She wishes to use that wand to disappear every single of his struggling emotions and throw them out of his life forever. She can love and protect him from all the dark shadows.
Her prior life was a solid ill.u.s.tration of how she has s.h.i.+elded and kept her family harmless despite all the schemings and never let them knew what her undercover life was aside from them.
Mei Xing wasn"t a public figure but an unknown ident.i.ty that has the intellect and potential to shake the root of those whoever tries to step on her. Then, let them be from the business sec or underworld. She knew both the worlds and how deep their connection runs. Despite many hurdles, she has the ability and strength to punch right on their faces but still, she was lacking in the rightful position to wipe them from their roots. And just as she was a foot behind to secure such a position worldwide. After her father"s retirement, his office seemed as it only will belong to a man and continued to be but she was the first lady who owned it on her merits despite working without getting fully involved.
Though, after been reborn she didn"t hear about any of the influential people"s death, so she could say, that life is pretty much normal out there.
Especially, how well her family was doing without her that she didn"t how to feel about this fact. Somehow she got to know that the people she cared about the most are all safe and alive.
It"s was very easy to gossip about the entertainment industry with the young maids working in the mansion and get them to talk about the lister celebrity, Mei Lein. Everyone was cautious to talk about anything related to Li Na"s life, yet not so worried about gossiping other leading celebrities. As just a week ago Mei Lein appeared at the grand primer of her upcoming movie and gave her interviewed several channels. Which means her twin sister is safe and sound living a normal life.
And as for Zhang Han, well, almost all ladies love to discuss while fanning themselves over hot and handsome men like Zhang Han. He"s that popular among ladies. The color of the s.h.i.+rt or tie he wore in a signing ceremony he attended recently and how charming the man looked as always. And about her mother and father, the world knew them as a power couple and any harm to them would create endless telltales for months. Well knowing all this, her concern for her family subsided before she gets to know of Little Tiger"s existence.
But after listening from Lu Jun-hui about all the things Little Tiger had done to gain a little attention from his mother, at first she didn"t think much about Li Na however later on it really made her question the real intentions of Li Na. How could she be so thick-skinned?
Even if Mei Xing doesn"t believe everything Lu Jun-hui told her but Little Tiger"s condition and hostility towards her are evident. As she couldn"t help but question Li Na"s feelings for Little Tiger. Did she regret giving birth to him? or there"s more than it seems?
After giving birth, there was such a drastic change in her. It shouldn"t be because of Lu Jianjun rejecting her. He has rejected marrying her, way before months, she gave birth to Little Tiger. And if she really gave birth to the child knowing it was Lu Jianjun"s baby then she had a good chance to love his child and he might have agreed to marry her just like he did now.
At least that"s what Lu Jianjun offered to her!
But Li Na chose to ignore Little Tiger. And every time she meets Little Tiger he suffered from some kind of damage, either psychological or physical. Being born premature and an abnormal child, Little Tiger didn"t leave a single stone to unturn just to impress his mother.
Even though he has weak bones and it could take him extra years than normal kids before he could stand firmly on his own feet. Little Tiger pushed himself to balance himself and stood straight in front of Li Na so that she could feel proud of him. In that process, he has broken his leg bones multiple times due to which it took him this long to stably walk on his own feet. And throughout his surgeries, Li Na never took the initiative to accompany him.
At first, n.o.body blamed Li Na and they just told her to motivate and talk to him as they thought Little Tiger was just forcing himself off the limits so that he could walk like other children. It"s a good sign that he was interested and so determined to get strong and healthy while competing with others. So these kinds of accidents are natural to happen in recovery.
Even a normal kid will fall and get sc.r.a.ped his knees while learning to walk it"s just that extra strain or hard fall and Little Tiger"s suffered a bone fractured. Everyone was extremely cautious about him but it"s the stuff Little Tiger did when n.o.body"s around or when he woke up in the middle of the night. It wasn"t just that he tried voicing and calling her mommy but that wasn"t easy either. He struggles while speaking fluently and shutter terribly.
Still, his inability never stopped him from trying to impress her rather his desire grew much stronger. As he tried to learn whatever he could while resting in bed. He was so desperate to show his progress to Li Na and earn some pampering from her but he was left dejected.
But seeing Li Na"s indifference and aloofness slowly, the boy lost his interest and desire even if everyone around him motivated him yet nothing worked.
Many times, Lu Jun-hui and Bai Tian went to talk to Li Na but she wasn"t moved. It prolonged until Lu Jianjun confronted Little Tiger and prohibited Li Na"s meddling. If she couldn"t support Little Tiger then he can"t allow her to destroy him further.
At the present moment, Li Na"s eyes filled with tears imagining Little Tiger struggles, and how much pain he had suffered from all those injuries in such a small age whereas she won"t let him suffer only if he let her have that privilege once. She couldn"t imagine how much his self-confidence and self-esteem would have broken into pieces when realizing that he failed in melting Li Na"s heart for himself, back then.
Little Tiger deserves to be loved unconditionally and not like a tool to win his father or the status of been Lu Jianjun"s wife.
Meanwhile, Little Tiger stayed in her embrace were her gentle kisses landed on his temple, side cheeks and soft shoulders which he felt throw fabric before she hugged him dearly as if he was extremely precious to her.
Mindless, Little Tiger sensed the warm and sympathetic embrace, her soothing and mild scent taming his hyped nerves as inhaling her aroma felt like the sweet fragrance of jasmine upon the gentle spring breeze. She smelled different and unusual than what he remembered as a child in his memories of his mother. He was stumped for a few seconds as suddenly he jolted up and he started fighting again as if his little body was flooded with emotions and began to tremble. As a consequence, he became more agitated and furious than before.