She stopped, and leaning back, pressed both hands over her face, as if to shut out the present. Wilton scarce knew how to speak to her without saying too much. He had sufficiently delicate instincts to feel that he must not, when she was in such a mood, show, by the slightest indication, that he was her lover; nay, his deep sympathy made him for the moment forget the fair woman in the lonely, suffering girl.
"And had none of your father"s friends a wife or a sister with whom you might have taken shelter? Brosedale, under such circ.u.mstances, must have been a real _inferno_."
"No; I have met one or two ladies abroad connected with our cause, and they were far away. But Brosedale was more astonishing than anything else. Miss Walker, who likes me, although I shock her every hour in the day, warned me of the respect I must show to "miladi" and her daughters, and I never dreamed of disrespect toward them; but they were--they are so strange; they are so ignorant; they belong to the middle ages. When I spoke to them of the scenery, when I asked them questions about their country, when I addressed them as my fellow creatures, they were petrified--they were indignant; they went through a little comedy of insulted majesty, very droll, but not pleasant. Then I began to know what it is to believe that you are made of different clay from certain others of your fellows. Alas! what wide gulfs still yawn between man and man, and what precious things must be cast in before they are filled up!"
"Well, and Donald--how did you get on with Donald?"
"He was inclined to treat me like a petted animal; but, no! _Per Baccho!_ that should not be. I said, "If you are good, you shall call me Ella, and I will call you Donald." He replied, "I am Master Fergusson;"
and I said, "Not so--it is too long. Besides, I am your superior in age and in knowledge, so between us there shall be kindness and freedom."
Now I mark my displeasure by calling him Master Fergusson. Ah! how astonished were Miss Walker and "miladi," but I laughed."
"I am surprised he can bear you out of his sight," exclaimed Wilton, warmly, and checked himself; but she only noticed his words.
"He does not like me to be away. I am often imprisoned for weeks. Last August I grew weak and languid; so Lady Fergusson gave me a holiday. I had nowhere to go but to Mrs. Kershaw"s; then she was taken ill--a bad fever--so I nursed her, thankful to be of use. Then Donald summoned me back, and"--turning with the peculiar air of gracious acknowledgment which Wilton had before noticed, she added--"it was on my journey back I met you. Oh, how weary I was! I had been awake night after night. I was stupefied with fatigue, and you were so good. Could Death then have come to me in sleep, I should have held out my arms to him. Yet you see I was terrified at the idea of being hurt or torn when the train was overset."
"You behaved like--like an angel, or rather like a true, high-souled woman."
She laughed softly, and rising, attempted to walk to the window.
"Ah!" she exclaimed, "I forgot my shoes;" then, resuming her seat, went on: "There, I have told you all my life. Why, I cannot say; but, if I have wearied you, it is your own fault. You listened as if you cared to hear, while to me it has been sad, yet sweet, to recall the past, to talk of my father to one who will not mock at his opinions--his dreams, if you will. But, ah! what dreams! what hopes! Thank G.o.d! he lived to know of Garibaldi"s triumph--to see the papal throne tremble at the upheaval of Italy! These glimpses of light gladdened him at the last; for never was Christian martyr upheld by faith in a future world more steadfastly than my father by his belief in the political regeneration of this one. Yet I have, perhaps, forgotten myself in speaking so much."
She turned toward Wilton as she spoke, and, placing her elbow on the arm of the chair, rested her chin in the palm of her hand, looking at him with the large, deep-blue eyes which had so struck him at first, her long lashes wet with tear drops, of which she was unconscious.
"At least," said Wilton, "you must feel that no speaker ever riveted attention more than you have. As for the accuracy of the opinions so disinterestedly upheld, I neither combat nor a.s.sent to them. I can only think of you--so young, so alone?"
It is impossible to say how much pa.s.sionate sympathy he was about to express, when a sudden change in Ella Rivers"s face made him stop and turn round. To his infinite annoyance there stood Major Moncrief, with the door in his hand, and an expression of utter blank astonishment on his countenance, his coat covered with fast-melting snow, and evidently just dismounted.
"Hallo, Moncrief!" cried Wilton, his every-day, sharp senses recalled in a moment by this sudden, unwelcome apparition. "Wet to the skin, I suppose, like Miss Rivers"--a wave of the hand toward her--"and myself.
I most fortunately overtook her half-way from Monkscleugh, and brought her here for shelter."
"Oh!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Moncrief: it sounded like a groan.
"You have met my chum, Major Moncrief, have you not, Miss Rivers?"
She shook her head. "You know I am always with Donald."
"Oh, ah, I see!" muttered Moncrief. "No, I have never had the pleasure of meeting the young lady before; and so, Wilton, I will not interrupt you. I will go and change my clothes."
"Interrupt!" said Ella, as he left the room. "What does he mean by interrupt? Who is he?--your uncle--your guardian?"
"Do you think I require a guardian at my age?" replied Wilton, laughing, though greatly annoyed at Moncrief"s tone.
"How old are you?" asked Ella, but so softly and simply that the question did not seem rude.
"Almost four and thirty; and, _en revanche_, how old are you?"
"Almost twenty."
"I should not have thought you so much: yet there are times you look more. However, Moncrief is an old brother-officer of mine; really a friend, but a queer fellow, a little odd."
"I see; and I do not think he likes me to be here. Can I not go?" said Ella, starting up and making her way to the window, although she left a shoe behind her in her progress.
"Not like you! More probably fascinated at first sight," returned Wilton, attempting to laugh off the impression she had received, though feeling terribly annoyed at Moncrief"s manifestation. "And, as to returning, you cannot stir just yet; the snow has only just cleared off and may recommence."
"Still I should so much like to return; and I am sure I could manage to walk very well."
"I do not wish to be oppressively hospitable, so I will leave you for a moment to inquire what will be the best mode of reaching Brosedale."
So saying, he quitted the room and followed Major Moncrief.
He found that excellent soldier in his dressing-gown, and wearing a more "gruesome" expression than could be accounted for by his occupation, viz., sipping some scalding-hot whiskey-and-water.
"Have you had anything to eat?" asked Wilton, amiably. "I believe luncheon is still on the table."
"No, it is not," replied the major, curtly; "and I do not want anything.
I had a crust of bread and cheese at that farmer"s below the mill, so you can go back to your charming guest."
"And you must come with me, Moncrief. Never mind the dressing-gown, man; it is quite becoming. You frightened Miss Rivers, you looked so "dour"
just now. I want her to see what a pleasant fellow you can be."
"Thank you; I am not quite such a m.u.f.f as to spoil a _tete-a-tete_."
"Come, Moncrief, you know that is bosh. I overtook Miss Rivers as she was struggling through the snow, and I do not suppose you or any other man would have left her behind. Then I couldn"t possibly pa.s.s my own gate in such a storm; besides, the poor girl was so wet. Be that as it may, you shall not be uncivil; so finish your grog, and come along."
"Let me put on my coat. If I am to play propriety, I must dress accordingly. How in the name of Fortune did you come to know this Miss Rivers?" growled Moncrief.
"Why, at Brosedale, of course. Whenever they dragged me in to see that poor boy she was there, and one can"t be uncivil to a woman, and a pretty girl to boot."
"Pretty!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed the major, thrusting himself with unnecessary vehemence into his coat. "I did not see much prettiness about her; she has big eyes, that"s all."
"Come and have another look then, and perhaps you will find it out,"
said Wilton, pleasantly, as sorely against his will Moncrief followed him down stairs.
"I have much pleasure in introducing two such admirable representatives of two great opposing systems. Major Moncrief is conservative among conservatives; Miss Rivers revolutionary among democrats!" said Wilton.
"You say so for me; I myself scarce know enough to be anything," she replied, in a low tone, turning from the window at which she was standing when they entered, acknowledging the introduction and Moncrief"s "boo," as he would have called it, by a slight, haughty courtesy, which even Mrs. McKollop"s plaid dress did not spoil, as she spoke.
"A young lady confessing ignorance on any subject is a _rara avis_ nowadays," returned Moncrief, gloomily.
Ella Rivers looked earnestly at him as he spoke, and then glanced, with a sort of mute appeal, to Wilton, who felt instinctively that, in spite of her composed, brave air, her heart was beating with sorrowful indignation at the major"s unfriendly aspect.
"You must know, Miss Rivers," said Wilton, with his pleasantest smile, longing all the time to fall upon and thrash desperately his good friend and comrade--"you must know that my friend Moncrief is the gloomy ascetic of the regiment, always available for the skeleton"s part at the feast, that is, the mess, a terror to lively subs, and only cheerful when some one in a terrible sc.r.a.pe requires his help to get out of it; but one grows accustomed even to a skeleton. I have been shut up with him for nearly six weeks, and, you see, I have not committed suicide yet; but he is a first-rate old Bones after all!" (slapping the ungenial major on the shoulder).
"Is he really unhappy?" asked Ella, with such genuine wonder and curiosity that the "dour" major yielded to the irresistible influences, and burst into a gracious laugh, in which Wilton joined, and the cloud which Moncrief brought with him was almost dispersed--not quite, for Ella was changed pale, composed, silent, with an evidently unconscious drawing to Wilton"s side, that did not help to steady his pulse or cool his brain.
"It is quite clear," said Miss Rivers, anxiously; "may I not return?
for in another hour night will close. I must go!"