The drug that knocked her out was a sedative drug. She didn"t know if they injected an aphrodisiac while she was sleeping.
Xi Sheng thought that Zhao Fang means no harm, and that was just really a thought of her own. Her guard was brought down because of their past and that tied her thoughts about him being loyal. Maybe, that incident was also premeditated as well as the commotion before. Nevertheless, her outcome makes her grit her teeth.
"Very good."
An indecent cry was shout out at the door besides her room. She suddenly felt the urge to screw up someone.
Xi Sheng cursed under her breath:"F..uck t..his drug"
The noises make her body hot and her mind wild. She was thinking of every diffident erotic positions. She was panting and her last bit of rationality was slowly shattering and being consumed by her own l.u.s.t.
Driven by her last strand of wit, she bit her own lips resulting in bleeding. At least, the pain could make her feel the touch of the reality. The horniness was still there, but she used her mind to replay the most embara.s.sing, most annoying and most heartbreaking experiences she has ever suffered. By doing so, the l.u.s.t left bit by bit and was replaced by contemplation.
Her contemplative state was pulled out when she heard that the door was opened by someone.
Her blindfold was taken of, and she temporarily stunned by the light. She cannot make out the face of the person until he suddenly speaks.
"Ansheng.." His voice was erotic and when she uttered her names, it sounded he was yearning for her.
Xi Anwei"s haggard face slowly emerged in Xi Sheng"s eyes.
"Take. Your. Hand. Off. Me."
Xi Sheng threatened Xi Anwei"s hand that gently holds her chin.
She never thought that Xi Anwei would be as filthy as this. He was half naked and his upper body was full of scratched land love marks. An unknown liquid mixed with blood was flowing out of his legs.
"Ansheng, I love you..."
Xi Sheng didn"t reply but her murderous eyes stunned the bodyguards behind Xi Anwei, they tried to approach her but was stopped by Xi Anwei"s obsessed roar.
"GET OUT! DO NOT LET ANYONE APPROACH THIS ROOM! GET OUT OR I WILL KILL YOU!"
The bodyguards have no way to disregard their master"s order, thus they retreated and lock the room before going out.
"Ansheng... I was really confused...but now I am sure..." Xi Anwei lovingly caressed Xi Sheng"s face. His eyes were showing madness.
Xi Sheng"s eyes were dead and strikingly cold, she observed Xi Anwei"s moves and felt grossed out. She kind of understands what Xi Anwei did.
Xi Anwei sat at the top of Xi Sheng while making sure that his weight won"t burden Xi Sheng"s body.
He panted heavily and decrease their distance. Xi Anwei"s lips met Xi Sheng"s b.l.o.o.d.y lips.
Xi Sheng closed her eyes and tried to gain her sanity, but she failed. Her body was stimulated, her brain was refusing but her body responded earnestly.
Their clothing overlapped their skin stuck to each other as their lips was intertwined. The night was cold, while their body heat transfers to the other making them even more excited.
Lips, ear lobes, neck and collar bone, Xi Anwei kissed every inch of it.
When Xi Sheng cannot take the stimulation anymore, she wiggled her body resulting to Xi Anwei"s fall.
Thud!
Xi Sheng thought that Xi Anwei will attack again, but he just stayed at place where he had fallen.
She was still trying to calm herself down when a sudden someone spoke with grievances.
"Why? I clearly hated you. I also planned to kill you, what the h.e.l.l did you turned me into? I feel nothing towards women but when I saw you with Jiang Peiji, I felt jealousy. When I saw you with Manager Zhao, I felt jealousy? Why do you treat them fairly while you ignore me? Is it a sin to fall in love with you?"
Sob! Sob! Sob!
Series of cracked sobbing voice can be heard.
"Not a sin to fall in love with me. The sin is to do this s.h.i.t to me. I couldn"t care less about your feelings but doing s.h.i.t like f.u.c.king my father and ruining my family? Xi Anwei, in this lifetime, I will never forgive you."
When Xi Anwei heard Xi Sheng"s response, he wailed even more. He doesn"t know what to do in such situation, and he knew that he had done Xi Sheng wrong but her direct rejection gave him pain.
It wasn"t just Xi Anwei feeling pain, Xi Sheng also felt it too. She experienced being used by an outsider in order to wreck her family and get together with her parents. She promised that she won"t care, she promised that she couldn"t care, but why is her heart feeling pain and her eyes feeling moist?
She was just a child but was soon delivered into the adulthood. Her house that was supposed to be lived by her and her parents was soon used to be a lovemaking place.
Her father always bring different women every night, while her mom support young boys and do them favors. All of this, she witnessed every of them. So when someone stripped before her, she could only smile and even feel nothing.
She covered her innocence with aggressiveness. Her pain with a smile. Her love with hate. Herself with an unknown personality. Even she doesn"t know if she only live to feel pain or pain to feel alive.