"Oh, never mind it," says Sir Mark.
Dulce and Roger having skated by this time past all the others, and safely over a rather shaky part of the ice that leaves them at the very farthest corner of the lake, stop somewhat out of breath and look at each other triumphantly.
Dulce is looking, if possible, more bonny than usual. Her blood is aglow, and tingling with the excitement of her late exertion; her hair, without actually having come undone, is certainly under less control than it was an hour ago, and is glinting and changing from auburn to brown, and from brown to a warm yellow, beneath the sad kisses of the Wintry sun. One or two riotous locks have escaped from under her otter-skin cap and are straying lovingly across her fair forehead, suggesting an idea of coquetry in the sweet eyes below shaded by their long dark lashes.
"Your eyes are stars of morning, Your lips are crimson flowers,"
says Roger softly, as they still stand hand in hand. He is looking at her intently, with a new meaning in his glance as he says this.
"What a pretty song that is!" says Miss Blount, carelessly. "I like it better almost every time I hear it."
"It was you made me think of it now," says Roger; and then they seat themselves upon a huge stone near the brink, that looks as if it was put there on purpose for them.
"Where is Gower?" asks Roger, at length, somewhat abruptly.
"Yes--where?" returns she, in a tone suggestive of the idea that now for the first time she had missed him. She says it quite naturally and without changing color. The fact is it really _is_ the first time she has thought of him to-day, but I regret to say Roger firmly believes she is acting, and that she is doing it uncommonly well.
"He hasn"t been at the Court since yesterday--has he?" he asks, somewhat impatiently.
"N--o. But I dare say he will turn up by-and-by. Why?" with a quick glance at him from under her heavy lashes. "Do you want him?"
"Certainly not. _I_ don"t want him," said Roger, with exceeding emphasis upon the p.r.o.noun.
"Then I don"t know anybody else who does," finishes Dulce, biting her lips.
"She is regularly piqued because the fellow hasn"t turned up--a lover"s quarrel, I suppose," says Mr. Dare, savagely, to himself, reading wrongly that petulant movement of her lips.
"YOU do!" he says. To be just to him, he is, and always, I think, will be, a terribly outspoken young man.
"_I_ do?"
"Yes; you looked decidedly cut up just now when I spoke of his not being here since yesterday."
"You are absurdly mistaken," declares Miss Blount, with dignity. "It is a matter of the most perfect indifference to me whether he comes or goes." (Oh, if he could only know how true this is!)
"Even more piqued than I supposed," concludes Roger, inwardly.
"However, I have no doubt we shall see him this evening," goes on Dulce, calmly.
"_That_ will be a comfort to you, at all events," murmurs he, gloomily.
Silence follows this. Nothing is heard save the distant laughter of the skaters at the other end of the lake and the sc.r.a.ping noise of their feet. The storm is rising steadily in the hills above, but as yet has not descended on the quiet valley. The gaunt trees are swaying and bending ominously, and through them one catches glimpses of the angry sky above, across which clouds are scudding tempestuously. The dull sun has vanished: all is gray and cheerless. The roar of the breakers upon the rock-bound coast comes up from afar: while up there upon the wooded hill the
"Wind, that grand old harper, smites His thunder-harp of pines."
"Perhaps we had better return to the others," says Dulce, coldly, making a movement as though to rise.
"Now I have offended you," exclaims Roger, miserably, catching her hand, and drawing her down to the stone beside him again. "I don"t know what"s the matter with me; I only know I am as wretched as ever I can be.
Forgive me, if you can."
He pulls his hat over his eyes and sighs deeply. At this moment his whole appearance is so decidedly suicidal that no true woman could look at him unmoved. Miss Blount is a true woman, her _hauteur_ of a moment since vanishes like snow, and compa.s.sion takes its place.
"What is making you wretched?" she asks, in a tone meant to be severe, but which is only friendly.
"When I remember what a fool I have been," begins Roger, rather as if he is following out a train of thought than answering her.
"Oh, no; not that," says Dulce, very kindly; "don"t call yourself that."
"There is no other name for me," persists Roger, with increasing melancholy. "Of course, at _that time_--I knew you didn"t particularly care for me, but," disconsolately, "it never occurred to me you might care for any other fellow!"
"I didn"t!" said Miss Blount, suddenly; and then, as suddenly, she remembers everything, her engagement to Stephen, her horror of that engagement, all that her last words have admitted, and, growing as red as a rose, she seeks to hide her confusion by burying her rounded chin as deep as she can in her soft furs. At the same time she lowers her lids over her shamed eyes and gazes at her boots as if she never saw small twos before.
Roger, I need hardly say, is too much of a gentleman to take any notice of this impulsive admission on her part. Besides, he hardly gets as much consolation out of it as he should. He is in that stage when to pile up the agony becomes a melancholy satisfaction, and when the possibility of comfort in any form takes the shape of a deliberate insult.
"Did you ever once think of me all the time I was away?" he asks, presently, in a low tone that distinctly gives her to understand he believes she didn"t. That in fact he would--in in his present frame of mind--_rather_ believe she didn"t. His voice is growing absolutely tragic, and, altogether, he is as deplorably unhappy as any young woman could desire.
"I wish," says poor Dulce, her voice quivering, "that you would not speak to me like this now, or--or that you had spoken like it long ago!"
"I wish I had, with all my soul," says Roger, fervently. "However," with a heavy sigh, "you are engaged to _him_ now, you know, so I suppose there is no use in talking about it."
"If I do know it, why tell me again about it?" says Dulce reproachfully, her eyes full of tears. "Just like you to remind me--of--my _misfortune_!"
It is out. She has been dying to tell him for the last half-hour of this trouble that has been pressing upon her for months, of this most distasteful engagement, and now that she has told him, though frightened, yet she would hardly recall her words. Her lashes linger on her cheeks, and she looks very much as if she would like to cry but for the disgrace of the thing.
"Your misfortune!" repeats Roger, in a strange tone. "Are you not happy, then?"
He has risen to his feet in his surprise and agitation, and is looking down on her as she sits trembling before him, her hands tightly clasped together.
"Do you mean to tell me he is not good to you?" asks Roger, seeing she either cannot or will not speak.
"He is too good to me; you must not think that," exclaims she, earnestly. "It is only--that I don"t care about his goodness--I don"t care," desperately, "for anything connected with him."
"You have made a second mistake, then?"
"Not a _second_," in a very low tone.
"Then let us say, you have again changed your mind?"
"No."
"You liked him once?" impatiently.
"No."
"You might as well say you _did_ like me," says Roger, with angry warmth; "and I know I was actually abhorrent in your sight."
"Oh, no, _no_," says Dulce for the third time, in a tone so low now that he can hardly hear it; yet he does.
"Dulce! do you know what you are implying?" asks he, in deep agitation.