There Will Be no More (2)
"Very quickly I have…" Bai Zhi Rui was crying and laughing at the same time: "Will not have again…"
He body originally was not really good, that year she was obstructed from being together with Song Ting Yu by Madame Song, she thought and wanted to conceive his child, because she thought with his kid, Madame Song would not reject her again, she would look upon the kids, let her to marry into the family.
But she couldn"t conceive that time, then she went to the doctor to do some examination and found out that her womb is somewhat flaw. So the doctor couldn"t really decide if she can conceive a child or not, but will be very hard.
That time no matter she was not really willing to accept, but she was powerless!
When she just knew her difficulty of conceiving, the news of Su Ran"s pregnancy was emitted. She got panicky, afraid that her man and her status position would be s.n.a.t.c.hed away.
But what"s the point of being afraid?
She still needed to open her eyes big to see Su Ran took her position and all of her.
Toward her Song Ting Yu indeed had some guilty feeling, so all along toward her, he was okay. Toward him she also didn"t let him felt annoyed, she pretended to be generous, but who didn"t know, her heart always hurt.
Being abroad for four years, she always hid her medical treatment, she never gave up. No matter it was having injection or consuming medicine, every ways she always attempted it, but it didn"t have any good news.
Because of her menstrual period also were not really on time, so she didn"t know about this pregnancy.
If she knew it from the start, she would choose to tell Song Ting Yu, perhaps this time Song TIng Yu would be abroad to accompany her.
How could it she chose to go back home because of their recent cold war and let to intense situation?
This moment Bai Zhi Rui was full of hatred, she hated herself, and hated Su Ran. If that time Song Wei Xi didn"t appeared suddenly, how could she stood unsteady and fell down?
Chen Jing looked at her emotion, she was very worried, so constantly patted her shoulder: "Zhi Rui, calm down. You just completed your operation, you just back from the death, don"t be like this. Don"t be careless toward your health…."
"Su Ran that savage woman, it was her, she used her kid to hurt yours. Zhi Rui, don"t worry. Song Ting Yu will not let her go, he will look give you revenge…."
Bai Zhi Rui used her hand to wipe her tears, this time just paid attention except Chen Wan, there was no one elese inside the room.
She asked with panic voice: "Where is Song Ting Yu?"
She just lost her child, didn"t he shall be on her side and accompany her? But where did he go?
"Zhi Rui, don"t you worry. Ting Yu has some matters to handle for a while, he will back soon." Chen Wan also didn"t dare enough to mention Song Ting Yu was looking for Su Ran, if she mentioned it, she afraid that Bai Zhi Rui"s mood will be more intense.
"Auntie, you are lying to me, he went to look for Su Ran, right?" Bai Zhi Rui said with intense emotion.
"No, really no…." Chen Wan let hospital nurse to look at her, afraid that her movement will implicate to her surgery wound, she went outside to call Song Ting Yu, to let him come soon.
Now she couldn"t appease her mood, only Song Ting Yu could do it.
After her call, not for long, Song Ting Yu arrived at the hospital.
Bai Zhi Rui caught a sight of her, naturally she complained tearfully.
She sat on the hospital bed, and Song Ting Yu stood by her side. She hugged his waist, and from his body who could smell a shower gel and shampoo"s scent.
Her eyes became darker and gloomier.
Also she concluded that Song Ting Yu had gone back to the Song house.
So before coming, he was together with Su Ran?
Thinking of this, she became more fiercely insecured.
"Ting Yu, our kid is gone…" Bai Zhi Rui"s long hair was draped on her shoulder, her face and lips was paled, really showed a pity appearance: "Originally I went back to give you a surprise. I wanted to let you know about my pregnancy, I was pregnant with your kids. But I"m sorry, I didn"t even able to say it, our kid is gone. Sorry, it was my fault that I didn"t protect him…"
"I should not meet Su Ran and couldn"t control myself to move forward…."
This time Chen Wan said: "Zhi Rui, how could you be that muddled-head? The first time you are back, you should look for Ting Yu. What were you doing to meet her? Did you also be confused that you tell her about your pregnancy?"
Bai Zhi Rui"s tears kept falling down, she nodded, her eyes were full of resentment.
Actually she didn"t know that she was pregnant, how could Su Ran know it?
Yet she knew Song Ting Yu was a smart guy, very quick he would think of this. So she could only said this, said that she accidentally told her about the news, thereby to confirmed the reality that Su Ran pushed her down.
She undoubtedly a meticulous mind and clever woman, even if this time, she couldn"t forget to plan something.
Although Su Ran didn"t personally pushed her, but she believed, what the difference with this and her personally do it?
It was because of her, she fell down. Precisely, it was because sudden appearance of Song Wei Xi.
In her heart, her loss of her kids was Su Ran"s master peice.
Chen Wan looked very heart-broken: "Zhi Rui, you are also, how could be uncareful? Didn"t you know what kind of woman is Su Ran? From her action four years ago, you should understood her ethics, you should distance yourself from her, how could you go near her?"
"I don"t know…." Bai Zhi Rui cried continuously, she hold tightly Song Ting Yu"s arm: "I"m sorry, Ting Yu, it"s all my fault. It"s my bad. If not our kid will not…."
Song Ting Yu thinking continuously regarding this matter.
Is it really Su Ran who pushed Bai Zhi Rui?
Is there any other ulterior motive? Or it is just accident?
But looking at how Bai Zhi Rui kept on crying, she felt, it couldn"t be that she made herself fall down?
Moreover that time on that side, except Su Ran, there was no other people.
"It"s okay, don"t cry anymore." Song Ting Yu took a tissue from the bedside tabole to wipe her tears: "You just regain you consciousness, it isn"t good to keep on crying. Losing this kid was not your fault, don"t blame yourself….."
"It was Su Ran"s fault" Chen Wan looked at heart-broken Bai Zhi Rui, she said Su Ran"s name hatefully.
She felt, in this world, how could it be that ruthless woman?!
It wasn"t easy for Bai Zhi Rui to calm down, and also entered the sleep.
Chen Wan went to Song Ting Yu"s side, patted his arm, and pointed to the door outside. She signaled him to come out for a while.