The quotation was lost upon Quin, but the twinkle in the speaker"s expressive eye was not.
"I didn"t mean that," he laughingly protested; "I mean a mother or a sister or somebody like that, who would be a kind of anchor. Take Ca.s.s, for instance; he"s steady as a rock."
"Ah! Ca.s.sius! One in ten thousand. From the time he was twelve he has shared with me the financial burden. An artist, Sergeant Graham, must remain aloof from the market-place. Now that I have retired permanently from the stage in order to devote my time exclusively to writing, my only business engagement is a series of lectures at the university, where, as you know, I occupy the chair of Dramatic Literature."
The chair thus euphemistically referred to was scarcely more than a three-legged stool, which he occupied four mornings in the week, the rest of his time being spent at home in the arduous task of writing tragedies in blank verse.
"What I got to think about is a job," said Quin, much more interested in his own affairs than in those of his host.
"Commercial or professional?" inquired Mr. Martel.
"Oh, I can turn my hand to "most anything," bragged Quin, blowing smoke-rings at the ceiling. "It"s experience that counts, and, believe me, I"ve had a plenty."
"Experience plus education," added Mr. Martel; "we must not underestimate the advantages of education."
"That"s where I"m short," admitted Quin. "My folks were all smart enough.
Guess if they had lived I"d been put through college and all the rest of it. My grandfather was Dr. Ezra Quinby. Ever hear of him?"
Mr. Martel had to acknowledge that he had not.
"Guess he is better known in China than in America," said Quin. "He died before I was born."
"And you have no people in America?"
"No people anywhere," said Quin cheerfully; "but I got a lot of friends scattered around over the world, and a bull-dog and a couple of cats up at a lumber-camp near Portland."
"Ca.s.sius tells me that you are thinking of returning to Maine."
Quin ran his fingers through his hair and laughed. "That was yesterday,"
he said. "To-day you couldn"t get me out of Kentucky with a machine-gun!"
Claude Martel rose and laid an affectionate hand on his shoulder. "Then, my boy, we claim you as our own. Ca.s.sius" home is your home, his family your family, his----"
The address of welcome was cut short by Ca.s.s"s arrival with an armful of wood which he deposited on the hearth, and a moment later the girls, followed by Edwin, came trooping in from the kitchen.
"Let"s make a circle round the fire and sing the old year out," suggested Rose gaily. "Myrna, get the banjo and the guitar. Shall I play on the piano, Papa Claude, or will you?"
Mr. Martel, expressing the n.o.ble sentiment that age should always be an accompaniment to youth, took his place at the piano and, with a pose worthy of Rubinstein, struck a few preliminary chords, while the group about the fire noisily settled itself for the evening.
"You can put your head against my knees, if you like," Rose said to Quin, who was sprawling on the floor at her feet. "There, is that comfy?"
"I"ll say it"s all right!" said Quin with heartfelt satisfaction.
There was something free and easy and gipsy-like about the evening, a sort of fireside picnic that brought June dreams in January. As the hours wore on, the singing, which had been noisy and rollicking, gradually mellowed into sentiment, a sentiment that found vent in dreamy eyes and long-drawn-out choruses, with a languorous over-accentuation of the sentimental pa.s.sages. One by one, the singers fell under the spell of the music and the firelight. Ca.s.s and Fan Loomis sat shoulder to shoulder on the broken-springed couch and gazed with blissful oblivion into the red embers on the hearth. Rose, whose voice led all the rest, surrept.i.tiously wiped her eyes when no one was looking; Edwin and Myrna, solemnly plucking their banjo and guitar, were lost in moods of dormant emotion; while Papa Claude at the piano let his dim eyes range the pictured walls, while his memory traveled back through the years on many a secret tryst of its own.
But it was the lank Sergeant with the big feet, and the hair that stood up where it shouldn"t, who dared to dream the most preposterous dream of them all. For, as he sang there in the firelight, a little G.o.d was busy lighting the tapers in the most sacred shrines of his being, until he felt like a cathedral at high ma.s.s with all the chimes going.
"There"s a long, long trail a-winding Into the land of my dreams, Where the nightingales are singing And a white moon beams."
How many times he had sung it in France!--jolting along muddy, endless roads, heartsick, homesick.
"There"s a long, long night of waiting Until my dreams all come true, Till the day when I"ll be going Down that long, long trail with you."
What had "you" meant to him then? A girl--a pretty girl, of course; but _any_ girl. And now?
Ah, now he knew what he had been going toward, not only on those terrible roads in France, but all through the years of his life. An exquisite, imperious little officer"s girl with divinely compa.s.sionate eyes, who wasn"t ashamed to dance with a private, and who had let him hold her hand at parting while she said in accents an angel might have envied, "Good-by, Soldier Boy."
Quin sighed profoundly and slipped his arm under his head, and at the same moment the owner of the knee upon which he was leaning also heaved a sigh and shifted _her_ position, and somehow in the adjustment two lonely hands came in contact and evidently decided that, after all, subst.i.tutes were _some_ comfort.
It was not until all the whistles in town had announced the birth of the New Year that the party broke up, and it was not until then that Quin realized that he was very tired, and that his pulse was behaving in a way that was, alas, all too familiar.
CHAPTER 3
Friday after New Year"s found Sergeant Graham again flat on his back at the Base Hospital, facing sentence of three additional weeks in bed. In vain had he risked a reprimand by hotly protesting the point with the Captain; in vain had he declared to the nurse that he would rather live on his feet than die on his back. Judgment was pa.s.sed, and he lay with an ice-bag on his head and a thermometer in his mouth and hot rage in his heart.
What made matters worse was that Ca.s.s Martel had come over from the Convalescent Barracks only that morning to announce that he had received his discharge and was going home. To Quin it seemed that everybody but himself was going home--that is, everybody but the incurables. At that thought a dozen nameless fears that had been tormenting him of late all seemed to get together and rush upon him. What if the doctors were holding him on from month to month, experimenting, promising, disappointing, only in the end to bunch him with the permanently disabled and ship him off to some G.o.d-forsaken spot to spend the rest of his life in a hospital?
He gripped his hands over his chest and gave himself up to savage rebellion. If they would let him alone he might get well! In France it had been his head. Whenever the wound began to heal and things looked a bit cheerful, some saw-bones had come along and thumped and probed and X-rayed, and then it had been ether and an operation and the whole blooming thing over again. Then, when they couldn"t work on his head any longer, they"d started up this talk about his heart. Of course his heart was jumpy! All the fellows who had been badly ga.s.sed had jumpy hearts.
But how was he ever going to get any better lying there on his back? What he needed was exercise and decent food and something cheerful to think about. He wanted desperately to get away from his memories, to forget the horrors, the sickening sights and smells, the turmoil and confusion of the past two years. In spite of his most heroic efforts, he kept living over past events. This time last year he had been up in the Toul sector, where half the men he knew had gone west. It was up there old Corpy had got his head shot off....
He resolutely fixed his attention on a spider that was swinging directly over his head and tried to forget old Corpy. He thought instead of Captain Phipps, but the thought did not calm him. What sense was there in his ordering more of this fool rest business? Well, he told himself fiercely, he wasn"t going to stand for it! The war was over, he had done his part, he was going to demand his freedom. Discipline or no discipline, he would go over Phipps" head and appeal to the Colonel.
Throwing aside the ice-bag, he looked around for his uniform. But the nurse had evidently mistrusted the look in his eyes when she gave him the Captain"s orders, for the hook over his bed was empty. He raised himself in his cot and glared savagely down the ward, sniffing the air suspiciously. Two orderlies were wheeling No. 17 back from the operating-room, and Quin already caught the faint odor of ether. The first whiff of it filled him with loathing.
Thrusting his bare feet into slippers and his arms into a shabby old bath-robe, he flung himself out of bed and slipped out on the porch. The air was cold and bracing and gloriously free from the hospital combination of wienerwurst, ether, and dried peaches that had come to be a nightmare odor to him. He sat on the railing and drew in deep, refreshing breaths, and as he did so things began to right themselves.
Fair play to Quin amounted almost to a religion, and it was suddenly borne in upon him that he would not be where he was had he observed the rules of the game. But then again, if he had not danced, he never would have----
At that moment something so strange happened that he put a hot hand to a hotter brow and wondered if he was delirious. The singularly vibrant voice that had been echoing in his memory since New Year"s eve was saying directly behind him:
"I shall give them all the chocolate they want, Captain Harold Phipps, and you may court-martial me later if you like!"
Quin glanced up hastily, and there, framed in the doorway, in a Red Cross uniform, stood his dream girl, looking so much more ravishing than she had before that he promptly s.n.a.t.c.hed the blue and gray vision from its place of honor and installed a red, white, and blue one instead. So engrossed was he in the apparition that he quite failed to see Captain Phipps surveying him over her shoulder.
"Number 7!" said the Captain with icy decision, "weren"t you instructed to stay in bed?"
"I was, sir," said Quin, coming to attention and presenting a decidedly sorry aspect.
"Go back at once, and add three days to the time indicated. This way, Miss Bartlett."
Now, it is well-nigh impossible to preserve one"s dignity when suffering a reprimand in public; but when you are handicapped by a shabby bath-robe, a three days" growth of beard, and a grouch that gives you the expression of a bandit, and the public happens to be the one being on earth whom you are most anxious to please, the situation becomes tragic.
Quin set his jaw and shuffled ignominiously off to bed, thankful for once that he had been considered unworthy a second glance from those luminous brown eyes. His satisfaction, however, was short-lived. A moment later the young lady appeared at the far end of the ward, carrying an absurd little basket adorned with a large pink bow, from which she began to distribute chocolates.
A feminine presence in the ward always created a flutter, but the previous flutters were mere zephyrs compa.s.sed to the cyclone produced by the new ward visitor. Some one started the phonograph, and Michaelis, who had been swearing all day that he would never be able to walk again, actually began to dance. Witticisms were exchanged from bed to bed, and the man who was going to be operated on next morning flung a pillow at an orderly and upset a vase of flowers. Things had not been so cheerful for weeks.