"A condition! What a Jew! Yes; well, go on--?"
"I _can"t_ go on," says Dulce, growing crimson. "I can"t, _indeed_,"
putting up her hands as she sees him about to protest; "it is of no use asking me. I neither can or will tell you about that condition, _ever_."
"Give me even a _hint_," says Roger, coaxingly.
"No, _no_, NO! The rack wouldn"t make me tell it," returns she, with a stern shake of her red-brown head, but with very pathetic eyes.
"But what _can_ it be," exclaims Roger, fairly puzzled.
"_That_ I shall go to my grave without divulging," replies she, heroically.
"Well, no matter," says Roger, after a minute"s reflection, resolved to take things philosophically. "You are free, that is the great point. And now--_now_, Dulce, you will marry me?"
At this Miss Blount grows visibly affected (as they say of ladies in the dock), and dropping into the nearest chair, lets her hands fall loosely clasped upon her knees, and so remains, the very picture of woe.
"I can"t do that, either," she says at last, without raising her afflicted lids.
"But why?" impatiently. "What is to prevent you?--unless, indeed,"
suspiciously, "you really don"t care about it."
"It isn"t that, indeed," says Dulce, earnestly, letting her eyes, suffused with tears, meet his for a moment.
"Then _what_ is it? You say he has released you, and that you have therefore regained your liberty, and yet--yet--Dulce, _do_ be rational and give me an explanation. At least, say why you will not be my wife."
"If I told that I should tell you the condition, too," says poor Dulce, in a stifled tone, feeling sorely put to it, "and _nothing_ would induce me to do that. I told you before I wouldn"t."
"You needn"t," says Roger, softly. "I see it now. And anything more sneaking-- So he has given you your liberty, but has taken good care you sha"n"t be happy in it. I never heard of a lower transaction. I--"
"Oh! how did you find it out?" exclaims Dulce, blushing again generously.
"I don"t know," replies he, most untruthfully, "I guessed it, I think; it was so like him. You--did you agree to his condition, Dulce?"
"Yes," says Dulce.
"You gave him your word?"
"Yes."
"Then he"ll keep you to it, be sure of that. What a pity you did not take time to consider what you would do."
"I considered _this_ quite quickly," says Dulce: "I said to myself that _nothing_ could be worse than marrying a man I did not love."
"Yes, yes, of course," says Roger, warmly. "Nothing could be worse than marrying Gower."
"And then I thought that perhaps he might relent; and then, besides--I didn"t know what to do, because," here two large tears fall down her cheeks and break upon her clasped hands, "because, you see, _you_ had not asked me to marry you, and I thought that perhaps you never might ask me, and that so my promise meant very little."
"How could you have thought that?" says Roger, deeply grieved.
"Well, you hadn"t said a word, you know," murmurs she, sorrowfully.
"How could I?" groans Dare. "When you were going of your own free will, and my folly, to marry another fellow."
"There was very little free will about it," whispers she, tearfully.
"Well, I"m sure I don"t know what"s going to be done now," says Mr.
Dare, despairingly, sinking into a chair near the table, and letting his head fall in a distracting fashion into his hands.
He seems lost in thought, sunk in a very slough of despond, out of which it seems impossible to him he can ever be extricated. He has turned away his face, lest he shall see the little disconsolate figure in the other arm-chair, that looked so many degrees too large for it.
To gaze at Dulce is to bring on a state of feeling even more keenly miserable than the present one. She is looking particularly pretty to-night, her late encounter with Stephen, and her perplexity, and the anxiety about telling it all to Roger, having added a wistfulness to her expression that heightens every charm she possesses. She is dressed in a white gown of Indian muslin made high to the throat, but with short sleeves, and has in her hair a diamond star, that once belonged to her mother.
Her hands are folded in her lap, and she is gazing with a very troubled stare at the bright fire. Presently, as though the thoughts in which she has been indulging have proved too much for her, she flings up her head impatiently, and, rising softly, goes to the back of Roger"s chair and leans over it.
"Roger," she says, in a little anxious whisper, that trembles ever so lightly, "you are not angry with me, are you?"
Impulsively, as she asks this, she raises one of her soft, naked arms and lays it round his neck. In every action of Dulce"s there is something so childlike and loving, that it appeals straight to the heart. The touch of her cool, sweet flesh, as it brushes against his cheek, sends a strange thrill through Roger--a thrill hitherto unknown to him. He turns his face to hers; their eyes meet; and then, in a moment, he has risen, and he has her in his arms, and has laid his lips on hers; and they have given each other a long, long kiss, a kiss of youth and love!
"Angry--with you--my darling!" says Roger, at length, in a low tone, when he has collected his scattered senses a little. He is gazing at her with the most infinite tenderness, and Dulce, with her head pressed close against his heart, feels with a keen sense of relief that she can defy Stephen, the world, cruel Fate, _all!_ and that her dearest dream of happiness is at last fulfilled.
When they have asked each other innumerable questions about different matters that would concern the uninitiated world but little, but are fraught with the utmost importance to them, they grow happily silent; and, sitting hand in hand, look dreamily into the glowing embers of the fire. Trifles light as air rise before them, and strengthen them in the belief at which they have just arrived, that they have been devoted to each other for years. All the old hasty words and angry looks are now to be regarded as vague expressions of a love suppressed, because fearful of a disdainful reception.
Presently, after a rather prolonged pause, Dulce, drawing a deep but happy sigh, turns to him, and says, tenderly, though somewhat regretfully:
"Ah! if only you had not stolen those chocolate creams!"
"I didn"t steal them," protested Roger, as indignantly as a man can whose arm is fondly clasped around the beloved of his heart.
"Well, of course, I mean if you hadn"t _eaten_ them," says Dulce, sadly.
"But, my life, I never _saw_ them!" exclaims poor Roger, vehemently; "I swear I didn"t."
"Well, then, if I hadn"t _said_ you did," says Dulce, mournfully.
"Ah! that indeed," says Mr. Dare, with corresponding gloom. "If you hadn"t all might now be well; as it is-- Do you know I have never since seen one of those loathsome sweets without feeling positively murderous, and shall hate chocolate to my dying day."
"It was a pity we fought about such a trifle," murmurs she, shaking her head.
"Was it?" Turning to her, he lifts her face with his hand and gazes intently into her eyes. Whatever he sees in those clear depths seem to satisfy him and make glad his heart. "After all, I don"t believe it was," he says.
"Not a pity we quarreled, and--and lost each other?" Considering the extremely close proximity to each other at this moment, the allusion to the loss they are supposed to have sustained is not very affecting.
"No. Though we were rather in a hole now," says Mr. Dare, rather at a loss for a word. "I am very _glad_ we fought."
"Oh, Roger!"
"Aren"t you?"