Is it worse than who?
The notebook in his hand was already tightly grasped in his hand and deformed. He really didn"t think that his father would be so cold-blooded, causing the death of his daughter, who was raised by him. If he wasn"t his biological son, would he end up like his sister, not even knowing how he died?
Thinking about the day that Ji Yu
ing was buried, his father stood in front of her grave and cried for a long time. Ji Shangqing felt that this fake was so fake that even his life seemed to have been distorted.
Lan Weiwei opened the door with two bags she bought from the supermarket in her hands. Her two small hands were red from being strangled. It could be seen how heavy her things were.
She shook her hand, trying to regain some consciousness in her numb fingers. He felt that Ji Shangqing wasn"t in a good mood these few days, but when she asked him, he didn"t say a word. Lan Weiwei was still worried about him.
Thus, she immediately returned after cla.s.s, wanting to cook di
er for him.
She saw there was a light in the bedroom, so she walked over with light steps. When she saw the man sitting on the ground, Lan Weiwei"s expression froze and she immediately asked softly, "Ji Shangqing, why are you sitting on the floor? "It"s so cold!"
Moreover, she noticed that Ji Shangqing was not only sitting on the floor, he was also wearing only a thin gray turtleneck sweater. On this winter"s night that was close to zero temperature, his body couldn"t take it anymore.
"Get out! Don"t worry about me!" At this moment, Ji Shangqing began to doubt life. His heart felt as if it was being abstract and distorted. He couldn"t tell if it was real or fake and felt that there was no longer any emotion in this world that was worth him giving up.
Lan Weiwei was stu
ed for a moment. When she heard the coldness in Ji Shangqing"s voice, she froze on the spot, not knowing what to do.
"What happened to you? "You can tell me ??"
"Tell you what?" Who are you to me? Lan Weiwei, I"ll let you out! " Ji Shangqing roared in anger.
Lan Weiwei"s entire body shuddered as her beautiful eyes instantly widened. She looked with disbelief at the man who had just hugged her a few days ago and said that he wanted to be her boyfriend. At this moment, he seemed like a completely different person.
Lan Weiwei did not have any contact with the upper cla.s.s, so she did not know that it was the death of Old Master Ji, nor did she know that all of this was caused by his father, Ji Lin. She was living in two different worlds, living in the most everyday and simple life, right now the only thing she could calculate was three meals a day, plus her studies, she did not care about anything else.
"Alright!" Lan Weiwei was a girl who knew her place. She would listen to everything Ji Shangqing said without putting any pressure on him.
Ji Shangqing originally had no place to vent his anger. Seeing that she came in and disturbed her grief, and that he was in such a sorry state, he didn"t want anyone to see it. That was why he was so angry and wanted her to leave, but he didn"t expect that she actually went out.
When the door closed, the last thing in Ji Shangqing"s heart seemed to have disappeared, it was empty.
He turned around and looked at the door that the girl gently closed, and suddenly got up from the ground. The next second, he opened the door and saw that Lan Weiwei did not leave with her bag, but opened the shopping bag. In her hand was a cabbage and a fish, as if she was preparing to make him di
er.
Lan Weiwei was shocked when she heard someone forcefully open the door behind her. She just stared at him in a daze, forgetting to hold a half-dead fish in her hand.
The two of them looked at each other across the living room, unable to understand each other"s emotions.
"Can we have some fish tonight?" Only when the fish in Lan Weiwei"s hand wagged its tail to prove its existence did Lan Weiwei jump in fright, asking him with a cautious voice.
Ji Shangqing"s bloodshot eyes were still br.i.m.m.i.n.g with tears that he couldn"t suppress in time. Hearing her simplest question, he subconsciously nodded: "Alright!"
Lan Weiwei breathed a sigh of relief, took the food and went straight to the kitchen.
Ji Shangqing leaned against the door and dragged his heavy body into the bathroom. In the mirror, was the man with stubble on his face really him?
In the past, he paid the most attention to image engineering. He wanted to change out of the day"s worth of clothes, shoes and socks, but now, he had already worn this set of clothes for three days. The short hair that he used to take care of was also messy like a chicken"s nest.
"She doesn"t dislike me like this?" He had been like a lunatic for the past few days, and from time to time, he would even lose his temper. Even he hated himself, but Lan Weiwei did not leave, and instead would come back at noon to cook for him. Even if he did not eat, she would definitely call him over.
Ji Shangqing touched the stubble on his beard and finally decided to change his appearance.
When he took a shower, checked his face and hair before coming out, Lan Weiwei jumped in surprise. She couldn"t help but worriedly ask him, "Are you going out?"
"No, I just thought of one thing!" Ji Shangqing shook his head and started to mock himself.
Lan Weiwei was startled. "What are you thinking about?"
"My dad is a complete b.a.s.t.a.r.d. He deserves to die. Even if he dies a thousand or ten thousand times, it wouldn"t be enough!" Ji Shangqing suddenly cursed while grinding his teeth, causing Lan Weiwei to be confused.
Ji Shangqing covered his face painfully as if he had no face to see anyone again: "Did you know? Just a few days ago, my father forced my grandfather to commit suicide. "
"Huh?" Lan Weiwei trembled, unable to believe that something so serious had happened to him.
"I really don"t want to accept this, but it"s all true. Just now, I saw my father"s diary and he disguised my sister as an accident and killed her." Ji Shangqing shared the pain in his heart completely, his eyes were completely red again.
Lan Weiwei held her breath, finding it hard to believe that there was someone worse off than herself in this world.
"From now on, I"m really alone. I don"t have the face to see my grandmother anymore. I can only live by myself!" Ji Shangqing endured the sadness in his heart, but he still cried.
It was Lan Weiwei"s first time seeing a man cry. Moreover, it was the kind of crying that made him cry out loud. Like a child, she felt completely wronged and wanted to vent out her feelings.
Lan Weiwei was still chopping the vegetables with a kitchen knife in her hand. She had turned into a wooden sculpture. She quickly put down the kitchen knife, afraid that she would hear something even more shocking and shake it off.
"Ji Shangqing, grieve!" Lan Weiwei knew that there was no point in saying anything now. He had to endure this pain alone, until everything was calm and peaceful.
"Slight, is my family really that scary? Are you afraid of me? " Ji Shangqing deliberately went to scare her with a sullen expression, wanting to see her true reaction.
"I"m not afraid of you!" Lan Weiwei shook her head.
Ji Shangqing didn"t believe him and mocked him coldly on purpose, "Are you thinking about how to keep your distance from me?"
Lan Weiwei turned around and walked in front of him. She was only as tall as a man"s shoulder. She raised her head and looked at him with her clear and lively eyes. "You"re the first man I"ve gotten warmth from. I won"t leave you unless you chase me away."
"What you said ??" Is that true? " Ji Shangqing stared at her pair of beautiful eyes with a suffocating look and did not dare to believe her words.
"I swear, everything I"ve said to you is true!" Lan Weiwei raised her hand and made a simple vow.
"Why? Why aren"t you afraid of my family? " Ji Shangqing felt it was laughable.
The corners of Lan Weiwei"s lips curled up into a smile. "That"s because I didn"t bring you to my house to have a look. My house is much more chaotic than yours."
"I don"t mean the chaos in the family, I mean my family." Ji Shangqing frowned.
"My family relations.h.i.+p isn"t simple either!" Lan Weiwei shrugged her shoulders to show that she had not lost.