.Chapter 2136
2136 I’ll accompany you to kill memories (2)
After the end of December, the town gradually became cold. The climate here was relatively hot, and it did not snow in winter. The average temperature was 10C, which was considered warm. At noon, when the sun was at its highest, it could be 15 degrees. Not only was mu Yuan’s health not good, but he also had a high fever and a cold that kept repeating. Jack still forbade him from going out and canceled his morning exercise. He bought a treadmill and placed it at home. He let him exercise at home and did not go out to get exposed to the wind. He took care of mu Yuan’s daily life in every possible way.
Mu Yuan had a fever and coughed. He started to have a runny nose, his body was sore, and his vision was turning black. He kept feeling like he could not see clearly. There seemed to be a blind spot in his field of vision, and it was extremely uncomfortable. The more he wanted to see clearly, the more he could not see anything clearly. The most difficult and darkest moment of drug rehabilitation had finally arrived. It was a mental torture to a person.
This kind of discomfort would wear down a person’s willpower. Mu Yuan always felt that his eyes were going to go blind, that he would get some other illness, that he could not see clearly, that he kept having a fever, and that he was not getting better. Why was he coughing blood, that his legs were so weak that he could not walk, and that his arms could not lift anything. It was as if he had entered dementia early.
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“This is a normal scene. As long as we get through this period, it will be all gone in two months at most. If it’s fast, it might get better in a month. Trust me.” Jack knew that he was worried and also knew that he was very fl.u.s.tered. Thus, he tried his best to comfort mu Yuan, telling him not to be nervous, to let nature take its course, and to accept these changes in his body.
Mu Yuan’s mind was in a mess. He was afraid that he had become a monster.”Is there anyone who had successfully quit blue ice?”
“No, I didn ‘t,” Jack did not want to lie to him. He told him firmly that he did not let him touch this thing back then because he knew it was too dangerous. He did not tell mu Yuan because he did not want mu Yuan to be worried. Although he was also poisoned during this period of time, he did his best to make mu Yuan happy and let him live every day happily instead of being afraid.
“Back then, when we first developed electricity, no one thought that one day we would not be able to live without electricity. Back then, when we developed airplanes, no one dared to test it either. Many things were tested for the first time. Others might not be able to do it, but it doesn’t mean that you can’t do it. You are mu Yuan. You have to believe in yourself.” Jack spared no effort in encouraging him.
Mu Yuan held his hand in return.”You won’t leave me, right?”
“I won ‘t!”
With Jack’s promise, it was as if he had obtained endless motivation. Mu Yuan had never given up on himself, but he was greedy for Jack’s promise.
Wasn’t he too despicable? However, who could understand the pain and struggle in his heart? he started to fear death, fear of being weak, and fear that his body would be destroyed and could not be repaired. From now on, he would no longer be the MU Yuan that Jack might still have feelings for. That young and energetic mu Yuan might have a little attraction to Jack, but if he lost even this, what attraction would mu Yuan have to Jack?
He had a pure and optimistic mentality, but after being tormented by the contact for a few days, he began to feel hesitant and pessimistic.