Chapter 782. Go Ahead
「 What should I do? 」
Megu asks. I…
「 Megu, do what you want to do 」
「 Yoshi-kun? 」
「 I, we’re not forcing you to do anything. It’s your life 」
I pull out my p.e.n.i.s from Agnes’ insides.
「 Auuun~ It’s leaking out! 」
My s.e.m.e.n drips out of the small opening of the young girl.
Then, she takes a deep breath and lies down on the floor.
Was it hard for her?
「 You okay, Agnes? 」
I asked.
「 I’m okay, just a small break 」
She wipes off the sweat on her forehead.
Then.
「 Luna, please clean up 」
Agnes calls Luna.
「 You have to use your tongue to clean it up 」
「 Ah, okay 」
「 Yomi will join in 」
Yomi and Luna kneel before me.
「 I-I’ll lick it, Nii-san 」
「 Yomi will serve 」
「 Yeah, go on 」
The sisters use the tip of their tongue and crawl it on my p.e.n.i.s.
Luna goes to my clans.
Yomi licks the rod covered in love nectar and s.e.m.e.n.
「 It’s sour and bitter 」
「 But you’ll find it tasty soon enough 」
Mana smiled at Luna.
「 Yes, Yomi likes this smell because it’s coming from Sensei 」
Yomi seems to like the smell my d.i.c.k emits.
「 You know, Onii-chan likes this too 」
Mana rubs her nipple on my glans.
「 Oh, that looks fun. Yomi will try that! 」
Yomi lifts her big b.r.e.a.s.t.s and rubs it on my p.e.n.i.s.
「 That feels good 」
I watch the three girls swarm around my p.e.n.i.s and said.
「 Yukino, I think it’s about time you recover 」
Yukino who had her ecstasy after a long while returns to the earth.
「 Eh, yeah. I’m okay now 」
She smiled at me and get up.
As expected, conceiving a child makes one’s body round.
The volume of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s is much larger than before.
「 Then, let’s kiss. I want to kiss Yukino 」
「 Ufufu, me too 」
Yukino gets up and kisses me on the lips.
「 More, I want a pa.s.sionate one 」
「 No, it would make me want to do it again 」
「 Then do it 」
「 I already had my fill tonight. These girls, was it Tsukiko-san? They need attending too 」
Yukino gives other girls time too.
「 My child and I will watch as you feel good with other girls 」
「 Yukino 」
We kiss once again.
「 Hey, Yoshi-kun. Please don’t ignore me, look this way 」
Megu calls for me with a tearful voice.
「 I’m not ignoring you, Megu 」
I replied while kissing Yukino and receiving cleanup f.e.l.l.a.t.i.o from Yomi and Luna.
Agnes is hugging my legs.
「 But, Yoshi-kun, you’re not looking at me 」
「 Not looking doesn’t mean that I’m ignoring you 」
I replied.
「 I’ve got a lot of women and this big family to look after. I cannot look at Megu all the time. 」
I need to act coldly towards Megu here.
I cannot be overprotective towards her like before.
「 There’s this book I read from middle school, it says; 」
Megu speaks.
「 A lover’s relationship, loving each other, means to need each other’s company 」
Need?
「 Yoshi-kun doesn’t need me. Even without me, all the other girls will serve Yoshi-kun 」
I…
「 Megu, that man who wrote that book is wrong 」
「 Huh? 」
「 Need has nothing to do with it. Aren’t we already family, Megu? 」
I counter Megu’s “lover” argument with “family” again.
「 Even if you’re too close, annoying, obstructing, or causing trouble, or even if you go somewhere far where I could no longer see you, we’re still family. No matter what happens, I wish for Megu’s happiness 」
「 I knew it, it’s still family. I cannot become Yoshi-kun’s lover 」
Megu cries quietly.
「 You’ve been told that becoming family is much better than becoming lovers, and yet… 」
Luna mutters.
「 You can stop being lovers, part ways, but family will always be family. You do not understand how much family it brings, don’t you? 」
Luna.
「 Francie told me “Love will always end, no matter what it is” 」
Yukino smiled.
Francie, that one’s the gay co-star on Yukino’s show.
「 “Love is a fire that lights up your heart, but since it’s burning, it’ll fade sooner or later. It’ll run out of fuel. Therefore, I don’t jump to love anymore” Well, Francie’s love must be some young man, still, 」
Well, he’s a middle-aged h.o.m.o after all.
His partner may also be a h.o.m.o, but if he doesn’t like old men, then that love would end.
Even if they come out with “I love you, please go out with me.”
Most end up in that state.
「 And in that regard, a family is better. No matter how much your emotions change, whether you like it or not, your family will remain the same 」
Yukino said.
「 That’s a lie. Family will always be family is just your ideal. I’ve seen people abandon their family multiple times 」
Yukino, she’s a favorite among the Shirasaka clan and is abandoned now.
「 Aren’t you the same? Your real parents abandoned you, and that’s why you cut ties with them 」
Yukino looked at me.
「 Right. I don’t care much about what happens to my Father in the future. I don’t want to see my Mother again. I won’t go to their funeral either. Nor I’d go visit their graves 」
I’ve abandoned Yoshida house.
My father and mother abandoned me, and yet.
I wonder why was I clinging to the Yoshida house?
「 I want to return my grat.i.tude to Minaho-neesan for letting me out of that family. I want to offer the rest of my life for all the big sisters, my little sisters, my women. Those are my family. I want to live for my family 」
「 There’s more, right? 」
Yukino laughed.
「 You’ll give some for your children too, right? 」
Yukino touches the green tattoo above her abdomen.
「 Agnes is also Papa’s daughter 」
「 Right. I need to hang on for my children too 」
I pat Agnes’ head.
「 He has that kind of resolve. See? “Family is family, and it’s absolute.” He isn’t making a stance just for formality’s sake, he has the resolve. No, he probably dares 」
Yukino said.
「 Rebellious 」
Mana said.
「 Onii-chan’s rebelling. His fate is too aggravating. His father and mother abandoned him, it made him mad, and thus, he won’t leave his family even if he dies. He’s resolved to love the family until the end 」
「 Yes, Kou-sama’s resolve is to oppose fate 」
Tsukiko.
「 He carries us all on his back. He embraces us with both his arms 」
But.
「 But, I’m still learning. I’m nothing but a punk who tries to carry everything on my back. I do not have anything I could do right now, and so I believe in my family, and sometimes, I rely on everyone, learning from all of it 」
Also.
「 Each of us has some problems where we need to use our power to overcome it. I now understand that I shouldn’t panic and try to help you all out before I could face my own problems 」
Megu’s like that.
Therefore, I won’t reach out my hand to help Megu.
Megu needs to overcome it herself.
「 Also, there’s no need to rush to a conclusion. Even if it takes a year or two, you need to live with that. If it goes badly, it may take decades, but rushing it will only cause wounds 」
「 Indeed, the Kouzuki ladies got that love of cleanliness. They’re too smart. That’s why they find Megu, a woman who grumbles a lot and is useless as an eyesore, and so they tried to fix her, but when they find out that it’s not easy, they were trying to push her out right away! 」
Yukino said.
「 I’m not rushing. I’ve already talked to Misuzu and Nei 」
I said and looked at Megu.
「 Megu, do what you want to do 」
I…
「 I’ll wait for you always. I believe that Megu will understand 」
「 I…? 」
「 That’s right. Megu, you can stay in this mansion, or, if you don’t want to live together with the other girls, then you can live apart from everyone 」
Megu and I have a small house where we live together as a setting.
「 Of course, you can return to Yamamine house too. You could live on your own far away too 」
Also.
「 You can leave our relationship the same. Or find another man and marry him 」
「 W-What are you talking about, Yoshi-kun?! 」
Megu’s surprised.
「 On the other hand, if you want to bear my child right now, then say it. Of course, I’ll treasure Megu’s child as well. 」
I said.
「 I cannot live a life where I only love Megu, look at Megu, live for Megu. That’s impossible. I’ve got all my precious family, it’s not just Megu 」
I made it clear.
「 However, anything other than that would be yours to do. Embrace your dream, face it, make it real. It may be an impossible dream, but Megu, you’re free to challenge that dream 」
That’s right.
「 You can work hard on your club activities, or work hard to become a school teacher. I’m not tying you up, Megu. I’ll support you in whatever you want to do, but I won’t tie you up with me. If ever Megu bears a child that isn’t mine, then I’ll continue to support you. I’ll help Megu, Megu’s child, even Megu’s husband 」
Megu’s dumbfounded.
「 What are you talking about? I don’t get it. Yoshi-kun, what are you trying to say! 」
Then.
「 That is how much Onii-chan loves Megu-oneechan! 」
Mana shouted.
「 He loves you that much. He’ll bless no matter what kind of life Megu-oneechan chooses! He’s got that kind of resolve! 」
「 That is if Megumi thought it out made a choice for your life 」
Yukino added.
「 Yeah. If Megu made a decision, and you have resolved to not regret it, I’ll bless it, no matter what it is. That’s what I decided 」
Megu, stand up for yourself.
I beg you.
「 That’s because we’re family. Whatever happens in the future, I’ll always thin of Megu as my family, and I’ll continue to love you till forever. No matter what kind of life Megu chooses, even if you abandon me, even if you choose another man… Even if Megu forgets about me and lives somewhere far away… Even if you hate me… No matter what misfortune pa.s.ses by. I’ll never abandon Megu. I’ll always think of Megu as my family 」
That is my resolve, my determination.
「 You really are an idiot 」
Yukino laughed.
「 You know, he doesn’t have self-confidence, just like Megumi 」
「 Self-confidence? 」
Megu mutters.
「 Confident that one’s loved. He’s uneasy because he doesn’t think people could love someone like him. Aren’t you the same, Megumi? 」
Megu doesn’t respond.
「 You’re anxious, and so you seek “love” from your partner. And you want it to be clearly visible, and so, you shamelessly demand “I want you to prioritize me more than the other girls, show that you love me more than them” 」
Yukino said with a smile.
「 But, this man isn’t confident that he’s loved, and so he gives it instead. Even if he can’t see people’s love for him, he clearly knows that he loves his partners, right? That’s why he always pour all his love to his partner when he feels uneasy 」
I’m also uneasy.
I see. So that’s why.
I can imagine Megu parting from me and getting close with another man.
「 What an idiot. Megumi doesn’t have the looks nor the guts for that though 」
Yukino.
「 Isn’t that why all she does is make noise and depend on you? She couldn’t move forward by herself 」
Megu hangs her head.
「 But, I think that Onii-chan’s choice is right 」
Mana said.
「 We need to leave Megu-oneechan until she decides what she should do. Onii-chan making a resolve not to help out is the right thing to do. If this goes on, Megu-oneechan will just rely on Onii-chan again 」
「 I… 」
「 Don’t mind it, think of it yourself, then decide! If you want to stay here, then you’ve got to follow the rules here. Megu-oneechan needs to follow the same rules as everyone. If you don’t like that, then get out. You can meet up with Onii-chan in school, and you can have some time with Onii-chan, just like how you do now 」
「 It’s much easier if you start hating this idiot and leave him for another man though 」
Yukino said.
「 If Megumi married another man, I’d be sure to sing at your wedding reception. “CAN YOU CELEBRATE” or “Ladybug Samba” or “Bride Samba” 」
Megu fell silent.
「 Papa, are you anxious? 」
Agnes looked at me and asked.
「 Then, let’s have s.e.x when you do! 」
Hey, Agnes.
「 Agnes always does it. Agnes feels uneasy at times. Sometimes, I ask if Papa is really Agnes’ Papa. That it might not be true when Papa says that he loves Agnes 」
Agnes.
「 If I feel that way, then I ask to have s.e.x with Papa. Once we had s.e.x, I understand. Papa loves Agnes so much, and Agnes loves Papa the same! I love you, Papa! 」
Agnes smiles.
「 Luna, do you love Papa too? 」
Luna separated her lips from my glans and smiled at me.
「 I do. And since I can hear Nii-san’s thoughts since earlier, I’ve come to love him more and more 」
「 Yomi loves Sensei too! 」
Yomi said.
「 Mana loves Onii-chan. I’ve always loved you Onii-chan since long ago!! 」
Mana hugs me from behind.
「 Onii-chan has a big hole in his heart. He’s wounded, broken. Onii-chan’s heart has so many he lost, and that makes him different from ordinary boys 」
「 Yeah, I’m inferior to ordinary people after all 」
I’m aware that I’m lacking.
I’m aware that I’m broken.
「 But, Mana’s the same. Mana’s lost a lot, and is broken 」
Mana’s warm skin and her puffed b.r.e.a.s.t.s stimulate my body.
「 No, we broke Mana 」
We destroyed Shirasaka Maika, a 14-year-old girl.
「 Sorry about that, Mana 」
「 Why apologize? Onii-chan’s always been kind to me. I’ve got self-confidence now. If I continued to live as Shirasaka Maika, I’d live without any discomfort, but I won’t be as happy as I am now 」
So you prefer living here than in the Shirasaka house?
「 Maika-san’s Papa and Mama didn’t love Maika-san after all. Or should I say that the couple never liked each other, and yet, they made two daughters? They’re the worst. Papa even made two more daughters outside the house 」
Mana looked at Megu and Agnes.
「 No matter how wealthy one is, living a life without love is nothing but h.e.l.l. Even if you’re blood-related, a family just in the name isn’t a family. We’re nothing but housemates. We’re parent and children and yet, staying together only brings stress 」
Mana said.
「 But, compared to that. In this mansion, everyone gives and receives love. I love Onii-chan. I love the people here. I love this family from the bottom of my heart. I can tell the whole world. I love my precious family, I’ll tell them 」
Our family is a gathering of people who were lost.
Therefore, we get close. We help each other. We support each other.
We trust each other. We rely on each other.
Every one of us is hurt, and thus, we gently touch each other.
The senior group loves us, the young group.
「 And we’re family from today onwards 」
Luna.
「 Yes, we’re also broken. We can’t live without Sensei 」
Yomi.
「 And so, please love us to your heart’s content, Kou-sama 」
Tsukiko.
「 You can’t run away. I mean, I’ve got you already. Puff your chest with pride. You’re the man who made me pregnant 」
Yukino.
「 The s.e.x from earlier was great, it blew away all my pent-up frustration for the last four months. Therefore, be sure to entertain me once I get them piled up again, okay? I can’t have s.e.x with anyone but you until the day I die 」
「 Agnes also wants only Papa. Please pour it in my stomach again! 」
Agnes.
「 Well, I’m done today, so what’s next? 」
Yukino asks.
「 Agnes is already satisfied! Therefore, it’s Luna and Yomi-chan’s turn! 」
「 I had it earlier in school already 」
Mana said and looked at Tsukiko.
「 Tsukiko-san, come over, what do the three of you want to do? 」
「 May I? Kou-sama? 」
I…
「 Sure, let’s go 」
We’re already in a s.e.x tournament tonight, and so I don’t mind.
The newcomer Takakura sisters, and Yukino, I want them to get along.
「 Then, come over, Tsukiko-oneesama 」
Yomi beckons Tsukiko.
「 Yes, yes, I’m coming 」
Tsukiko looked at Megu before she moved.
Megu’s hanging her head with her eyes closed.
「 You must be lost 」
She speaks gently.
「 Then, take your time to worry. Although, if it takes you ten or twenty years, it’s a waste of your life 」