed a dollar on his pay; says his mother"s sick. That"s a lie, I bet._" You mustn"t let the boys have money that way, Bill, and never mind putting your thoughts in the cash-book--save "em for your diary."
I got the hang of it after a while, and one grand day my cash balanced.
That was a moment to remember. I don"t recall that it ever happened again. The store made most of my trouble. We handled all kinds of truck, from kerosene oil to a jews"-harp, through rough clothes and the hardware department. My helper was the lunkheadest critter G.o.d ever trusted outdoors. You"d scarcely believe one man"s head could be so foolish. At the same time the poor devil was kind and polite, and he needed the job so bad, I couldn"t fire him. But he took some of the color out of my hair, all right. He was a Mexican who talked English, so he was useful that way, anyhow. But Man! What the stuff cost was marked in letters--"Washington" was our cost-mark word. If the thing cost a dollar fifty, it was marked WIN, then you tacked on the profit. Well, poor Pedro used to forget all about the father of his country, if there came a rush, and as he didn"t have any natural common sense, you could expect him to sell a barrel of kerosene for two bits and charge eight dollars for a paper of needles. Whenever I heard wild cries of astonishment and saw the arms a-flying, I could be sure that Pedro had lost track of American history. He"d make a statue of William Penn get up and cuss, that feller. I tried everything--wrote out the prices, gave him lists, put pictures of our George all over the store, swore at him till I was purple and him weeping in his pocket-handkerchief, calling the saints to witness how the memory of the G-r-r-eat Ouash-eeng-tong would never depart from his mind again, and in three minutes he"d sell a twenty-five dollar Stetson hat for eighty-seven cents. It took a good deal of my time rushing around the country getting those sales back.
Then, when the confinement of the store told too much on my nerves and the gangs had all been looked up, I went to the corral and took a fall out of Archibald. Or, more properly speaking, I took a fall off Archibald. That horse was a complete education in the art of riding. I never since have struck anything, bronco, cayuse, or American horse, that didn"t seem like an amateur "longside of him. He"d pitch for a half hour in a s.p.a.ce no bigger than a dining-room table; then he"d run and buck for another half hour. If you stuck so much out, he"d kick your feet out of the stirrups, stick his ears in the ground, and throw a somersault. No man living could think up more schemes than that mustang, and you might as well try to tire a steam-engine. At the end of the first hour Archie was simply nice and limber; the second hour saw him getting into the spirit of it; by the third hour he was warmed up and working like a charm. I"m guessing the third hour. Two was my limit.
All these things kept me from calling on my friends in town for some time, till Jim gave me three days off to use as I pleased. I put me on the tallest steeple hat with the biggest bells I could find; I had spurs that would do to harpoon a whale, and they had jinglers on "em wherever a jingler would go. My neckerchief was a heavenly blue, to match my hair, and it was considerably smaller than a horse-blanket. The hair itself had grown well down to my neck, and she"s never been cut from that day, except to trim the ends. In my sash I stuck a horse-pistol and a machete. Contact with the Spaniard had already corrupted me into being proud of my small feet, so I spent one hour getting my boots on, and oh, Lord! the misery of those boots! I tell you what it is, if one man or woman should do to another what that victim will do to himself, for Vanity"s sake, the neighbors would rise and lynch the offender. When I worried those boots off at night, I"d fall back and enjoy the blessed relief for five minutes without moving. It was almost worth the pain, that five minutes. I used to know a man who said he got more real value out of the two weeks his wife went to visit her mother than he did out of a year, before he was married.
But I looked great, you bet. Probably my expression was foolish, but I wouldn"t mind feeling myself _such_ a thumping hunk of a man once more, expression and all. And I rode a little mouse-colored American horse, with a cream mane and tail and two white feet forward,--a pretty, playful little cuss with no sin in him, as proud of me and himself as I was. There was only one more thing to make that trip complete, and about ten mile out of Panama I filled. Out of a side draw pops a blackavised road-agent, and informs me that he wants my money. I drew horse-pistol and machete and charged with a loud holler. That brigand shed his gun and threw his knees higher than his shoulders getting out of that. I paused and overtook him. He explained sadly and untruthfully that nothing but a starving wife and twenty-three children drove him to such courses. I told him the evil of his ways--no short story, neither. You bet I spread myself on that chance,--then I gave him two dollars for the family and rode my cheerful way. It really is beautiful to think of anybody being so pleased with anything as I was with myself. And the story I had now to tell Mary! We did a fast ten mile into Panama.
I found the house where Mary boarded without much trouble. It was one of the old-fashioned Spanish houses where the upper stories stick out, although not like some of "em, as it had a garden around it. A bully old house, with sweet-smelling vines and creepers and flowers, and statues and a fountain in the garden. The fountain only squirted in the rainy season, but it was good to look at. A garden with a fountain in it was a thing I"d always wanted to see. Seemed to me like I could begin to believe in some of the stories I read, when I saw that.
Everything had a far-away look. For a full minute I couldn"t get over the notion that I"d ridden into a story-book by mistake. So I sat on my horse and stared at it, glad I came, till a soft rush of feet on the gra.s.s and a voice I"d often wanted to hear in the past month calling, "Why, Will! I was sure it was you!" made me certain of my welcome.
Now, I"d been too busy to think much lately, but when my eyes fell on that beautiful girl, running to see me, glad to see me--eyes, mouth, and outstretched hands all saying she was glad to see me--I just naturally hopped off my horse, over the wall, and gathered her in both arms. She kissed me, frank and hearty, and then we shook hands and said all those things that don"t mean anything, that people say to relieve their feelings.
Then she laughed and fixed her hair, eying me sideways, and she says: "I don"t know that I should permit that from so large and ferocious looking a person. But perhaps it"s too late, so tell me everything--how do you get on with Mr. Holton? What are you doing? Why haven"t I heard from you? I thought certainly you wouldn"t desert me in this strange country for a whole month--I"ve missed you awfully."
"Have you, Mary!" I said; "have you really?" I couldn"t get over it, that she"d missed me.
"I should say I had, you most tremendous big boy, you!" she says, giving me a little loving shake. "Do you suppose I"ve forgotten all our walks and talks on the _Matilda_? And all your funny speeches? Oh, Will! I"ve been homesick, and your dear old auburn locks are home!"
"Why, there"s Sax!" says I, in the innocence of my heart. "Hasn"t he been around?"
"I haven"t seen much of Mr. Saxton," she answers, cooling so I felt the need of a coat--"and that"s quite different."
Well, I hustled away from the subject fast, sorry to know something was wrong between my friends, but too durned selfish to spoil my own greeting. I plunged into the history of Mr. William Saunders, from the time of leaving the _Matilda_. Mary was the most eloquent listener I ever met. She made a good story of whatever she harkened to.
Well, sir, I had a pleasant afternoon. There was that story-book old house and garden, Mary and me at a little table, drinking lime-juice lemonade, me in my fine clothes out for a real holiday, smoking like a real man, telling her about the crimp I put in that road-agent.
Yes, I was having a glorious time, when the gate opened and a man came in. Somehow, from the first look I got of him I didn"t like him.
Something of the shadow that used to hang over home lay in that lad"s black coat.
Mary"s face changed. The life went out. Something heavy, serious, and tired came into it, yet she met the newcomer with the greatest respect.
As they came toward me I stiffened inside. Mr. Belknap and Mr. Saunders shook hands. His closed upon mine firmly and coldly, like a machine. He announced that he was glad to meet me in a tone of voice that would leave a jury doubtful. We stood around, me embarra.s.sed, and even Mary ill at ease, until he said: "Shall we not sit down?" Feeling at school once more, down I sat. If he"d said: "Shall we not walk off upon our ears!" I"d felt obliged to try it.
He put a compulsion on you. He made you want to please him, though you hated him.
Well, there we sat. "Mr. Belknap is doing a wonderful work among these poor people," explained Mary to me. There was something prim in her speech that knocked another color off the meeting.
"You are too good," said Mr. Belknap. He was modest, too, in a way that reproached you for daring to talk of him so careless. I wished that Mr.
Belknap would get to work on his poor people and leave us alone, but he had no such intention.
"Miss Smith," says he, "is one of those who credit others with the excellencies they believe in from possession."
Mary colored, and a little frown I could not understand lay on her forehead for the second. It was curious, that man"s way. When he made his speech it was like he put a rope upon the girl. I didn"t see much meaning to it, except a compliment, but I felt something behind it, and suddenly I understood her frown. It was the way you look when something you feel you ought to do, that you"ve worked yourself into believing you want to do, although at the bottom of your heart you"d chuck it quick, comes up for action.
I"d have broken into the talk if I could, but Brother Belknap had me tongue-tied, so I just sat, wishful to go, in spite of Mary, and unable to start. It seemed like presuming a good deal to leave, or do anything else Mr. Belknap hadn"t mentioned.
We talked like advice to the young in the third reader. Mr. Belknap announced his topics and smiled his superior knowledge. I"d have hit him in the eye for two cents, and at the same time if he told me to run away like a good little boy, darned if I don"t believe I"d done it--me, that chased the road-agent up the valley not three hours before!
Mary moved her gla.s.s in little circles and looked off into distance.