"Not exactly," says Dulce, meditatively; "I really don"t think I hate him, but he can be disagreeable, I promise you."
"But if you marry him, hardly tolerating him, and afterwards you meet somebody you can love, how will it be with you then?"
"Oh, I shan"t do that," she says; "I have felt so married to Roger for years, that it would be positively indecent of me, even _now_, to fall in love with any one. In fact I couldn"t."
"I daresay, after all, you like him well enough," says Miss Vibart, with her low, soft laugh. "Mark Gore says you are exactly suited to each other."
"Mark Gore is a confirmed old bachelor, and knows nothing," says Dulce, contemptuously.
"Yet once, they say, he was hopelessly in love with Phyllis Carrington."
"So he was. It was quite a romance, and he was the hero."
"Phyllis is quite everything she ought to be, and utterly sweet," says Portia, thoughtfully. "But _is_ she the sort of person to create a _grande pa.s.sion_ in a man like Mark?"
"I daresay. Her eyes are lovely; so babyish, yet so full of latent coquetry. A man of the world, like Mark, would like that sort of thing.
But it is all over now, quite a worn-out tale. He visits there at stated times, and she has thoughts only for her baby and her "Duke," as she calls her husband."
"I wonder," says Miss Vibart, with a faint yawn, "if at times she doesn"t find that a trifle slow?"
Then she grows a little ashamed of herself, as she catches Dulce"s quick, puzzled glance.
"It is a very pretty baby," says Dulce, as though anxious to explain matters.
"And what can be more adorable than a pretty baby?" responds her cousin, with a charming smile. "Now do tell me"--quickly, and as though to change the current of her companion"s thoughts--"how many people are in this house, and who they are, and everything that is bad and good about them."
Dulce laughs.
"We come and go," she says. "It would be hard to arrange us. _I_ am always here, and Uncle Christopher, and--Fabian. Roger calls this his home, too, but sometimes he goes away for awhile, and d.i.c.ky"s room is always kept for him. We are all cousins pretty nearly, and there is one peculiarity--I mean, Uncle Christopher makes no one welcome who does not believe--in--Fabian."
Her voice falls slightly as she makes the last remark, and she turns her head aside, and, leaning over the balcony, plays absently with a rosebud that is growing within her reach. In this position she cannot see that Portia has colored warmly, and is watching her with some curiosity.
"You must try to like Fabian," says Dulce, presently. Her voice is sad, but quite composed. She appears mournful, but not disconcerted. "You have no doubt heard his unfortunate story from Auntie Maud, and--_you_ believe in him, don"t you?" She raises her eyes to her cousin"s face.
"I hardly think I have quite heard the story," says Miss Vibart evasively.
"No? It is a very sad one, and quite unaccountable. If you have heard anything about it, you have heard all I can tell you. Nothing has ever been explained; I am afraid now nothing ever will be. It rests as it did at the beginning--that is the pity of it--but you shall hear."
"Not if it distresses you," says Portia gently. A feeling of utter pity for Fabian"s sister, with all her faith and trust so full upon her at this moment, touches her keenly. As for the story itself, she has heard it a score of times, with variations, from Auntie Maud. But then, when brought to bay, what _can_ one say!
"It will not distress me," says Dulce, earnestly; "and I would so much rather you knew everything before you meet him. It will make things smoother. It all happened four long years ago--years that to him must seem a lifetime. He is twenty-nine now, he was only twenty-five then, just the time, I suppose, when life should be sweetest."
"It is mere accident makes life sweet at times," says Portia. "It has nothing to do with years, or place, or beauty. But tell me about your brother."
"He had just come home for his leave. He was so handsome, and so happy--without a care on earth--and was such a pet with the men in his regiment. I was only a child then, but he never seemed too old to talk to me, or to make me his companion. And then one morning it all happened; we were at breakfast--as we might be to-morrow"--says poor Dulce, with a comprehensive gesture, "when one of the men came in and said somebody wanted to speak to Uncle Christopher. When I think of it"--with a long-drawn sigh--"my blood seems to run cold. And even now, whenever Harley comes in at breakfast and bends over Uncle Christopher in a confidential way to tell him--it may be--about the puppies or the last filly, a sensation of faintness creeps over me."
"I don"t wonder," says Portia, feelingly. "How could one ever forget it?
You are making yourself unhappy; go no farther now, but tell me about it another time."
"As I have begun I shall finish," says Dulce, heroically, "even at the risk of boring you. But"--wistfully--"you will forgive me that."
"Go on; I _want_ to hear," says Portia, strangely moved. Yet it seems cruel to make her repeat what she knows so well already, and what is so bitter to the narrator.
"Well, Uncle Christopher went out to see the man who wanted him, and after a little bit came back again, with a white face, and told us one of the clerks at the County Bank had dared to say Fabian had forged his--Uncle Christopher"s--name for 500. I think I hardly understood; but Fabian got up, and first, he grew very red, and then very white, but he said nothing. He only motioned to me not to stir, so I sat quite still, and then he went up to Uncle Christopher, who was very angry, and laid his hand upon his arm and led him out of the room."
She pauses.
"Dulcinea," as yet the more familiar appellation "Dulce" is strange to Miss Vibart. "Dulcinea," she says, very sweetly, holding out a soft, pale, jewelled hand, with tender meaning, "come and sit here beside me."
Dulce is grateful for the unspoken sympathy, but instead of accepting half the lounging chair, which is of a goodly size, she sits down upon a cushion at Portia"s feet, and leans her auburn head against her knee.
"It was quite true that somebody had forged Uncle Christopher"s name for 500, but who it was has never transpired. Uncle Christopher wanted to hush it up, but Fabian would not let him. The writing was certainly Fabian"s, I mean the imitation was exactly like it. I saw it myself; it was so like Fabian"s that no one could possibly know one from the other.
You see"--wistfully--"I am terribly honest, am I not? I do not pretend to see a necessary flaw."
"I like you the better for that," says Portia; involuntarily she lays her hand on Dulcinea"s throat, just under her chin, and presses her gently towards her. "If it will make you happier tell me the rest," she says.
"Unfortunately at that time Fabian _did_ want money. Not much you know, but the fact that he wanted it at all was fatal. He had lost something over the Grand National--or one of those horrid races--and people heard of it; and then, even after long waiting and strictest inquiry, we could not discover who had been the real offender, and that was worst of all.
It seemed to lay the crime forever upon Fabian"s shoulders. He nearly went mad at that time, and we, who loved him, could do nothing to comfort him."
"Ah! that was hard," says Portia, leaning over her. "Not to be able to lift the burden from those whose life is dear to us as our own is almost more than one can bear!"
"How you understand," says Dulce, gratefully. "And then, you see, somehow every one got to know about it; Fabian could not prove his innocence, and--I suppose--the story sounded badly in alien ears. And then there came a day when somebody--Lord Ardley I think--cut Fabian publicly, and that made an end of all things. Uncle Christopher wanted to take notice of that, too--wanted I think" (with a wan smile that has no mirth in it) "to challenge Lord Ardley and carry him over to France and fight it out with him _a la mort_, but Fabian would not allow it, and I think he was right."
"Quite right." There was quite a ring in Miss Vibart"s tone as she says this, but Dulce is too occupied with sad retrospect to notice anything at this moment. "How could the writing have so exactly resembled Fabian"s?" she says, presently; "it was Uncle Christopher"s name was forged, was it not?"
"Yes, but Fabian writes exactly like him. He makes his capitals quite the same. Anyone trying to copy Uncle Christopher"s writing would probably succeed in imitating Fabian"s perfectly."
"Ah! he writes like Uncle Christopher," says Portia, slowly, as though adding another link in her own mind to a conclusion already carefully formed.
"You will like him, I think," says Dulce, getting up from her low position as though restless and desirous of change. She leans her back against the balcony and faces her cousin. "Though he is terribly altered; so different to what he used to be. He is so grave now, and silent and moody. He seems to be ever brooding over the mystery of his own life, and trying--trying to get away from everybody. Oh! how he suffered, how we all suffered just then, knowing him to be innocent."
"You knew he was innocent?" says Miss Vibart. Unfortunately her tone is one of inquiry. She has her hands clasped in her lap and is looking steadily at Dulce, who is watching her intently from the railings of the balcony, where she stands framed in by roses. Miss Vibart"s fan has slipped to the ground; she is really interested in this story. May not the hero of it prove an absorbing study? Her tone, however, grates upon the ears of the "absorbing study"s" sister. Dulce flushes perceptibly; opens her lips hastily as though to speak, and then suppresses herself.
"I forgot," she says, quietly, after a moment"s reflection, "you have never seen him."
The faith in this small remark touches Portia keenly--the more in that she has already formed her own opinion on the subject in hand.
"I wonder he stayed here after it happened," she says, with some faint acceleration of manner. Haste to Portia, is a word unknown.
"He is a hero, a martyr," says Dulce, earnestly, two large tears gathering in her eyes. "He was in the K.D.Gs., as you know, but of course he flung up his commission then, and was going abroad, when Uncle Christopher fell ill. So ill, that we despaired of him. And when even the doctor from London refused him hope, he called Fabian to his bedside and made him swear he would not leave him while he lived--and then he recovered. But he has always held Fabian to his word; and, indeed, it was a very necessary promise, because I don"t think Uncle Christopher could live without him now. It is all terribly sad; but it would be worse if Fabian were really in fault, would it not?"
"It is all very sad," says Portia. Her eyes are bent, and she is slowly turning a ring round and round upon her finger.
"It has ruined Fabian"s life, and broken his heart," says Dulce, in a low tone. "It is more than sad."
"But if innocent, why should it weigh so heavily upon him?" asks Portia, gently.
"_If_," says Dulce, quickly, the hot blood mounting to her cheeks.
Then--very coldly--"There is no "if" about it; he _is_ innocent. However mysterious his unhappy story may sound in a strang-- in your ears, nevertheless, our Fabian has nothing to do with disgrace. It could not touch him."