"It"s my opinion she was dead tired," said her mother. "Look how sound she"s asleep! Carry her up, Frank. I"ll keep her in bed in the morning."
They kept Alanna in bed for many mornings, for her secret weighed on her soul, and she failed suddenly in color, strength, and appet.i.te. She grew weak and nervous, and one afternoon, when the Bishop came to see her, worked herself into such a frenzy that Mrs. Costello wonderingly consented to her entreaty that he should not come up.
She would not see Mrs. Church, nor go to see the desk in its new house, nor speak of the fair in any way. But she did ask her mother who swept out the hall after the fair.
"I did a good deal meself," said Mrs. Costello, dashing one hope to the ground. Alanna leaned back in her chair, sick with disappointment.
One afternoon, about a week after the fair, she was brooding over the fire. The other children were at the matinee, Mrs. Costello was out, and a violent storm was whirling about the nursery windows.
Presently, Annie, the laundress, put her frowsy head in at the door.
She was a queer, warm-hearted Irish girl; her big arms were still streaming from the tub, and her ap.r.o.n was wet.
"Ahl alone?" said Annie, with a broad smile.
"Yes; come in, won"t you, Annie?" said little Alanna.
"I cahn"t. I"m at the toobs," said Annie, coming in, nevertheless. "I was doin" all the tableclot"s and napkins, an" out drops your little buke!"
"My--what did you say?" said Alanna, very white.
"Your little buke," said Annie. She laid the chance book on the table, and proceeded to mend the fire.
Alanna sank back in her chair. She twisted her fingers together, and tried to think of an appropriate prayer.
"Thank you, Annie," she said weakly, when the laundress went out. Then she sprang for the book. It slipped twice from her cold little fingers before she could open it.
"Eighty-three!" she said hoa.r.s.ely. "Sixty--seventy--eighty-three!"
She looked and looked and looked. She shut the book and opened it again, and looked. She laid it on the table, and walked away from it, and then came back suddenly, and looked. She laughed over it, and cried over it, and thought how natural it was, and how wonderful it was, all in the s.p.a.ce of ten blissful minutes.
And then, with returning appet.i.te and color and peace of mind, her eyes filled with pity for the wretched little girl who had watched this same sparkling, delightful fire so drearily a few minutes ago.
Her small soul was steeped in grat.i.tude. She crooked her arm and put her face down on it, and sank to her knees.
THE FRIENDSHIP OF ALANNA
"NEW white dress, is it?" said Mrs. Costello in bland surprise. "Well, my, my, my! You"ll have Dad and me in the poorhouse!"
She had been knitting a pink and white jacket for somebody"s baby, but now she put it into the silk bag on her knee, dropped it on the floor, and with one generous sweep of her big arms gathered Alanna into her lap instead. Alanna was delighted to have at last attracted her mother"s whole attention, after some ten minutes of unregarded whispering in her ear. She settled her thin little person with the conscious pleasure of a petted cat.
"What do you know about that, Dad?" said Mrs. Costello, absently, as she stiffened the big bow over Alanna"s temple into a more erect position. "You and Tess could wear your Christmas procession dresses,"
she suggested to the little girl.
Teresa, apparently absorbed until this instant in what the young Costellos never called anything but the "library book," although that volume changed character and t.i.tle week after week, now shut it abruptly, came around the reading-table to her mother"s side, and said in a voice full of pained reminder:
"Mother! EVERY ONE will have new white dresses and blue sashes for Superior"s feast!"
"I bet you Superior won"t!" said Jim, frivolously, from the picture-puzzle he and Dan were reconstructing. Alanna laughed joyously, but Teresa looked shocked.
"Mother, ought he say that about Superior?" she asked.
"Jimmy, don"t you be pert about the Sisters," said his mother, mildly.
And suddenly the Mayor"s paper was lowered, and he was looking keenly at his son over his gla.s.ses.
"What did you say, Jim?" said he. Jim was instantly smitten scarlet and dumb, but Mrs. Costello hastily explained that it was but a bit of boy"s nonsense, and dismissed it by introducing the subject of the new white dresses.
"Well, well, well! There"s nothing like having two girls in society!"
said the Mayor, genially, winding one of Teresa"s curls about his fat finger. "What"s this for, now? Somebody graduating?"
"It"s Mother Superior"s Golden Jubilee," explained Teresa, "and there will be a reunion of "lumnae, and plays by the girls, you know, and duets by the big girls, and needlework by the Spanish girls. And our room and Sister Claudia"s is giving a new chapel window, a dollar a girl, and Sister Ligouri"s room is giving the organ bench."
"And our room is giving a spear," said Alanna, uncertainly.
"A spear, darlin"?" wondered her mother. "What would you give that to Superior for?" Jim and Dan looked up expectantly, the Mayor"s mouth twitched. Alanna buried her face in her mother"s neck, where she whispered an explanation.
"Well, of course!" said Mrs. Costello, presently, to the company at large. Her eye held a warning that her oldest sons did not miss. "As she says, "tis a ball all covered with islands and maps, Dad. A globe, that"s the other name for it!"
"Ah, yes, a spear, to be sure!" a.s.sented the Mayor, mildly, and Alanna returned to view.
"But the best of the whole programme is the grandchildren"s part,"
volunteered Teresa. "You know, Mother, the girls whose mothers went to Notre Dame are called the "grandchildren." Alanna and I are, there are twenty-two of us in all. And we are going to have a special march and a special song, and present Superior with a bouquet!"
"And maybe Teresa"s going to present it and say the salutation!"
exulted Alanna.
"No, Marg"ret Hammond will," Teresa corrected her quickly. "Marg"ret"s three months older than me. First they were going to have me, but Marg"ret"s the oldest. And she does it awfully nicely, doesn"t she, Alanna? Sister Celia says it"s really the most important thing of the day. And we all stand round Marg"ret while she does it. And the best of it all is, it"s a surprise for Superior!"
"Not a surprise like Christmas surprises," amended Alanna, conscientiously. "Superior sort of knows we are doing something, because she hears the girls practising, and she sees us going upstairs to rehea.r.s.e. But she will p"tend to be surprised."
"And it"s new dresses all "round, eh?" said her father.
"Oh, yes, we must!" said Teresa, anxiously.
"Well, I"ll see about it," promised Mrs. Costello.
"Don"t you want to afford the expense, mother?" Alanna whispered in her ear. Mrs. Costello was much touched.
"Don"t you worry about that, lovey!" said she. The Mayor had presumably returned to his paper, but his absent eyes were fixed far beyond the printed sheet he still held tilted carefully to the light.
"Marg"ret Hammond--whose girl is that, then?" he asked presently.
"She"s a girl whose mother died," supplied Alanna, cheerfully. "She"s awfully smart. Sister Helen teaches her piano for nothing,--she"s a great friend of mine. She likes me, doesn"t she, Tess?"
"She"s three years older"n you are, Alanna," said Teresa, briskly, "and she"s in our room! I don"t see how you can say she"s a friend of YOURS!