What d"you mean? She"s not really dead!
BASIL.
[_In agony._] She threw herself into the river last night.
JOHN.
How awful!
BASIL.
Haven"t you got something more to say than how awful? I feel as if I were going mad.
JOHN.
But I can"t understand! Why did she do it?
BASIL.
Oh--yesterday we had an awful row ... before you came.
JOHN.
I know.
BASIL.
Then she followed me to ... to your sister-in-law"s. And she came up and made another scene. Then I lost my head. I was so furious, I don"t know what I said. I was mad. I told her I"d have nothing more to do with her.... Oh, I can"t bear it, I can"t bear it.
[_He breaks down and hides his face in his hands, sobbing._
JOHN.
Come, Basil--pull yourself together a bit.
BASIL.
[_Looking up despairingly._] I can hear her voice now. I can see the look of her eyes. She asked me to give her another chance, and I refused. It was so pitiful to hear the way she appealed to me, only I was mad, and I couldn"t feel it.
[f.a.n.n.y _comes in with the cup of tea, which_ BASIL _silently takes and drinks_.
f.a.n.n.y.
[_To_ JOHN.] He ain"t slept a wink all night, sir.... No more "ave I, for the matter of that.
[JOHN _nods, but does not answer; and_ f.a.n.n.y, _wiping her eyes with her ap.r.o.n, leaves the room_.
BASIL.
Oh, I"d give everything not to have said what I did. I"d always held myself in before, but yesterday--I couldn"t.
JOHN.
Well?
BASIL.
I didn"t get back here till nearly ten, and the maid told me Jenny had just gone out. I thought she"d gone back to her mother"s.
JOHN.
Yes?
BASIL.
And soon after a constable came up and asked me to go down to the river.
He said there"d been an accident.... She was dead. A man had seen her walk along the tow-path and throw herself in.
JOHN.
Where is she now?
BASIL.
[_Pointing to one of the doors._] In there.
JOHN.
Will you take me in?
BASIL.
Go in alone, John. I daren"t, I"m afraid to look at her. I can"t bear the look on her face.... I killed her--as surely as if I"d strangled her with my own hands. I"ve been looking at the door all night, and once I thought I heard a sound. I thought she was coming to reproach me for killing her.
[JOHN _goes to the door, and as he opens it_, BASIL _averts his head. When_ JOHN _shuts the door after him, he looks at it with staring, frightened eyes, half mad with agony. He tries to contain himself. After a while_ JOHN _comes back, very quietly_.
BASIL.
[_Whispering._] What does she look like?
JOHN.
There"s nothing to be afraid of, Basil. She might be sleeping.
BASIL.
[_Clenching his hands._] But the ghastly pallor....