Rebirth And Redemption

Chu Feng softly put down the things he bought, Rong Yun is still sleeping, the drip still has more than half, it must have been replaced. Rong Yun is frowning, it"s clear that he wasn"t sleeping comfortably, he did not know whether he was having a bad dream or his body is uncomfortable. Song Bin arranged Rong Yun in a single room, it was not big but the facilities are quite complete, the bathroom is also very convenient in the room. However, there is only one bed and Chu Feng can only sleep on the sofa.

Chu Feng turned on the light beside the bed and turned off the ceiling light, the room is dark and feels comfortable. He pulled the curtains and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Rong Yun who is still frowning and covered him with the blanket.

He was surprised when he returned from the past but it was also a chance for him to repay. He can no longer make mistakes like before and he must be prepared for the future not only for himself but also for Rong Yun.

Chu Feng is very clear that he has to repay Rong Yun in his entire life. He wanted him to have a good life. This is what he owes and he must give him a good life he deserved.

However, to give him a good future, he must have a certain degree of economic ability. When he have this ability, then he can make way for him and Rong Yun"s future can go smoothly.

In his last life, he did not get admitted to a domestic university and he was sent abroad to study. He didn"t take the cla.s.s seriously in the foreign university. After graduation, in addition for taking a diploma, he didn"t learn anything. After he returned home he entered the entertainment circle just for fun and the result is mixed with surprises. Genetic heredity is really a wonderful thing. Just like his mother, he is also very talented. Even if he was not professionally trained and was taking a simple training, he is not worse than those who trained professionally. In addition he has his family protection behind him and his acting road went smoothly. He won the best new comer award in his first year and went directly to the best actor the following year. At the age of twenty-six, he won the best actor in two international awards with a literary film and became one of the hottest actor in china.

Besides acting, Chu Feng could not think of other ways to make money, so in this life, he will probably continue to follow this path. Although the entertainment industry is chaotic, but he can mix well and will also know many people. It is also easier for him to make way for Rong Yun.

As for the rest he can slowly do it. In short, after reading the novel Rong Yun left for him, he get the chance to returned back to the past. Chu Feng thinks that G.o.d favors him. At least he has the opportunity to repay and will not live in regret for the rest of his life. He will not let Rong Yun feel that his feelings don"t have any place to stay.

Rong Yun m.u.f.fled a sound, his eyelids moved slightly and he slowly opened his eyes.

Chu Feng noticed that he was awake and quickly get up and took a little closer and whispered, "Awake? Are you uncomfortable anywhere?"

Rong Yun was confused but after hearing his voice he returned his consciousness, his open eyes are staring at Chu Feng for two seconds and then remember the things he did, he grabbed the quilt and hid inside. It seems that he is very scared of Chu Feng and does not want to see him at all.

Chu Feng quickly grabbed his hand with the drip needle and whispered, "Don"t be afraid, I won"t hurt you again."

Being hold by Chu Feng, Rong Yun struggled even harder and his breathing increased again.

Chu Feng is not happy. He patted Rong Yun who was hiding in the quilt and said, "Don"t move, you have a needle in your hand, it"s going to crooked."

It seems that he found a sense of security in the quilt, Rong Yun did not struggle so much but Chu Feng can still feel that Rong Yun is afraid and holds tightly the quilt in his hands.

Chu Feng sighed in his heart. It was his fault, even if Rong Yun beat him now he would not fight back.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Chu Feng gently patted Rong Yun and said, "You have a needle in your hand so don"t move and I"ll let you go, okay?"

A moment later, the quilt move and Chu Feng knew that Rong Yun nodded. He release his hand and place it beside the bed and then asked, "Hungry?"

Rong Yun didn"t say anything and just shrink in the quilt just like an unprotected cub who suddenly found a defensive sh.e.l.l.

Chu Feng looked at him hiding and wants to slap his self. He was a jerk, he did not want to imagine what Rong Yun face before.

The quilt trembled slightly. Chu Feng frown and worries if Rong Yun"s fever returned, "Is it cold?"

Rong Yun did not answer.

Chu Feng thinks this is not good. if he shivered because of coldness then he must hurry and let the doctor take a look. He didn"t pay attention to Rong Yun"s resistance and pulled down the quilt. He saw Rong Yun"s face full of tears.

His heart hurts and reaches Rong Yun"s face to wipe his tears. But the more he wipes, the more tears falls.

"I"m sorry." Chu Feng stop and said.

Rong Yun did not look at him but quietly lay in bed and whispered something. The voice was very small but Chu Feng heard it. Rong Yun was asking him "Why."

Chu Feng pulled the pillow over and lifted Rong Yun"s head and let him lie on it to make him more comfortable. After a moment of silence, he replied, "Rong Yun, I like you."

Rong Yun is shock and also forgot to cry, he looked at Chu Feng with tears in his eyes and can"t believe what he just heard.

Does he like Rong Yun? The answer to this question is very clear in his heart. He doesn"t hate Rong Yun, don"t want to see him sad and he wants to cherish, and protect him... But it"s not love. Like is like, not love, even if he is moved and remorse for Rong Yun"s feelings about him, but he can"t lie to him. It"s not love, at least not now.

He also wanted to find a reasonable reason for what he did today. In the last life, this matter became the trigger to his depressive disorder. He can"t let this happen once again. His life is doomed to repay Rong Yun, so even if its not love, he will not leave Rong Yun, this is his redemption.

"Really... Are you sure?" Rong Yun looked at him a bit silly.

"Yeah, how else could I do this to you?" Chu Feng tried to soften his tone and said, "Sorry, I know I used the worst way to hurt you. I will be responsible. I quarreled with my dad today and got a bad temper and see you were disheveled. I couldn"t control myself... I"m sorry..."

"You were like that today... I"m scared..." Rong yun shed tears again.

If someone else were crying in front of him he would surely be impatient. But the other person is Rong yun, Chu Feng is not annoyed at all. Through Rong Yun"s words, he can clearly see that he is a very delicate person. That kind of thing happened today, can"t he allow him to complain? In fact, it is best to talk what he feels to prevent more problems.

"It"s my fault. It won"t happen again in the future." Chu Feng pulled the quilt and cover it in Rong Yun. Although Rong Yun is wearing a patients clothes, but tonight"s temperature is cold and some of his body can"t be covered. "Believe me once again, okay?"

Rong Yun grab his sleeve and gently nodded his head. This made Chu Feng feel even more sad. Rong Yun is such a good man but he hurt him so bad and his guilt was not lessen but even heavier.

Rong Yun"s emotions calmed down, Chu Feng went to take a towel with warm water and wipe his face. The bruises in the corner of his mouth and forehead are unsightly. Chu Feng also put a light action and try to not let him feel hurt.

After he finish wiping Rong Yun"s face, Chu Feng said, "You have a fever and have to stay in the hospital for two days, we will go back again if your fever return.You have to eat light foods to heal your body. Are you hungry? I bought you porridge, do you want to eat?"

Rong Yun shake his head. He does not have any appet.i.te right now.

Chu Feng thought for a minute. Rong Yun did not eat dinner, if he didn"t eat he will surely get an stomach ache, he said, "Eat a little bit, okay? You will get your strength back and get better quickly if you eat some."

Rong Yun look at Chu Feng"s concern and eventually nodded.

Chu Feng smiled and lift him up, then raise the pillow to make him feel comfortable. Then he went to the coffee table and took the porridge in the insulation cup and side dishes.

Chu Feng and his mother went to the congee store a few times, but he had no interest in it. Rong Yun has to eat a lighter and nutritious food so Chu Feng thought of this store. It"s in the center of the city and he ordered a delivery for two days. Although the price of this shop is a bit expensive but the service is very good. They provide an insulation cup but it has to be paid. 

Pouring the porridge into the small bowl that comes with it and gently mix it with spoon. The porridge is still hot so he want to make it warm. Chu Feng choose the best porridge in the store which was made from a dozen kinds of grains. It is nutritious and has a very fragrant taste.

After the porridge got warm he fed it to Rong Yun.

He looked at Chu Feng and is somewhat embarra.s.s.

Chu Feng smiled and said, "Eat."

He ate the porridge that Chu Feng bought.

As he fed Rong Yun he also picked up some side dishes. These dishes were very delicate, tasteful and very appetizing. After Rong Yun had eaten a bowl of porridge with small dishes he shook his head and did not want to eat again.

When he saw him a little tired, he carried the drip bag to go to the bathroom and help him with his business and gargle his mouth, after that he put him in bed to lay down. He carefully cover him with the quilt and said, "Sleep, I"ll watch over you."

"Okay." Rong Yun look at him with a little confusing feeling in his eyes.

He was very embarra.s.sed when Chu Feng helped him lower his pants. However, in the end he can"t help but solve his physiological needs. He could only blush and face it.

Chu Feng looked at him and said, "If there is anything you"re uncomfortable with, tell me."

"Okay." Rong Yun nodded and close his eyes. There are too many things that happened today. He needs a little time to digest it.

Chu Feng look after him. By the way, he finished eating the porridge Rong Yun left. He also didn"t eat dinner. In fact, he was already hungry. After eating he put the insulation cup back on the coffee table, the phone rang and he was afraid to wake up Rong Yun who had just fallen asleep. He quickly press it off and the missed call shows Gui Heng"s name.

He look at Rong Yun and make sure that he didn"t wake up before softly open the door to return the call.