Bai Yiyan sat in the car, looking out the window at the familiar scenery and streets, her eyes somewhat dry. Bai Yiyan sat in the car, looking out the window at the familiar scenery and streets, her eyes inexplicably dry.
Leng Fei was truly a professional bodyguard. She sat beside Leng Fei like an invisible person. She didn"t ask any questions or ask any questions.
Bai Yiyan could be considered to be sneaking back to the country this time. Therefore, the time she gave herself was also very short. She had booked a plane ticket out of the country for the night, so she went straight to Bai Zhenzhen.
Ji Yueze had already informed her in advance, so Bai Yiyan met Bai Zhenzhen triumphantly.
As once aunts and nieces, they had nothing to say. Now that they had met, they did not know what to say.
"Xiao Yan, I"m sorry!" I didn"t have the qualifications to be your mother. Just take me as your dead, and don"t ever see me again. I don"t want to implicate you in this! " Satisfied with her guilt, Bai Zhenzhen shamelessly apologized to her.
"It"s already like this, don"t say such words anymore. I just want to ask you, why did you give birth to me back then?" You know you don"t have the ability to raise me, but why did you give me back my life? " When Bai Yiyan asked this question, she had already calmed down. She felt that even if she was even more surprised, she wouldn"t be able to stir up the waves in her heart.
"If I say... I... Would you hate me more if you were forced to give birth to you? " As matters stood, Bai Zhenzhen did not want to lie anymore. She felt that lying was tiring and she would have to pay an even greater price. She had already shattered her daughter"s life support, so she should not hide anything from her.
"Forced? Why was someone forced to have children? Mom, are you trying to lie to me again? Are you telling the truth about me? I really don"t believe you anymore. " Bai Yiyan"s heart felt like it was being stabbed by knives at the moment. Every lie from her mother was an extraordinary pain.
"No, I"m not lying to you. What I said was the truth. Xiao Yan, do you know?" If... "If you were your son, your life would not be like this. You would be born rich and powerful, but it"s a pity that you won"t be able to live up to your expectations, and your mother won"t be able to do the same. I made the wrong bet!" As Bai Zhenzhen spoke, she covered her face and burst into tears. She felt that she had been too foolish all those years ago.
Bai Yiyan felt as if she had been struck in the head and was completely stu
ed. After a long while, she finally recovered her voice and asked, "What do you mean by that? Why would my life be different if I were a son? "What happened?"
Bai Zhenzhen"s face was as pale as paper, as if she didn"t want to think about those painful years. She bit her lip, not daring to speak.
"Can"t you tell me what to do? Also, do you know who my biological father is? " Bai Yiyan could hear a lot of information from her mother"s words. She always felt that her mother still had something to say.
"Okay, I said, I promised someone to help them give birth to a son, but unfortunately, when you were born, they found out that you were a daughter, so they didn"t want us anymore. Besides, I suspect that they were the ones who were responsible for me being accused of using drugs and being sent to prison. I don"t have any proof, but I feel that it has something to do with them." Bai Zhenzhen did not care about anything else and directly told the truth.
It was like a bomb that blew up Bai Yiyan"s face, turning it green and white.
"You mean ??" I was born from a deal you made with someone? " Bai Yiyan felt terrible. She wanted to faint at any moment. She thought that her birth must have been a result of her parents loving each other. But now, it seemed that she was overthinking things.
"Xiao Yan, mom deserves to die! Mom really deserves to die!" At this moment, Bai Zhenzhen really wanted to smash her head into the ground in front of Bai Yiyan. She was too embarra.s.sed to see her again.
"Why did you do that? Are you willing to do anything for money? Even if it means letting you live with no dignity? " Bai Yiyan was about to go crazy. She yelled at Bai Yiyan with a sharp voice.
"Xiao Yan, mom was wrong, I shouldn"t have placed so much importance on money, I shouldn"t have easily believed the lies of those rich people. At that time, I really didn"t have any money, and it was hard for us to even eat meat, and then someone found me and said that I could rely on my mother"s dignity, that my conditions were good, that I was very beautiful, and that I would help them give birth to a grandson, and they would give me a large sum of money. I agreed, because my conditions weren"t as good as they are now. Bai Zhenzhen thought back to her own muddled years, and she still felt extremely miserable.
Bai Yiyan didn"t know what else to say. She felt that no matter how bad her life was, it would just be this. Luckily, Ji Yueze gave her enough warmth, so she wouldn"t die from the cold in this world.
"In that case, I may not even have the courage to go after my own father, am I?" Bai Yiyan laughed bitterly at herself.
No, you can still find him. If you really have no other way, you still have to find him, he has money and status, if you threaten him, he might give you a lot of money. Xiao Yan, I"ve found out, women can"t be too kind, they have to be ruthless! Bai Zhenzhen said with a twisted expression as she brought up her old grudge.
"And then? Is it like this, for you to do all sorts of bad things, be caught, be locked in this dark cell, and spend the rest of your life? " Bai Yiyan felt that her perception of the world was still rather decent, so she wouldn"t be blinded by hatred.
Bai Zhenzhen stiffened. Being mocked by her own daughter like this was really quite embarra.s.sing.
"I won"t do anything. I just want to live my own life right now. I feel like I can make my own life a little better. That"s enough!" Bai Yiyan stood up and was about to leave when she suddenly stopped and turned around to look at Bai Zhenzhen. "Tell me, what"s the name of that b.a.s.t.a.r.d?"
"Cheng Jianhong!"
"Have I heard of this name before?" Bai Yiyan suddenly asked.
"Of course you"ve heard of it. He"s often appearing in the news. There"s no way you wouldn"t have heard of him." Bai Zhenzhen mocked.
"Mayor?" Bai Yiyan"s body stiffened. Yes, she had heard of him before. Moreover, when she was a reporter, she had also gotten to know this person in detail. He was the one who was re-elected mayor for eight years, Cheng Jianhong.