I gettin down to look, put a hand on her face. Her skin is burnin, her lips is swole dry.
"She sleepin, Macky. She isnt gone yet."
"She goin to be, though?"
"Try an shade her. Be doin what you can."
"We goin to get some water, Ratch? They havent brought us water in a real long time."
"Boy, you got any sense? Got any sense at all?" I standin, lookin at Macky, lookin at Lily, thinkin bout her in the mossy place, in the pretty goldy light.
"Isnt no water. Isnt goin to be none, either. Lily goin to die like Dit an Little Nik. I spect you an me, we goin to die too."
I turnin an I gone, Macky cryin an theres nothin I can do. Cant do nothin for Lily, cant do nothin for me. Pock say somethin I dont hardly hear. Whatever that somethin doin in my head, it doin it again. . . .
The sun, he boilin in a white an empty sky. My skin be fryin, sweat burnin in my eyes. Dontfigure goin far, just far nough to see. Dont know why, just know it gotta be.
Theres a little place I can hunker down some, look past the draw an down on the flats, stretchin out below. I inchin up an look, inchin up slow. My heart near stoppin, they right there close. I could throw a rock an hit Sal an p.h.u.c.kin k.n.o.b Dole. I could hit Gandolph Scott, sittin on a stripy Rhido.
Isnt no use tryin to count. Theres Rhidos far as I can see, black old hides covered in the dust they feet stirrin up. Dust an s.h.i.t an bout a zillion flies. Switchin they tails, shakin they pointy horns bout. Snortin, snuffin, pawin at the ground, Drills perchin on they backs.
Ratch, Im thinkin, what the p.h.u.c.k you doin here, get up get outta here fast. This is what part of me thinkin. Other parts thinkin what Froom is sayin, how Drills they hearin Rhidos, only that kinda hearins not the same. . . .
"Ratch, you outta you head? What you doin up here?"
"s.h.i.t, Mockit, don"t be doin that!"
Mockit, he come up behind me, I bout jump outta my skin.
"Get on back," I tell him, "you dont belong up here."
"Whats the matter with you? Dont no one belong up here."
"Maybe I do."
"Do what?"
"I here, you seein that plain. Maybe thats where I spose to be."
"You talkin funny now. Dont be doin that, Ratch. You kinda scarin me."
I lookin up, lookin Mockit in the eye. "You the one said it. They doin that dream out there.
They done it before, they doin it again."
"Huh-uh," Mockit shakin his head. "I never said a thing like that. Even if I did, I dont know what I talkin bout, you know that."
"Mockit. . ."
Mockit, he stop. He hearin it too. So do the Rhidos, so do the Drills. Theres thunder way off, thunder an a awful cloud of dust. Whatever it is, its just cross the flats, comin up behind a little rise. The ground begin to tremble, like the world be comin apart. I can feel it in my belly, I can feel it in my parts. Lookin down theres little grains of sand, dancing on the dirt.
Thunder dyin, the ground not shakin, ground keepin still. Hot wind blowin cross the flats, hot wind burnin, chokin ever breath. Hot wind scorchin, scarin off the dust, showin whats hidin up there. . . .
Mockit, he seein it first, eyes comin outta his head. Then I seein it too, seein what he see, seein what a chile be seein, wakin up cryin, wakin from a dream.
My gut wanta be throwin up, but they nothin in there, nothin it can do.
What waitin, what sittin up there is Rhidos, Rhidos standin with they heads down low, Rhidos still as they can be. Rhidos that got no color at all, Rhidos white as the moon, Rhidos pale as dead bone!. . .
"p.h.u.c.k p.h.u.c.k p.h.u.c.k," Mockits moanin, shakin his head, sweat drip-pin off his nose.
Somethin wet, somethin runnin down his leg.
"Stop doin that," I tell him, "ever thing stinkin enough round here.""Cant help it, Ratch. I likely doin somethin else too."
"Mockit, that be the last thing you do, I tellin you that."
If me an Mockit havin a dream, it getting more scary all the time. Hunkered on them Rhidos is Drills, an they isnt like Drills I ever seen. They fur is dull as dirt, they baby s.h.i.t brown.
They whiskers an they ruff is kinda white. They all got long pointy sticks, an the sticks got raggedy skins hangin off the end. Some got skins, an some got strings of yeller bones. Even far off, you can hear bones rattlin in the wind.
Our Drills wearin armor made of wood, stickers an dead turtul hats. These Drills isnt wearin anything at all. Nothin but snik an lizert skins wrapped about they heads.
"Isnt many of em," Mockit sayin real low, "we got moren that."
"I can see, you dont have to tell me that."
"What you gettin on me bout, Ratch? Havent done nothin to you-"
Mockit, he stop, cause somethin happenin cross the flats. One of the Rhidos movin outta line, clompin up ahead of the rest. The Drill on his back, he got his head covered with a scary lookin mask. Mask got big white teeth, got shiny red eyes, got a muzzle painted black.
The Drill standin up, start hoppin, screechin an shakin his pole at the Drills over here. The rest of his bunch, they start jumpin round too.
I leanin up an lookin down. Gandolph Scott, he be bout to have a fit. He howlin, barin his teeth. Wavin his pole, screamin at the Drill across the flats. He turn round, an bark at Sal Capone. Whatever he sayin, Sal sayin no. He yellin at Gandolph, Gandolph yellin back.
Then, fore you can blink, Gandolph swingin his pole, slammin Sal hard across the head. The blow lift Sal off his Rhido an knock him to the ground.
Doc Cabbage and Darc and Lon Peron is comin at Gandolph, they eyes blazin red.
Gandolphs Drills is ready for that. They pokin they spears, drivin the other Drills back. Darc keeps comin, hoppin over one Rhido an then the next. Orangey Harding just waitin, then he run Darc right through, his spear comin out the other side.
Sals Drills is howlin, snappin they muzzles, but theres nothin they can do. Gandolph Scott dont bother to look. He give a loud yell, raise his pole, pointin at the sky. The Rhido he ridin shake his big head, give a rumble an a snort, give a tremble an a fart. Then he start walkin, then he start to move. . . .
Rhido startin real slow, trottin, clompin on his big stubby feet. Gandolph clutchin the Rhido, holdin on tight, purple a.s.s slappin up an down.
"p.h.u.c.k," Mockit sayin, diggin a hand in my back, "oh p.h.u.c.k, Ratch," same thing he sayin before.
Ever Rhido in the bunch, they headin after Gandolph Scott. All of em racin toward a thicket of spears, waitin just across the flat.
"Gotta get outta here, Ratch. Gotta get outta here now."
"You wanta go, get."
"What? You outta you head? It happenin. The dream be happenin now. Doin it, right out there!"
"I know what they doin.""We not spose to be here. Shouldnt be seein all this."
Ratch, things you dont member good, thats what a dreams all about. . . .
Where that come from, what it doin in my head?
"Get back an see what you can do, Mockit. See bout your folks, an see bout Macky too. See if Lily dead. See you can get any body walkin, gettin outta here. Dont know if it do any good, but wont hurt nothin to try. ..."
Mockit dont answer. I turn round an Mockit isnt there.
Sun fryin my back, bugs itchin ever where. Throat closin up I cant even spit.
Ever thing fast out there, ever thing blurrin, ever thing makin me dizzy in the head.
Rhidos from here is poundin cross the plain, raisin clouds of dust, getting closer all the time. Somethin on the other side, somethin not right. White Rhidos not movin, just standin there, silent an still. Like nothin wrong, nothin be goin on at all.
Gandolph seein this too, an he shakin his stick, movin his Rhidos faster still. . . .
I wipin off sweat, slappin at a bug. When I lookin up, seein again, somethin cold, somethin scary, climbin up my neck. Wasnt but a blink be pa.s.sin but ever thing different, nothin look the same. The whites, they shiftin, movin, tornin round fast, some of em left an some of em right.
Baby s.h.i.t Drills they hangin on tight.
Gandolph, he keep comin, eatin up dust, ridin straight in where the other Rhidos been.
Gandolph see it, smell it in the air. Know somethin comin, know somethin bad, cant figure what it is. Know, in a blink, they nothing he can do. Rhidos snortin, diggin up ground, goin so fast cant nothin stop em now. . . .
First ones to know is Rhidos headin the pack, Rhidos bigger, faster than the rest. Rhidos heavy with muscle an bone, Rhidos with awful killin horns. Best Rhidos got the meanest, ugliest p.h.u.c.kers on they backs, Drills with armor, stickers an barbs. Drills with big turtul hats: Gandolph Scott and Orangey Harding. Spank Sinatra, Hairya.s.s Truman. Mormon Nailer an Phony Curtis too.
They all famous bout a second, second an a half. It happen that quick, happen in a blink. One blink they somethin, next they p.h.u.c.kin meat. Yellin, screechin, twitchin on the ground, bones be snappin, guts squishin out.
Hardly a one of em see what get em, most of em dead fore that. I see em though, seen they awful heads when they comin up the rise, seen they big tuskers, they little black eyes, seen they awful noses, hangin like snakes, sweepin on the ground.
Cant believe the awful things I seein, not anybody could. They big-gern anything, anything they is. Coming right at you, not ever slowin down. Seen one steppin on Mormon Nailers head, smushin it flat, all the juices spurtin out. Seen one pick up Orangey Harding with his nose, lift him up an toss him flat. Orangey screamin an thrashin about.
Rhidos nghtin, doin what they could. Slammin they horns at a mountain of hide. Mountain, he screechin, givin a terrible cry. Shakin, swayin, slashin his tuskers, sendin that Rhido screamin to the ground.
Rhidos turnin now, shovin one another, crazy in they heads. Ever one wantin outta there.Drills runnin too, but there nowhere to go. Rhidos, they don"t stomp em, somethin else will.
Ever one of them p.h.u.c.kers got a bunch of baby s.h.i.t Drills, hoppin on they backs, barkin, howlin, tossin them bony rattle spears.
No one, nothin, got a chance of getting outta that. Isnt nothing to do out there, nothing to do but die. . . .
Im not dead, I stayin alive. Maybe I figure what for. Got down diggin like a vole, got a half a.s.s hole, curlin up cryin while the monsters stompin by.
Not comin out till the sun bout down. Ever thing dead now, ever thing gone. Out on the flats theres Rhidos an Drills, bodies ever where. Ever thing flat, ever thing stinkin out there. Even one of them night-mars, lyin on its back, big ol legs stickin up in the air.
Birds an jakuls they havin a feast. Some of ems eatin out the belly, some of em chewin on the nose.
First thing I dos get me a couple pointy sticks. Next thing I find me some full water pots.
Lots of em broke but plenty of ems not. Ever body gone, we got lots of water now. Even got some fruits thats nearly fit to eat.
Awful thing is, you cant even tell who anybody is. Persons an Drills they all cut up, an them thats not is flat. Cant find Macky or Lily. I hope Lily dead fore any thing got back here.
I found Sal Capone. Wasnt much left but a head an a buncha broken bones.
"I require help," Sal says. "You are bringing water, Ratch, and I am needing shade."
"You be fine," I tell him, "bout a blink an a half."
How they do it, Im thinkin, them Rhidos the color of bone, them baby s.h.i.t Drills? What kinda creatures was that, where they comin from? I know the dream, an it never had that. Any of the younguns they gettin outta this, some of ems Mamas some day an they gotta have a new dream, they gotta member this. . . .
I walkin past the camp where the females been, Florence an Silly an the rest. Isnt nothin there to see. Ever thing flat cept off behind the rocks, where they got the cookfires. Big p.h.u.c.kers didnt get that. Some of the spits still standin from supper the night before.
Im walkin on, down to the draw. Isnt somethin you want to bother bout. Mightve been kin, or someone you know, an no sense thinkin on that.
What I be thinkin is what Pock said. Somethin most ever body thinkin now an then. How its not right. What we gotta do, way we gotta be. ltd be different there wasn"t so many. If we was moren them. Seems to me thats the cause right there. Seems like thats how it is. ...