"Not at all, sir." Sam had tidied away the toast, replacing the tray"s cover, while leaving the cold water on his bedside table. Ford wished he would go away soon. He no longer felt nauseated, but he could tell he was far from well. "Bowers will be in later, to help you with your bath. I will inform Madame that you are still indisposed; she inquired, of course."
"Of course," Ford murmured.
"She regrets that her personal physician is presently on vacation, but when we reach our destination, she will be able to obtain professional a.s.sistance for you from the local community."
"I shall hope not to need it by then." That had a double meaning, he realized after it came out. The cook-not quite what he would have expected from Auntie Q"s cook, barring the expertise-smiled at him.
"Taking that the best way, sir, I hope not, too. We do have a fair a.s.sortment of medicines, if you"re p.r.o.ne to self-medicate?"
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"No thanks. I"ll wait it out. These things never last long."
At last the cook was standing, tray in hand, giving a last smile as he went out the door. Ford sagged back against his pillows. What a bad start to his investigation! He was sure that Auntie Q liked him . . . that she would have told him all about her connection to the Paradens . . . but she would not be the sort to waste her time nursing a nastily sick invalid. He hoped the virus or whatever it was would be as brief as most such illnesses. Leaving aside his mission, he wanted to try more of Sam"s marvelous cooking.
Two days later, after surviving a light breakfast with no aftershocks, he made his way to the dining room, once more clad in the formal daytime dress of a nineteenth century European. (He thought it was European- something Old Earth, and the Europeans had been dominant that century.) Auntie Q had sent him a couple of ancient books (real books, with paper leaves) for amus.e.m.e.nt, had inquired twice daily about his welfare, but otherwise left him alone. He had to admit it was better than having someone hovering, whose feelings be would have had to respect.
Auntie Q greeted him with restrained affection; Ma-dame Flaubert inquired volubly about his symptoms until Auntie Q raised a commanding hand.
"Really, Seraphine! I"m sure dear Ford doesn"t wish to discuss his shaky inner organs, and frankly I have no interest in them. Certainly not before a meal." Madame Flaubert subsided, more or less, but commented that Ford"s aura seemed streaky.
Luncheon, despite this, was another culinary masterpiece. Ford savored every bite, aware that Sam had done a great deal with color and texture, while keeping the contents easy on a healing stomach. Auntie Q led the conversation to curiosities of collecting, something Ford knew nothing about. He let her wrangle amiably with Madame Flaubert over the likelihood that a certain urn in the collection of the Tsing family was a genuine Wedgwood, from Old Earth, or whether it was
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(Madame Flaubert"s contention) one of the excellent reproductions made on Caehshin, in the first century of that colony.
They came up for air with dessert, as Madame Flaubert pa.s.sed Ford a tray of pastries and said, "But surely we"re boring you . . . unless this touches your fancy?"
Ford took the pastry nearest him, hoping from the leak of rich purple that it might be rilled with dilberries, his favorite. Madame Flaubert retrieved the plate, and set it aside; his aunt, he noticed, was dipping into a bowl of something yellow. He bit into the flaky pastry, finding his hope fulfilled, and swallowed before he answered.
"I"m never bored hearing about new things, although I confess you lost me back where you were arguing about pressed or carved ornament."
As he had half-hoped, his aunt broke in with a quick lecture on the difference and why it was relevant to their argument. When she wanted, she could be concise, direct, and remarkably shrewd. No fool, and no spoiled idler, he thought to himself. If she appears that way, it"s because she wants to-because it works for her. Except for the two hours that Auntie Q spent lying down "restoring my youth," they spent the afternoon in the kind of family gossip they"d missed the first night. Auntie Q had kept up with all the far-flung twigs of her family tree, many of them unknown to Ford, including the careers and marriages of Ford"s own sibs and first cousins. She thought his brother Asmel was an idiot for leaving a good job at Prime Labs to try his fortune raising liesel fur; Ford agreed. She insisted that his sister Tara had been right to marry that bank clerk, although Ford felt she should have finished graduate school first.
"You don"t understand," Auntie Q said for the third time, and this time explained in detail. "That young man is the collateral cousin of Maurice Quen Chang; he was a bank clerk when Tara married him but he won"t be one in ten years. Maurice is by far the shrewdest investor in that family. He will end with control of two
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key industries in the Cordade Cl.u.s.ter. Didn"t your sister explain?"
"I didn"t see her; I got this in the mails, from Mother."
"Ah yes. Your mother is a dear person; my old friend Arielle knew her as a girl, you know. Before she married your father. Very upright, Arielle said, and not at all inclined to play social games, but charming in a quiet way," Ford thought that was a fair description of his mother, although it left out her intelligence, her wit, and her considerable personal beauty. He had inherited her smooth bronze skin, and the bones that let him pa.s.s in any level of society. True enough, even if his mother had known that the bank clerk was someone"s cousin, she would not have approved of such calculation in one of her daughters. Auntie Q went on, "I"m sure, though, that any daughter of your mother"s would have had a genuine affection for the young man, no matter what his connections."
"Mother said so." Interesting, too, that Mother had never mentioned knowing a friend of Auntie Q"s, all those times his father had talked about her. Had she known that Arielle was Auntie Q"s friend? Or not cared? He tried to puzzle it out, aware of a growing fuzziness in his head. He blinked to clear his vision, and realized that Auntie Q was peering at him, her mouth pursed.
"You"re feeling ill again." It was not a question. Nor did he question it: he was feeling ill again. This time the onset was slower, more in the head than the stomach, a feeling of swooping and drifting, of being smothered in pale flowers.
"Sorry," he said. He could see in her eyes that he was being tiresome. Visiting relatives were supposed to be entertaining. They were supposed to listen to her stories and provide the material for new ones she could tell elsewhere. They were not supposed to collapse ungracefully in her exquisitely furnished rooms, fouling the air with bad smells.
He realized he had fallen sideways off his chair onto the floor. A disgrace. She did not say it aloud and he did not need her to say it. He knew it. He lay there remembering to breathe, wishing desperately that he
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McCajfrey and Moon were back on the Zaid-Dayan, where someone would have whisked him to sickbay, where the diagnostic unit would have figured out what was wrong, and what to do, in a few minutes, and a brusque but effective crew of Fleet medics would have supervised the treatment. And Sa.s.sinak, more vivid in her own way than Auntie Q at her wildest, would have come to see him, not walked out of the room in a huff. He remembered, with the mad clarity of illness, the jeweled rosettes on the toes of Auntie Q"s shoes as she pushed herself from her chair, pivotted, and walked away.
This time he came to himself back in bed, but with the feeling that some catastrophic conflict was happening overhead. He felt bruised all over, his skin flinching from the touch of the bedclothes. The s.p.a.ce between his ears, where his mind should have been ticking along quietly, seemed to be full of a quiet crackling, a sensation he remembered from five years before, when he"d had a bout of Plahr fever.
"I a.s.sure you, Sam, that Madanie"s nephew is in need of my healing powers." That syrupy voice could only be Madame Flaubert.
Ford tried to open his eyes, but lacked the strength. He heard something creak and the rustle of layers of clothes.
"His aura reveals the nature of his illness: it is seated in the spiritual house of his darkest sin. Through study and prayer, I am equipped to deal with this. I will need quiet, peace, and absolutely no interference. You may go."
Ford struggled again to open his eyes, to speak, but could not even twitch. Had he been hypnotised somehow? Given a paralytic drug? Panic surged through him, but even that did not unlock his muscles. For the first time, he realized that he might actually die here, in a luxurious stateroom in a private yacht, surrounded by rich old women and their servants. He could not imagine a more horrible death.
Even as he thought that, he felt a plump, moist hand on his forehead. Fingernails dug into the skin of his
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right temple just a little. His mind presented a vision from his nightmares: a scaly clawed hand about to dig in and rip his head open. The scent of Madame Flaubert"s cologne mingled with the imagined stench of a reptilian, toothy maw; he wanted to retch and could not move.
"You may go," she said again, somewhere near his left shoulder. Evidently Sam had not gone; Ford hoped fervently he would stay, but he could not move even a toe to signal him.
"Sorry, Madame," said Sam, sounding more determined than sorry. "I think it would be better for us all if I stayed." Something in his tone made Ford wish he could smile, a hint of staunch rect.i.tude that implied Madame Flaubert had known-proclivities, perhaps? At the thought of her hands on his body, he actually shuddered.
"Your voice hurts him," Madame Flaubert said. Quietly, venomously, a voice to cause the same shudders. "You saw that twitch. You had better go, or I will be compelled to speak to your mistress."
No sound of movement. Ford struggled again with his eyelids, and felt one almost part. Then that hand drifted down his forehead and he felt a thumb on his lid.
"Madam gave me permission; she agreed it was best."
An actual hiss followed, a sound he had read about but never heard a woman make. The thumb on his eyelid pressed; he saw sparkling whorls. Then it released, with a last little flick that seemed a warning, and the hand fell heavily on his shoulder.
"I can"t imagine what she means by it." Now Madame Flaubert sounded almost petulant, a woman wronged by false suspicions.
"She has such . . . such notions sometimes." A soft sc.r.a.pe, across the room; the sound of someone settling in a chair. "She has not forgotten why you are here. Nor have I."
Madame Flaubert sniffed, a sound as literary as the hiss, and as false. "You forget yourself, Sam. A servant-"
"Madam"s cook." The emphasis was unmistakable.
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Madam"s cook-her loyal servant. Not Madame Flaubert"s. And she was someone he tolerated on his mistress"s behalf?
Ford wished he could think clearly. He knew too little about whatever loyalties might exist in such situations. If this were Fleet, those overtones in Sam"s voice would belong to the trustworthy NCO of a good officer. But he could hardly imagine his Auntie Q as a good officer. Or could he? And why was Madame Flaubert here, if neither Auntie Q nor her faithful servant wanted her?
"Well. You can scarcely object to my seeking healing for him."
"As long as that"s all it is." Sam"s voice had flattened slightly. Warning? Fear?
"Those who live by violence die of its refuse," Madame Flaubert intoned. Ford felt something fragile touch his face, and had just decided it was a scarf or veil when Madame Flaubert drew it away. "I see pain in this aura. I see violence and grief. I see the shadow of wickedness in the past, and its unborn child of darkness ..." Her voice had taken on a curious quality, not quite musical, that seemed to bore into Ford"s head and prevent thought. He could almost feel himself floating on it, as if it were a heavy stream of honey.
"What"re you trying to do, make him feel guilty?" Sam"s voice cut through hers and Ford felt as if he"d been dropped bodily from several feet up. A spasm went through his foot; he felt the covers drag at it." Before Madame Flaubert could move, Sam"s strong hands were kneading it, relaxing the cramp.
"Don"t touch him!" she said. "You"ll interfere with the healing flow, if it comes at all with you here."
"He"s been still too long. He needs ma.s.sage." Where Sam"s hands rubbed, Ford felt warmth, felt he could almost move himself.
"Impossible!" Her hand left his shoulder; he heard the rustle as she stood. "I can"t be expected to do anything with you treating his legs like bread dough, stirring his aura, mixing the signs. When you"re quite finished, you will have the kindness to inform me! If
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he"s still alive, that is." An odd sound followed, a complex rustle, then she said, "And I"ll leave this protective symbol with him."
It was cold on his forehead, icy cold that struck straight into his brain; his breath came short. But she was leaving, the rustle diminishing, and he heard the door open and close. Instantly a warm hand removed the thing, whatever it was, and a warm finger pried up one eyelid. He could see, somewhat to his surprise. Sam"s face stared down at him. The man shook his head.
"You"re a sick man, and no mistake. You should never have tried to outfox your great-aunt, laddie . . . you aren"t in her league."
Chapter Five.
"This was not a good idea," muttered one of the medical team as they stumped wearily off the shuttle at Dipfo"s only fully-equipped port. Lunzie didn"t care who"d said it: she agreed. Her variable-pressure-support garment clasped her like an allover girdle. When the control circuitry worked correctly, it applied a pressure gradient from toes to neck without impeding joint movement . . . much. Over it, she wore the recommended outerwear for Diplo"s severe winter, light and warm on a one-G world, but (she grumbled to herself) heavy and bulky here. She could feel her feet sinking into the extra-thick padded bootliners they had to wear, every separate bone complaining slightly of the extra burden.
"Winter on Diplo," said Conigan, waving a padded arm at the view out the round windows of the terminal. Wind splashed a gout of snow against the building and it shuddered. Snow, Lunzie reminded herself, would feel more like sleet or hail. Their shuttle had slewed violently in the storm coming in. She had heard something rattle on the hull.