In full flood of his treacherous imagination he seated himself on a chair beside her bed, rested the note-book on his knees, and scribbled madly, utterly oblivious to her. And it was only when he had finished, for sheer lack of material, that he recollected himself, looked up, saw how she had shrunk away from him against the wall--how the scarlet had dyed her face to her temples.
"Why--why do you come--into my bedroom?" she faltered. "Does our friendship count for no more than that with you?"
"What?" he said, bewildered.
"That you do what you have no right to do. Art--art is _not_ enough to--to--excuse--disrespect----"
Suddenly the tears sprang to her eyes, and she covered her flushed face with both hands.
For a moment Brown stood petrified. Then a deeper flush than hers settled heavily over his features.
"I"m sorry," he said.
She made no response.
"I didn"t mean to hurt you. I _do_ respect you," he said.
No response.
Brown gazed at her, gazed at his note-book.
Then he hurled the note-book across the room and walked over to her as she lifted her lovely head, startled and tearful.
"You are right," he said, swallowing nothing very desperately. "You can not be studied this way. Will you--marry me?"
"What!"
"Will you marry me?"
"Why?" she gasped.
"Because I--want to study you."
"No!" she said, looking him straight in the eyes.
Brown thought hard for a full minute.
"Would you marry me because I love you?" he asked timidly.
The question seemed to be more than she could answer. Besides, the tears sprang to her blue eyes again, and her under lip began to tremble, and she covered her face with both hands. Which made it impossible for him to kiss her.
"Isn"t it wonderful?" he said earnestly, trembling from head to foot.
"Isn"t it wonderful, dear?"
"Yes," she whispered. The word, uttered against his shoulder, was stifled. He bent his head nearer, murmuring:
"Thalomene--Thalomene--embodiment of Truth! How wonderful it is to me that at last I find in you that absolute Truth I worship."
"I am--the embodiment--of your--imagination," she said. "But you will never, never believe it--most adorable of boys--dearest--dearest of men."
And, lifting her stately and divine young head, she looked innocently at Brown while he imprinted his first and most chaste kiss upon the fresh, sweet lips of the tenth muse, Thalomene, daughter of Zeus.
"Athalie," said the youthful novelist more in sorrow than in anger, "you are making game of everything I hold most important."
"Provide yourself with newer and truer G.o.ds, dear child," said the girl, laughing. "After you"ve worshipped them long enough somebody will also poke fun at them. Whereupon, if you are fortunate enough to be one of those who continues to mature until he matures himself into the Ewigkeit, you will instantly quit those same over-mauled and worn out G.o.ds for newer and truer ones."
"And so on indefinitely," I added.
"In literature," began the novelist, "the great masters must stand as parents for us in our first infantile steps----"
"No," said the girl, "all worthy aspirants enter the field of literature as orphans. Opportunity and Fates alone stand for them _in loco parentis_. And the child of these is known as Destiny."
"No cubist could beat that, Athalie," remarked Duane. "I"m ashamed of you--or proud--I don"t know which."
"Dear child," she said, "you will never know the true inwardness of any sentiment you entertain concerning me until I explain it to you."
"Smitten again hip and thigh," said Stafford. "Fair lady, I am far too wary to tell you what I think of the art of incoherence as practised occasionally by the prettiest Priestess in the Temple."
Athalie looked at me as the sweetmeat melted on her tongue.
"You promised me a dog," she remarked.
"I"ve picked him out. He"ll be weaned in another week."
"What species of pup is he?" inquired Duane.
"An Iceland terrier," I answered. "They use them for digging out walrus and seals."
"Thank you," said Duane pleasantly.
"After all," observed the girl, lifting her gla.s.s of water, "it does not concern Mr. Duane what sort of a dog you have chosen for me."
She sipped it leisurely, looking over the delicate crystal rim at Duane.
"You are young," she said. ""_L"enfance est le sommeil de la raison._""
"How would you like to have an Angora kitten?" he asked, reddening slightly.
"But infancy," she added, "is always adorable.... I think I might like a white one with blue eyes."
"Puppies, kittens, children," remarked Stafford--"they"re all tolerable while they"re young."
"All of these," said the girl softly, "I should like to have."
And she gazed inquiringly at the crystal. But it could tell her nothing of herself or of her hopes. She turned and looked out into the dark city, a trifle wearily, it seemed to me.