Real Folks.
by Mrs. A. D. T. Whitney.
I.
THIS WAY, AND THAT.
The parlor blinds were shut, and all the windows of the third-story rooms were shaded; but the pantry window, looking out on a long low shed, such as city houses have to keep their wood in and to dry their clothes upon, was open; and out at this window had come two little girls, with quiet steps and hushed voices, and carried their books and crickets to the very further end, establishing themselves there, where the shade of a tall, round fir tree, planted at the foot of the yard below, fell across the building of a morning.
"It was prettier down on the bricks," Luclarion had told them. But they thought otherwise.
"Luclarion doesn"t know," said Frank. "People _don"t_ know things, I think. I wonder why, when they"ve got old, and ought to? It"s like the sea-sh.o.r.e here, I guess, only the stones are all stuck down, and you mustn"t pick up the loose ones either."
Frank touched lightly, as she spoke, the white and black and gray bits of gravel that covered the flat roof.
"And it smells--like the pine forests!"
The sun was hot and bright upon the fir branches and along the tar-cemented roof.
"How do you know about sea-sh.o.r.es and pine forests?" asked Laura, with crushing common sense.
"I don"t know; but I do," said Frank.
"You don"t know anything but stories and pictures and one tree, and a little gravel, all stuck down tight."
"I"m glad I"ve got one tree. And the rest of it,--why listen! It"s in the _word_, Laura. _Forest_. Doesn"t that sound like thousands of them, all fresh and rustling? And Ellen went to the sea-sh.o.r.e, in that book; and picked up pebbles; and the sea came up to her feet, just as the air comes up here, and you can"t get any farther,"--said Frank, walking to the very edge and putting one foot out over, while the wind blew in her face up the long opening between rows of brick houses of which theirs was in the midst upon one side.
"A great sea!" exclaimed Laura, contemptuously. "With all those other wood-sheds right out in it, all the way down!"
"Well, there"s another side to the sea; and capes, and islands,"
answered Frank, turning back. "Besides, I don"t pretend it _is_; I only think it seems a little bit like it. I"m often put in mind of things. I don"t know why."
"I"ll tell you what it is like," said Laura. "It"s like the gallery at church, where the singers stand up in a row, and look down, and all the people look up at them. I like high places. I like Cecilia, in the "Bracelets," sitting at the top, behind, when her name was called out for the prize; and "they all made way, and she was on the floor in an instant." I should like to have been Cecilia!"
"Leonora was a great deal the best."
"I know it; but she don"t _stand out_."
"Laura! You"re just like the Pharisees! You"re always wishing for long clothes and high seats!"
"There ain"t any Pharisees, nowadays," said Laura, securely. After which, of course, there was nothing more to be insisted.
Mrs. Lake, the housekeeper, came to the middle upper window, and moved the blind a little. Frank and Laura were behind the fir. They saw her through the branches. She, through the farther thickness of the tree, did not notice them.
"That was good," said Laura. "She would have beckoned us in. I hate that forefinger of hers; it"s always hushing or beckoning. It"s only two inches long. What makes us have to mind it so?"
"She puts it all into those two inches," answered Frank. "All the _must_ there is in the house. And then you"ve got to."
"I wouldn"t--if father wasn"t sick."
"Laura," said Frank, gravely, "I don"t believe father is going to get well. What do you suppose they"re letting us stay at home from school for?"
"O, that," said Laura, "was because Mrs. Lake didn"t have time to sew the sleeves into your brown dress."
"I could have worn my gingham, Laura. What if he should die pretty soon? I heard her tell Luclarion that there must be a change before long. They talk in little bits, Laura, and they say it solemn."
The children were silent for a few minutes. Frank sat looking through the fir-tree at the far-off flecks of blue.
Mr. Shiere had been ill a long time. They could hardly think, now, what it would seem again not to have a sick father; and they had had no mother for several years,--many out of their short remembrance of life. Mrs. Lake had kept the house, and mended their clothes, and held up her forefinger at them. Even when Mr. Shiere was well, he had been a reserved man, much absorbed in business since his wife"s death, he had been a very sad man. He loved his children, but he was very little with them. Frank and Laura could not feel the shock and loss that children feel when death comes and robs them suddenly of a close companionship.
"What do you suppose would happen then?" asked Laura, after awhile.
"We shouldn"t be anybody"s children."
"Yes, we should," said Frank; "we should be G.o.d"s."
"Everybody else is that,--_besides_," said Laura.
"We shall have black silk pantalets again, I suppose,"--she began, afresh, looking down at her white ones with double crimped ruffles,--"and Mrs. Gibbs will come in and help, and we shall have to pipe and overcast."
"O, Laura, how nice it was ever so long ago!" cried Frank, suddenly, never heeding the pantalets, "when mother sent us out to ask company to tea,--that pleasant Sat.u.r.day, you know,--and made lace pelerines for our dolls while we were gone! It"s horrid, when other girls have mothers, only to have a _housekeeper_! And pretty soon we sha"n"t have anything, only a little corner, away back, that we can"t hardly recollect."
"They"ll do something with us; they always do," said Laura, composedly.
The children of this world, even _as_ children, are wisest in their generation. Frank believed they would be G.o.d"s children; she could not see exactly what was to come of that, though, practically. Laura knew that people always did something; something would be sure to be done with them. She was not frightened; she was even a little curious.
A head came up at the corner of the shed behind them, a pair of shoulders,--high, square, turned forward; a pair of arms, long thence to the elbows, as they say women"s are who might be good nurses of children; the hands held on to the sides of the steep steps that led up from the bricked yard. The young woman"s face was thin and strong; two great, clear, hazel eyes looked straight out, like arrow shots; it was a clear, undeviating glance; it never wandered, or searched, or wavered, any more than a sunbeam; it struck full upon whatever was there; it struck _through_ many things that were transparent to their quality. She had square, white, strong teeth, that set together like the faces of a die; they showed easily when she spoke, but the lips closed over them absolutely and firmly. Yet they were pleasant lips, and had a smile in them that never went quite out; it lay in all the muscles of the mouth and chin; it lay behind, in the living spirit that had moulded to itself the muscles.
This was Luclarion.
"Your Aunt Oldways and Mrs. Oferr have come. Hurry in!"
Now Mrs. Oldways was only an uncle"s wife; Mrs. Oferr was their father"s sister. But Mrs. Oferr was a rich woman who lived in New York, and who came on grand and potent, with a scarf or a pair of shoe-bows for each of the children in her big trunk, and a hundred and one suggestions for their ordering and behavior at her tongue"s end, once a year. Mrs. Oldways lived up in the country, and was "aunt" to half the neighborhood at home, and turned into an aunt instantly, wherever she went and found children. If there were no children, perhaps older folks did not call her by the name, but they felt the special human kinship that is of no-blood or law, but is next to motherhood in the spirit.
Mrs. Oferr found the open pantry window, before the children had got in.
"Out there!" she exclaimed, "in the eyes of all the neighbors in the circ.u.mstances of the family! Who does, or _don"t_ look after you?"
"Hearts"-sake!" came up the pleasant tones of Mrs. Oldways from behind, "how can they help it? There isn"t any other out-doors. If they were down at Homesworth now, there"d be the lilac garden and the old chestnuts, and the seat under the wall. Poor little souls!"
she added, pitifully, as she lifted them in, and kissed them. "It"s well they can take any comfort. Let "em have all there is."
Mrs. Oferr drew the blinds, and closed the window.
Frank and Laura remembered the strangeness of that day all their lives. How they sat, shy and silent, while Luclarion brought in cake and wine; how Mrs. Oferr sat in the large morocco easy-chair and took some; and Mrs. Oldways lifted Laura, great girl as she was, into her lap first, and broke a slice for her; how Mrs. Oldways went up-stairs to Mrs. Lake, and then down into the kitchen to do something that was needed; and Mrs. Oferr, after she had visited her brother, lay down in the spare chamber for a nap, tired with her long journey from New York, though it had been by boat and cars, while there was a long staging from Homesworth down to Nashua, on Mrs. Oldways" route. Mrs. Oldways, however, was "used," she said, "to stepping round." It was the sitting that had tired her.
How they were told not to go out any more, or to run up and down-stairs; and how they sat in the front windows, looking out through the green slats at so much of the street world as they could see in strips; how they obtained surrept.i.tious bits of bread from dinner, and opened a bit of the sash, and shoved out crumbs under the blinds for the pigeons that flew down upon the sidewalk; how they wondered what kind of a day it was in other houses, where there were not circ.u.mstances in the family, where children played, and fathers were not ill, but came and went to and from their stores; and where two aunts had not come, both at once, from great ways off, to wait for something strange and awful that was likely to befall.
When they were taken in, at bedtime, to kiss their father and say good-night, there was something portentous in the stillness there; in the look of the sick man, raised high against the pillows, and turning his eyes wistfully toward them, with no slightest movement of the head; in the waiting aspect of all things,--the appearance as of everybody being to sit up all night except themselves.