"Yes, I suppose one ought to be sorry for him rather than angry," John agreed, s.n.a.t.c.hing at the implied consolation. "All the same, I think I ought to speak to him about his behavior. Of course, he"s quite at liberty to despise my work, but I don"t think he should take advantage of our relationship to introduce a note of personal--well, really, I don"t think he has any right to call me a round and rosy cherub in print. After all, the public doesn"t know what a d.a.m.ned failure James himself is. I shouldn"t so mind if it really was a big pot calling the kettle black. I could retaliate then. But as it is I can do nothing."
"Except stick it in your press-cutting book," suggested Miss Hamilton, with a smile.
"And then my mother goes and presents him with all the silver! No, I will not overlook this lapse of taste; I shall speak to him about it this morning. But suppose he asks me how I found out?"
"You must tell him."
"You don"t mind?"
"I"m your secretary, aren"t I?"
"By Jove, Miss Hamilton, you know, you really are...."
John stopped. He wanted to tell her what a balm her generosity was to his wound; but he felt that she would prefer him to be practical.
It was like the critic to welcome with composure the accusation of what John called his duplicity, or rather of what he called duplicity in the privacy of his own thoughts: to James he began by referring to it as exaggerated frankness.
"I said nothing more than I"ve said a hundred times to your face," his brother pointed out.
"That may be, but you didn"t borrow money from me on the strength of what you said. You told me you had an article on Alfred de Vigny appearing shortly. You didn"t tell me that you were raising the money as a post obit on my reputation."
"My dear Johnnie, if you"re going to abuse me in metaphors, be just at any rate. Your reputation was a corpse before I dissected it."
"Very well, then," cried John, hotly, "have it your own way and admit that you"re a body-s.n.a.t.c.her."
"However," James continued, with a laugh that was for him almost apologetic, "though I hate excuses, I must point out that the money I borrowed from you was genuinely on account of Alfred de Vigny and that this was an unexpected windfall. And to show I bear you no ill will, which is more than can be said for most borrowers, here"s the check I received. I"m bound to say you deserve it."
"I don"t want the money."
"Yet in a way you earned it yourself," the critic chuckled. "But let me be quite clear. Is this a family quarrel? I don"t want to quarrel with you personally. I hate your work. I think it false, pretentious and demoralizing. But I like you very much. Do, my dear fellow, let us contract my good taste in literature and bad taste in manners with your bad taste in literature and good taste in manners. Like two pugilists, let"s shake hands and walk out of the ring arm-in-arm. Even if I hit you below the belt, you must blame your curves, Johnnie. You"re so plump and rosy that...."
"That word is becoming an obsession with you. You seem to think it annoys me, but it doesn"t annoy me at all."
"Then it is a family quarrel. Come, your young lady has opened her campaign well. I congratulate her. By the way, when am I to congratulate you?"
"This," said John, rising with grave dignity, "is going too far."
He left his brother, armed himself with a bra.s.sey, proceeded to the twenty-acre field, and made the longest drive of his experience. At lunch James announced that he and Beatrice must be getting back to town that afternoon, a resolution in which his host acquiesced without even a conventional murmur of protest. Perhaps it was this att.i.tude of John"s that stung Beatrice into a challenge, or perhaps she had been egged on by the mothers who, with their children"s future to consider, were not anxious to declare open war upon the rich uncle. At any rate, in her commonest voice she said:
"It"s plain that Jimmie and I are not wanted here any longer."
The mothers looked down at their plates with what they hoped was a strictly neutral expression. Yet it was impossible not to feel that they were triumphantly digging one another in the ribs with ghostly fingers, such an atmosphere of suppressed elation was discernible above the modest attention they paid to the food before them. n.o.body made an effort to cover the awkwardness created by the remark, and John was faced with the alternative of contradicting it or acknowledging its truth; he was certainly not going to be allowed to ignore it in a burst of general conversation.
"I think that is rather a foolish remark, Beatrice," was his comment.
She shrugged her shoulders so emphatically that her stays creaked in the horrid silence that enveloped the table.
"Well, we can"t all be as clever as Miss Hamilton, and most of us wouldn"t like to be, what"s more."
"The dog-cart will be round at three," John replied, coldly.
His sister-in-law, bursting into tears, rushed from the room. James guffawed and helped himself to potatoes. The various mothers reproved their children for breaches of table manners. George looked nervously at his wife as if she was on the point of following the example of Beatrice. Grandmama, who was daily receding further and further into the past, put on her spectacles and told John, reproachfully, that he ought not to tease little Beatrice. Hugh engaged Miss Hamilton in a conversation about Bernard Shaw. John, forgetting he had already dipped twice in mustard the morsel of beef upon his fork, dipped it again, so that his eyes presently filled with tears, to which the observant Harold called everybody"s attention.
"Don"t make personal remarks, darling," his mother whispered.
"That"s what Johnnie said to me this morning," James chuckled.
When the dog-cart drove off with James and Beatrice at three o"clock to catch the 3:45 train up to town, John retired to his study in full expectation that when the mare came back she would at once turn round for the purpose of driving Miss Hamilton to catch the 5:30 train up to town: no young woman in her position would forgive that vulgar scene at lunch. But when he reached his desk he found his secretary hard at work upon the collection of material for the play as if nothing had happened.
In the presence of such well-bred indifference the recollection of Beatrice"s behavior abashed him more than ever, and, feeling that any kind of even indirect apology from him would be distasteful to Miss Hamilton, he tried to concentrate upon the grouping of the trial scene with an equal show of indifference to the mean events of family life. He was so far successful that the afternoon pa.s.sed away without any allusion to Beatrice, and when the gong sounded for tea his equanimity was in order again.
After tea, however, Eleanor managed to get hold of John for what she called a little chat about the future, but which he detected with the mind"s nose as an unpleasant rehash of the morning"s pasticcio. He always dreaded this sister-in-law when she opened with zoological endearments, and his spirits sank to hear her exclaim boisterously:
"Now, look here, you poor wounded old lion, I"m going to talk to you seriously about Beatrice."
"There"s nothing more to be said," John a.s.sured her.
"Now don"t be an old bear. You"ve already made one poor aunt cry; don"t upset me too."
Anybody less likely to be prostrated by grief than Eleanor at that moment John could not have imagined. She seemed to him the incarnation of a sinister self-a.s.surance.
"Rubbish," he snapped. "In any case, yours would only be stage tears, you old crocodile--if I may copy your manner of speech."
"Isn"t he in a nasty, horrid, cross mood?" she demanded, with an affected glance at an imaginary audience. "No, but seriously, John! I do want to give you a little advice. I suppose it"s tactless of me to talk about advising the great man, but don"t bite my head off."
"In what capacity?" the great man asked. "You"ve forgotten to specify the precise carnivore that will perform the operation."
"Oh dear, aren"t we sarcastic this afternoon?" she asked, opening wide her eyes. "However, you"re not going to frighten me, because I"m determined to have it out with you, even if you order the dog-cart before dinner. Johnnie, is it fair to let a complete stranger make mischief among relations?"
John played the break in Eleanor"s voice with beautiful ease.
"I will not have Miss Hamilton"s name dragged into these sordid family squabbles," he a.s.severated.
"I"m not going to say a word against Miss Hamilton. I think she"s a charming young woman--a little too charming perhaps for you, you susceptible old goose."
"For goodness sake," John begged, "stick to the jungle and leave the farmyard alone."
"Now you"re not going to rag me out of what I"m going to say. You know that I"m a real Bohemian who doesn"t pay attention to the stupid little conventionalities that, for instance, Hilda or Edith might consider.
Therefore I"m sure you won"t misunderstand me when I warn you about people talking. Of course, you and I are accustomed to the freedom of the profession, and as far as I"m concerned you might engage half a dozen handsome lady secretaries without my even noticing it. But the others don"t understand. They think it"s funny."
"Good heavens, what are you trying to suggest?" John demanded.
He could manage the break, but this full pitch made him slog wildly.
"_I_"m not trying to suggest anything. I"m simply telling you what other people may think. You see, after all, Hilda and Edith couldn"t help noticing that you did allow Miss Hamilton to make mischief between you and your brother. I dare say James was in the wrong; but is it a part of a secretary"s duties to manage her employer? And James _is_ your brother. The natural deduction for conventional people like Hilda and Edith was that--now, don"t be annoyed at what I"m going to say, but I always speak out--I"m famous for my frankness. Well, to put it frankly, they think that Miss Hamilton can twist you round her little finger.
Then, of course, they ask themselves why, and for conventional people like Hilda and Edith there"s only one explanation. Of course, I told them it was all nonsense and that you were as innocent as an old lamb. I dare say you don"t mind people talking. That"s your business, but I shouldn"t have been a good pal if I hadn"t warned you that people will talk, if they aren"t talking already."
"You"ve got the mind of an usher," said John. "I can"t say worse than that of anybody. Wasn"t it you who suggested a French governess should be given the freedom of Church Row and who laughed at me for being an old beaver or some other prudish animal because I objected? If I can be trusted with a French governess, I can surely be trusted with a confidential secretary. Besides, we"re surrounded by an absolute _chevaux de frise_ of chaperons, for I suppose that Hilda and Edith may fairly be considered efficient chaperons, even if you are still too youthfully Bohemian for the post."