TEKLA. Adolph!
(ADOLPH shakes his head at her.)
TEKLA. Adolph.
ADOLPH. Yes.
TEKLA. Do you admit that you were unjust a moment ago?
ADOLPH. Yes, yes, yes, yes, I admit!
TEKLA. And do you ask my pardon?
ADOLPH. Yes, yes, yes, I ask your pardon--if you only won"t speak to me!
TEKLA. Kiss my hand then!
ADOLPH. [Kissing her hand] I"ll kiss your hand--if you only don"t speak to me!
TEKLA. And now you had better go out for a breath of fresh air before dinner.
ADOLPH. Yes, I think I need it. And then we"ll pack and leave.
TEKLA. No!
ADOLPH. [On his feet] Why? There must be a reason.
TEKLA. The reason is that I have promised to be at the concert to- night.
ADOLPH. Oh, that"s it!
TEKLA. Yes, that"s it. I have promised to attend--
ADOLPH. Promised? Probably you said only that you might go, and that wouldn"t prevent you from saying now that you won"t go.
TEKLA. No, I am not like you: I keep my word.
ADOLPH. Of course, promises should be kept, but we don"t have to live up to every little word we happen to drop. Perhaps there is somebody who has made you promise to go.
TEKLA. Yes.
ADOLPH. Then you can ask to be released from your promise because your husband is sick.
TEKLA, No, I don"t want to do that, and you are not sick enough to be kept from going with me.
ADOLPH. Why do you always want to drag me along? Do you feel safer then?
TEKLA. I don"t know what you mean.
ADOLPH. That"s what you always say when you know I mean something that--doesn"t please you.
TEKLA. So-o! What is it now that doesn"t please me?
ADOLPH. Oh, I beg you, don"t begin over again--Good-bye for a while!
(Goes out through the door in the rear and then turns to the right.)
(TEKLA is left alone. A moment later GUSTAV enters and goes straight up to the table as if looking for a newspaper. He pretends not to see TEKLA.)
TEKLA. [Shows agitation, but manages to control herself] Oh, is it you?
GUSTAV. Yes, it"s me--I beg your pardon!
TEKLA. Which way did you come?
GUSTAV. By land. But--I am not going to stay, as--
TEKLA. Oh, there is no reason why you shouldn"t.--Well, it was some time ago--
GUSTAV. Yes, some time.
TEKLA. You have changed a great deal.
GUSTAV. And you are as charming as ever, A little younger, if anything. Excuse me, however--I am not going to spoil your happiness by my presence. And if I had known you were here, I should never--
TEKLA. If you don"t think it improper, I should like you to stay.
GUSTAV. On my part there could be no objection, but I fear--well, whatever I say, I am sure to offend you.
TEKLA. Sit down a moment. You don"t offend me, for you possess that rare gift--which was always yours--of tact and politeness.
GUSTAV. It"s very kind of you. But one could hardly expect--that your husband might regard my qualities in the same generous light as you.
TEKLA. On the contrary, he has just been speaking of you in very sympathetic terms.
GUSTAV. Oh!--Well, everything becomes covered up by time, like names cut in a tree--and not even dislike can maintain itself permanently in our minds.
TEKLA. He has never disliked you, for he has never seen you. And as for me, I have always cherished a dream--that of seeing you come together as friends--or at least of seeing you meet for once in my presence--of seeing you shake hands--and then go your different ways again.
GUSTAV. It has also been my secret longing to see her whom I used to love more than my own life--to make sure that she was in good hands. And although I have heard nothing but good of him, and am familiar with all his work, I should nevertheless have liked, before it grew too late, to look into his eyes and beg him to take good care of the treasure Providence has placed in his possession.
In that way I hoped also to lay the hatred that must have developed instinctively between us; I wished to bring some peace and humility into my soul, so that I might manage to live through the rest of my sorrowful days.
TEKLA. You have uttered my own thoughts, and you have understood me. I thank you for it!
GUSTAV. Oh, I am a man of small account, and have always been too insignificant to keep you in the shadow. My monotonous way of living, my drudgery, my narrow horizons--all that could not satisfy a soul like yours, longing for liberty. I admit it. But you understand--you who have searched the human soul--what it cost me to make such a confession to myself.
TEKLA. It is n.o.ble, it is splendid, to acknowledge one"s own shortcomings--and it"s not everybody that"s capable of it. [Sighs]
But yours has always been an honest, and faithful, and reliable nature--one that I had to respect--but--