Dahlia had it on her lips to say it "Because he was poorer than I thought;" but in the intensity of her torment, the wretchedness of this lie, revolted her. "Oh! for G.o.d"s sake, uncle, give me peace about that."
The old man murmured: "Ay, ay;" and thought it natural that she should shun an allusion to the circ.u.mstance.
They crossed one of the bridges, and Dahlia stopped and said: "Kiss me, uncle."
"I ain"t ashamed," said Anthony.
This being over, she insisted on his not accompanying her farther.
Anthony made her pledge her word of honour as a married woman, to bring her husband to the identical spot where they stood at three o"clock in the afternoon of Sunday week. She promised it.
"I"ll write home to th" old farmer--a penny," said Anthony, showing that he had considered the outlay and was prepared for it.
"And uncle," she stipulated in turn, "they are not to see me yet. Very soon; but not yet. Be true to me, and come alone, or it will be your fault--I shall not appear. Now, mind. And beg them not to leave the farm. It will kill father. Can you not," she said, in the faded sweetness of her speech, "could you not buy it, and let father be your tenant, uncle? He would pay you regularly."
Anthony turned a rough shoulder on her.
"Good-bye, Dahly. You be a good girl, and all "ll go right. Old farmer talks about praying. If he didn"t make it look so dark to a chap, I"d be ready to fancy something in that. You try it. You try, Dahly. Say a bit of a prayer to-night."
"I pray every night," Dahlia answered.
Her look of meek despair was hauntingly sad with Anthony on his way home.
He tracked her sorrowfulness to the want of money; and another of his terrific vague struggles with the money-demon set in.
CHAPTER XXVI
Sir William Blancove did business at his Bank till the hour of three in the afternoon, when his carriage conveyed him to a mews near the park of Fashion, where he mounted horse and obeyed the bidding of his doctor for a s.p.a.ce, by cantering in a pleasant, portly, c.o.c.k-horsey style, up and down the Row.
It was the day of the great race on Epsom Downs, and elderly gentlemen p.r.i.c.ked by the doctors were in the ascendant in all London congregations on horseback.
Like Achilles (if the bilious Shade will permit the impudent comparison), they dragged their enemy, Gout, at their horses" heels for a term, and vengeance being accomplished went to their dinners and revived him.
Sir William was disturbed by his son"s absence from England. A youth to whom a baronetcy and wealth are to be bequeathed is an important organism; and Sir William, though his faith reposed in his son, was averse to his inexplicably prolonged residence in the French metropolis, which, a school for many things, is not a school for the study of our Parliamentary system, and still less for that connubial career Sir William wished him to commence.
Edward"s delightful cynical wit--the worldly man"s profundity--and his apt quotations of the wit of others, would have continued to exercise their charm, if Sir William had not wanted to have him on the spot that he might answer certain questions pertinaciously put by Mama Gosling on behalf of her daughter.
"There is no engagement," Edward wrote; "let the maiden wait and discern her choice: let her ripen;" and he quoted Horace up to a point.
Nor could his father help smiling and completing the lines. He laughed, too, as he read the jog of a verse: "Were I to marry the Gosling, pray, which would be the goose?"
He laughed, but with a shade of disappointment in the fancy that he perceived a wearing away of the robust mental energy which had characterized his son: and Sir William knew the danger of wit, and how the sharp blade cuts the shoots of the sapling. He had thought that Edward was veritable tough oak, and had hitherto encouraged his light play with the weapon.
It became a question with him now, whether Wit and Ambition may dwell together harmoniously in a young man: whether they will not give such manifestation of their social habits as two robins shut in a cage will do: of which pretty birds one will presently be discovered with a slightly ruffled bosom amid the feathers of his defunct a.s.sociate.
Thus painfully revolving matters of fact and feeling, Sir William cantered, and, like a cropped billow blown against by the wind, drew up in front of Mrs. Lovell, and entered into conversation with that lady, for the fine needles of whose brain he had the perfect deference of an experienced senior. She, however, did not give him comfort. She informed him that something was wrong with Edward; she could not tell what. She spoke of him languidly, as if his letters contained wearisome trifling.
"He strains to be Frenchy," she said. "It may be a good compliment for them to receive: it"s a bad one for him to pay."
"Alcibiades is not the best of models," murmured Sir William. "He doesn"t mention Miss Gosling."
"Oh dear, yes. I have a French acrostic on her name."
"An acrostic!"
A more contemptible form of mental exercise was not to be found, according to Sir William"s judgement.
"An acrostic!" he made it guttural. "Well!"
"He writes word that he hears Moliere every other night. That can"t harm him. His reading is princ.i.p.ally Memoirs, which I think I have heard you call "The backstairs of history." We are dull here, and I should not imagine it to be a healthy place to dwell in, if the absence of friends and the presence of sunshine conspire to dullness. Algy, of course, is deep in accounts to-day?"
Sir William remarked that he had not seen the young man at the office, and had not looked for him; but the mention of Algernon brought something to his mind, and he said,--
"I hear he is continually sending messengers from the office to you during the day. You rule him with a rod of iron. Make him discontinue that practice. I hear that he despatched our old porter to you yesterday with a letter marked "urgent.""
Mrs. Lovell laughed pleadingly for Algernon.
"No; he shall not do it again. It occurred yesterday, and on no other occasion that I am aware of. He presumes that I am as excited as he is himself about the race--"
The lady bowed to a pa.s.sing cavalier; a smarting blush dyed her face.
"He bets, does he!" said Sir William. "A young man, whose income, at the extreme limit, is two hundred pounds a year."
"May not the smallness of the amount in some degree account for the betting?" she asked whimsically. "You know, I bet a little--just a little. If I have but a small sum, I already regard it as a stake; I am tempted to bid it fly."
"In his case, such conduct puts him on the high road to rascality," said Sir William severely. "He is doing no good."
"Then the squire is answerable for such conduct, I think."
"You presume to say that he is so because he allows his son very little money to squander? How many young men have to contain their expenses within two hundred pounds a year!"
"Not sons of squires and nephews of baronets," said Mrs. Lovell. "Adieu!
I think I see a carrier-pigeon flying overhead, and, as you may suppose, I am all anxiety."
Sir William nodded to her. He disliked certain of her ways; but they were transparent bits of audacity and restlessness pertaining to a youthful widow, full of natural dash; and she was so sweetly mistress of herself in all she did, that he never supposed her to be needing caution against excesses. Old gentlemen have their pets, and Mrs. Lovell was a pet of Sir William"s.
She was on the present occasion quite mistress of herself, though the stake was large. She was mistress of herself when Lord Suckling, who had driven from the Downs and brushed all save a spot of white dust out of his baby moustache to make himself presentable, rode up to her to say that the horse Templemore was beaten, and that his sagacity in always betting against favourites would, in this last instance, transfer a "pot of money" from alien pockets to his own.
"Algy Blancove"s in for five hundred to me," he said; adding with energy, "I hope you haven"t lost? No, don"t go and dash my jolly feeling by saying you have. It was a fine heat; neck-and-neck past the Stand.
Have you?"
"A little," she confessed. "It"s a failing of mine to like favourites.
I"m sorry for Algy."
"I"m afraid he"s awfully hit."