"I made an oath to them," said Measure.
"You"re a coward. You take no risk. No danger. You want Alvin with you to keep you safe!"
That was just too much for Measure. He swung out with his right arm, aiming to connect with Ta-k.u.msaw"s smile. It didn"t surprise him that Ta-k.u.msaw blocked the blow but it was kind of a shock that he caught Measure"s wrist so easy, twisted it. Measure got even madder, punched at Ta-k.u.msaw"s stomach, and this time he did connect. But the chief"s belly was about as soft as a stump, and he snagged Measure"s other hand and held them both.
So Measure did what any good wra.s.sler knows to do. He popped his knee up right between Ta-k.u.msaw"s legs.
Now, Measure had done that only twice before, and both times he did it, the other fellow got right down on the ground, writhing like a half-squished worm. Ta-k.u.msaw just stood there, rigid, like he was soaking up the pain, getting madder and madder. Since he was still holding on to Measure"s arms, Measure had a good notion that he was about to die, ripped right in half down the middle that"s how mad Ta-k.u.msaw looked.
Ta-k.u.msaw let go of Measure"s arms.
Measure took his arms back, rubbed his wrists where the chief"s fingermarks were white and sore. The chief looked angry, all right, but it was Alvin he was mad at. He turned and looked down at that boy like he was ready to peel off Alvin"s skin and feed it to him raw.
"You did your filthy White man"s tricks in me," he said.
"I didn"t want neither of you getting hurt," said Al.
"You think I"m a coward like your brother? You think I"m afraid of pain?"
"Measure ain"t no coward!"
"He threw me to the ground with White man"s tricks."
Measure didn"t like hearing that same accusation. "You know I didn"t ask him to do that! I"ll take you now, if you want! I"ll fight you fair and square!"
"Strike a man with your knee?" said Ta-k.u.msaw. "You don"t know how to fight like a man."
"I"ll face you any way you want," said Measure.
Ta-k.u.msaw smiled. "Gatlopp, then."
By now a whole bunch of Reds had gathered round, and when they heard the word gatlopp, they started hooting and laughing.
There wasn"t a White in America who hadn"t heard stories about how Dan Boone ran the gatlopp and just kept on running, that first time he escaped from the Reds; but there was other stories, about Whites who got beat to death. Taleswapper told about it somewhat, the time he visited last year. It"s like a jury trial, he said, where the Reds. .h.i.t you hard or easy depending on how much they think you deserve to die. If they think you"re a brave man, they"ll strike you hard to test you with pain. But if they think you"re a coward, they"ll break your bones so you never get out of the gatlopp alive. The chief can"t tell the gatlopp how hard to strike, or where. It"s just about the most democratic and vicious system of justice ever seen.
"I see you"re afraid of that," said Ta-k.u.msaw.
"Of course I am," said Measure. "I"d be a fool not to, specially with your boys already thinking I"m a coward."
"I"ll run the gatlopp before you," said Ta-k.u.msaw. "I"ll tell them to strike me as hard as they strike you."
"They won"t do it," said Measure.
"They will if I ask them," said Ta-k.u.msaw. He must have seen the disbelief on Measure"s face, cause then he said, "And if they don"t, I"ll run the gatlopp again."
"And if they kill me, will you die?"
Ta-k.u.msaw looked up and down Measure"s body. Lean and strong, Measure knew he was, from chopping trees and firewood, toting pails, lifting hay, and hoisting grain bags in the mill. But he wasn"t tough. His skin was burnt something awful from being near naked in the sun out here on the dunes, even though he tried to use a blanket to cover up. Strong but soft, that"s what Ta-k.u.msaw found when he studied Measure"s body.
"The blow that would kill you," said Ta-k.u.msaw, "it might bruise me."
"So you admit it ain"t fair."
"Fair is when two men face the same pain. Courage is when two men face the same pain. You don"t want fair, you want easy. You want safe. You"re a coward. I knew you wouldn"t do it."
"I"ll do it," said Measure.
"And you!" cried Ta-k.u.msaw, pointing at Alvin. "You touch nothing, you heal nothing, you cure nothing, you don"t take away pain!"
Alvin didn"t say a word, just looked at him. Measure knew that look. It was the expression Alvin got on his face whenever he had no intention of doing a thing you said.
"Al," said Measure. "You better promise me not to meddle. "
Al just set his lips and didn"t speak.
"You better promise me not to meddle, Alvin Junior, or I just won"t go home."
Alvin promised. Ta-k.u.msaw nodded and walked away, talking in Shaw-Nee to his boys. Measure felt sick with fear.
"Why are you afraid, White man?" asked the Prophet.
"Cause I"m not stupid," said Measure. "Only a stupid man wouldn"t be scared to run the gatlopp."
The Prophet just laughed and walked off.
Alvin was sitting in the sand again, writing or drawing or something with his finger.
"You ain"t mad at me, are you, Alvin? Cause I got to tell you, you can"t be half as mad at me as I am at you. You got no duty to these Reds, but you sure got a duty to your ma and pa. Things being how they are, I can"t make you do nothing, but I can tell you I"m ashamed of you for siding with them against me and your kin."
Al looked up, and there was tears in his eyes. "Maybe I am siding with my kin, did you think of that?"
"Well you sure got a funny way of doing it, seeing as how you"ll keep Ma and Pa worried sick for months, no doubt. "
"Don"t you think about anything bigger than our family? Don"t you think maybe the Prophet"s working out a plan to save the lives of thousands of Reds and Whites?"
"That"s where we"re different," said Measure. "I don"t believe there is anything bigger than our family."
Alvin was still writing as Measure walked away. It didn"t even occur to Measure what Alvin wrote in the sand. He saw, but he didn"t look, he didn"t read it. Now, though, the words came to his mind. RUN AWAY NOW, that"s what Al was writing. A message to him? Why didn"t he say it with his mouth, then? Nothing made"sense. The writing probably wasn"t for him. And he sure wasn"t going to run away and have Ta-k.u.msaw and all them Reds sure he was a coward forever. What difference would it make if he ran away now? The Reds"d catch him in a minute, there in the woods, and then he"d run the gatlopp anyway, only it"d even be worse for him.
The warriors formed two lines in the sand. They were carrying heavy branches fallen or cut from trees. Measure watched as an old man took the beads from around Ta-k.u.msaw"s neck, then pulled off his loincloth. Ta-k.u.msaw turned to Measure and grinned. "White man is naked when he has no clothes. Red man is never naked in his own land. The wind is my clothing, the fire of the sun, the dust of the earth, the water of rain. I wear all these. I am the voice and the face of the land!"
"Just get on with it," said Measure.
"I know someone who says a man like you has no poetry in his soul," said Ta-k.u.msaw.
"And I know plenty of people who say that a man like you has no soul at all."
Ta-k.u.msaw glared at him, barked a few words to his men, and then stepped between the lines.
He walked slowly, his chin high and arrogant. The first Red struck him a blow across his thighs, using the skinny end of a branch. Ta-k.u.msaw s.n.a.t.c.hed the branch out of his hands, turned it around, and made him strike again, this time in the chest, a harsh blow that drove the air out of Ta-k.u.msaw"s lungs. Measure could hear the grunting sound from where he stood.
The lines ran up the face of a dune, so that progress up the hill was slow. Ta-k.u.msaw never paused as the blows came. His men were stern-faced, dutiful. They were helping him show courage, and so they gave him pain but no damaging blows. His thighs and belly and shoulders took the worst of it. Nothing on his shins, nothing in his face. But that didn"t mean he had it easy. Measure could see his shoulders, b.l.o.o.d.y from the rough bark of the branches. He imagined himself receiving every blow that fell, and knew that they"d strike him harder. I"m a royal fool, he said to himself. Here I am matching courage with the n.o.blest man in America, as everybody knows.
Ta-k.u.msaw reached the end, turned, faced Measure from the top of the dune. His body was dripping with blood, and he was smiling. "Come to me, brave White man," he called.
Measure didn"t hesitate. He started toward the gatlopp. It was a voice from behind that stopped him. The Prophet, shouting in Shaw-Nee. The Reds looked at him. When he was finished, Ta-k.u.msaw spat. Measure, not knowing what had been said, started forward again. When he got to the first Red, he expected at least as hard a blow as Ta-k.u.msaw got. But there was nothing. He took another step. Nothing. Maybe to show their contempt they meant to hit him in the back, but he climbed higher and higher up the dune, and still there was not a blow, not a move.
He should have been relieved, he knew, but instead he was angry. They gave Ta-k.u.msaw help in showing his courage, and now they were making Measure"s pa.s.sage through the gadopp a walk of shame instead of honor. He whirled around and faced the Prophet, who stood at the bottom of the dune, his arm across Alvin"s shoulders.
"What did you say to them?" Measure demanded.
"I told them that if they killed you, everyone would say Ta-k.u.msaw and the Prophet kidnapped these boys and murdered diem. I told them that if they marked you in any way, when you went home everybody would say we tortured you."
"And I say I want a fair chance to prove I"m not a coward!"
"The gatlopp is a stupid idea, for men who forget their duty."
Measure reached down and grabbed a club from a Red man"s hand. He struck his own thighs with it, again, again, trying to draw blood. It hurt, but not very bad, because whether he wanted to or not, his arms flinched at causing pain to his own self. So he thrust the branch back into the warrior"s arms and demanded, "Hit me!"
"The bigger a man is, the more people he serves," said the Prophet. "A small man serves himself. Bigger is to serve your family. Bigger is to serve your tribe. Then your people. Biggest of all, to serve all men, and all lands. For yourself, you show courage. For your family, your tribe, your people, my people for the land and all people in it, you walk this gatlopp with no mark on you."
Slowly, Measure turned around, walked up the dune to Ta-k.u.msaw, untouched. Again Ta-k.u.msaw spat on the ground, this time at Measure"s feet.
"I ain"t no coward," said Measure.
Ta-k.u.msaw walked away. Walked, slipped, slid down the dune. The warriors of the gatlopp also walked away. Measure stood at the top of the hill, feeling ashamed, angry, used.
"Go!" shouted the Prophet. "Walk south from here!"
He handed a pouch to Alvin, who scrambled up the dune and gave it to Measure. Measure opened it. It contained pernmican and dried corn, so he could suck on it on his way.
"You coming with me?" Measure asked.
"I"m going with Ta-k.u.msaw," said Alvin.
"I could"ve made it through the gatlopp," said Measure.
"I know," said Alvin.
"If he wasn"t going to let me go through it," said Measure, "how come the Prophet allowed it to happen at all?"
"He ain"t telling," said Alvin. "But something terrible"s going to happen. And he wants it to happen. If you"d"ve went before, when I told you to run away"
"They would"ve caught me, Al."
"It was worth a try. Now when you leave, you"re doing just what he wants."
"He plans for me to get killed or something?"
"He promised me you"d live through this, Measure. And all the family. Him and Ta-k.u.msaw, too."
"Then what"s so terrible?"
"I don"t know. I"m just scared of what"s going to happen. I think he"s sending me with Ta-k.u.msaw to save my life."
One more time, it was worth a try. "Alvin, if you love me, come with me now."
Alvin started to cry. "Measure, I love you, but I can"t go." Still crying, he ran down the dune. Not wanting to watch him out of sight, Measure started walking. Almost due south, a little bit east. He wouldn"t have no trouble finding the way. But he felt sick with dread, and with shame for having let them talk him into leaving without his brother. I failed at everything here. I"m pretty near useless.
He walked the rest of that day and spent the night in a pile of leaves in a hollow. Next day he walked till late afternoon, when he came to a south-flowing creek. It would flow into the Tippy-Canoe or the Wobbish, one or the other. It was too deep to walk down the middle, and too overgrown to walk alongside. So he just kept the stream within earshot and made his own way through the forest. He wasn"t no Red, that was for sure. He got scratched up by bushes and branches and bit by insects, none of which felt too good on his sunburnt skin. He also kept running into thickets and having to back out. Like the land was his enemy, slowing him down. He kept wishing for a horse and a good road.
Hard as it was to go through the woods, though, he was up to it. Partly cause Alvin toughened up his feet for him. Partly cause of the way he seemed to breathe deeper than ever before. But it was more than that. Strength was wound in among his muscles in a way he never felt in his life. Never so alive as now. And he thought, If I had a horse right now, I think maybe I"d be wishing I was on foot.
It was late afternoon on the second day when he heard a splashing sound in the river. There was no mistaking it horses were being walked in the stream. That meant White men, maybe even folks from Vigor Church, still searching for him and Alvin.
He scrambled his way to the Stream, getting scratched something awful on the way. They were headed downstrewn, away from him, four men on horseback. It wasn"t till he was already out into the stream, yelling to bust his head off that he noticed they were wearing the green uniform of the U.S. Army. He never heard of them coming up in these parts. This was the country where White folks didn"t go much, on account of not wanting to rile up the French at Fort Chicago.
They heard him right off, and wheeled their horses around to see him. Almost quick as they saw him, three of them had their muskets up to the ready.
"Don"t shoot!" Measure cried.
The soldiers rode toward him, making pretty slow progress as their horses had some trouble breasting the water.
"Don"t shoot, for heaven"s sake," Measure said. "You can see I ain"t armed, I don"t even have a knife."
"He talks English real good, don"t he?" said one soldier to another.
"Of course I do! I"m a White main."
"Now don"t that beat all," said another soldier. "First time I ever heard one of them claim to be White."
Measure looked down at his own skin. It was a vivid red color from his sunburn, much lighter than any true Red man. He was wearing a loincloth, and he looked pretty wild and dirty. But his beard was growing somewhat, wasn"t it? For the first time Measure found himself wishing he was a hairy man, with thick heavy beard and lots of chest hair. Then there"d be no mistake, since Reds didn"t grow much. As it was, though, they wouldn"t see his light-colored mustache hair or the few little hairs on his chin till they were up cIdse.
And they weren"t taking no chances, either. Only one rode right up to him. The others hung back, their muskets out, ready to open fire in case Measure had some boys lying in ambush on the riverbank. He could see that the man riding toward him was plumb scared to death, looking this way and that, waiting to see a Red man flitch an arrow at him. Kind of an idiot, Measure decided, since there wasn"t no chance of seeing a Red man in the woods till his arrow was already in you.
The soldier didn"t come right to him. He circled around, got beside him. Then he looped a rope and tossed it to Measure. "You hitch this around your chest, under your arms," said the soldier.
"What for?"
"So I can lead you along."
"The h.e.l.l I will," said Measure. "If I thought you were going to drag me along by a rope in the middle of a creek, I"d"ve stayed on dry land and walked home myself."
"If you don"t put this rope around you in five seconds, them boys are going to blow your head off."
"What are you talking about?" Measure demanded. "I"m Measure Miller. I was captured with my little brother, Alvin, almost a week ago, and I"m just going home to Vigor Church."
"Well, ain"t that a real pretty story?" said the soldier. He drew back the rope, sopping wet, and cast it again. This time it hit Measure in the face. Measure caught at it, held it in his hand. The soldier drew his sword. "Get ready to shoot, boys!" shouted the soldier. "It"s that renegade, all right!"