Tang Youyou hugged the steering wheel, crying so hard that she could not contain her tears. She felt as if her tears were all about to flow out at this very moment.
She did not know who to hate and who to blame. She only felt that this was her fate, that she was destined not to be loved or warmed.
It had been like this five years ago, and it was the same today. It was as though all the warmth she possessed would eventually be taken away.
Why? Why did she have to be punished like this? What did she do wrong?
Could it be that because she was Xia Weiwen"s daughter, the heavens placed all the sins he committed onto her?
But, what did this have to do with her? She didn"t know Xia Weiwen at all, and he had never done his duty as a father for a day.
Why did she have to suffer such a blow and abandon because of him?
After crying for more than half an hour, he was tired of it all. Even though his mind was still in a state of confusion, he was still unable to make heads or tails of the situation.
However, after she thought through some things, she felt so unreconciled. Could it be that just because she was Xia Weiwen"s daughter, she could not obtain happiness?
So what if he was unwilling? Ji Xiaohan had already expressed his att.i.tude. He had to break up with her.
Tang Youyou couldn"t help but laugh at herself. In fact, as the predecessor, Ji Xiaohan"s way of breaking up was pretty good. At least he didn"t treat her as an enemy, nor did he take revenge on her.
As a man, Tang Youyou felt that Ji Xiaohan was a gentleman who retained his good ma
ers and cultivation.
However, because she knew he was a rare good man, Tang Youyou was unwilling to part with him. She had never received such meticulous and gentle care before. Ji Xiaohan was the first man who spoiled her like treasure.
He doted on her as if she were a fool. But now, he had abandoned her and she was going back to the days of fighting alone.
Hehe, if she had known that this would happen, she definitely wouldn"t have fallen in love with him back then.
Love was not a game. It could end just like that. The pain in her heart right now was so real that it felt like someone was cutting her flesh with a knife. Slash after slash, the pain was numbing.
Tang Youyou wasn"t in the mood to drive away now. She had to calm down. Yes, she had to calm down. She had to be calm. She wouldn"t be knocked down by any difficulties.
Back then, she had suffered through it all by herself with her child. This time, she could still face it easily. Wasn"t it just breaking up?
Tang Youyou stared at her eyes that were swollen like walnuts in the mirror and muttered with a wry smile, "Isn"t it just breaking up? Broke up? In the future, when we meet, you will be a stranger, and I will not talk to you anymore. In the end, don"t come to my dreams, or else, I will chop you into pieces. Ji Xiaohan, you b.a.s.t.a.r.d, you liar, I will not waste my time and youth as you continue to deceive me.
Tang Youyou felt like a lunatic, mumbling words that she didn"t understand. It was as if she had gone mad, driven mad by love.
She had never known that after falling in love with a person, it would be such a pain to expel that person from her heart.
An hour later, Tang Youyou"s soliloquy ended. She finally woke up from her pain and bit down on the wall of her hand, leaving behind two b.l.o.o.d.y marks.
Only by doing so could he stop daydreaming, and stop hoping for Ji Xiaohan to suddenly discover his conscience and love her again.
Actually, even if Ji Xiaohan still loved her, the old lady would definitely not accept her. She might even hate her.
Tang Youyou wanted to cry again when she thought of the Old Gra
y"s support and understanding towards her.
It was over. Her tear ducts were truly too developed. She cried endlessly.
No, wake up a bit. Face the reality, don"t let yourself be too embarra.s.sed. What"s the use of this?
Tang Youyou desperately needed someone to comfort her, no ?? Come and have a good time with me.
Thus, Tang Youyou called her G.o.dmother, Liu Xi.
Hearing her choked voice, Liu Xi also became very worried for her. She immediately left her work and quickly found her.
It was actually in a bar ??
Liu Xi was shocked. Tang Youyou, a good girl, would actually come to the bar. The sun was rising in the west.
"Mother ??" "Here!" Tang Youyou seemed to have drank some wine, but her alcohol tolerance was not bad, hence she wasn"t drunk to the point of being cold.
When she saw her mother come in through the door, she raised her hand and called for her.
Liu Xi walked in front of her quickly. When she saw Youyou"s intoxicated look, she immediately frowned, "Youyou, why didn"t you come to work? Why did you come here to drink? Is something wrong? "
Tang Youyou stared at the bright colored wine in her hand and laughed at herself, "Working? "G.o.dmother, please teach me. If I lose love, how can I walk out of the shadows as fast as possible? Hurry up and teach me."
After Liu Xi heard what she said, she found it even more hard to believe. She asked with her eyes wide open, "Youyou, what did you say? Who lost their love? "
"Me? Mother, can"t you see? I broke up with Ji Xiaohan. I abandoned him. " Tang Youyou pointed her finger at her face and laughed drunkenly.
"Youyou, quickly stop drinking and tell me what"s going on. Why did you break up with Boss Ji? Didn"t you already send out your wedding posters to let us attend your wedding? You have a few days before the wedding, and now you say you broke up? "Oh my G.o.d, what"s going on? Why can"t we sit down and communicate?" Liu Xi took the gla.s.s from Tang Youyou"s hand and handed her a gla.s.s of ice water.
Tang Youyou took a sip and shuddered. She frowned and looked at Liu Xi with a wronged expression, "What are you doing? Why are you giving me this? I don"t drink water. I want to drink. Today, I"m going to get drunk."
"Tang Youyou, do you take me to be your family? What happened to you? "Tell me quickly." When Liu Xi saw her like this, she felt really pained and anxious.
Tang Youyou saw that her mother"s anxious expression had changed. She quickly took two more gulps of ice water to make herself more clear-headed.
"Mom, I"m not joking with you, but just now, Ji Xiaohan called me into his office and told me a big secret. Then, he a
ounced that he wanted to share the secret with me. To be honest, I still haven"t recovered from it." Tang Youyou finally spoke with a serious tone. Her eyes reddened at the mere mention of this matter.
Liu Xi"s expression was thoroughly stupefied. After that, she curiously asked, "Youyou, what kind of great secret is this that makes this Boss Ji must break up with you?"