As if fallen from a delivery-chute, the books arrived almost before the footfalls and then the half-seen feet and then the fog-wrapped legs and body and at last the head of a man who, as the ribbon spiraled itself back into emptiness, crouched over the volumes as if warming himself at a hearth.
He touched the books and listened to the air in the dim hallway where dinnertime voices drifted up from below and a door stood wide near his elbow, from which the faint scent of illness came and went, arrived and departed, with the stilted breathing of some patient within the room. Plates and silverware sounded from the world of evening and quiet good health downstairs. The hall and the sickroom were for a time deserted. In a moment, someone might ascend with a tray for the half-sleeping man in the intemperate room.
Harrison Cooper rose with stealth, checking the stairwell, and then, carrying a sweet burden of books, moved into the room, where candles lit both sides of a bed on which the dying man lay supine, arms straight at his sides, head weighting the pillow, eyes grimaced shut, mouth set as if daring the ceiling, mortality itself, to sink and extinguish him.
At the first touch of the books, now on one side, now on the other, of his bed, the old man"s eyelids fluttered, his dry lips cracked; the air whistled from his nostrils: "Who"s there?" he whispered. "what time is it?"
"Whenever I find myself growing grim about the mouth, whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul, then I account it high time to get to sea as soon as I can," replied the traveler at the foot of the bed, quietly.
"What, what?" the old man in the bed whispered swiftly. "It is a way I have of driving off the spleen and regulating the circulation," quoted the visitor, who now moved to place a book under each of the dying man"s hands where his tremoring fingers could scratch, pull away, then touch, Braille-like, again.
One by one, the stranger held up book after book, to show the covers, then a page, and yet another t.i.tle page where printed dates of this novel surfed up, adrift, but to stay forever on some far future sh.o.r.e.
The sick man"s eyes lingered over the covers, the tides, the dates, and then fixed to his visitor"s bright face. He exhaled, stunned. "My G.o.d, you have the look of a traveler. From where?"
"Do the years show?" Harrison Cooper leaned forward. "Well, then-I bring you an Annunciation."
"Such things come to pa.s.s only with virgins," whispered the old man. "No virgin lies here buried under his unread books."
"I come to unbury you. I bring tidings from a far place." The sick man"s eyes moved to the books beneath his trembling hands.
"Mine?" he whispered.
The traveler nodded solemnly, but began to smile when the color in the old man"s face grew warmer arid the expression in his eyes and on his mouth was suddenly eager.
"Is there hope. then?"
"There is!"
"I believe you." The old man took a breath and then wondered, "Why?"
"Because," said the stranger at the foot of the bed, "I love you."
"I do not know you, sir!"
"But I know you fore and aft, port to starboard, main topgallants to gunnels, every day in your long life to here!"
"Oh, the sweet sound!" cried the old man. "Every word that you say, every light from your eyes, is foundation-of-the-world true! How can it be?" Tears winked from the old man"s lids. "Why?"
"Because I am the truth," said the traveler. "I have come a long way to find and say: you are not lost. Your great Beast has only drowned some little while. In another year, lost ahead, great and glorious, plain and simple men will gather at your grave and shout: he breeches, he rises, he breeches, he rises! and the white shape will surface to the light, the great terror lift into the storm and thunderous St. Elmo"s fire and you with him, each bound to each, and no way to tell where he stops and you start or where you stop and he goes off around the world lifting a fleet of libraries in his and your wake through nameless seas of sub-sub-librarians and readers mobbing the docks to chart your far journeyings, alert for your lost cries at three of a wild morn."
"Christ"s wounds!" said the man in his winding-sheet bedclothes. "To the point, man, the point! Do you speak truth!?"
"I give you my hand on it, and pledge my soul and my heart"s blood." The visitor moved to do just this, and the two men"s fists fused as one. "Take these gifts to the grave. Count these pages like a rosary in your last hours. Tell no one where they came from. Scoffers would knock the ritual beads from your fingers. So tell this rosary in the dark before dawn, and the rosary is this: you will live forever. You are immortal."
"No more of this, no more! Be still."
"I can not. Hear me. Where you have pa.s.sed a fire path will burn, miraculous in the Bengal Bay, the Indian Seas, Hope"s Cape, and around the Horn, past perdition"s landfall, as far as living eyes can see."
He gripped the old man"s fist ever more tightly.
"I swear. In the years ahead, a million millions will crowd your grave to sleep you well and warm your bones. Do you hear?"
"Great G.o.d, you are a proper priest to sound my Last Rites. And will I enjoy my own funeral? I will."
His hands, freed, clung to the books at each side, as the ardent visitor raised yet other books and intoned the dates: "Nineteen twenty-two ... 1930 ... 1935 ... 1940 . 1955... 1970. Can you read and know what it means?"
He held the last volume close to the old man"s face. The fiery eyes moved. The old mouth creaked.
"Nineteen ninety?"
"Yours. One hundred years from tonight."
"Dear G.o.d!"
"I must go, but I would hear. Chapter One. Speak."
The old man"s eyes slid and burned. He licked his lips, traced the words, and at last whispered, beginning to weep: ""Call me Ishmael.""
There was snow and more snow and more snow after that. In the dissolving whiteness, the silver ribbon twirled in a ma.s.sive whisper to let forth in an exhalation of Time the journeying librarian and his book bag. As if slicing white bread rinsed by snow, the ribbon, as the traveler ghosted himself to flesh, sifted him through the hospital wall into a room as white as December. There, abandoned, lay a man as pale as the snow and the wind. Almost young, he slept with his mustaches oiled to his lip by fever. He seemed not to know nor care that a messenger had invaded the air near his bed. His eyes did not stir, nor did his mouth increase the pa.s.sage of breath. His hands at his sides did not open to receive. He seemed already lost in a bomb and only his unexpected visitor"s voice caused his eyes to roll behind their shut lids.
"Are you forgotten?" a voice asked.
"Unborn," the pale man replied.
"Never remembered?"
"Only. Only in. France."
"Wrote nothing at all?"
"Not worthy."
"Feel the weight of what I place on your bed. No, don"t look. Feel."
"Tombstones."
"With names, yes, but not tombstones. Not marble but paper. Dates, yes, but the day after tomorrow and tomorrow and ten thousand after that. And your name on each."
"It will not be."
"Is. Let me speak the names. Listen. Masque?"
"Red Death."
"The Fall of-" - "Usher!"
"Pit?"
"Pendulum!"
"Tell-tale?"
"Heart! My heart. Heart!"
"Repeat: for the love of G.o.d, Montresor."
"Silly."
"Repeat: Montresor, for the love of G.o.d."
"For the love of G.o.d, Montresor"."
"Do you see this label?"
"I see!"
"Read the date."
"Nineteen ninety-four. No such date."
"Again, and the name of the wine."
"Nineteen ninety-four. Amontillado. And my name!"
"Yes! Now shake your head. Make the fool"s-cap bells ring. Here"s mortar for the last brick. Quickly. I"m here to bury you alive with books. When death comes, how will you greet him? With a shout and-?"
"Requiescat in pace?"
"Say it again."
"Requiescat in pace!"
The Time Wind roared, the room emptied. Nurses ran in, summoned by laughter, and tried to seize the books that weighed down his joy.
"What"s he saying?" someone cried.
In Paris, an hour, a day, a year, a minute later, there was a run of St. Elmo"s fire along a church steeple, a blue glow in a dark alley, a soft tread at a street corner, a turnabout of wind like an invisible carousel, and then footfalls up a stair to a door which opened on a bedroom where a window looked out upon cafes filled with people and far music, and in a bed by the window, a tall man lying, his pale face immobile, until he heard alien breath in his room.
The shadow of a man stood over him and now leaned down so that the light from the window revealed a face and a mouth as it inhaled and then spoke. The single word that the mouth said was: "Oscar?"
THE OTHER HIGHWAY.
They drove into green Sunday-morning country, away from the hot aluminum city, and watched as the sky was set free and moved over them like a lake they had never known was there, amazingly blue and with white breakers above them as they traveled.
Clarence Travers slowed the car and felt the cool wind move over his face with the smell of cut gra.s.s. He reached over to grasp his wife"s hand and glanced at his son and daughter in the backseat, not fighting, at least for this moment, as the car moved through one quiet beauty after another in what might be a Sunday so lush and green it would never end.
"Thank G.o.d we"re doing this," said Cecelia Travers. "It"s been a million years since we got away." He felt her hand hug his and then relax completely. "when I think of all those ladies dropping dead from the heat at the c.o.c.ktail parry this afternoon, welt"
"Well, indeed," said Clarence Travers. "Onward!"
He pressed the gas pedal and they moved faster. Their progress out of the city had been mildly hysterical, with cars shrieking and shoving them toward islands of wilderness praying for picnics that might not be found. Seeing that he had put the car in the fast lane, he slowed to gradually move himself and his family through the banshee traffic until they were idling along at an almost reasonable fifty miles an hour. The scents of flowers and trees that blew in the window made his move worthwhile. He laughed at nothing at all and said: "Sometimes, when I get this far out, I think let"s just keep driving, never go back to the d.a.m.ned city."
"Let"s drive a hundred miles," shouted his son.
"A thousand!" cried his daughter.
"A thousand!" said Clarence Travers. "But one slow mile at a time." And then said, softly, "Hey!"
And as suddenly as if they had dreamed it up, the lost highway came into view. "Wonderful!" said Mr. Clarence Travers.
"What?" asked the children.
"Look!" said Clarence Travers, leaning over his wife, pointing. "That"s the Old road. The one they used a long time ago."
"That?" said his wife.
"It"s awfully small," said his son.
"Well, there weren"t many cars then, they didn"t need much."
"It looks like a big snake," said his daughter.
"Yeah, the old roads used to twist and turn, all right. Remember?"
Cecelia Travers nodded. The car had slowed and they gazed over at that narrow concrete strip with the green gra.s.s buckling it gently here or there and sprays of wildflowers nestling up close to either side and the morning sunlight coming down through the high elms and maples and oaks that led the way toward the forest.
"I know it like the nose on my face," said Clarence Travers. "How would you like to ride on it?"
"Oh, Clarence, now "I mean it."
"Oh, Daddy, could we?"
"All right, we"ll do it," he said decisively.
"We can"t!" said Cecelia Travers. "It"s probably against the law. It can"t be safe."
But before his wife could finish, he turned off the freeway and let all the swift cars rush on while he drove, smiling at each b.u.mp, down over a small ditch, toward the old road.
"Clarence, please! we"ll be arrested!"
"For going ten miles an hour on a highway n.o.body uses anymore? Let"s not kick over any beehives, it"s too nice a day. I"ll buy you all soda pops if you behave."
They reached the old road.