Chapter 2: my start
I am standing at the desolateland with a village beside me-if a gang of shabby house and several people withold cloth full of patch can be called village. Let alone the monsters surroundthe village. But I have no time to think where I am. My brain is filled withthe list that angel shows mw just now.
If it is a dream, it is tooreal. I can"t believe I can do a dream like that. I can"t imagine such alifelike game.
I stare at the sky silently, inmy upper left there"s a line shows the time now: August 8 2050, 15:28.
I try my best to find areasonable explanation about the situation I am. But I can"t find. Any excusewill be broke by a line of words: nerve system are damaged and became avegetarian patient at 25. It is the most reasonable explanation for me.
But, how…how is it possible. Thegame company promise the safety of all player, thousands of experts proved thesafety of game hamlet and a boss of a game company even use it to his son whojust born a few days. How is it possible, how is it possible!!! There arebillions of people who playing the game through the game hamlet. But why me,why only me have suffered such a dammed bug? It"s impossible…im…possible.
It must be Xueke, it must be himwho gave me such an illusion through my game hamlet! Come on! Xueke let"s fightwith equal conditions I won"t use my Holy Spirit set. Let"s fight again! Don"tuse such a despicable method!
Is the things shows in front ofmy eyes really illusions? Do not cheat myself anymore. How can an illusion lastso long? Even I can"t count the time in the dark s.p.a.ce. But I can feel it wasreally a long time…
I finally recover from myconfused thought and can control my mind after two hours and a.n.a.lysis out mysituation right now: At the last game I played, my mind was "sealed" by theprogram that have already evolved out his own intelligent through the onlyweapon he can use in the real world—game hamlet.
After 20 years, the seal appeara small gap because of a reason I don"t know yet. But based on the phenomenonthat I still appear in the dark s.p.a.ce and I still can"t control my body evenjust a bit. I am still a vegetarian patient in medical sense at present.
It almost means I have no hopeto recover except there"s miracle happens. It is true that there are someexamples that vegetarian patient wake up after some times. But people still didnot know why they would wake up in the year I became a vegetarian patient.Maybe I will live in a game world forever…
I am even more scared when Ideclare the situation of mine. It is grief for my parent who died in the era Iam in a coma. It is also for fear my future life.
My IQ is really high and I amalso very clever in my childhood. My parent aren"t very rich, but they stillsupport me to study in one of the best university in my country. But I let themdisappointing because I get addicted to online games in the university andchose professional player because I am good for nothing except this. I alwayswant to prove myself through earning money in the game, but I ignore thefeeling of my parent ignore the painfulness of their heart
I can never repay the kindnessfor them to raise me up and even let them suffer such affliction. I can imaginethe shock when they hear I became a vegetarian patient. I can imagine theeffort they try to wake me up. I can imagine the regret when they finally leavethe world! But as for me…me, I even didn"t look at them when they were about toleaving the world!!!
Now I have nothing, family,money health friends and hope, nothing except the game! I am almost a ghostwondering in the wild.
I clenched my fists tightly,sadness, desolate, guilty, hopeless…almost all negative emotions has engulfedmy mind. I can"t keep my mind clear I can even not thinking in this moment asif I will got explosion if I continue thinking that. I rush to the wild dog andwild cat crazily…
I don"t know how many time I hadresurrection. But every time I appear in the resurrection point, I rush to the monsteraround the village right away. Just let the pain feeling woke up my humanitythat sleeping for 20 years.