"I am not tired, dear Hugh."
Hugh clasped one arm round her neck and kissed her ? again and again, seeming unable to say anything to her in any other way; still keeping his hold of Mr. Carleton"s hand.
"I give all my part of her to you," he said, at length. "Mr.
Carleton, I shall see both of you in heaven?"
"I hope so," was the answer, in those very calm and clear tones that have a singular effect in quieting emotion, while they indicate anything but the want of it.
"I am the best off of you all," Hugh said.
He lay still for awhile with shut eyes. Fleda had withdrawn herself from his arms and stood at his side, with a bowed head, but perfectly quiet. He still held Mr. Carleton"s hand, as something he did not want to part with.
"Fleda," said he, "who is that crying? ? Mother ? come here."
Mr. Carleton gave place to her. Hugh pulled her down to him till her face lay upon his, and folded both his arms around her.
"Mother," he said, softly, "will you meet me in heaven? ? say yes."
"How can I, dear Hugh?"
"You can, dear mother," said he, kissing her with exceeding tenderness of expression ? "my Saviour will be yours and take you there. Say you will give yourself to Christ ? dear mother!
? sweet mother! ? promise me I shall see you again!"
Mrs. Rossitur"s weeping it was difficult to hear. But Hugh, hardly shedding a tear, still kissed her, repeating, "Promise me, dear mother ? promise me that you will;" ? till Mrs.
Rossitur, in an agony, sobbed out the word he wanted, and Hugh hid his face then in her neck.
Mr. Carleton left the room and went down stairs. He found the sitting-room desolate, untenanted and cold for hours; and he went again into the kitchen. Barby was there for some time, and then she left him alone.
He had pa.s.sed a long while in thinking, and walking up and down, and he was standing musing by the fire, when Fleda again came in. She came in silently to his side, and putting her arm within his, laid her face upon it with a simplicity of trust and reliance that went to his heart; and she wept there for a long hour They hardly changed their position in all that time; and her tears flowed silently, though incessantly, the only tokens of his part being such a gentle caressing, smoothing of her hair, or putting it from her brow as he had used when she was a child. The bearing of her hand and head upon his arm, in time showed her increasingly weary. Nothing showed him so.
"Elfie ? my dear Elfie," he said at last, very tenderly, in the same way that he would have spoken nine years before ?
"Hugh gave his part of you to me ? I must take care of it."
Fleda tried to rouse herself immediately.
"This is poor entertainment for you, Mr. Carleton," she said, raising her head, and wiping away the tears from her face.
"You are mistaken," he said, gently. "You never gave me such pleasure but twice before, Elfie?"
Fleda"s head went down again instantly, and this time there was something almost caressing in the motion.
"Next to the happiness of having friends on earth," he said soothingly, "is the happiness of having friends in heaven.
Don"t weep any more to-night, my dear Elfie."
"He told me to thank you," said Fleda. But stopping short and clasping with convulsive energy the arm she held, she shed more violent tears than she had done that night before. The most gentle soothing, the most tender reproof, availed at last to quiet her; and she stood clinging to his arm still, and looking down into the fire.
"I did not think it would be so soon," she said.
"It was not soon to him, Elfie."
"He told me to thank you for singing. How little while it seems since we were children together ? how little while since before that ? when I was a little child here ? how different!"
"No, the very same," said he, touching his lips to her forehead ? "you are the very same child you were then; but it is time you were my child, for I see you would make yourself ill. No," said he, softly, taking the hand Fleda raised to her face ? "no more to-night ? tell me how early I may see you in the morning ? for, Elfie, I must leave you after breakfast."
Fleda looked up inquiringly.
"My mother has brought news that determines me to return to England immediately."
"To England!"
"I have been too long from home ? I am wanted there."
Fleda looked down again, and did her best not to show what she felt.
"I do not know how to leave you ? and now ? but I must. There are disturbances among the people, and my own are infected. I _must_ be there without delay."
"Political disturbances?" said Fleda.
"Somewhat of that nature ? but partly local. How early may I come to you?"
"But you are not going away to-night? It is very late."
"That is nothing ? my horse is here."
Fleda would have begged in vain, if Barby had not come in and added her word, to the effect that it would be a mess of work to look for lodgings at that time of night, and that she had made the west room ready for Mr. Carleton. She rejected with great sincerity any claim to the thanks with which Fleda as well as Mr. Carleton repaid her; "there wa"n"t no trouble about it," she said. Mr. Carleton, however, found his room prepared for him with all the care that Barby"s utmost ideas of refinement and exactness could suggest.
It was still very early the next morning when he left it and came into the sitting-room, but he was not the first there.
The firelight glimmered on the silver and china of the breakfast table, all set; everything was in absolute order, from the fire to the two cups and saucers which were alone on the board. A still silent figure was standing by one of the windows looking out. Not crying; but that Mr. Carleton knew from the unmistakeable lines of the face was only because tears were waiting another time; quiet now, it would not be by and by. He came and stood at the window with her.
"Do you know," he said, after a little, "that Mr. Rossitur purposes to leave Queechy?"
"Does he?" said Fleda, rather starting, but she added not another word, simply because she felt she could not safely.
"He has accepted, I believe, a consulship at Jamaica."
"Jamaica!" said Fleda. "I have heard him speak of the West Indies ? I am not surprised ? I knew it was likely he would not stay here."
How tightly her fingers that were free grasped the edge of the window-frame. Mr. Carleton saw it and softly removed them into his own keeping.
"He may go before I can be here again. But I shall leave my mother to take care of you, Elfie."
"Thank you," said Fleda, faintly. "You are very kind ?"
"Kind to myself," he said, smiling. "I am only taking care of my own. I need not say that you will see me again as early as my duty can make it possible; ? but I may be detained, and your friends may be gone ? Elfie ? give me the right to send if I cannot come for you. Let me leave my wife in my mother"s care."
Fleda looked down, and coloured, and hesitated; but the expression in her face was not that of doubt.
"Am I asking too much?" he said, gently.