"G.o.d bless you, my dear!"
Robert breathed with the pleasant sense of breathing, when he was again in the street. Amazement, that what he had dreaded so much should be so easily over, set him thinking, in his fashion, on the marvels of life, and the naturalness in the aspect of all earthly things when you look at them with your eyes.
But in the depths of his heart there was disquiet.
"It"s the best she can do; she can do no better," he said; and said it more frequently than it needed by a mind established in the conviction.
Gradually he began to feel that certain things seen with the eyes, natural as they may then appear and little terrible, leave distinct, solid, and grave impressions. Something of what our human tragedy may show before high heaven possessed him. He saw it bare of any sentiment, in the person of the girl Dahlia. He could neither put a halo of imagination about her, nor could he conceive one degraded thought of the creature. She stood a naked sorrow, haunting his brain.
And still he continued saying, "It"s the best she can do: it"s best for all. She can do nothing better."
He said it, unaware that he said it in self-defence.
The pale nun-like ghostly face hung before him, stronger in outline the farther time widened between him and that suffering flesh.
CHAPTER x.x.xI
The thousand pounds were in Algernon"s hands at last. He had made his escape from Boyne"s Bank early in the afternoon, that he might obtain the cheque and feel the money in his pocket before that day"s sun was extinguished. There was a note for five hundred; four notes for a hundred severally; and two fifties. And all had come to him through the mere writing down of his name as a recipient of the sum!
It was enough to make one in love with civilization. Money, when it is once in your pocket, seems to have come there easily, even if you have worked for it; but if you have done no labour whatever, and still find it there, your sensations (supposing you to be a b.u.t.terfly youth--the typical child of a wealthy country) exult marvellously, and soar above the conditions of earth.
He knew the very features of the notes. That gallant old Five Hundred, who might have been a Thousand, but that he had n.o.bly split himself into centurions and skirmishers, stood in his imaginative contemplation like a grand white-headed warrior, clean from the slaughter and in court-ruffles--say, Blucher at the court of the Waterloo Regent. The Hundreds were his Generals; the Fifties his captains; and each one was possessed of unlimited power of splitting himself into serviceable regiments, at the call of his lord, Algernon.
He scarcely liked to make the secret confession that it was the largest sum he had ever as yet carried about; but, as it heightened his pleasure, he did confess it for half an instant. Five Hundred in the bulk he had never attained to. He felt it as a fortification against every mishap in life.
To a young man commonly in difficulties with regard to the paying of his cabman, and latterly the getting of his dinner, the sense of elevation imparted by the sum was intoxicating. But, thinking too much of the Five Hundred waxed dangerous for the fifties; it dwarfed them to such insignificance that it made them lose their self-respect. So, Algernon, pursuing excellent tactics, set his mind upon some stray shillings that he had a remainder of five pounds borrowed from old Anthony, when he endeavoured to obtain repayment of the one pound and interest dating from the night at the theatre. Algernon had stopped his mouth on that point, as well as concerning his acquaintance with Dahlia, by immediately attempting to borrow further, whenever Anthony led the way for a word in private. A one-pound creditor had no particular terrors for him, and he manoeuvred the old man neatly, saying, as previously, "Really, I don"t know the young person you allude to: I happened to meet her, or some one like her, casually," and dropping his voice, "I"m rather short--what do you think? Could you?--a trifling accommodation?"
from which Anthony fled.
But on the day closing the Epsom week he beckoned Anthony secretly to follow him out of the office, and volunteered to give news that he had just heard of Dahlia.
"Oh," said Anthony, "I"ve seen her."
"I haven"t," said Algernon, "upon my honour."
"Yes, I"ve seen her, sir, and sorry to hear her husband"s fallen a bit low." Anthony touched his pocket. "What they calls "nip" tides, ain"t it?"
Algernon sprang a compliment under him, which sent the vain old fellow up, whether he would or not, to the effect that Anthony"s tides were not subject to lunar influence.
"Now, Mr. Blancove, you must change them notions o" me. I don"t say I shouldn"t be richer if I"d got what"s owing to me."
"You"d have to be protected; you"d be Bullion on two legs," said Algernon, always shrewd in detecting a weakness. "You"d have to go about with sentries on each side, and sleep in an iron safe!"
The end of the interview was a visit to the public-house, and the transferring of another legal instrument from Algernon to Anthony. The latter departed moaning over his five pounds ten shillings in paper; the former rejoicing at his five pounds in gold. That day was Sat.u.r.day. On Monday, only a few shillings of the five pounds remained; but they were sufficient to command a cab, and, if modesty in dining was among the prescriptions for the day, a dinner. Algernon was driven to the West.
He remembered when he had plunged in the midst of the fashionable whirlpool, having felt reckless there formerly, but he had become remarkably sedate when he stepped along the walks. A certain equipage, or horse, was to his taste, and once he would have said: "That"s the thing for me;" being penniless. Now, on the contrary, he reckoned the possible cost, grudgingly, saying "Eh?" to himself, and responding "No,"
faintly, and then more positively, "Won"t do."
He was by no means acting as one on a footing of equality with the people he beholds. A man who is ready to wager a thousand pounds that no other man present has that amount in his pocket, can hardly feel unequal to his company.
Charming ladies on horseback cantered past. "Let them go," he thought.
Yesterday, the sight of one would have set him dreaming on grand alliances. When you can afford to be a bachelor, the case is otherwise.
Presently, who should ride by but Mrs. Lovell! She was talking more earnestly than was becoming, to that easy-mannered dark-eyed fellow; the man who had made him savage by entering the opera-box.
"Poor old Ned!" said Algernon; "I must put him on his guard." But, even the lifting of a finger--a hint on paper--would bring Edward over from Paris, as he knew; and that was not in his scheme; so he only determined to write to his cousin.
A flood of evening gold lay over the Western park.
"The glory of this place," Algernon said to himself, "is, that you"re sure of meeting none but gentlemen here;" and he contrasted it with Epsom Downs.
A superst.i.tious horror seized him when, casting his eyes ahead, he perceived Sedgett among the tasteful groups--as discordant a figure as could well be seen, and clumsily aware of it, for he could neither step nor look like a man at ease. Algernon swung round and retraced his way; but Sedgett had long sight.
"I"d heard of London"--Algernon soon had the hated voice in his ears,--"and I"ve bin up to London b"fore; I came here to have a wink at the fash"nables--hang me, if ever I see such a scrumptious lot. It"s worth a walk up and down for a hour or more. D" you come heer often, sir?"
"Eh? Who are you? Oh!" said Algernon, half mad with rage. "Excuse me;"
and he walked faster.
"Fifty times over," Sedgett responded cheerfully. "I"d pace you for a match up and down this place if you liked. Ain"t the horses a spectacle?
I"d rather be heer than there at they Races. As for the ladies, I"ll tell you what: ladies or no ladies, give my young woman time for her hair to grow; and her colour to come, by George! if she wouldn"t shine against e"er a one--smite me stone blind, if she wouldn"t! So she shall!
Australia"ll see. I owe you my thanks for interdoocin" me, and never fear my not remembering."
Where there was a crowd, Algernon could elude his persecutor by threading his way rapidly; but the open s.p.a.ces condemned him to merciless exposure, and he flew before eyes that his imagination exaggerated to a stretch of supernatural astonishment. The tips of his fingers, the roots of his hair, p.r.i.c.ked with vexation, and still, manoeuvre as he might, Sedgett followed him.
"Call at my chambers," he said sternly.
"You"re never at home, sir."
"Call to-morrow morning, at ten."
"And see a great big black door, and kick at it till my toe comes through my boot. Thank ye."
"I tell you, I won"t have you annoying me in public; once for all."
"Why, sir; I thought we parted friends, last time. Didn"t you shake my hand, now, didn"t you shake my hand, sir? I ask you, whether you shook my hand, or whether you didn"t? A plain answer. We had a bit of a scrimmage, coming home. I admit we had; but shaking hands, means "friends again we are." I know you"re a gentleman, and a man like me shouldn"t be so bold as fur to strike his betters. Only, don"t you see, sir, Full-o"-Beer"s a hasty chap, and up in a minute; and he"s sorry for it after."
Algernon conceived a brilliant notion. Drawing five shillings from his pocket, he held them over to Sedgett, and told him to drive down to his chambers, and await his coming. Sedgett took the money; but it was five shillings lost. He made no exhibition of receiving orders, and it was impossible to address him imperiously without provoking observations of an animated kind from the elegant groups parading and sitting.
Young Harry Latters caught Algernon"s eye; never was youth more joyfully greeted. Harry spoke of the Friday"s race, and the defection of the horse Tenpenny Nail. A man pa.s.sed with a nod and "How d" ye do?" for which he received in reply a cool stare.
"Who"s that?" Algernon asked.
"The son of a high dignitary," said Harry.
"You cut him."
"I can do the thing, you see, when it"s a public duty."
"What"s the matter with him?"