.Chapter 2073
2073 Recalling the decision of a lifetime to kill
Things were unpredictable. He did not expect mu Yuan to have feelings for him, and he did not expect mu Yuan to dare to say it out loud. When he was drunk and said that boyfriend, he was a little taken aback and thought that mu Yuan had gone crazy.
In the bathtub, mu Yuan did not leave like usual. When he seriously expressed his feelings, Jack felt that he was even more audacious and did not know his place.
Perhaps only young people would be so ignorant of their relations.h.i.+p. They didn’t know the ident.i.ty and background of the two people, and they didn’t know that there were countless natural chasms between them. They could only pour out their feelings without thinking about how the people who were listening would turn the world upside down.
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Therefore, he deliberately avoided mu Yuan.
After mu Yuan confessed to him, he did not even think of having a relations.h.i.+p with mu Yuan that exceeded the relations.h.i.+p between an instructor and a student. He felt that mu Yuan had been possessed for a moment, and this kind of relations.h.i.+p would fade away very quickly.
Although he was young, he had seen all kinds of people.
Soldiers did not have time to move around on their own. Most of the time, they were protecting their country. Moreover, with his and mu Yuan’s ident.i.ties, they were destined to be separated. At the same time, in different places, they would risk their lives. This was their future life.
They would not even be on the same path. Under such circ.u.mstances, to consider developing a relations.h.i.+p with mu Yuan required great courage and to be prepared for the tragedy of breaking up.
He didn’t want to experience such a tragedy.
He could almost predict the ending that would happen if he and mu Yuan were to be together. There would not be a good ending.
He was a great young man with a bright future ahead of him. Be it a man or a woman, he would meet many amazing people in the future. He could choose a confidant who would accompany him every day, or he could choose a partner who was equal in strength and looked out for each other. At least they would be standing on the same land, and he would be able to support all his decisions and career. Why would he choose a lover from Plato?
If he didn’t have this excessive emotionless rationality, he wouldn’t know how many times he would have died.
Mu Yuan …
He did not understand why Mu Yuan was able to reveal all of his feelings. He was not afraid of being rejected by him and only continued to burn his scorching and deep feelings. Just like how mu Yuan did not understand him, why he was clearly a little attractive but avoided it. He extinguished the flame in his heart and was not willing to give out even a little bit of his feelings.
He finished two cigarettes, but his head was still in a mess.
He had made a lifelong promise to mu Yuan as long as mu Yuan could quit his addiction. However, after calming down and thinking about it seriously, he felt that this was a path of no return. It was a path that he could not take.
When he turned around, there was a bright Road that led to Rome. Why did he have to choose a single-plank bridge in the dark? he did not know where the road ahead was.
Was it worth it?
Jack was thinking that when he couldn’t help but learn Chinese, he had a vague answer in his heart, but he had been unwilling to face it. Now that the fog had been cleared and he faced his heart, he couldn’t help but search his heart and feel free.
You’re ready?
He never made decisions easily when it came to important matters in his life.
He was not like mu Yuan. If he liked someone, he would like them first. He would not consider the future at all. He did not understand what they would experience or how they would get along in the future. He had also thought about the pressure that he would face as he grew older.