Lyn had to stop herself from glaring until they arrived at the destined room. People here recognized Kazuya and started to call him all sorts of bad things. They kept calling him things like a monster and heartless. The entire time Kazuya said nothing back, and simply lowered his head. When they finally arrived at the room, Lady Eva spoke up and told them to rest up since they have a long day tomorrow."What was that about?" Lyn demanded.
Kazuya chuckled, "Are you going to attack me?"
Lyn realized how misleading their position was and tried to squirm away, but Kazuya held her tightly.
"I"ve done all sorts of bad things for the sake of my freedom," Kazuya trailed off, "I never questioned it before though. So, if you think your hands are stained. Then mine must be clean," he joked.
"Kazuya..."
"I know how you feel Lyn; you don"t want blood to be shed. You want things to remain peaceful, your dream - the vision you
"If you want to cry, cry!" Kazuya mused, completely ignoring everything else she had just said. The brunette felt her chocolate brown eyes widen.
"What…?" Lila mumbled, in complete disbelief not believing that she heard properly.
The maroon colored haired boy sighed. "I can read you, remember? You look like you"re holding something back. I know it"s tears."
"Shut up!" Lyn gasped. When she felt something warm and wet trickle down her cheek, She froze.
No way…
Lyn sniffed then roughly wiped it off. "D-dust must"ve gotten into my eye…" she stubbornly muttered.
Kazuya sighed, then held his hand out. She took it.
"Liar. Stop bottling up all your emotions. It"s what weaklings do…" He whispered, " But it"s fine. If you recall I said it"s alright for you to be weak in front of me," Kazuya muttered, and pulled her into a hug her head buried in his chest, this caused her eyes to widen. He really is an idiot...but this person from the very start has...always known.
Lyn closed her eyes and yet the tears still didn"t stop, as she felt Kazuya tangle his hands with her own. " Hush, it"s alright. It"ll be fine. While I"m still around, you can still cry."
That"s probably, that was probably the first time Lyn felt it, felt it trigger. The one thing she had been trying to keep strong about. Putting up a front about ever since she found out.
Ah really....
She really is a liar.....
But she can no longer keep it up.
" I...I ....don"t want you to leave me," Lyn said, as she looked up and a continuous stream of tears falling from her violet-colored eyes.
Kazuya says nothing, and just holds her hand tighter and pats her hair. " I"m really sorry..."
"Stupid," Lyn thought. Why is he apologizing?
....
3 hours later: 1:30 am
Some fools will still love, huh? Then what about her… At that time, she thought that way. She thought that things would be different, that they"d change. That afterwards everything would be different. For a while, it seemed like it would be that way. For awhile…it seemed that she would be taken to a new world and be set free. However, just when she was about to settle into her new life peacefully. They ended up coming back into her life.
Lyn sat up to open the window above her bed to let some fresh air in and let her head drop on her knees. The night breeze caressed her skin, and she took in the smothering summer scent. Everything around her seemed so composed and relaxing, yet on the inside, Lyn felt as if she could break down any minute. Her gaze fell on Kazuya, who was fast asleep; she cried herself to sleep, and Kazuya must have made her lay down.
Before she knew it, tears started forming in the corner of her eyes, as she buried her face in her knees. She is so very foolish, why is she still crying? Kazuya went through all that trouble to comfort her.
She couldn"t think of a single thing.
Lyn deeply sighed as she closed the window and laid back down. The night was far from over; she should try to get some more sleep. Yet after a few minutes had pa.s.sed, nothing. She laid there motionless. "This isn"t working," Lyn mumbled. Maybe she ought to take a walk or something? Her thoughts broke off when she heard a familiar ringing sound.
She didn"t waste any time getting ready. Lyn had to admit that she wasn"t in the best of condition from that wound. On their way inside the base, a magic beam hit her arm. However, her gaze landed on her reflection in the mirror where she had now curled her hair. It"s better this way.
Since she can use this strength to help people.
Lyn closed the door behind her and quietly tiptoed down the hallway, being extra careful not to be heard. But she only took a few steps out, when somebody grabbed hold of her arm, " Where are you going?"
It belonged to her boyfriend, Kazuya.
"Kazuya, um the bathroom."
The maroon colored haired boy glares at her, " In that getup?"
Dammn, maybe she shouldn"t have bothered wearing this outfit or her hairstyle. However, if she went in her usual get up, then she would get caught, and that wouldn"t be good.
"There was a job request. It seems like the others are having trouble so I"ll..."
Kazuya shook his head and pushed her towards the nearby wall. A clear look of anger plastered on his face. "Are you crazy? You just got shot earlier today. You won"t be able to do much in your condition. Besides what the heck are those guys doing? They already know you are hurt. Who sent it?"
"Um, s.h.i.+oka."
At the mention of s.h.i.+oka, an ugly scowl appeared on Kazuya"s face. "Tsk that guy...anyway you"re not going."
Lyn knew that Kazuya is only concerned for her. She knew that all too well. But, " If he knows about my injury and still called me. Doesn"t that mean they"re in a big pinch?" Indeed knowing that guys nature he won"t usually call her unless it"s for emergencies. "Kazuya, please let me go I have to help them. I"m a Princess; it is my job to protect everyone. If I can"t even do this much then..."
Then she would be completely useless.
However, her boyfriend buried his head on her chest, his grip on her hands were strong. " I"m not letting you go. What if you die? However, if you"re so insistent on that fact. I will go, and you"ll stay here."
So that"s it, Lyn sighed, "If we"re talking about dying it"s you before me. Besides, it"s even more dangerous for you to go."
She didn"t want to say it like that. But Kazuya really won"t let her go at this rate. Besides ...the two of them are both already running out of time.
"That"s true. But it"s better me than you. My role is finished here. You and the others can take care of everything else. But your role here isn"t finished. There are still things left for you to do."
Lyn was about to shout at Kazuya when she felt his hands quivering, shaking even more than before. The surrounding colors were going blue as if he was frozen. So that"s it.
"There"s still a role for you here. After all, I"m still here, aren"t I?"
At this comment, Kazuya lifted his head up and brushed his lips against her neck, " Really, really that"s not fair Lyn. What can I do? I want to monopolize you. I want to hold you and ensure that you don"t run off to a reckless place and get hurt. I want to stay beside you. Yet even doing that has become difficult. You"re the kind of person who cares about everyone. That once you start caring about another person, you"ll even risk your life. Being a good friend is fine, but doing that much. Doing that much isn"t right. You don"t have to sacrifice yourself so much for others. You should only want me, and your mind should only be filled with thoughts of me. I want you only to want me."Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.
Her eyes widened.
"In return. I"ll do the same for you. That"s why don"t leave."
So that"s it. No wonder she felt as though she"s heard that sentence before. Rhys must have overheard her and Kazuya that time. What a foolish guy. Truly they"re all silly. She finds herself intertwining their hands together, " You know...I probably won"t mind being monopolized by you."
Kazuya laughs lightly, " Saying those words easily is like you. But be careful I"ll take them too seriously."
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