Chapter 1577: Past and present life (3)
“Prepare? Prepare what?” Liu Buyan totally refused to listen to him finis.h.i.+ng his words as he snorted disdainfully, “After Yueli obtained the Sky Phoenix Ring, it was because of you standing behind her which was why no one dared to covet it! Ever since the news of you going into closed door cultivation to prepare for breakthrough tenth stage realm broke out, numerous people laid their eyes on her! Don’t tell me you totally didn’t sense anything at all! But you still went into closed door cultivation, isn’t it?”
“If you really cared about her, would you allow her to go to Northern Ice Fields on her own? You should stay by her side at all times!”
“If… If… one really had placed her in your heart, that person would be willing to follow her to the ends of the earth! It’s until now that I finally understand why she refused to agree to marry you! Because your feelings always have a prerequisite and that is under the circ.u.mstances that your cultivation is not affected in any way, then you will place her into your consideration!”
“You… You are that kind of selfish b*strd!”
Liu Buyan completely blasted out everything he had hid inside his heart for so many years, as he blurted everything out at once!
He had once forced himself to give up, suppressing the feelings he had inside.
That was because he felt that his own potential wasn’t powerful enough and he was unable to protect the stunning and talented lady like Huang Yueli!
He originally thought Mu Chengying could, Mu Chengying’s innate talent and resoluteness deigned him to become Soaring Heavens Continent’s number one! Further, he appeared to love Huang Yueli so deeply…..
Liu Buyan had once thought that Mu Chengying was much more suitable for Huang Yueli.
In order not to spoil the friends.h.i.+p between Mu Chengying and himself, and to let the woman in his heart to have a better life, he stepped down reluctantly.
But now, he finally realised that… he was wrong!
Perhaps he would never be able to chase up to Mu Chengying in terms of cultivation, but at least…. he would always place Huang Yueli in first place, willing to accompany her to anywhere in the world! Even if he would not be able to protect her eventually, he would never let her die in front of his eyes!
Mu Chengying sat despondently on the ground as the deep pain swallowed him completely. The throbbing pain in his heart made him unable to breath.
“It’s not like that, I’m not what you think! Li’er… she really is more important than anything else…..”
He mumbled to himself but also knew that he had no way to explain himself.
It wasn’t that he didn’t place her in first place, but for the longest time, he had always a.s.sumed that as long as he was stronger, only then would he be able to protect her properly. Only when he was so strong that no one could match up to him, then would no one dared to offend his beloved woman.
Since the day he stepped into Sky Emperor City, it was love at first sight for him when he caught a glimpse of the graceful Young Priestess of the Mythical Flame Palace. All his hard work was so that he was worthy of her. Later on, it was to allow her to do whatever she wanted with a peace of mind, to behave unscrupulously…..
Everything he did was because of her….
Before deciding to advance, he already had a plan which was to ascend together with Huang Yueli…. he was only afraid that Huang Yueli might not be willing to do so, hence he thought of acting first and reporting later.
Whoever knew that this little intelligence of his made other people who were coveting his position mistook that he no longer placed Huang Yueli in his heart, hence deciding to make a move to kill her.
All these, ultimately, were all because of him.
So when Liu Buyan said he was the one who caused Huang Yueli’s death, he indeed had no way to refute it…..
Furthermore, no matter what he said now was of no use…..
“Mu Chengying, this is my last time coming to look for you! From now onwards, we will go our separate ways! I, Liu Buyan….. don’t have a friend like you!”