"Books that many are reading with an amazing interest, Jessy; and which I have long thought of examining. Huxley and Darwin"s works, poor Hugh Miller"s "Investigations," Bishop Colenso"s "Misconceptions,"
Schopenhauer and others----"
"Ian, do not open one of them. There is your Bible. Don"t you read a word against it. In a spiritual sense, it is the sun that warms, and the bread that feeds you."
"The intellectual feeling of the critical school of Bible readers ought to be familiar to me, or how can I preach against it, Jessy?"
"You have all the sins mentioned in the Commandments to preach against.
The critical school can bear or mend its own sins."
"Let me explain, Jessy. The late Lord Cramer during his long illness read all these questioning, doubting books, and he wrote many refutations of their errors, or at least he believed them to be refutations. I have promised Lady Cramer to examine the papers, and prepare them for publication."
"Ian, do not do it. I entreat you to decline the whole business."
"You are unreasonable, Jessy."
"These men of the Critical School are intellectual giants. Are you strong enough to wrestle with them and not be overcome?"
"Not unless I comprehend them. Therefore, I must read what they say."
"What matters comprehension if you have Faith?"
"I have Faith, and I can trust my Faith. I know what I preach. My creed is reasonable and I believe it. I am no flounderer in unknown seas."
Nor was he. Ian Macrae was surely at this period of his life an upright soul. All his beliefs were fixed, and he was sure that he understood G.o.d perfectly. So he looked kindly into the pleasant, anxious face before him, and continued:
"I have not a doubt. I never had a doubt. I wish I was sure of everything concerning my life as I am of my creed. In my Bible, the blessed book from which I studied at St. Andrews, I have written these lines of an old poet, called Crawshaw:
""Think not the Faith by which the just shall live Is a dead creed, a map correct of heaven, Far less a feeling fond and fugitive-- It is an affirmation, and an act, That bids eternal truth be present fact.""
"We do not know ourselves, Ian; however, we do know that the Christ who carries our sins can carry our doubts. And no one is sure of what will happen in their life. What is troubling you in particular?"
"Donald--and Marion."
"Marion! The dear child! She has never given you a heartache in all her life."
"She gave me one this afternoon."
"Because she was happy. Ian, you are most unreasonable."
"I am afraid of Lord Cramer. He would have made love to her this afternoon----"
"I will suppose you are right and then ask, what wrong there would have been in it?"
"More than I can explain. For seven years he was in a fast cavalry regiment, and he kept its pace even to the embarra.s.sing of the Cramer estate. He had reached the limit of his father"s indulgence three years ago. His stepmother has been loaning him money ever since, and he is in honor bound to repay her as soon as possible. That duty comes before his marriage, unless he marries a rich woman. My daughter would be a most unwelcome daughter to Lady Cramer, and I will not have Marion put in such a position. Dislike spreads quickly, and from the mother to the son might well be an easy road. There is something else also----"
"Pray let me hear the whole list of the young man"s sins."
"He is deeply influenced by the "isms" of the day, and, though brought up strictly in the true church, Lady Cramer fears he never goes there; for she cannot get him to spend a Sabbath at home."
"All this, Ian, is hearsay and speculation. We have no right to judge him out of the mouth of others. Speak to him yourself."
"I cannot speak yet. But at once I wish you to speak to Marion. Tell her to hold her heart in her own keeping. The late Lord Cramer was my friend. He told me whom he wished his son to marry, and it would be a kind of treachery to the dead if I sanctioned the putting of my own daughter in her place. I would not only be humiliated in my own sight, but in the sight of the church, and of all who know me."
"No girl can hold her heart in her own keeping if the right man asks for it. There was my little sister----"
"We will not bring her name into the subject, Jessy. It is painful to me. I saw plainly this afternoon that Marion was pleased with Lord Cramer"s attention."
"Any girl would have been so. He is a handsome, good-natured man, full of innocent mirth, and Marion loves, as I do, the happy side of life--and is hungry--as I am--for its uplifting."
"Marion has never seen the unhappy side of life. Her lines have fallen to her in pleasant places. A short time ago Allan Reid told me he loved her and asked my permission to win her love, if he could. I gave him it.
She could not have a more suitable husband."
"Girls like handsome, well-made men, Ian, men like yourself. Allan Reid is not handsome; indeed, he is very unhandsome. Marion spoke to me of his long neck and weak eyes, and----"
"Girls are perfectly silly on that subject. A good man, and a rich man, is as much as a girl ought to expect."
"Men are perfectly silly on the same subject. A good woman with a heart full of love is as much, and more than, any man ought to expect. But, before he thinks of these things, he is particularly anxious that she should be beautiful, and graceful, and money in her purse makes her still more desirable."
"A man naturally wants a handsome mother for his children."
"Girls are just as foolish. They want a handsome father for their children. I think, Ian, you might as well give up all hopes of Marion"s marrying Allan Reid. She believes him to be as mean-hearted as he is physically unhandsome. She will never accept him."
"I shall insist on this marriage. Say all you can in young Reid"s favor."
"Preach for your own saint, Ian. I have nothing to say in Allan Reid"s favor."
"Then say nothing in favor of Lord Cramer."
"What I have seen of Lord Cramer I like. Do you want me to speak ill of him?"
"I have told you what he has been."
"His father"s death has put him in a responsible position. That of itself often sobers and changes young men. Ian Macrae, leave your daughter"s affairs alone. She will manage them better than you can. And what are you going to do about Donald?"
"Donald is doing well enough."
"He is not. I am afraid every mail that comes will tell us that he has taken the Queen"s shilling, or gone before the mast."
"What do you want me to do?"
"Ask Donald what he wants, and give him his desire--whatever it is."
"There is not a good father in Scotland that would do the like of that, Jessy."
"Then be a bad father and do it. I am sure you may risk the consequences."
"These children are a great anxiety to me. Something is wrong if they will not listen to their father. I am very much worried, Jessy. I will go and unpack those books and then read awhile."