Chapter 198: It Was a Good Thing (I)
Long knew he was injured and why he got injured.
But he regretted when he found his wound poisoned.
It didn’t mean he feared the poison. He just worried that this punishment was too great for s.h.i.+ to bear.
Long planed to get a minor wound, so as to make s.h.i.+ worry and know his importance in s.h.i.+’s heart. Long hoped s.h.i.+ to scruple reckless action in the future.
Long didn’t expect to give s.h.i.+ such a blow because of this severe wound.
He didn’t want s.h.i.+ to be too painful and regretful.
So when Long knew his wound was poisoned, he regretted.
Long thought he could face s.h.i.+ in a sober state, but he fell down in front of s.h.i.+.
Without knowing how long it had pa.s.sed, Long felt a little cold.
Long had no idea whether the cold feeling was caused by the poison. He thought he was about to come to his senses, but he couldn’t make it all the time.
Unknowing his specific condition, Long felt the heart extremely painful and the body tortured by coldness.
When Long was wondering how long he had to bear the torture, a similar warm body got close to him. Long wanted to get closer to the warm body by instinct, so he tried hard to move his body.
But he found it was so difficult for him to move, even to raise a finger.
Long was anxious that he couldn’t take the similar warm body in his arms even if he was so cold and the warm body just stayed beside him.
At this moment, that warm body seemed to feel his anxiety, then leaned closer to him.
Long immediately felt warm. The similar warm body leaned against Long’s chest at first, then held Long’s body with his arms. Long felt his cold feet became warm as well.
And then, Long was aware of that his clothes was loosened.
When Long was wondering what the owner of that warm body intended to do, the person… kissed Long.
Long was greatly stunned, so he made efforts to open his eyes.
He succeeded.
When being kissed, he slightly murmured and finally opened his eyes.
s.h.i.+, who was lying on Long’s chest, paused, with Long’s face clearly reflected in s.h.i.+’s light red eyes.
Long came to his senses, “Qingzhou… ”
Long got to know it was really Qingzhou who warmed him when he felt cold.
Right, only Qingzhou could bring the warmth to him.
Long’s voice was so hoa.r.s.e.
s.h.i.+ kept kissing Long after pausing for a second.
Long slightly mumbled under s.h.i.+’s pa.s.sionate kiss.
“Qingzhou… ” Long gave a bitter smile, “Do you want to bite me to death?”
Without replying, s.h.i.+ started violent attacks, which almost made Long think s.h.i.+ want to swallow him.
But it finally turned out that Long thought too much.
After s.h.i.+ used this way to warm Long’s body… he directly retreated!
With corners of Long’s mouth twitched, Long didn’t know what to say.
Long thought s.h.i.+ succeeded indeed if s.h.i.+ meant to punish him in this way.
“Qingzhou… you… ”
Dropping his eyelids, s.h.i.+ avoided Long’s gaze.
Watching s.h.i.+ retreat, Long didn’t realize s.h.i.+ was going to stopped the intimate activity until he saw s.h.i.+ sitting beside the bed.
“Qingzhou.” Long smiled, but he looked even uglier than when he cried.
However, s.h.i.+ sat down calmly and didn’t give a glance at Long.
Alright. Long knew s.h.i.+ was serious. He guessed s.h.i.+ was obviously angry at him, no, probably more than angry!
Long made a deep breath, “Qingzhou, listen to me, ok?”
s.h.i.+ didn’t raise his head.
But Long knew s.h.i.+ was listening.
Then Long said gently, “Qingzhou, I know I act impetuously this time. Actually, I regretted when I found I was poisoned besides getting injured. But I didn’t regret making you worry, because I want you to know what consequence your action would bring to me. Have you seen it? Qingzhou?”
Hearing this, s.h.i.+ suddenly raised his head, with his light red eyes staring at Long firmly.
Long looked very severe and serious.
“Qingzhou, I know you have a strong murderous intent which was the sequelae the most toxic insect brought to you. But are you defeated so easily? You are a human being, not a devil. If you can’t control this murderous intent, are you still s.h.i.+ Qingzhou?”
Long’s words were thrown into s.h.i.+’s head like a blow and a shout.
s.h.i.+ was stunned a bit.
Long continued, “s.h.i.+, if you fail to control the murderous intent, I will get injured, or die. Can you control it for the sake of me? If you succeed, I will stay alive. If you fail, I probably will stay at the edge of death when you take a risk. What choice will you make? I’ll leave all the choices and rights to you, Okay?”
s.h.i.+ s.h.i.+vered greatly and said nothing as if he was extremely astonished.
Seeing s.h.i.+’s reaction, Long felt his heart ached. But he has no other way.
If s.h.i.+ went on like that and couldn’t control the murderous intent in his heart, he would destroy himself. How could Long watch s.h.i.+ be destroyed!
So, that was all Long could say. Long hoped to strike s.h.i.+ with his words.
Long intended to make s.h.i.+ realize that the consequence of failing to control his murderous intent… was losing Long.