Please consider whitelisting us on adblock or support us on patreon. Thanks. Chapter 31 Part 1
Rei was about a distance of ten steps in front of me, laying face-up on the ground. Her face was as pale as a sheet like a doll with broken string without a hint of life left in her.
Meanwhile, I stood on the spot, unable to react as I undergo the impact of this scene in my heart.
My mind also stopped working in the heat of the moment as memories of my past, both black and white gushed into my mind, and filled my mind to the brim.
But why? Why would I remember something that happened in my past, now?
To be honest, I did not have much memory about the incident of the day that I was let out of the cage. After all, at that time, I did not care much about what was going on around me.
To me, I was fine either way. I couldn"t care less who showed up; what happened; and how my situation had changed.
To a “white luminous lantern”, these things made no difference.
My job was to simply squat inside the cage.
I wanted to be alone.
My fate was not under my control.
This is the duty of the “white luminous lantern”, and I once did my job very dutifully.
Now that I think about it, I was perhaps the most dedicated employee in the world~ I"m so awesome~
How laughable.
However, I did not forget about everything. At least three things remained in my mind.
Number 1: Potatoes are the one who really save me.
Number 2: The one that supposedly saved me was a woman named Emily Lothar from the squad – DARK LOTUS.
Number 3: My salvation is late.
With regards to everything thing else, I do not have much memories of them.
So, what exactly was the thing that stimulated my nerves and reminded me of the past?
I gawped at Rei who on the ground dazedly. In the midst of my chaotic breathing, my sight went constantly wobbly as well. I even found it difficult to breathe.
What is it… What exactly is it…
Is it Rei? Or is it because of the “White Magic Clan”? Is it the blood? Or is it because of the white dagger that was drove into Rei"s chest?
I can"t remember… I"m not sure if it"s because my brain is stopping me from remembering them.
But no matter what my “past” was, my present “reality” is like a vine filled with thorns binding me and keeping me chained to the ground, pushing away my “future” out.
This can"t do… This is not something that I should confront…
Rei was stabbed.
Rei was stabbed by someone with malicious intent.
A White Magic Clan was stabbed by someone with malicious intent.
What is the reason for that? Who"s next?
If even a S rank adventurer was stabbed and defeated, then aren"t I seeking death by still staying here? If someone is strong enough to defeat Rei, then wouldn"t defeating me be as easy as blowing out a candle lamp for them?
I plunged into an endless chaos. After a few years later, I felt the fear of death once again.
What kind of feeling is this? Why am I afraid?
“White Luminous Lantern” will never be afraid.
Tools do not have feelings.
Inorganic matter do not need to feel.
I am a tool from the “White magic clan”. I"m a tool, not a person.
But… why? Why are my legs backing away right now?
Why do I choose to escape subconsciously.
But wait…
Is Rei really dead?
I know that she was stabbed in the chest with a knife, and blood was all over the ground, but this doesn"t mean she is really dead.