MAKING ALLOWANCES FOR MAMMA
At the head of her own breakfast table,--a breakfast table charmingly littered with dark-blue china and shining gla.s.s, and made springlike by a great bowl of daisies,--Mary Venable sat alone, trying to read her letters through a bitter blur of tears. She was not interested in her letters, but something must be done, she thought desperately, to check this irresistible impulse to put her head down on the table and cry like a child, and uninteresting letters, if she could only force her eyes to follow the lines of them, and her brain to follow the meaning, would be as steadying to the nerves as anything else.
Cry she would NOT; for every reason. Lizzie, coming in to carry away the plates, would see her, for one thing. It would give her a blazing headache, for another. It would not help her in the least to solve the problem ahead of her, for a third and best. She must think it out clearly and reasonably, and--and--Mary"s lip began to quiver again, she would have to do it all alone. Mamma was the last person in the world who could help her, and George wouldn"t.
For of course the trouble was Mamma again, and George--
Mary wiped her eyes resolutely, finished a gla.s.s of water, drew a deep great breath. Then she rang for Lizzie, and carried her letters to the shaded, cool little study back of the large drawing-room. Fortified by the effort this required, she sank comfortably into a deep chair, and began to plan sensibly and collectedly. Firstly, she reread Mamma"s letter.
Mary had seen this letter among others at her plate, only an hour ago.
A deep sigh, reminiscent of the recently suppressed storm, caught her unawares as she remembered how happy she and George had been over their breakfast until Mamma"s letter was opened. Mary had not wanted to open it, suggesting carelessly that it might wait until later; she could tell George if there was anything in it. But George had wanted to hear it read immediately, and of course there had been something in it.
There usually was something unexpected in Mamma"s letters. In this one she broke the news to her daughter and son-in-law that she hated Milwaukee, she didn"t like Cousin Will"s house, children, or self, she had borrowed her ticket money from Cousin Will, and she was coming home on Tuesday.
Mary had gotten only this far when George, prefacing his remarks with a forcible and heartfelt "d.a.m.n," had said some very sharp and very inconsiderate things of Mamma. He had said--But no, Mary wouldn"t go over that. She would NOT cry again.
The question was, what to do with Mamma now. They had thought her so nicely settled with Cousin Will and his motherless boys, had packed her off to Milwaukee only a fortnight ago with such a generous check to cover incidental expenses, had felt that now, for a year or two at least, she was anch.o.r.ed. And in so many ways it seemed a special blessing, this particular summer, to have Mamma out of the way,--comfortable and happy, but out of the way. For Mary had packed her three babies and their nurse down to the cottage at Beach Meadow for the summer, and she and George had determined--with only brief weekend intervals to break it--to try staying in the New York house all summer.
Ordinarily Mary, too, would have been at Beach Meadow with the children, seeing George only in the rare intervals when he could run up from town, two or three times a season perhaps, and really rather more glad than otherwise to have Mamma with her. But this promised to be a trying and overworked summer for him, and Mary herself was tired from a winter of close attention to her nursery, and to them both the plan seemed a most tempting chance for jolly little dinners together, Sunday and evening trips in the motor, roof-garden shows and suppers. They had had too little of each other"s undivided society in the three crowded years that had witnessed the arrival of the twins and baby Mary, there had been infantile illnesses, Mary"s own health had been poor, Mamma had been with them, nurses had been with them, doctors had been constantly coming and going, nothing had been normal. Both Mary and George had thought and spoken a hundred times of that one first, happy year of their marriage, and they wanted to bring back some of its old free charm now. So the children, with Miss Fox, who was a "treasure" of a trained nurse, and Myra, whose Irish devotion was maternal in its intensity, were sent away to the seaside, and they were living on the beach all day, and sleeping in the warm sea air all night, and hardier and browner and happier every time they rushed screaming out to welcome mother and daddy and the motor-car for a brief visit. And Mamma was with Cousin Will. Or at least she HAD been--
Well, there was only one thing certain, Mary decided,--Mamma could not come to them. That would spoil all the summer they had been planning so happily. To picnic in the hot city with one beloved companion is one thing, to keep house there for one"s family is quite another. Mamma was not adaptable, she had her own very definite ideas. She hated a dimly lighted drawing-room, and interrupted Mary"s music--to which George listened in such utter content--with cheery random remarks, and the slapping of cards at Patience. Mamma hated silences, she hated town in summer, she made jolly and informal little expeditions the most discussed and tedious of events. If George, settling himself happily in some restaurant, suggested enthusiastically a planked steak, Mamma quite positively wanted some chicken or just a chop for herself, please. If George suggested red wine, Mamma was longing for just a sip of Pommerey: "You order it, Georgie, and let it be my treat!"
It never was her treat, but that was the least of it.
No, Mamma simply couldn"t come to them now. She would have to go to Miss Fox and the children. Myra wouldn"t like it, and Mamma always interfered with Miss Fox, and would have to take the second best bedroom, and George would probably make a fuss, but there was nothing else to do. It couldn"t be helped.
Sometimes in moments of less strain, Mary was amused to remember that it was through Mamma that she had met George. She, Mary, had gone down from, her settlement work in hot New York for a little breathing spell at Atlantic City, where Mamma, who had a very small room at the top of a very large hotel, was enjoying a financially pinched but entirely carefree existence. Mary would have preferred sober and unpretentious boarding in some private family herself, but Mamma loved the big dining-room, the piazzas, the music, and the crowds of the hotel, and Mary amiably engaged the room next to hers. They had to climb a flight of stairs above the last elevator stop to reach their rooms, and rarely saw any one in their corridors except maids and chauffeurs, but Mamma didn"t mind that. She knew a score of Southern people downstairs who always included her in their good times; her life never lacked the spice of a mild flirtation. Mamma rarely had to pay for any of her own meals, except breakfast, and the economy with which she could order a breakfast was a real surprise to Mary. Mamma swam, motored, danced, walked, gossiped, played bridge, and golfed like any debutante. Mary, watching her, wondered sometimes if the father she had lost when a tiny baby, and the stepfather whose marriage to her mother, and death had followed only a few years later, were any more real to her mother than the dreams they both were to her.
On the day of Mary"s arrival, mother and daughter came down to the wide hotel porch, in the cool idle hour before dinner, and took possession of big rocking-chairs, facing the sea. They were barely seated, when a tall man in white flannels came smilingly toward them.
"Mrs. Honeywell!" he said, delightedly, and Mary saw her mother give him a cordial greeting before she said:
"And now, George, I want you to know my little girl, Ma"y,--Miss Bannister. Ma"y, this is my Southe"n boy I was telling you about!"
Mary, turning unsmiling eyes, was quite sure the man would be nearer forty than thirty, as indeed he was, grizzled and rather solid into the bargain. Mamma"s "boys" were rarely less; had he really been at all youthful, Mamma would have introduced him as "that extr"ornarily intrusting man I"ve been telling you about, Ma"y, dear!"
But he was a nice-looking man, and a nice seeming man, except for his evidently having flirted with Mamma, which proceeding Mary always held slightly in contempt. Not that he seemed flirtatiously inclined at this particular moment, but Mary could tell from her mother"s manner that their friendship had been one of those frothy surface affairs into which Mamma seemed able to draw the soberest of men.
Mr. Venable sat down next to Mary, and they talked of the sea, in which a few belated bathers were splashing, and of the hot and distant city, and finally of Mary"s work. These topics did not interest Mamma, who carried on a few gay, restless conversations with various acquaintances on the porch meanwhile, and retied her parasol bow several times.
Mamma, with her prettily arranged and only slightly retouched hair, her dashing big hat and smart little gown, her red lips and black eyes, was an extremely handsome woman, but Mr. Venable even now could not seem to move his eyes from Mary"s nondescript gray eyes, and rather colorless fair skin, and indefinite, pleasant mouth. Mamma"s lines were all compact and trim. Mary was rather long of limb, even a little GAUCHE in an attractive, unself-conscious sort of way. But something fine and high, something fresh and young and earnest about her, made its instant appeal to the man beside her.
"Isn"t she just the biggest thing!" Mamma said finally, with a little affectionate slap for Mary"s hand. "Makes me feel so old, having a great, big girl of twenty-three!"
This was three years short of the fact, but Mary never betrayed her mother in these little weaknesses. Mr. Venable said, not very spontaneously, that they could pa.s.s for sisters.
"Just hear him, will you!" said Mamma, in gay scorn. "Why there"s seventeen whole years between us! Ma"y was born on the day I was seventeen. My first husband--dearest fellow ever WAS--used to say he had two babies and no wife. I never shall forget," Mamma went on youthfully, "one day when Ma"y was about two months old, and I had her out in the garden. I always had a nurse,--smartest looking thing you ever saw, in caps and ribbons!--but she was out, I forget where. Anyway our old Doctor Wallis came in, and he saw me, with my hair all hanging in curls, and a little blue dress on, and he called out, "Look here, Ma"y Lou Duval, ain"t you too old to be playin" with dolls?""
Mary had often heard this, but she laughed, and Mr. Venable laughed, too, although he cut short an indication of further reminiscence on Mamma"s part by entering briskly upon the subject of dinner. Would Mrs.
Honeywell and Miss Bannister dine with him, in the piazza, dining-room, that wasn"t too near the music, and was always cool, and then afterward he"d have the car brought about--? Mary"s first smiling shake of the head subsided before these tempting details. It did sound so cool and restful and attractive! And after all, why shouldn"t one dine with the big, responsible person who was one of New York"s biggest construction engineers, with whom one"s mother was on such friendly terms?
That was the first of many delightful times. George Venable fell in love with Mary and grew serious for the first time in his life. And Mary fell in love with George, and grew frivolous for the first time in hers. And in the breathless joy that attended their discovery of each other, they rather forgot Mamma.
"Stealing my beau!" said the little lady, accusatively, one night, when mother and daughter were dressing. Mary turned an uncomfortable scarlet.
"Oh, don"t be such a little goosie!" Mrs. Honeywell said, with a great hug. And she artlessly added, "My goodness, Mary, I"ve got all the beaux I want! I"m only too tickled to have you have one at last!"
By the time the engagement, with proper formality, was announced, George"s att.i.tude toward his prospective mother-in-law had shifted completely. He was no longer Mamma"s gallant squire, but had a.s.sumed something of Mary"s tolerant, protective manner toward her. Later, when they were married, this change went still further, and George became rather scornful of the giddy little b.u.t.terfly, casually critical of her in conversations with Mary.
Mrs. Honeywell enjoyed the wedding as if she had been the bride"s younger sister now allowed a first peep at real romance.
"But I"m going to give you one piece of advice, dearie," said she, the night before the ceremony. Mary, wrapped in all the mysterious thoughts of that unreal time, winced inwardly. This was all so new, so sacred, so inexpressible to her that she felt Mamma couldn"t understand it. Of course she had been married twice herself, but then she was so different.
"It"s this," said Mrs. Honeywell, cheerfully, after a pause. "There"ll come a time when you"ll simply hate him--"
"Oh, Mamma!" Mary said, with distaste.
"Yes, there will," her mother went on placidly, "and then you just say to yourself that the best of "em"s only a big boy, and treat him as you"d treat a boy!"
"All right, darling!" Mary laughed, kissing her. But she thought to herself that the men Mamma had married were of very different caliber from George.
Parenthood developed new gravities in George, all life became purer, sweeter, more simple, with Mary beside him. Through the stress of their first married years they became more and more closely devoted, marvelled more and more at the miracle that had brought them together.
But Mamma suffered to this. The atmosphere of gay irresponsibility and gossip that she brought with her on her frequent visitations became very trying to George. He resented her shallowness, her youthful gowns, her extravagances. Mary found herself eternally defending Mamma, in an un.o.btrusive sort of way, inventing and a.s.suming congenialities between her and George. It had been an unmitigated blessing to have the little lady start gayly off for Cousin Will"s, only a month ago--And now here she was again!
Mary sighed, pushed her letters aside, and stared thoughtfully out of the window. The first of New York"s blazing summer days hung heavily over the gay Drive and the sluggish river. The Jersey hills were blurred with heat. Dull, brief whistles of river-craft came to her; under the full leaf.a.ge of trees on the Drive green omnibuses lumbered; baby carriages, each with its attendant, were motionless in the shade.
Mary drew her desk telephone toward her, pushed it away again, hesitated over a note. Then she sent for her cook and discussed the day"s meals.
Alone again, she reached a second time for the telephone, waited for a number, and asked for Mr. Venable.
"George, this is Mary," said Mary, a moment later. Silence. "George, darling," said Mary, in a rush, "I am so sorry about Mamma, and I realize how trying it is for you, and I"m so sorry I took what you said at breakfast that way. Don"t worry, dear, we"ll settle her somehow. And I"ll spare you all I can! George, would you like me to come down to the office at six, and have dinner somewhere? She won"t be here until tomorrow. And my new hat has come, and I want to wear it--?" She paused; there was a moment"s silence before George"s warm, big voice answered:
"You are absolutely the most adorable angel that ever breathed, Mary.
You make me ashamed of myself. I"ve been sitting here as BLUE as indigo. Everything going wrong! Those confounded Carter people got the order for the Whitely building--you remember I told you about it? It was a three-million dollar contract.
"Oh, George!" Mary lamented.
"Oh, well, it"s not serious, dear. Only I thought we "had it nailed."
I"d give a good deal to know how Carter does it. Sometimes I have the profoundest contempt for that fellow"s methods--then he lands something like this. I don"t believe he can handle it, either."
"I hate that man!" said Mary, calmly. George laughed boyishly.
"Well, you were an angel to telephone," he said. "Come early, sweetheart, and we"ll go up to Macbeth"s,--they say it"s quite an extraordinary collection. And don"t worry--I"ll be nice to Mamma. And wear your blessed little pink hat--"
Mary went upstairs ten minutes later with a singing heart. Let Mamma and her attendant problems arrive tomorrow if she must. Today would be all their own! She began to dress at three o"clock, as pleasantly excited as a girl. She laid her prettiest white linen gown beside the pink hat on the bed, selected an especially frilled petticoat, was fastidious over white shoes and silken stockings.