Chapter 214: Chapter 214 I want to be with you
“So, the reason why you disliked me in the past was that you liked me, but you felt embarra.s.sed to say it?” As soon as I said this, not to mention Chu Yuan, I was also stunned…
What the h.e.l.l was I talking about? This sounded like I was blatantly teasing my little sister!
Chu Yuan’s face instantly turned very hot; so much so that there were visible steams coming out from her head. She felt so embarra.s.sed that she rushed toward me with her little fists. “What are you talking about! I don’t like you, I hate you! I hate you! I hate you very much! I hate you the most!”
Following the logic Chu Yuan just said, if dislike meant like, and dislike very much meant like very much, then wouldn’t hate me the most mean. . . But I wouldn’t dare to say anything to tease her anymore. Holding back the erratic throbbing in my heart, I laughed.
Although what Chu Yuan said may not be all true or all false, there must be reasons for this, right? She didn’t really dislike me as she usually showed; otherwise, after living with me, our relationship would not change rapidly and develop in a good direction. Probably, she just did not know how to express feelings.
I knew it. I loved her so much, spoiled her, and cared for her, were there any other elder brothers in the world that were as gentle as me? Even if her heart was as hard as a block of steel, it would be melted into liquid by my sincerity.
Chu Yuan’s soft fist didn’t hurt me, but I clearly felt that a small scar in my heart had just been poked.
I didn’t know if it was because of the beautiful girl who had just flashed past in my mind, or because I suddenly remembered the crumpled envelope that once caused Chu Yuan to almost lose her life.
Those were the same thing, but it never seemed to be the same. . .
I once again habitually and consciously blocked the memories that I didn’t want to look back at. It seemed that the people and the things of the past were not so precious. The people I should cherish and protect were in front of me right now.
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Xiao Yike, that little minx, was probably really angry with me. Not only didn’t she turn on the phone, but her QQ was also offline.
It was actually quite understandable, after all, it was because of me that she wanted to hurt Mo Fei. But not only did I not praise her, but I also scold her. She would inevitably be upset about it, but. . . Maybe she was really spoiled by her family. She clearly didn’t realize that she had broken the law.
Whether it was Xiao Yike, Dongfang Lianren, or my dear little sister, why wasn’t there a normal girl around me?
I turned off the computer and glanced at the pouring rain outside the window. The lightning that tore the sky really made people feel uncomfortable. I always felt that it was disturbing my mind, making me feel irritated.
After I drew the curtains, I got into the bed and picked up the bedside book The a.n.a.lysis of Freud’s Dream I bought for three months, but only managed to read 30 pages. After reading a few lines, I felt that my head became dizzy and my eyelids became heavier. This thing was more effective than sleeping pills and lullabies. But just when I was about to turn off the bedside lamp and sleep, I heard a soft knock on the door, “Elder Brother, are you awake?”
“Yuan Yuan?” Looking at Chu Yuan, who was cautiously sneaking in with her bare feet, holding a plush Kitty, I was a little dazed, “It’s so late, why don’t you sleep?”
“I. . .” Chu Yuan’s small face seemed to be covered with a thin layer of red silk, and her big eyes rippling with water. Seemingly feeling embarra.s.sed to look at me, she lowered her head to look at her toes and hummed using a voice that seemed to be made by a mosquito, “I, I, . . Tonight, can I. . .”
“What did you say?!” The rain outside was noisy. The raindrops pattered on the window gla.s.ses, like soybeans. .h.i.tting the window. Under such noise, I could not hear the words Chu Yuan said.
Chu Yuan took a deep breath, “I said, tonight, can I. . . okay?”
“Can you what?” I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. This bratty girl’s voice suddenly dropped, like a person walking on the road suddenly fell into the sewer. I still didn’t hear it clearly, but I saw her reaction clearly. . .
This bratty girl only wore a small tight-fitting vest that would reveal her belly b.u.t.ton and a pair of boxer shorts that could only cover her thighs. Snowy arms, slim waist, slender legs, and small jade feet; this degree of nudity made me, who had a dirty mind, not dare to look at her directly, but my eyes just couldn’t help but always wanted to turn to look at her body.
I felt really ashamed. As a healthy twenty-four years old virgin, this was too much. It was such a torment. The original curiosity about the body of the opposite s.e.x I had seemed to have upgraded to the wild nature of a beast, unable to tell the difference between the prey.
Of course, I swear to G.o.d that I was only curious about women’s bodies, not my little sister’s body, otherwise, I would be struck to death by lightning.
“Crack—”
There was a loud bang in the sky, and lightning flashed through the window; even the thick curtains could not conceal its terrifying brilliance. . .
d.a.m.n it! Was G.o.d deaf or he just didn’t like me? He actually really wanted to strike me with lightning? !
Although I didn’t want to admit that I had dirty thoughts in my mind, I had to admit that I was scared by the sudden loud noise; my heart almost jumped out of my mouth. Just as I swallowed my heart back into my stomach, my quilt was suddenly lifted up, then a familiar fragrance and a smooth and tender body crawled into my bed.
It was Chu Yuan.
I hurriedly screamed, “Bratty girl, what are you doing? !” I couldn’t help but panic. I was only wearing a pair of boxer shorts!
“I’m scared of thunder! I want to sleep with you tonight!” Chu Yuan seemed to be afraid that I would kick her out of the bed, and she seemed to be really afraid of the lightning and thunder outside the window. She completely ignored that she was pressing on top of me, hugging my waist with her arms tightly, and pressing her small face tightly against my chest. Probably because she was wearing too little, and she had been standing outside for too long, her arms were very cold.
It turned out that this was what she wanted to say. . . The hands that I instinctively reached out to push her stopped. Seeing that this girl closed her eyes, her long eyelashes and thin shoulders were shivering constantly, like a frightened kitty, I couldn’t help but stroked her head slowly. The nasty thoughts I had earlier instantly disappeared without a trace.
“Okay, we will sleep together. Hehe, look at you. You are a big girl now, but you are still afraid of thunder. . .” Although I said this, I knew the reason why Chu Yuan was afraid of thunder for a long time. However, I never knew that she would be so afraid of it.
Hearing that I agreed, Chu Yuan opened her eyes. But when our eyes met, she immediately turned her head away with a blushing face. Then she slowly moved down from my body to the bed, but her arms still hugged me tightly. “I, I just can’t help it. It is very scary when I am alone. Just laugh if you want, my image has already been ruined completely in front of you anyway. ”
Speaking of which, she always looked dowdy at home. In addition, she always created trouble for me for no reason. So she didn’t have any image to be ruined to begin with, right?
When she was alone, she would be afraid of thunder. I would not laugh at Chu Yuan’s words, because I knew that these words were almost all her childhood memories.
Before my stepmother married my old man, life was not easy for my stepmother. She worked very hard to support Chu Yuan. Therefore, many times she left Chu Yuan alone at home. How could children not be afraid of lightning and thunder? Perhaps what Chu Yuan was really afraid of was never those things, but the loneliness and the fear of being abandoned…
“You are my little sister, why do you need to maintain a good image in front of me?” This actually sounded like I was finding an excuse for myself. After all, I didn’t think I had maintained a good image in front of her.
Chu Yuan just snorted. I didn’t know whether she was agreeing to it or disdaining it. Anyway, I smiled and said, “Let me get up and put on my pajamas.” Chu Yuan’s small face was pressed against my chest, and I could clearly feel the heat from her breath, not to mention the direct contact between our skin.
Chu Yuan didn’t release her arms around me, as if I was really a subst.i.tute for the stuffed toy she threw under the bed, “Is it comfortable to sleep in clothes or to sleep like this?”
“It’s there even a need to ask?” I sighed, “Of course it’s more comfortable to sleep nak. . . Ahem, of course. it is more comfortable to sleep this way.” I almost said that sleeping naked was the most comfortable. Before Chu Yuan moved to live with me, I had always slept naked without wearing pants. Recently I have been sleeping with clothes on. But whenever I got up, I felt very tired. I always felt that I didn’t have enough rest.
“Then don’t wear pajamas,” Chu Yuan said with a blushing face, “after all, . . Last time when you were drunk and you slept like this as well. Besides, this time it was me who asked you to sleep with me. So, I shouldn’t demand more things from you. . . We are siblings. As long as you, you sleep straight, it is fine. . .”
“Yuan Yuan? . .” I patted Chu Yuan’s smooth arms with a serious face, and said, “I don’t think you are qualified to tell me to sleep straight. Because it was always me who suffered. For example, now. . .”
Chu Yuan was dazed. When she finally realized that I was teasing her, she immediately scolded shyly, “you are so annoying! I can touch you, but you can’t touch me!”
“Hahahaha—” although Chu Yuan pounded me with her little fists, her punches felt like tickles to me, making me laugh. Although this bratty girl was sometimes very unreasonable, from another perspective, she was very cute.
After tired of playing around with me, or probably she felt so embarra.s.sed, she turned around with her back to me. I just smiled, turned off the lamp, and said, “It’s very late now, I am going to sleep now. Yuan Yuan, you have to be honest and don’t take advantage of me while I’m asleep.”
“Huh!” The bratty girl answered me with a snort.
The room was very quiet. The sound of the two people’s breathing could be heard clearly. However, like the raindrops that were pattering the window non-stop, my heart was beating fast.
G.o.d d.a.m.n it! Chu Yuan suddenly habitually hugged me from behind. Not only was the hot breath blowing on my skin, but also the two soft bulges that were pressed onto my body made me unable to fall asleep. A thin layer of cloth was not able to block anything at all! I could even feel the two points on the top of those two soft b.r.e.a.s.t.s. . .