WORTH WHILE.
It is easy enough to be pleasant When life flows by like a song, But the man worth while is the one who will smile When everything goes dead wrong.
For the test of the heart is trouble, And it always comes with the years, And the smile that is worth the praise of the earth Is the smile that shines through tears.
It is easy enough to be prudent When nothing tempts you to stray; When without or within no voice of sin Is luring your soul away.
But it is only a negative virtue Until it is tried by fire, And the life that is worth the honor of earth Is the one that resisteth desire.
By the cynic, the sad, the fallen, Who had no strength for the strife, The world"s highway is c.u.mbered to-day; They make up the item of life.
But the virtue that conquers pa.s.sion, And the sorrow that hides in a smile-- It is these that are worth the homage of earth, For we find them but once in a while.
--ELLA WHEELER WILc.o.x.
PREJUDICE.
I find but little difference between humanity in prison walls and the humanity outside. Prisoners are our brothers and our sisters. We must soon meet them all at the judgment. They are naturally supposed to be guilty of crime of some kind. But they are not all criminals. Wicked men, willing to shield themselves, oftentimes throw suspicion on others, who are placed under arrest and convicted by circ.u.mstantial evidence or false testimony. Others, of course, are of the worst types of humanity. Some of them seem unworthy of the name of man or woman, yet even these Christ died to save, and G.o.d is able to deliver them and how shall His name be better glorified or His power be more manifest, than in their transformation?
Very many are so prejudiced against all those who are counted as criminals that they believe them to be utterly incapable of any good and are quick to believe that they see in them evidences of the deepest depravity.
A sad yet amusing ill.u.s.tration of this fact comes to my mind. Chaplain H., of the Reformatory for Boys at Kearney, Nebraska, is an honest-faced, true-hearted young man, full of zeal in the service of G.o.d. At one time when I stopped at Kearney he called for me at the train. As I looked at him he said, with a smile, "Did you think it was one of the boys whom the superintendent had sent for you?" I replied, "Yes; I did at first; you are so young, Mr. Chaplain;" and then he related to me the following circ.u.mstances which I give as nearly as I can in his own words:
"At one time Prof. Mallalieu and myself had been to Lincoln on business, and were returning together. We were quietly resting, and I was sitting with closed eyes, meditating, when a lady happened along and recognized the Superintendent, and said "Have you got a boy there, taking him to the Reform Schools?"
"Considerably amused, he replied: "Yes; this is a very bad fellow; I have had a lot of trouble with him, and have just recaptured him, and now I am watching to see that he doesn"t make his escape." The woman leaned over and, scanning my face and features, said: "He has an awful bad look on his face; you can see he is a criminal and needs to be under strict discipline.""
The dear young chaplain said, as he laughingly related this instance, that he learned a lesson in human nature that day. That woman, who imagined that she saw in the face of that young looking, honest, devoted Christian young man evidences of guilt and depravity, was only one among thousands who are led by prejudice when they imagine that they are exercising great discernment.
A LOOK INTO THE CELL.
Reader, could you and I walk together down the cell-house corridor in almost any of our large prisons, at almost any hour of the night and pause and listen to the sighs and smothered sobs and often to the deep groans that might be heard welling up from hearts that are broken and crushed by sorrow and remorse; could we, dear reader, cast one sidelong glance in pa.s.sing the rounds of the cell-house with the guard, who, with m.u.f.fled tread wends his ceaseless march throughout the night, your heart, as well as mine, would be deeply moved. On those stone floors, guarded by double locks and iron bars, as well as by the living sentinel, you might see many a mother"s boy kneeling in silent prayer to his mother"s G.o.d, and as he prays and communes with his own thoughts, you might hear again the groans of anguish as the poor unfortunate thinks of home and mother, wife and children, or other loved ones.
Then look with me into that poor man"s cell, void of comfort, with nothing that would remind you of home; a close narrow cell, a poor hard cot, a straw pillow, if any, and kept under strict watch day and night; left many times without one ray of hope, without a gleam of sunshine or a kind word. I wonder there are not scores of insane men in our state prisons for every one that we find, and there are many, very many, who are either partially or entirely insane. I am convinced that oftentimes men are crazy when the officers suppose they are only obstinate and rebellious and mean. Often do I note insanity lurking in the eyes and often as the prisoners file past me at the close of a service and I clasp each one by the hand, as is my custom, among the many who are so glad to have a kind word and a hand-clasp at parting I notice those who are not sane by the peculiarity of the clasp of the hand. Some have a clasp like a mad-man, others a limp, lifeless hand-shake, with cold, clammy hands. Oh, what wisdom is needed to know how to deal with these poor, helpless souls! I find many of them with hearts as tender and sensibilities as acute as any I meet outside.
INSANE PRISONERS.
While I was having a service for the criminal insane at Anamosa, Iowa, state prison, a young man was very anxious to see me and tell me something. As I waited to talk with him he said to me in _such a pitiful way_, "Go and tell my dear mother I will try to help her.
Won"t somebody help my poor mother?" This was the burden of his heart.
Poor boy! in his partial derangement his whole concern seemed to be for her. He is only one among many!
[Ill.u.s.tration: WITH INSANE PRISONERS AT ANAMOSA, IOWA.]
A TOUCHING INCIDENT.
At one time I was on the train going north from Indianapolis. My brother, J. M. Ryder, was with me. I was singing a hymn, and walking to the end of the car as I sang I saw two men bound together by handcuffs. One of them I supposed to be an officer. He was a fine looking man, well dressed. It was a few days before Christmas, but I noticed some holly-berries pinned to his coat. I remarked, "You have holly-berries before Christmas day!" With tears rolling down his face he answered, "My little girl pinned this on me. She said, "Papa, you will not be here when Christmas comes, and I will pin it on now before you go.""
I said, "You are an officer, are you not?"
"Oh, no!" he said, "I am a prisoner," and then he told me his sad story. Money belonging to some one else, a relative, if I remember rightly, had been left in his care. Under pressure of need he used some of it, being confident that he could replace it before it was needed; but the shortage was discovered, he was arrested, found guilty and sentenced. With a broken heart he said, "I never will live to serve out my sentence. This will surely kill me. I am not a thief, but I was so sure I could replace the money before it was needed."
Reader, think you this man was any more a criminal at heart than thousands who move among men honored and respected? Who can question that there are thousands who, perhaps, do not transgress the letter of the law, yet more deliberately and wilfully wrong their fellow men than this poor man? And this case is only one of many; and where shall we draw the line? Oh, let us have fervent charity one for another.
I am not biased in my judgment. I know sentimentalism is not salvation. That can come only through true repentance and faith in G.o.d and must be evidenced by rest.i.tution and good works; but if you could see, as I have seen, the meetings in the prison guard-room between husband and wife, mother and son, or between father and his wayward boy, if you could see the tears and sobs as they meet and part, and above all at the last parting before execution, I believe you would never feel like criticising or being harsh in your judgment again.
Could you have gone with me during these twenty years, could you have had the confidence of these prisoners as I have had it, you would realize that they are, in very many cases, as truly open to conviction and as easily reached as those outside of prison walls, and are they not my children? Do I not know their faults? Do they not confess to me their guilt? But back of all I see Jesus hanging on the cross of Calvary, between two thieves, dying, and in His death agony, while the blood is oozing from the print of the thorns upon His brow, while the eyes are growing gla.s.sy in death, with the cold death sweat standing out upon His face, I hear Him say to the penitent thief, "This day shalt thou be with me in Paradise." And again, as He remembers all those who have so cruelly wronged Him, he cries, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do." If the Son of G.o.d gave Himself for us, if with His dying breath He prayed for His persecutors, if He who knew no sin and understood all hearts could say, "They know not what they do," G.o.d help us to be willing to forgive those who have transgressed the law either of G.o.d or man.
These prisoners need a helping hand, need a friend with wisdom, tact and judgment, one in whose heart there is the one thought above all others of the need of their immortal souls, their eternal destiny.
You and I, reader, must do our part in reforming a lost world, in saving lost sinners. Then let us remember how good G.o.d has been to us by keeping us out of prison, by keeping us out of the evil surroundings and influences that might have brought us there. Let us give the poor prisoners a fair show and fair play. Many of them long for better things, for one more chance to prove themselves worthy of the confidence and sympathy of their fellow men. After twenty years of toil among those who are bound, I do bless G.o.d that He ever called me to carry to those in prison the glad message of His love and seek by love and faith and prayer to lift them up to better things.
PREPARED TO DIE.
Once while holding services in a prison, there came to me a prisoner saying, "Mother, I want to tell you I was saved since I saw you."
(Only a few days previous.)
Then he told me that he was under sentence of death and that he was so troubled that he cried to G.o.d to forgive his sins and pardon his crime, and that G.o.d had forgiven him and that he was now prepared to die. He said that when the Lord forgave him he was so happy that the officers put an extra guard over him, thinking that he had suddenly lost his mind.
I exhorted him to maintain his faith in G.o.d and never doubt His saving power; to walk softly before G.o.d; to keep humble and meek and pray much. Truly there is pardon for every sinner who, in the depths of his soul, repents of his sin. G.o.d"s love and power are so great that He will save to the uttermost all that come unto Him, not willing that any should perish.
Reader, perhaps you have not the opportunity to know these souls as I know them, and so to help you understand them I give in other chapters many extracts in their own words, taken here and there from the thousands of letters I have received. I believe this will help you to understand that hundreds, shut out from the companionship of their fellow beings, are as easily moved by kindness, as capable of grat.i.tude, as easily won to repentance, as willing to give up sin, as thousands of those outside, who perhaps have never been tempted as they were tempted and have never fallen as they have fallen. In quoting from these letters few changes have been made, except in spelling, capitalization and punctuation.
Some young souls are making, for a stated time, This, their maiden effort, on the sea of crime.
Oh, Christians, teach them early what to me is plain; Crime ever _has_ and ever _will_ result in lasting pain.
Do not be _too_ lenient, nor _too_ soon forgive, Lest all _vice_ should flourish and no _virtue_ live.
Society demands it, the _guilty_ should atone-- But take care you punish those, and those _alone_!
Keep them in your prison till by _virtue_ shown They will know what _is_ and what is _not_ their own.
But let all be careful lest by _word_ or _act_ Those who should _reform_ them from their _good_ subtract.
Rule them wisely, gently--by some _humane_ plan, All their faults to conquer as best becomes a Man.
When your work is finished and their habits changed, Give them honest labor, by the State arranged; Show them honest labor _can_ a living gain, While the _social outcast_ harvests _want_ and _shame_!
Treat them fairly, kindly; teach them all the true Will be friendly with them while _the right_ they do.
Both principle and policy declare this course is wise; Then why longer act the fool and wisdom"s voice despise?
Crime never _can_ nor _will_ decrease until in _Wisdom"s School_ Men learn the noted lesson, "Right _through_ Law should Rule."
--_H. P. McKnight._
[Ill.u.s.tration: PRISONERS MARCHING.]
CHAPTER IV.
A Brief Pen Picture of Prison Life.