To the tumult of almost impossible hopes, he brought in his little craft. He had felt certain that his appearance would awaken at once interest and speculation; that Paul Borson would hear of his arrival and come running to meet him; that his father"s old friends, catching the news, would stop him on the quay and the street, and ask him questions and give him welcome. He had also told himself that it was likely his father"s cousin would have sons and daughters, and if so, that they would certainly be glad to see him; besides which there was his mother"s family--the old Icelandic Sabistons. He was resolved to seek them all out, rich or poor, far or near; in his heart there was love enough and to spare, however distant the kinship might be.
For David"s conceptions of the family and racial tie were not only founded upon the wide Hebraic ideals, but his singularly lonely youth and affectionate nature had disposed him to make an exaggerated estimate of the obligations of kindred. And again, this personal leaning was greatly strengthened by the inherited tendency of Norse families to "stand by each other in all haps."
Therefore he felt sure of his welcome; for, though Paul was but his far-off cousin, they were both Borsons, sprung from the same Norse root, children of the same great ancestor, the wise and brave Norwegian Bor.
Lying in the Bay of Lerwick, the sense of security and of nearness to friends gave him what he had long missed--a night of deep, dreamless sleep. When he awoke it was late in the morning, and he had his breakfast to prepare and every spar and sail and rope to put in perfect order; then he dressed himself with care, and sailed into harbor, managing his boat with a deftness and skill he expected a town of fishermen and sailors to take notice of. Alas, it is so difficult to find a fortunate hour! David"s necessary delay had brought the morning nearly to the noon, and he could hardly have fallen on a more depressing time; for the trade of the early morning was over, and the men were in their houses taking that sleep which those who work by night must secure in the daytime.
The fishing-boats, all emptied of their last night"s "take" and cleaned, were idly rocking on the water. The utmost quiet reigned in the sunny streets, and the little pier was deserted. No one took any notice of David.
Greatly disappointed, and even wounded, by this very natural neglect, David made fast his boat and stepped on sh.o.r.e. He put his feet down firmly, as if he was taking possession of his own, and stood still and looked around. He saw a man with his hands in his pockets loitering down the street, and he went toward him; but as he came within speaking distance the man turned into a house and shut the door. Pained and curious, he continued his aimless walk.
As he pa.s.sed Fae"s store he heard the confused sound of a number of men talking, then silence, then the tingling notes of a fiddle very cleverly played. For a moment he was bewitched by the music; then he was sure that nothing but the little sinful fiddle of carnal dance and song could make sounds so full of temptation. And as Odysseus, pa.s.sing the dwelling-place of the sirens, "closed his ears and went swiftly by, singing the praises of the G.o.ds," so David, remembering his father"s counsels, closed his ears to the enchanting strains and hastened beyond their power to charm him.
A little farther on a lovely girl, with her water-pitcher on her head and her knitting in her hands, met him. She looked with a shy smile at David, and the glance from her eyes made him thrill with pleasure; but before he had a word ready she had pa.s.sed, and he could only turn and look at her tall form and the heavy braids of pale-brown hair below the water-pitcher. He felt as if he were in a dream as he went onward again down the narrow street of gray and white houses--houses so tall, and so fantastic, and so much larger than he had ever seen, that they impressed him with a sense of grandeur in which he had neither right nor place; for, though he saw women moving about within them and children sitting on the door-steps, no one spoke to him, no one seemed interested in his presence; and yet he had come to them with a heart so full of love!
Never for a moment did he reflect that his antic.i.p.ations had rested only on his own desires and imaginations.
His disappointment made him sorrowful, but in no degree resentful.
"It was not to be," he decided. Then he resolved to return to a public house he had noticed by the pier. There he could get his dinner and make some inquiries about his kindred. As he turned he met face to face a middle-aged woman with a basket of turf on her back.
"Take care, my lad," she said cheerfully; and her smile inspired David with confidence.
"Mother," he said, doffing his cap with instinctive politeness, "mother, I am a stranger, and I want to find my father"s people--the Borsons. Where do they live?"
"My lad, the sea has them. It is Paul Borson you are asking for?"
"Yes, mother."
"He went out in his boat with his four sons one night. The boat came back empty. It is two years since."
[Ill.u.s.tration: ""I WANT TO FIND MY FATHER"S PEOPLE.""]
"I am Liot Borson"s son."
"You?"
"Yes. Have I any kin left?"
"There is your far-cousin Nanna. She was Paul"s one daughter, and he saw the sun shine through her eyes. She is but sadly off now. Come into my house, and I will give you a cup of tea and a mouthful of bread and fish. Thank G.o.d, there is enough for you and for me!"
"I will come," said David, simply; and he took the basket from the woman, and flung it lightly over his own shoulder. Then they went together to a house in one of the numerous "closes" running from the main street to the ocean. It was a very small house, but it was clean, and was built upon a rock, the foundations of which were deep down in the sea. When the tide was full David could have sailed his boat under its small seaward window. It contained a few pieces of handsome furniture, and some old Delft earthenware which had been brought from Holland by seafaring kindred long ago; all else savored of narrow means.
But the woman set before David a pot of tea and some oat-cake, and she fried him a fresh herring, and he ate with the delayed hunger of healthy youth, heartily and with pleasure. And as he did so she talked to him of his father Liot, whom she had known in her girlhood; and David told her of Liot"s long, hard fight with death, and she said with a kind of sad pride:
"Yes; that way Liot was sure to fare to his long home. He would set his teeth and fight for his life. Was it always well between him and you?"
"He was hard and silent, but I could always lean on him as much as I liked."
"That is a good deal to say."
"So I think."
Then they drew the past from the eternity into which it had fallen, that they two, brought so strangely together, might look at it between them. They talked of Liot"s hard life and hard death for an hour, and then the woman said:
"Paul Borson was of the same kind--silent, but full of deeds; and his daughter Nanna, she also has a great heart."
"Show me now where she lives, and I will go and see her. Also, tell me your name."
"I am Barbara Traill. When you have seen Nanna come back here, and I will give you a place to sleep and a little meat; and as soon as it is well with you it will be easy to pay my charges."
"If there is no room for me in my cousin"s house I will come back to you."
So Barbara walked with him to the end of the street, and pointed out a little group of huts on the distant moor.
"Go into the first one," she said; "it is Nanna Sinclair"s. And be sure and keep to the trodden path, for outside of it there are bogs that no man knows the bottom of."
Then David went forward alone, and his heart fell, and a somber look crept like a cloud over his face. This was not the home-coming he had antic.i.p.ated--this poor meal at a stranger"s fireside. He had been led to think that his cousin Paul had a large house and the touch of money-getting. "He and his will be well off," Liot had affirmed more than once. And one day, while he yet could stand in the door of his hut, he had looked longingly northward and said, "Oh, if I could win home again! Paul would make a fourteen days"
feast to welcome me."
The very vagueness of these remarks had given strength to David"s imagination. He had hoped for things larger than his knowledge, and he had quite forgotten to take into his calculations the fact that as the years wear on they wear out love and life, and leave little but graves behind them. At this hour he felt his destiny to be hard and unlovely, and the text learned as one of the pillars of his faith, "Jacob have I loved, Esau have I hated," forced itself upon his reflection. A deadly fear came into his heart that the Borsons were among these hated ones. Why else did G.o.d pursue them with such sufferings and fatalities? And what could he do to propitiate this unfriendly Deity?
His road was upon the top of the cliff, over a moor covered with peat-bogs and withered heather. The sea was below him, and a long, narrow lake lay silent and motionless among the dangerous moss--a lake so old and dead-looking that it might have been the shadow of a lake that once was. Nothing green was near it, and no birds were tempted by its sullen waters; yet untold myriads of sea-birds floated and wheeled between sea and sky, and their hungry, melancholy cries and the desolate landscape stimulated and colored David"s sad musings, though he was quite unaware of their influence.
When he came to the group of huts, he paused a moment. They were the abodes of poverty; there was none better than the rest. But Barbara had said that Nanna"s was the first one, and he went slowly toward it. No one appeared, though the door stood wide open; but when he reached the threshold he could see Nanna sitting within.
She was busily braiding the fine Tuscan straw for which Shetland was then famous, and her eyes were so intently following her rapid fingers that it was unlikely she had seen him coming. Indeed, she did not raise them at once, for it was necessary to leave her work at a certain point; and in that moment"s delay David looked with a breathless wonder at the woman before him.
She was sitting, and yet even sitting she was majestic. Her face was large, but perfectly oval, and fair as a lily; her bright-brown hair was parted, pa.s.sed smoothly behind the ears, and beautifully braided. Serenity and an unalterable calm gave to the young face something of the fixity of marble; but as David spoke she let her eyes fall upon a little child at her feet, and then lifted them to him with a smile as radiant and life-giving as sunshine.
"Who are you?" she asked, as she took her babe in her arms and went toward David.
"I am your far-cousin David Borson."
"The son of my father"s cousin Liot?"
"Yes. Liot Borson is dead, and here am I."
"You are welcome, for you were to come. My father talked often of his cousin Liot. They are both gone away from this world."
"I think they have found each other again. Who can tell?"
"Among the great mult.i.tude that no man can number, it might not be easy."
"If G.o.d willed it so?"
"That would be sufficient. This is your little cousin Vala; she is nearly two years old. Is she not very pretty?"
"I know not what to say. She is too pretty for words."
"Sit down, cousin, and tell me all."
And as they talked her eyes enthralled him. They were deep blue, and had a solar brilliancy as if they imbibed light--holy eyes, with the slow-moving pupils that indicate a religious, perhaps a mystical, soul. David sat with her until sunset, and she gave him a simple meal of bread and tea, and talked confidentially to him of Liot and of her own father and brothers. But of herself she said nothing at all; neither could David find courage to ask her a single question.