The wind is a bit cold.
Ye Qing Xin is emotionally moved by Xu Jin Huan’s story. It doesn’t make her turns confused.
“You know that why am I asking Xiao Guo to be the male leading role?” Xu Jin Huan asks with her red eyes.
Ye Qing Xin doesn’t asnwer.
Xu Jin Huan says: “That movie narrates the story that I just told you before. But no it’s actually is not a story, that is my own personal experience. The accident happened five years ago, he disappeared from everyone’s sight five years ago. Today is his death celebration. Everyone seems to forget about him. I want to use this movie to let everyone remember him….”
“Ye Qing Guo….. resembles Sheng Sheng a lot.”
Ye Qing Xin frowns lightly. She is confused: “Just because he has insufficient mental development?”
Xu Jin Huan doesn’t answer, she takes out her phone and opens up a photo. She pa.s.ses it to Ye Qing Xin.
Ye Qing Xin is startled when she sees it.
That photo shows an adult man while he is smiling. Ye Qing Xin feels that he is really similar to Ye Qing Guo.
“They look alike right?”
Ye Qing Xin feels that way.
But this cannot be persuasive way to make Ye Qing Xin allow Ye Qing Guo to act.
“I understand clearly that you want to protect him just like what I wanted for Sheng Sheng. But our protection shouldn’t be their obstruction of being free and developing. If that time I didn’t protect him strictly and let him to know and explore more, he will not be so powerless when he was. .h.i.t.”
“Letting Ye Qing Guo to act in the movie, it’s not only for me, but also for him. He is natural-gifted actor. With his condition, it should be really hard for him to go through indeed. But you should support him to progress.”
“If you are worried that he will be hurt. I can guarantee to you that I will take a good care of him.” Xu Jin Huan looks at Ye Qing Xin and says: “I’ve lost once, I will not lose for the second time….”
Ye Qing Xin doesn’t hear Xu Jin Huan’s last words because she is thinking about what Jing Bo Yuan said to her.
She cannot wish for Ye Qing Guo to be an ordinary grown-up man if she keeps on being too protective of him.
Should she let him experience the world.
“I will consider again what you said to me.” Ye Qing Xin doesn’t agree directly about Ye Qing Guo’s matter.
Xu Jin Huan points at the not-so-far-away water fountain. “Look.”
Ye Qing Guo looks over and she is surprised. Beside the water fountain, Ye Qing Guo is playing with several other young men and women with insufficient mental development too. All of them act like curious kids.
Somewhere close to them, there are groups of people who are watching them. Those who bring kids with them, are taking their kids away to go away.
They are left-behind.
Ye Qing Xin just remembers that they are performing at nearby cultural center so they are staying at the hotel that close by too.
Everyone seems to eliminate them. She feels sad.
After some moments.
Suddenly.
A four-year old little girl runs so fast beside Ye Qing Guo. She pa.s.ses him and because she is not yet having stable steps, she almost falls down. The little girl’s mama runs over and wants to carry her up quickly but Ye Qing Guo is faster, he helps to support her by holding her arm are under the armpit. He helps her up.
That little girl’s mama seems to thank him, Ye Qing Guo is shy and just strokes his head.
That little girl’s mama takes out a candy out of her bag and let the little girl to give it to Ye Qing Guo. Ye Qing Guo cannot see what kind of candy it s but she can see that Ye Qing Guo’s eyes are turning bright. It should be his favorite sweets, chocolate.
Maybe because Ye Qing Guo remembers Ye Qing Xin used to say to him to not take anyone’s things carelessly. Ye Qing Guo just looks at it.
That little girl’s mama is very kind and friendly, Ye Qing Guo just takes it. The little girl’s mama let the little girl to play with Ye Qing Guo. Gradually a lot of more kids come over to play with him. Many people don’t find him strange anymore.
Ye Qing Xin watches Ye Qing Guo is smiling happily and eating the chocolate. He looks so happy and carefree.
Those several young women and men with insufficient mental development also join to play together. It looks somehow indisposed but harmonious.
Ye Qing Xin feels sad. She just realizes that without her being by his side, he also can live well. His life is not that worse.
“These two days, every night Director Huang will ask someone to take them out to play. That year, Sheng Sheng also want to play with other kids but because I was so scared that he would be humiliated, I didn’t let him play. He just stayed by my side. Sheng Sheng was really obedient. Every time I remember that moment, I remember his sad expression every time he watched other kids.”
“Everyone should have right to decide own his own right. No matter what state he/she is? What do you think?”
Ye Qing Xin just listens to Xu Jin Huan’s words silently, she watches how happy Ye Qing Guo is playing with his friends.
At night 09:50 p.m.
Jing Bo Yuan just gets inside the house and wants to change his shoes. Ye Qing Xin just comes toward him and hugs him. She is so clingy today.
“You have a problem?” He strokes her head and changes his shoes to slippers.
“Before I went to met Xu Jin Huan,” She continues: “The screenwriter that wants Xiao Guo to play her movie.”
Jing Bo Yuan says nothing and waits for her to continue. He hugs her to the living room when he is done changing his shes.
“She talked to me about something. I also saw Xiao Guo before and just realized the time I wasn’t by his side, Xiao Guo can live very well. So I think perhaps I should let Xiao Guo to be independent, let him independently face all the problems in this world……”
Jing Bo Yuan lowers his head and looks at her.
Ye Qing Xin looks at his eyes and says: “You want me to let him try to be an actor. In this society there’re few jobs that are suitable for him to do. Being an actor might be his only chance. No matter how well he do it. At least let him try, right?”
Ye Qing Xin has changed her thinking. It’s not completely because of Xu Jin Huan’s words. It is because what she saw before when Ye Qing Guo looks happy to play with other kids.
If she doesn’t let him go, maybe this lifetime he will not ever grow.
Just like anyone else, he needs acknowledgement from others. He should experience a lot of things. Ye Qing Xin knows that she just needs to stay beside him and don’t lose him.
“Bo Yuan.” Ye Qing Xin sits down on Jing Bo Yuan’s thigh and smiles at him. She then kisses his thin lips.
“You don’t drink tonight. You are really great.” She kisses him again.
Jing Bo Yuan looks at her. Then he kisses her deeply. After a long time, he lets him go. Then Ye Qing Xin just realizes that she forgets that they are not the only twos in the house, there are several elders too. But luckily the elders have gone to sleep.
“You should be hungry right. Today Chef Lu cooked a beef stew is very good. I asked Auntie Zhang to heat it on the pot. You just need to take a shower. I’ll bring it up. Then you can enjoy it after the shower.”
Jing Bo Yuan strokes Ye Qing Xin’s belly and says: “I can do it by myself.”
“It’s okay. I am just five months pregnant. My belly is a bit bigger than anyone else. but I still can bring it upstair. It’s late, hurry up go and take a shower. We need to sleep early.”
Ye Qing Xin insists on it, Jing Bo Yuan smiles and strokes her head: “be careful and take it slow.”
“I know. Go and take shower.”
Ye Qing Xin watches him leave and goes to the kitchen.
She brings the stew upstairs and gets inside the bedroom. Jing Bo Yuan is still taking a shower. She puts down the bowl of stew on the table. She sits down on the sofa and takes out her sketch book she starts to design clothes again.
When she is sketching, Jing Bo Yuan’s phone on the coffee table vibrates.
Ye Qing Xin takes a look and sees “He Ji Fan”.
She takes the phone and walks toward the bathroom. She knocks on the door and the water is switched off. Ye Qing Xin says: “He Ji Fan’s call.”
The shower room’s door is opened and shows that man’s naked perfect body.
Jing Bo Yuan just takes the phone from Ye Qing Xin calmly. Ye Qing Xin cannot help but to blush when she sees what is in front her.
“What is it?” He answers the phone.
Ye Qing Xin regains herself and goes out of the bathroom, she closes the door. Before the door is closed, she cannot help to lake another look of that man’s body.
She returns to the sofa and she becomes so unfocused. She keeps on thinking about his body.
Her face is getting even redder.
After a while, Jing Bo Yuan goes outside with his pajamas on.
“Come here and eat the beef stew.” Ye Qing Xin calls after him.
Jing Bo Yuan comes over and sits down beside her. He puts down his phone on the table. The phone is on, Ye Qing Xin glances at it and notices that the wallpaper on the phone shows their selfie.
She puts down her sketchbook and leans on Jing Bo Yuan’s shoulder.
Jing Bo Yuan picks up his spoon and asks her: “Are you hungry?”
Ye Qing Xin replies: “A bit.”
Jing Bo Yuan wants to feed her but Ye Qing Xin pushes his hand away. “Can I eat another thing?”
This question sounds somewhat familiar, Jing Bo Yuan looks at Ye Qing Xin. Ye Qing Xin doesn’t want for his answer. Her left hand just gets inside his pocket.
His eyes turn dark and looks at her eyes.
Ye Qing Xin bites her lips and watches him. She asks him: “Can I?”
Jing Bo Yuan pursues his lips. He holds her hand and takes her hand away from his pocket.
He stands up and carries his shameless woman to the bed. He covers her up with the blanket.
Ye Qing Xin pouts and somewhat resents him to be unromantic.
“Don’t you like it?”
Jing Bo Yuan just watches her and says: “It’s late. Sleep.”
Then he just returns to the sofa and finishes the beef stew.
Ye Qing Xin watches him eat. The time he is done and finishes gargles his mouth before sleep. Ye Qing Xin pulls his hand and says. “I want to do a ‘sport’ before sleep…….”
Jing Bo Yuan turns helpless. He just turns off the light and hugs him.
Ye Qing Xin turns around and probes inside his pajamas. She kisses him, Jing Bo Yuan responds to her kiss.
Jing Bo Yuan just kisses her for awhile, then hugs her. He says: “Sleep.”
There’s been a lot of times Jing Bo Yuan refuses her proposition. She never knows that it is hard to seduce man.
Now she notices that he is so good at controlling himself…..