she resumed, "I shall always remember with pleasure, with respect, that for once you rose above the conventional gentleman into a natural, true man." She gave him her hand for a moment, then, drawing it away from his pa.s.sionate kisses, disappeared in the fast increasing gloom of evening among the plantations.
CHAPTER VIII.
A bright, bl.u.s.tering March morning was shining, with a cold glitter over the square of the well-known B---- Barracks, in that pleasant, rackety capital, Dublin, nearly three months after the interview last recorded.
Parade had just been dismissed, and the officers of the second battalion --th Rifles had dispersed to their various occupations or engagements, with the exception of a small group which gathered round an attractive fire in the mess-room, and discussed the military and club gossip of the hour.
"Will you stay for the --th Dragoons" ball, on Thursday, Wilton?" said one of the younger men to our friend, who was reading a London paper, and dressed in mufti, evidently a guest.
"And for St. Paddy"s on the 17th?" asked the colonel. "It"s a dazzling scene, and no end of fun."
"I promised to dine with the mess of the --th Dragoons to-night,"
returned Wilton; "and I think I should like to see their ball; but I must be in Scotland before the 17th, so must forego the humors of St.
Patrick"s. I see, colonel, my battalion was not to embark until the 25th of February. They cannot reach England for another month. I have a great mind to exchange into the regiment that is gone out to relieve them. I do not like soldiering in England--there is always work to be done in India."
The colonel elevated his brows.
"My dear fellow, you are desperately energetic. I should have thought that, with your prospects, you had done work enough."
"My prospects have nothing to do with it. I suppose there would be no difficulty in the matter?" continued Wilton, reflectively, more to himself than to his listener.
"Difficulty! none whatever. The fighting is over, so no one will be afraid to stay at home; and I fancy there is a very uncomfortable transition-state before the Anglo-Indian world."
"I shall ask for extension of leave; I don"t fancy joining the depot."
"How long is Moncrief to be away?"
"He has three weeks" leave--urgent private affairs. I am sure to see him in town, though I shall only pa.s.s through," remarked Wilton, and relapsed into silence, scarcely hearing the arguments of his companion, who proved to demonstration that Wilton would be a fool to make any exchange, except, indeed, he could get a chance of returning to his old friends of the second battalion.
Ralph Wilton was looking thinner and graver than formerly, and there was an expression of anxiety and irritation in his keen bold eyes. While the colonel argued, an orderly approached with letters, which his officer took, and, glancing at the addresses, handed two or three to Wilton.
"This is from Moncrief," said he, opening an envelope directed in a remarkably stiff, legible hand--"forwarded from Athgarven. He is annoyed at missing me, and--" Here he stopped, and read on, with knit brows and fixed attention, then let the hand which held the letter drop, and stood wrapped in thought.
"No bad news?" asked the colonel.
"Yes--no," he returned, absently. "My dear colonel, I must leave you to-day. I must go up to town by this evening"s mail."
"This is very sudden. Can"t you manage a day or two more? Why, you have only been three weeks with us."
A few words from Wilton convinced his friend and host that, although indisposed to give a reason for his sudden move, its necessity was imperative.
The pa.s.sage in Major Moncrief"s letter which had moved Wilton was as follows:
"Town is very full; the club br.i.m.m.i.n.g over; dinners going a-begging--and, talking of dinners, I met our Monkscleugh acquaintance, Lady Fergusson, in Regent Street, yesterday. She was in deep mourning; it seems that unfortunate son and heir died about a month ago. Sir Peter is in great grief; the establishment at Brosedale broken up, and the whole family _en route_ for Germany. I wonder what has become of the pretty la.s.sie you picked up in the snow! I was always afraid of your getting into some mess with her; but you have more sense than I gave you credit for."
The Brosedale establishment broken up! and not a line--not a word--from Ella. Where had she gone? Did she wish to avoid him? In four days more the three months" absence prescribed by Ella would have expired, and now he was thrown off the scent. Had she sought and found any new employment? If in her heart she distrusted his constancy as much as she professed, she might have done so; or had she returned to that London landlady whom she had described on the memorable occasion of the snow-storm? Hold! he had noted the address somewhere. This led to a vehement search among his papers and memoranda; but in vain. Then he sat down and thought intensely. Kershaw?--yes, that was the name of the woman; and Gothic Villa the name of the house at Kensington; but the street, that he could not recall; nevertheless, he would not leave a corner of the "old court suburb" unexplored. With this resolution he started on his journey--the mere movement raised his spirits and invigorated him; anything was better than the silence and endurance of the last three months.
He had parted with Ella Rivers in a mood curiously compounded of love, anger, slightly-mortified vanity, but deep admiration. He felt that she had a right to demand some test of a pa.s.sion so sudden; and, without words, her grave candor had impressed upon him the conviction that, in asking her to share his life, he asked quite as much as he offered--a conviction not always clear to men, even when in love. Then the respect which her self-control, her n.o.ble simplicity, imposed upon him, deepened and elevated the character of his affection. Above all, she was still to be won. She had allowed him to hope; but he dared not flatter himself that she loved him--and how wonderfully he yearned for her love!--he was astonished at it himself. All life seemed empty and colorless without her. About three weeks after he had left Glenraven, he had written to let her know that he had accepted an invitation to Ireland, where he intended to make some stay and visit his former brother-officers, seizing gladly the excuse afforded by this change of locality; but he had quickly received the following reply:
"You must faithfully keep the promise you have given. Do not in any way seek me for three or four months. Meantime, I am well and not unhappy. Whether we meet again or not, I shall ever think of you kindly. May the good G.o.d guide us to what is happiest and best for both!
"Always your friend, "ELLA RIVERS."
The small, straight, firm writing was kissed again and again, even while he chafed against her firmness. This touch of the true magnet had drawn all the atoms of romance, of n.o.bility, of perception of spiritual and intellectual light, which lay scattered, not sparingly, among the coa.r.s.er material of the man, into symmetrical circles converging to one centre. He was softened and strengthened. He resolved to obey Ella to the letter; and his brother-officers noticed that Wilton was much more ready for b.a.l.l.s and dinners and luncheon-parties than formerly; for his character had been rather that of a "reserved, quiet fellow, with a devil of a temper when roused." He was, nevertheless, a favorite, as straightforward, plucky men, who never "shirk their fences" in any sense, generally are. The neighborhood, too, where Wilton"s visit was made, was unusually wealthy and aristocratic for Ireland, so that he had ample opportunities for "steeping" himself in the society of people of his own cla.s.s. The result, however, was that the impression he had received sank deeper and more abidingly as time went on. And now, when this fresh difficulty arose, he sprang forward upon the search with all the eagerness of a sleuth-hound suddenly released from his chain.
It was in the dim gray of a cold, drizzling morning that Wilton reached Morley"s Hotel. After a bath and breakfast, he sallied forth, in search of Moncrief. During his long night-journey he had taken counsel with himself as to how he should proceed. He would learn Lady Fergusson"s present address, and endeavor to ascertain from her what had become of Ella. How he was to accomplish this without rousing her ladyship"s suspicions, he would leave to the inspiration of the moment; for it was no part of his scheme to unmask his movements until he could really fix his plans. This could not be done till he had seen Ella and received a renewal of her promise; or--terrible alternative--been rejected and overthrown! Her unaccountable silence was cruel, unfeeling, and a clear breach of faith. Why had she not written to announce so material a change of circ.u.mstances? Had any of the pestilent political crew that used to surround her father started up to exercise an evil influence?
The idea fired him with indignation. He had so delighted in thinking of her as his alone--a hidden jewel, the l.u.s.tre and value and beauty of which were for him only! Meditating thus, he reached the frugal major"s lodgings, as he did not wish at present to confront the publicity of a club. But his friend had not yet emerged from the privacy of his chamber, and there was only a dingy back-parlor, a sort of general waiting-room, into which he could be shown. Wilton therefore wrote hastily on his card, "What is Lady Fergusson"s address in town?" and sent it up to Moncrief; receiving it back again in a few minutes, with this inscription on the reverse; "Claridge"s; but I think they are gone.
Dine with me to-day at the club--seven, sharp."
Leaving word that he could not dine with Major Moncrief, Wilton left the house in a state of irritability and depression, and bent his steps to Claridge"s; early as it was, he might at least make inquiries there. A yawning porter, who was sweeping the hall, called a waiter, who informed him that "Sir Peter and Lady Fergusson, the Misses Saville and suite,"
had started for Paris the day before.
"And suite!" echoed Wilton; "I suppose that includes the governess?"
"Yes, sir; there was a lady as went with the youngest lady in one of the hotel broughams; she was the governess."
"Was she a tall, thin lady, with spectacles?"
"Just so, sir."
"No other lady with them?"
"No, sir--none."
Nothing more to be learned there! He was quite afloat. No clue to the girl who he had hoped would be, two days hence, his affianced bride, beyond the vague address, "Mrs. Kershaw, Gothic Villa, Kensington." He made his way slowly into Piccadilly and hailed a hansom. Kensington must be the scene of his research, and the sooner he plunged into it the better.
How to begin occupied his thoughts as he bowled along. Shops, police, and postmen, seemed the most likely sources of information; failing these, he must manage to communicate with Miss Walker, who would certainly know Ella"s whereabouts. However, he had great faith in himself; it was not the first time he had to hunt up a faint track, though the difficulties were of a far different character.
"Here we are! Where to now, sir?" cried Cabby, through the hole at the top.
"Oh! a--the nearest butcher"s," said Wilton. "Bread and meat and tea,"
he reflected, "the humblest landlady must require;" and, proud of his own reasoning powers, he dismissed the cab, never remembering--probably not knowing--the ready-money system, which, paying the amount and carrying off the article, "leaves not a wrack behind."
The important and substantial butcher, struck by the lordly bearing of his interrogator, condescended to repeat the words "Gothic Villa" in several keys, as though the reiteration would evoke knowledge, but ended with, "Can"t say I know any such place, sir.--Here, Smith"--to a blue-gowned a.s.sistant, with rolled-up sleeves, who was adding "one leg more" to an artistically arranged fringe of legs of mutton which adorned the cornice--"do you know anything of "Mrs. Kershaw, Gothic Villa?""
"Kershaw!" replied the man, pausing--"I seems as if I do, and yet I don"t."
At this maddening reply, Wilton felt disposed to collar him and rouse his memory by a sound shaking.
"The person I want lets lodgings; and is, I think, elderly."
"No, I don"t," repeated the butcher"s a.s.sistant. "I know Gothic "all."
"Ay," struck in the master, "and Gothic "Ouse and Gothic Lodge, but no willar. I know the place well, sir, and I don"t think there is a Gothic Willer in it. P"r"aps it"s lodge, not willer, you are looking for?"