"Didn"t do much! Well, if that"s the way you want to tell the story, it"s not mine. Come on, girl - soon"s I"ve changed into decent clothes -" He looked around, to meet the grins of the others in the bay . . . kind grins, Sa.s.s noticed.
One of the men beckoned to him, and he followed. Sa.s.s stared after him. He belonged here; she could tell that. Where would she belong? She thought of the captain"s comments on the other freed slaves . . . Fleet questioning and court procedures . . . hardly an inviting prospect.
"Don"t worry," one of the men said to her. "There"s enough wealth here to give every one of you a new start - and you most of all, being as you found the place."
Still she worried, waiting for Abe to reappear, and when he did, clad in the crisp uniform and stripes of his rank, she was even more worried, A new start, somewhere else, with strangers . . . she knew, without asking for details, that none of her family were left.
"Don"t worry," he echoed the other man"s comment. "You"re not going to be lost in the system somewhere. You"re my girl, and I"m Fleet, and it"s going to be fine."
Chapter Three.
By the time Sa.s.sinak arrived at Regg with Abe, she was as ready as he to praise the Fleet, and glad to think of herself as almost a Fleet dependent. The only thing better than that was to be Fleet herself. Which, she soon found, was exactly what Abe planned for her.
"You"ve got the brains," he said soberly, "to make the Academy list and be a Fleet officer. And more than the brains, the guts. You weren"t the first I tried to help, Sa.s.s, but you were one of only three who didn"t fall apart when the time came to leave. And both of those were killed."
"But how?" Sa.s.s wanted nothing more than to enter the gleaming white arches of the Academy gates . . . but that required recommendations from FSP representatives. How would an orphan from a plundered colony convince someone to recommend her?
"First there"s the Fleet prep school. If I formally adopt you, then you"re eligible, as the daughter of a Fleet veteran - and no, it doesn"t matter that I"m not an officer. Fleet"s Fleet."
"But you"re - " Sa.s.s reddened. Abe had been retired, over his protests; his gimpy arm was past treatment, and wouldn"t pa.s.s the Medical Board. He had argued, pled, and finally come back to their a.s.signed quarters glum as she"d never seen him before.
"Retired, but still Fleet. Oh, Cousins take it, I knew they"d do it. I knew when the arm didn"t heal straight - after six months or so, it"s too late. But I thought maybe I could Kipling them into it."
"Kipling?"
"Kipling. Wrote half the songs the Fleet sings, and probably most of the rest. Service slang is, if you"re sweet - talking someone into something, "specially if it"s sort of sentimental, that"s Kipling. Where you came from, they probably said "Irish them into it," and I"ll bet you don"t know where that came from. But don"t worry - I can"t be active duty, but disabled vets - " His expression made it clear that he refused to think of himself as disabled. " - we old crips can usually get work in one of the bureaus." Sa.s.s asked again about the prep school.
"Three or four years there, "til you pa.s.s the exams - and I don"t doubt you will. Don"t worry about the letters you need. You impressed the captain more than a little, and he"s related to half the FSP reps in this sector."
From there, things went smoothly: the adoption, the entry into the prep school. Although the other students were her age, none had her experience, and they were still young enough to show their awe. Sa.s.s found herself ahead of schedule in her math cla.s.ses, thanks to the slave tech training, while Abe"s lessons in physical discipline and concentration helped her regain lost ground in the social sciences. She felt out of place at first in the social life of school - she could not regain the carefree camaraderie of younger years - but she looked forward to the Academy with such singleminded ambition that everyone soon considered her another Academy-bound grind.
Abe"s apartment, in a large block of such buildings, was unlike any place Sa.s.s had ever lived. Her parents" apartment on Myriad had been a standard prefab, the same floor plan as every other apartment in the colony. Large families had had two or three, as needed, with doors knocked through adjoining walls. None of the living quarters were more than one story high, and few of the other buildings. At the slaver depot, all the buildings were even cheaper prefabs, big ugly buildings designed to hold the maximum cubage. There she had slept in a windowless barracks, in a rack of bunks.
Abe had a second-floor corner apartment, with a bedroom for each of them, a living room, study, and small kitchen. From her room, Sa.s.s looked into a central courtyard planted with flowers and one small tree with drooping leaves. From the living room she could see across a wide street to a similar building across from them. It felt amazingly s.p.a.cious and light; she spent hours, at first, watching people in the street below, or looking out across the city. For their apartment, like most, stood on one of the low hills that faced the harbour.
Regg itself was a terraformed planet, settled first by the usual colonists, in their case agricultural specialists, and then chosen as Fleet Headquarters because of its position in human-dominated s.p.a.ce. Here in its central city. Fleet was the dominant force. Abe took Sa.s.sinak touring: to the big blocky buildings of Headquarters itself, all sheathed in white marble, to the riverside parks that ended in the great natural harbour, a wide almost circular bay of deep blue water edged in gray cliffs on the east and west, opening past a small, rocky island to the greater sea beyond. By careful design, the river mouth itself had been left clear, but Sa.s.s saw both the Fleet and civilian ports set back on either side. Although FSP regulations forbade the eating of meat, fishing was still done on many human-settled worlds, whose adherence to the code was less than perfect. Ostensibly the excuse was that the code should apply only to warmbloods and intelligent (not just sentient) aquatic coldbloods such as the Wefts or Ssli. Sa.s.s knew that many of the civilian locals ate fish, though it was never served openly in even the worst dockside joints. The fish, originally of Old Earth origin, had been stocked in Regg"s ocean centuries before.
Besides the formal Headquarters complex, there were the a.s.sociated office buildings, computer centers, technology and research centers . . . each in a landscaped setting, for Regg was still, after all these years, uncrowded.
"Fleet people do retire here," Abe said, "but they mostly homestead inland, upriver. Maybe someday we can do a river cruise during your holidays, see some of the estates. I"ve got friends up in the mountains, too."
But the city was exciting enough for a girl reared in a small mining colony town. She realised how silly it had been for the Myriadians to call their one-story collection of prefabs The City. Here government buildings soared ten or twelve stories, offering stunning views of the surrounding country from their windswept observation platforms atop. Busy shops crowded with merchandise from all over the known worlds, streets bustling from dawn until long after dark. Festivals to celebrate seasons and historical figures, theater and music and art . . . Sa.s.s felt drunk on it, for weeks. This was the real world she had dreamed of, on Myriad: this colorful, crowded city connected by Fleet to everywhere else, ships coming and going every day. Although the s.p.a.ceport was behind the nearest range of hills, protecting the city from the noise, Sa.s.s loved to watch the shuttles lifting above forested slopes into an open sky.
In the meantime, she"d had a chance to meet some of the other survivors of Myriad"s raid. Caris, now grim and wary, all the playfulness Sa.s.s remembered worn away by her captivity. She had found no one like Abe to give her help and hope, and in those few years aged into a bitter older woman.
"I just want a chance to work," she said. "They say I can go to school." Her voice was flat, barely above a whisper, the voice of a slave afraid of discovery. "You could come here," said Sa.s.s, half-hoping Cans would agree. Much as she loved Abe, she missed having a close girlfriend, and her room was big enough for two. And Caris had known her all her life. They could talk about anything; they always had. Her own warmth could bring Caris back to girlhood, rekindle her hopes. But Caris pulled back, refusing Sa.s.s"s touch.
"No. I don"t - Sa.s.s, we were friends, and we were happy, and someday maybe I can stand to remember that. Right now I look at you and see - " Her voice broke and she turned away.
"Caris, please!" Sa.s.s grabbed her shoulders, but Caris flinched and pulled back.
"It"s all over, Sa.s.s! I can"t - I can"t be anyone"s friend now. There"s nothing left ... if I can just have a place to work in peace, alone ..."
Sa.s.s was crying then, too. "Caris, you"re all I have - "
"You don"t have me. I"m not here." And with that she ran out of the room. Sa.s.s learned later that she"d gone back into the hospital, for more treatment. Later, she went off-planet without even telling Sa.s.s, letting her find out from the hospital records that her friend had left forever. For this grief, Abe insisted that work was the only cure - and revenge, someday, against whatever interests lay behind the slave trade. Sa.s.s threw herself into her cla.s.swork . . . and by the time the Academy Open Examinations came around, she"d worked off the visible remnants of her grief. She pa.s.sed those in the top five percent, to Abe"s delight. His scarred face creased into a grin as he took her to buy the required gear.
"I knew you could do it, Sa.s.s. I knew all along. You just remember what I told you, and in a few years I"ll be cheering when you graduate."
But he would not walk her to the great arch that guarded the Academy entrance. He went off to work that morning, as he did every day (she never knew which of the semi-military bureaucracies had found a place for him; he never volunteered the information), leaving her to stare nervously into the mirror, twitching one errant strand of hair into place, until she had to walk fast or risk being late. She made her entrance appointment with time to spare, only to run into a marauding senior on her first trip through the Front Quad. She had carefully memorised the little booklet she"d been sent, and started to answer his challenge in the way it had instructed.
"Sir, Cadet Sa.s.sinak, reporting - " Her voice faltered. The cadet officer she had saluted had crossed his eyes and put his tongue out; he had his hands fanned out by his ears. As quickly, his face returned to normal, and his hands to his sides, but the smile on that face was grim.
"Rockhead, didn"t anyone ever teach you how to report to a senior?" His voice attempted the cold arrogance of the pirate raiders, and came remarkably close. Sa.s.s realised she"d been tricked, fought down the responsive anger, and managed an equable tone in return. Abe hadn"t told her they called the entering cadets "rockhead."
"Sir, yes, sir."
"Well, then . . . get on with it."
"Sir, Cadet Sa.s.sinak, reporting ..." This time both eyes slewed outward, his mouth puckered as if he"d bitten a gari fruit, and he scratched vigorously at both armpits. But she wasn"t fooled twice, and managed to get through the formal procedure without changing tone or expression, ending with a crisp "... sir!"
"Sloppy, slow, and entirely too smug," was the senior cadet"s comment. "You"re that petty officer"s orphan tagalong, aren"t you?"
Sa.s.s felt her ears burning, started to nod with clenched teeth, and then remembered that she had to answer aloud. "Sir, yes, sir."
"Hmph. Sorry sort of recommendation, letting himself get captured and slaved all those years. Not much like Fleet - " He stopped as Sa.s.s opened her mouth, and c.o.c.ked his head. "Something to say, rockhead? Someone give you permission to speak?"
She didn"t wait. "Sir, Abe is worth four of you, sir"
"That"s not the point, rockhead. The point is that you - " He tapped her shoulder. "You have to learn how to behave, and I don"t think anything in your background"s taught you how." Sa.s.s stared at him, back in control, furious with herself for taking the bait. "On the other hand, you"re loyal. That"s something. Not much, but something." He dismissed her, and she set off to find her a.s.signed quarters, careful not to gawk around.
For reasons known only to the architects, the main buildings at the Academy had been constructed in a mix of antique styles, great gray blocks of stone that looked like pictures of ancient buildings on Old Earth. Towers, arches, covered walkways, intricate carvings of ships and battles and sea monsters around windows and doorways, enclosed courtyards - paved in smooth slabs of stone. Six of these patriarchal buildings surrounded the Main Quad Parade: Themistocles, Drake, Nelson, Farragut, Velasquez, and the Chapel. Here, where the boldest street urchins could peer through the entrance gates to watch, cadets formed up many times a day to march to cla.s.s, to mess, to almost every activity. Sa.s.s soon learned that the darker gray paving stones, which marked out open squares against a pale background, were slippery in the rain. She learned just where a flash of reflected sunlight from an open window might blind a cadet long enough to blunder into someone else. That meant a mark off, and she wanted no marks off.
Through the great arching salleyport of Velasquez, wide enough for a cadet platoon, were the cadet barracks, these named for the famous dead of Fleet battles. Varrin Hall, Benis, Tarrant, Suige. By the time they had been there a half-year, cadets knew those stories, and many others. Sa.s.s, on the third deck of Suige Hall, could recite from memory the entire pa.s.sage in the history. Other cadets complained (quietly) about their quarters, but Sa.s.s had spent years as Abe"s ward. She had never been encouraged to spread her personality around her quarters, "to acquire bad habits" as Abe put it, although he admitted that Fleet officers, once they were up in rank, could and did decorate and personalise their s.p.a.ce. But the regulation bunk with its prescribed covers folded just so, the narrow locker for the required uniforms (and nothing else), the single flat box for personal items, the single desk with its computer terminal and straight-backed chair - that was enough for her. She didn"t mind sharing, or taking the top bunk, which made her popular with a series of roomies. She felt the neat, clean little cubicles were perfect for someone whose main interest lay elsewhere, and willingly did her share of the floor-polishing and dusting that daily inspections required.
She had actually expected neutral or monotone interiors, but the pa.s.sages were tinted to copy the color-code used on all Fleet vessels. By the time the cadets graduated, this system would be natural, and they would never have to wonder which deck, or which end of a deck, they were on. Main or Command Deck, anywhere, had white above gray, for instance, and Troop Deck was always green.
Most cla.s.ses went on in the "front quad" or in the double row of simpler stone-faced buildings that lay uphill from it. History - from Fleet"s perspective, which included knowing the history of "important" old Earth navies, all the way back to ships rowed or sailed. Sa.s.s could not figure out why they needed to know what different ranks had been called a thousand years ago, but she tucked the information away dutifully, in case it was needed for anything but the quarterly exams. She did wonder why "captain" had ever been both a rank and a position, given the confusion that caused, and was glad someone had finally straightened it out logically. Anyone commanding a ship was a captain, and the rank structure didn"t use the term at all. "You think it"s logical," the instructor pointed out, "but there was almost a mutiny when the first Fleet officer had to use the rank "major" and lieutenant commanders and commanders got pushed up a notch." Sa.s.s enjoyed far more the a.n.a.lysis of the various navies" tactics, including a tart examination of the effect of politics on warfare, using an ancient text by someone called Tuchman.
Cadets ate together, in a vaulted mess hall that would have been lovely if it hadn"t been for the rows and rows of tables, each seating eight stiff cadets. Looking around - up at the carving on the ceiling, for instance - was another way to get marks taken off. Sa.s.sinak, with the others, learned to eat quickly and neatly while sitting on the edge of her chair. Students in their last two years supervised each table, insisting on perfect etiquette from the rockheads. At least, thought Sa.s.s, the food was adequate.
The Academy was not quite what she"d expected, even with the supposedly inside information she"d had before. From Abe"s att.i.tude towards Fleet officers, she"d gotten the idea that the Academy was some sort of semi-mystical place which magically imbued the cadets with honor, justice, and tactical brilliance. He had told her about his own Basic Training, which he described succinctly as four months of unmitigated h.e.l.l, but that was not the same, he"d often said, as officer training. Sa.s.s had found, more or less by accident, a worn copy of an etiquette manual, which had prepared her for elaborate formalities and the fine points of military courtesy - but not for the Academy"s approach to freshman cadets.
"We don"t have hazing," the cadet commander had announced that first day. "But we do have discipline." The distinction, Sa.s.s decided quickly, was a matter of words only. And she quickly realised that she was a likely target for it, whatever it was called: the orphan ward of a retired petty officer, an ex-slave, and far too smart for her own good.
She wished she could consult Abe, but for the first half-year the new cadets were allowed no visitors and no visits home. She had to figure it out for herself. His precepts stood like markers in her mind: never complain, never argue, never start a fight, never boast. Could that be enough?
With the physical and mental discipline he"d taught her, she found, it could. She drew that around her like a tough cloak. Cadet officers who could reduce half the newcomers to red rage or impotent tears found her smooth but unthreatening equanimity boring after a few weeks. There was nothing defiant in that calmness, no challenge to be met, just a quiet, earnest determination to do whatever it was better than anyone else. Pile punishment details on her, and she simply did them, doggedly and well. Scream insults at her, and she stood there listening, able to repeat them on command in a calm voice that made them sound almost as silly as they were.
Abe had been right; they pushed her as hard as the slavers had, and the cadet officers had - she sensed - some of the same capacity for cruelty, but she never lost sight of the goal. This struggle would make her stronger, and once she was a Fleet officer, she could pursue the pirates who had destroyed her family and the colony.
That calm reticence might have made her an outcast among her cla.s.smates, except that she found herself warming to them. She would be working with them the rest of her life - and she wanted friends - and before the first half-year was over, she found herself once more the center of a circle.
"You know, Sa.s.s, we really ought to do something about Dungar"s lectures." Pardis, an elegant sprout of the sector aristocracy sprawled inelegantly on the floor of the freshman wardroom, dodged a feinted kick from Genris, another of her friends.
"We have to memorise them; that"s enough." Sa.s.s made a face, and drained her mug of tea. Dungar managed to make the required study of alien legal systems incredibly dull, and his delivery - in a monotone barely above a whisper - made the cla.s.s even worse. He would not permit recorders, either; they had to strain to hear every boring word.
"They"re so ... so predictable. My brother told me about them, you know, and I"ll swear he hasn"t changed a word in the past twenty years." Pardis finished that sentence in a copy of Dungar"s whisper, and the others chuckled.
"Just what did you have in mind?" Sa.s.s grinned down at Pardis. "And you"d better get up, before one of the senior monitors shows up and tags you for unofficerlike posture."
"It"s too early for them to be snooping around. I was thinking of something like ... oh ... slipping a little something lively into his notes."
"Dungar"s notes? The ones he"s read so many times he doesn"t really need them?"
"We must show respect for our instructors," said Tadmur. As bulky as most heavyworlders, he took up more than his share of the wardroom, and sat stiffly erect. The others groaned, as they usually did. Sa.s.s wondered if he could really be that serious all the time.
"I show respect," said Pardis, rolling his green eyes wickedly. "Just the same as you, every day - "
"You make fun of him for his consistency." Tadmur"s Vrelan accent gave his voice even more bite. "Consistency is good."
"Consistency is dull. Consistently wrong is stupid - " Pardis broke off suddenly and sprang to his feet as the door swung open without warning, and the senior monitor"s grim face appeared around it. This weekend, the duty monitor was another heavyworlder, from Tadmur"s home planet.
"You were lounging on the deck again, Mr. Pardis, weren"t you?" The monitor didn"t wait for the reply and went on: "The usual for you, and one for each of these for not reminding you of your duty." He scowled at Tadmur. "I"m surprised at you you most of all." Tadmur flushed, but said nothing more than the muttered "Sir, yes, sir" that regulations required. most of all." Tadmur flushed, but said nothing more than the muttered "Sir, yes, sir" that regulations required.
Sa.s.sinak even made some progress with Tadmur and Seglawin, the two heavyworlders in her unit. When they finally opened up to her, she began to realise that the heavyworlders felt deep grievances against the other human groups in FSP.
"They want us for our strength," Tadmur said. "They want us to fetch and carry. You look at the records - the transcripts of the Seress expedition, for instance. How often do you think the med staff is a.s.signed heavy duty, eh? But Parrih, not only a physician but a specialist, a surgeon, was expected to do the heavy unloading and loading in addition to her regular medical work."
"They like to think we"re stupid and slow." Seglawin took up the complaint. Although not quite as large as Tadmur, she was far from the current standard of beauty, and with her broad forehead drawn down into a scowl looked menacing enough. Sa.s.s realised suddenly that she had beautiful hair, a rich wavy brown ma.s.s that no one noticed because of the heavy features below it. "Pinheads, they call us, and muscle-bound. I know our heads look little, compared to our bodies, but that"s illusion. Look how surprised the Commandant was when I won the freshmen history prize: "Amazingly sensitive interpretation for someone of your background." I know what that means. They think we"re just big dumb brutes, and we"re not."
Sa.s.s looked at them, and wondered. Certainly the heavyworlders in the slave center had been sold as cheap heavy labor, and none had been in any of her tech cla.s.ses. She"d a.s.sumed they weren"t suited for it, just as everyone said. But in the Academy, perhaps five percent of the cadets were heavyworlders, and they did well enough in cla.s.swork. The two heavyworlders looked at each other, and then back at Sa.s.s. Seglawin shrugged.
"At least she"s listening and not laughing."
"I don"t - " Sa.s.s began, but Tad interrupted her.
"You do, because you"ve been taught that. Sa.s.s, you"re fair-minded, and you"ve tried to be friendly. But you"re a lightweight, and reasonably pretty enough, to your race"s standard. You can"t know what it"s like to be treated as a - a thing, an animal, good for nothing but the work you can do."
It was reasonable, but Sa.s.s heard the whine of self-pity under the words and was suddenly enraged. "Oh, yes, I do," she heard herself say. Their faces went blank, the smug blankness that so many a.s.sociated with heavyworlder arrogance, but she didn"t stop to think about it. "I was a slave," she said crisply, biting off the words like so many chunks of steel. "I know exactly how it feels to be treated as a thing: I was sold, more than once, and valued on the block for the work I could do."
Seglawin reacted first, blankness then a surging blush. "Sa.s.s! I didn"t - "
"You didn"t know, because I don"t want to talk about it." Rage still sang in her veins, lifting her above herself.
"I"m sorry," said Tad, his voice less hard than she"d ever heard it. "But maybe you do understand."
"You weren"t slaves," Sa.s.s said. "You don"t understand. They killed my family: my parents, my baby sister. My friends and their parents. And I will get them - " Her voice broke, and she swallowed, fighting tears. They waited, silent and immobile but no longer seeming inert. "I will get them," Sa.s.s continued finally. "I will end that piracy, that slavery, every chance I get. Whether it"s lights or heavies or whoever else. Nothing"s worse than that. Nothing." She met their eyes, one and then the other. "And I won"t talk about it again. I"m sorry."
To her surprise, they both rose, and gave a little bow and odd gesture with their hands.
"No, it"s our fault." Seglawin"s voice had a burr in it now, her accent stronger. "We did not know, and we agree: nothing"s worse than that. Our people have suffered, but not that. We fear that they might, and that is the source of our anger. You understand; you will be fair, whatever happens." She smiled, as she offered to shake hands, the smile transforming her features into someone Sa.s.s hoped very much to have as a friend.
Other times, more relaxed times, followed. Sa.s.s learned much about the heavyworlders" beliefs. Some reacted to the initial genetic transformations that made heavyworld adaptation possible with pride, and considered that all heavyworlders should spend as much time as possible on high-gravity planets. Others felt it a degradation, and sought normal-G worlds where they hoped to breed back to normal human standards. All felt estranged from their lighter-boned distant relations, blamed the lightweights - at least in part - for that estrangement, and resented any suggestion that their larger size and heavier build implied less sensitivity or intelligence.
Cadet leave, at the end of that first session, brought her home to Abe"s apartment in uniform, shy of his reaction and stiff with pride. He gave her a crisp salute and then a bear hug.
"You"re making it fine," he said, not waiting for her to speak. Already, she recognized in herself and in his reactions the relationship they would have later.
"I hope so." She loosened the collar of the uniform and stretched out on the low divan. He took her cap and set it carefully on a shelf.
"Making friends, too?"
"Some." His nod encouraged her, and she told him about the heavyworlders. Abe frowned.
"You want to watch them; they can be devious."
"I know. But - "
"But they"re also right. Most normals do think of them as big stupid musclemen, and treat them that way. Poor sods. The smart ones resent it, and if they"re smart enough they can be real trouble. What you want to do, Sa.s.s, is convince "em you"re fair, without giving them a weak point to push on. Their training makes "em value strength and endurance over anything else."
"But they"re not all alike." Sa.s.s told him all she"d learned, about the heavyworld cultures. " - and I wonder myself if the heavyworlders are being used by the same bunch who are behind the pirates and slavers," she finished.
Abe had been setting out a cold meal as she talked. Now he stopped, and leaned on the table. "I dunno. Could be. But at least some of the heavyworlders are probably pirates themselves. You be careful." Sa.s.s didn"t argue; she didn"t like the thought that Abe might have his limitations; she needed him to be all-knowing, for a long time yet. On the other hand, she sensed, in her heavyworlder friends, the capacity for honesty and loyalty, and in herself an unusual ability to make friends with people of all backgrounds.
By her third year, she was recognized as a promising young cadet officer, and resistance to her background had nearly disappeared. Colonial stock, yes: but colonial stock included plenty of "good" families, younger sons and daughters who had sought adventure rather than a safe seat in the family corporation. That she never claimed such a connection spoke well of her; others claimed it in her name.
Her own researches into her family were discreet. The psychs had pa.s.sed her as safely adjusted to the loss of her family. She wasn"t sure how they"d react if they found her rummaging through the colonial databases, so she masked her queries carefully. She didn"t want anyone to question her fitness for Fleet. When she"d entered everything she could remember, she waited for the computer to spit out the rest.
The first surprise was a living relative (or "supposed alive" the computer had it) some three generations back. Sa.s.s blinked at the screen. A great-great-great grandmother (or aunt: she wasn"t quite sure of the code symbols) now on Exploration Service. Lunzie ... so that was the famous ancestor her little sister had been named for. Her mother had said no more than that - may not have known more than that, Sa.s.s realised. Even as a cadet, she herself had access to more information than most colonists, already. She thought of contacting her distant family members someday . . . someday when she was a successful Fleet officer. Not any time soon, though. Fleet would be her family, and Abe was her father now.
He took his responsibility seriously in more ways than one, she discovered at their next meeting.
"Take the five-year implant, and don"t worry about it. You"re not going to be a mother anytime soon. Should have had it before now, probably."
"I don"t want to be a sopping romantic, either," said Sa.s.s, scowling.
Abe grinned at her. "Sa.s.s, I"m not telling you to fall in love. I"m telling you that you"re grown, and your body knows it. You don"t have to do anything you don"t want to do, but you"re about to want to."
"I am not." Sa.s.s glared at him.
"You haven"t noticed anything?"