"Let him know," said Clarissa. And she did as she said she would.
When Sir Thomas came home at about four o"clock on the Thursday which Ralph had fixed,--Thursday, the fourteenth of April,--he found that Clarissa had flown. The fly was to be sent for her at ten, and it was calculated that by the time she returned, Ralph would certainly have taken his leave. Sir Thomas expressed neither anger nor satisfaction at this arrangement,--"Oh; she has gone to Mrs. Brownlow"s, has she?
Very well. I don"t suppose it will make much difference to Ralph."
"None in the least," said Patience, severely. "Nothing of that kind will make any difference to him." But at that time Ralph had been above an hour in the house.
We will now return to Ralph and his adventures. He had come up to London with the express object of pressing his suit upon Mary Bonner; but during his first day or two in London had busied himself rather with the affairs of his other love. He had been with Mr. Carey, and Mr. Carey had been with Mr. Neefit. "He is the maddest old man that I ever saw," said Mr. Carey. "When I suggested to him that you were willing to make any reasonable arrangement,--meaning a thousand pounds, or something of that kind,--I couldn"t get him to understand me at all."
"I don"t think he wants money," said Ralph.
""Let him come down and eat a bit of dinner at the cottage," said he, "and we"ll make it all square." Then I offered him a thousand pounds down."
"What did he say?"
"Called to a fellow he had there with a knife in his hand, cutting leather, to turn me out of the shop. And the man would have done it, too, if I hadn"t gone."
This was not promising, but on the following morning Ralph received a letter which put him into better heart. The letter was from Polly herself, and was written as follows:--
Alexandra Cottage, Hendon, April 10th, 186--.
MY DEAR SIR,
Father has been going on with all that nonsense of his, and I think it most straightforward to write a letter to you at once, so that things may be understood and finished. Father has no right to be angry with you, anyway not about me. He says somebody has come and offered him money. I wish they hadn"t, but perhaps you didn"t send them. There"s no good in father talking about you and me. Of course it was a great honour, and all that, but I"m not at all sure that anybody should try to get above themselves, not in the way of marrying. And the heart is everything. So I"ve told father. If ever I bestow mine, I think it will be to somebody in a way of business,--just like father. So I thought I would just write to say that there couldn"t be anything between you and me, were it ever so; only that I was very much honoured by your coming down to Margate. I write this to you, because a very particular friend advises me, and I don"t mind telling you at once,--it is Mr. Moggs. And I shall show it to father.
That is, I have written it twice, and shall keep the other. It"s a pity father should go on so, but he means it for the best. And as to anything in the way of money,--oh, Mr. Newton, he"s a deal too proud for that.
Yours truly,
MARYANNE NEEFIT.
As to which letter the little baggage was not altogether true in one respect. She did not keep a copy of the whole letter, but left out of that which she showed to her father the very material pa.s.sage in which she referred to the advice of her particular friend, Mr.
Moggs. Ralph, when he received this letter, felt really grateful to Polly, and wrote to her a pretty note, in which he acknowledged her kindness, and expressed his hope that she might always be as happy as she deserved to be. Then it was that he made up his mind to go down at once to Popham Villa, thinking that the Neefit nuisance was sufficiently abated to enable him to devote his time to a more pleasurable pursuit.
He reached the villa between three and four, and learned from the gardener"s wife at the lodge that Sir Thomas had not as yet returned.
He did not learn that Clarissa was away, and was not aware of that fact till they all sat down to dinner at seven o"clock. Much had been done and much endured before that time came. He sauntered slowly up the road, and looked about the grounds, hoping to find the young ladies there, as he had so often done during his summer visits; but there was no one to be seen, and he was obliged to knock at the door.
He was shown into the drawing-room, and in a few minutes Patience came to him. There had been no arrangement between her and Mary as to the manner in which he should be received. Mary on a previous occasion had given him an answer, and really did believe that that would be sufficient. He was, according to her thinking, a light, inconstant man, who would hardly give himself the labour necessary for perseverance in any suit. Patience at once began to ask him after his brother and the doings at the Priory. He had been so intimate at the house, and so dear to them all, that in spite of the disapprobation with which he was now regarded by them, it was impossible that there should not be some outer kindness. "Ah," said he, "I do so look forward to the time when you will all be down there. I have been so often welcome at your house, that it will be my greatest pleasure to make you welcome there."
"We go so little from home," said Patience.
"But I am sure you will come to me. I know you would like to see Greg"s parsonage and Greg"s church."
"I should indeed."
"It is the prettiest church, I think, in England, and the park is very nice. The whole house wants a deal of doing to, but I shall set about it some day. I don"t know a pleasanter neighbourhood anywhere."
It would have been so natural that Patience should tell him that he wanted a mistress for such a home; but she could not say the words.
She could not find the proper words, and soon left him, muttering something as to directions for her father"s room.
He had been alone for twenty minutes when Mary came into the room.
She knew that Patience was not there; and had retreated up-stairs.
But there seemed to be a cowardice in such retreating, which displeased herself. She, at any rate, had no cause to be afraid of Mr. Newton. So she collected her thoughts, and arranged her gait, and went down, and addressed him with a.s.sumed indifference,--as though there had never been anything between them beyond simple acquaintance. "Uncle Thomas will be here soon, I suppose," she said.
"I hope he will give me half-an-hour first," Ralph answered. There was an ease and grace always present in his intercourse with women, and a power of saying that which he desired to say,--which perhaps arose from the slightness of his purposes and the want of reality in his character.
"We see so little of him that we hardly know his hours," said Mary.
"Uncle Thomas is a sad truant from home."
"He always was, and I declare I think that Patience and Clary have been the better for it. They have learned things of which they would have known nothing had he been with them every morning and evening. I don"t know any girls who are so sweet as they are. You know they have been like sisters to me."
"So I have been told."
"And when you came, it would have been like another sister coming; only--"
"Only what?" said Mary, a.s.suming purposely a savage look.
"That something else intervened."
"Of course it must be very different,--and it should be different.
You have only known me a few months."
"I have known you enough to wish to know you more closely than anybody else for the rest of my life."
"Mr. Newton, I thought you had understood me before."
"So I did." This he said with an a.s.sumed tone of lachrymose complaint. "I did understand you,--thoroughly. I understood that I was rebuked, and rejected, and disdained. But a man, if he is in earnest, does not give over on that account. Indeed, there are things which he can"t give over. You may tell a man that he shouldn"t drink, or shouldn"t gamble; but telling will do no good. When he has once begun, he"ll go on with it."
"What does that mean?"
"That love is as strong a pa.s.sion, at any rate, as drinking or gambling. You did tell me, and sent me away, and rebuked me because of that tradesman"s daughter."
"What tradesman"s daughter?" asked Mary. "I have spoken of no tradesman"s daughter. I gave you ample reason why you should not address yourself to me."
"Of course there are ample reasons," said Ralph, looking into his hat, which he had taken from the table. "The one,--most ample of all, is that you do not care for me."
"I do not," said Mary resolutely.
"Exactly;--but that is a sort of reason which a man will do his best to conquer. Do not misunderstand me. I am not such a fool as to think that I can prevail in a day. I am not vain enough to think that I can prevail at all. But I can persist."
"It will not be of the slightest use; indeed, it cannot be allowed. I will not allow it. My uncle will not allow it."
"When you told me that I was untrue to another person--; I think that was your phrase."
"Very likely."
"I supposed you had heard that stupid story which had got round to my uncle,--about a Mr. Neefit"s daughter."
"I had heard no stupid story."
"What then did you mean?"