"Elfie, how do you know there is a G.o.d? what reason have you for thinking so, out of the Bible?"
It was a strange look little Fleda gave him. He felt it at the time, and he never forgot it. Such a look of reproach, sorrow, and _pity_, he afterwards thought, as an angel"s face might have worn. The _question_ did not seem to occupy her a moment. After this answering look she suddenly pointed to the sinking sun, and said ?
"Who made that, Mr. Carleton?"
Mr. Carleton"s eyes, following the direction of hers, met the long, bright rays, whose still witness-bearing was almost too powerful to be borne. The sun was just dipping majestically into the sea, and its calm self-a.s.sertion seemed to him at that instant hardly stronger than its vindication of its Author.
A slight arrow may find the joint in the armour before which many weightier shafts have fallen powerless. Mr. Carleton was an unbeliever no more from that time.
CHAPTER XII.
"He borrowed a box of the ear of the Englishman, and swore he would pay him again when he was able. ? _Merchant of Venice_.
One other incident alone in the course of the voyage deserves to be mentioned; both because it served to bring out the characters of several people, and because it was not ? what is? ? without its lingering consequences.
Thorn and Rossitur had kept up indefatigably the game of teasing Fleda about her "English admirer," as they sometime styled him. Poor Fleda grew more and more sore on the subject.
She thought it was very strange that two grown men could not find enough to do to amuse themselves without making sport of the comfort of a little child. She wondered they could take pleasure in what gave her so much pain; but so it was; and they had it up so often that, at last, others caught it from them, and, though not in malevolence, yet in thoughtless folly, many a light remark was made and question asked of her that set little Fleda"s sensitive nerves a-quivering. She was only too happy that they were never said before Mr. Carleton ?
that would have been a thousand times worse. As it was, her gentle nature was constantly suffering from the pain or the fear of these attacks.
"Where"s Mr. Carleton?" said her cousin, coming up one day.
"I don"t know," said Fleda; "I don"t know but he is gone up into one of the tops."
"Your humble servant leaves you to yourself a great while this morning, it seems to me. He is growing very inattentive."
"I wouldn"t permit it. Miss Fleda, if I were you," said Thorn, maliciously. "You let him have his own way too much."
"I wish you wouldn"t talk so, cousin Charlton!" said Fleda.
"But seriously," said Charlton, "I think you had better call him to account. He is very suspicious lately. I have observed him walking by himself, and looking very glum indeed. I am afraid he has taken some fancy into his head that would not suit you. I advise you to inquire into it."
"I wouldn"t give myself any concern about it," said Thorn, lightly, enjoying the child"s confusion and his own fanciful style of backbiting; "I"d let him go if he has a mind to, Miss Fleda. He"s no such great catch. He"s neither lord nor knight ? nothing in the world but a private gentleman, with plenty of money, I dare say, but you don"t care for that; and there"s as good fish in the sea as ever came out of it. I don"t think much of him."
"He is wonderfully better than _you_," thought Fleda, as she looked in the young gentleman"s face for a second, but she said nothing.
"Why, Fleda," said Charlton, laughing, "it wouldn"t be a killing affair, would it? How has this English admirer of yours got so far in your fancy? praising your pretty eyes, eh?
? eh?" he repeated, as Fleda kept a dignified silence.
"No," said Fleda, in displeasure; "he never says such things."
"No?" said Charlton. "What then! What does he say? I wouldn"t let him make a fool of me, if I were you. Fleda ? did he ever ask you for a kiss?"
"No!" exclaimed Fleda, half beside herself, and bursting into tears: " I wish you wouldn"t talk so! How can you!"
They had carried the game pretty far that time, and thought best to leave it. Fleda stopped crying as soon as she could, lest somebody should see her; and was sitting quietly again, alone as before, when one of the sailors whom she had never spoken to, came by, and leaning over towards her with a leer as he pa.s.sed, said ?
"Is this the young English gentleman"s little sweet-heart?"
Poor Fleda! She had got more than she could bear. She jumped up, and ran down into the cabin; and in her berth Mrs.
Carleton found her some time afterwards, quietly crying, and most sorry to be discovered. She was exceeding unwilling to tell what had troubled her. Mrs. Carleton, really distressed, tried coaxing, soothing, reasoning, promising, in a way the most gentle and kind that she could use.
"Oh, it"s nothing ? it"s nothing," Fleda said, at last, eagerly; "it"s because I am foolish ? it"s only something they said to me."
"Who, love?"
Again was Fleda most unwilling to answer, and it was after repeated urging that she at last said ?
"Cousin Charlton and Mr. Thorn."
"Charlton and Mr. Thorn! What did they say? What did they say, darling Fleda?"
"Oh, it"s only that they tease me," said Fleda, trying hard to put an end to the tears which caused all this questioning, and to speak as if they were about a trifle. But Mrs. Carleton persisted.
"What do they say to tease you, love? What is it about? Guy, come in here, and help me to find out what is the matter with Fleda."
Fleda hid her face in Mrs. Carleton"s neck, resolved to keep her lips sealed. Mr. Carleton came in, but to her great relief his question was directed not to her but his mother.
"Fleda has been annoyed by something those young men, her cousin and Mr. Thorn, have said to her; they tease her, she says, and she will not tell me what it is."
Mr. Carleton did not ask, and he presently left the state- room.
"Oh, I am afraid he will speak to them!" exclaimed Fleda, as soon as he was gone. "Oh, I oughtn"t to have said that!"
Mrs. Carleton tried to soothe her, and asked what she was afraid of. But Fleda would not say any more. Her anxious fear that she had done mischief helped to dry her tears, and she sorrowfully resolved she would keep her griefs to herself next time.
Rossitur and Thorn were in company with a brother officer, and friend of the latter, when Mr. Carleton approached them.
"Mr. Rossitur and Mr. Thorn," said he, "you have indulged yourselves in a style of conversation extremely displeasing to the little girl under my mother"s care. You will oblige me by abandoning it for the future."
There was certainly in Mr. Carleton"s manner a sufficient degree of the cold haughtiness with which he usually expressed. Displeasure, though his words gave no other cause of offence. Thorn retorted rather insolently.
"I shall oblige myself in the matter, and do as I think proper."
"I have a right to speak as I please to my own cousin," said Rossitur, sulkily, "without asking anybody"s leave. I don"t see what you have to do with it."
"Simply that she is under my protection, and that I will not permit her to be annoyed."
"I don"t see how she is under your protection," said Rossitur.
"And I do not see how the potency of it will avail in this case," said his companion.
"Neither position is to be made out in words," said Mr.
Carleton, calmly. "You see that I desire there be no repet.i.tion of the offence, the rest I will endeavour to make clear, if I am compelled to it."